Chapter 10
English Ivy was imported by early settlers to
remind them of home. It escaped and now threatens to strangle
entire forests of native trees.
“TESS!” A FEMALE ALTO VOICE that
bordered on a tenor called from across the hotel lobby.
I looked up from signing a registration form for
Allie and me. Allie had driven me the two hundred miles east of
Portland to Pasco, Washington, home of the High Desert Con.
“Squishy!” I called back, beckoning the squarely
built, forty something woman with board straight hair dyed an
impossible blonde. I knew no other name for her than the handle she
used on-line and for con badges.
“I need to talk to you,” my acquaintance said on an
urgent whisper.
“Go have a cup of coffee. And put your foot up.
I’ll take the luggage to our room,” Allie urged me toward the
garden café in the middle of the hotel ground floor. She hoisted
her overnight bag and dragged my wheeled suitcase toward one of the
sprawling wings. The desk clerk had taken one look at my booted
cast and walking staff and changed our room from the quiet third
floor at the far end of the most inaccessible wing to a close
handicap room on the ground floor.
I’d have to remember that trick next year. Might
save me about three miles of walking each day.
Scrap turned bright yellow and popped out of my
vision. He loved exploring conventions, sniffing out who wore a
costume and who used costumes as an excuse to shape-change into
demon form. Most of the attending demons were relatively benign,
just trying to fit into modern society. A con gave them the chance
to let their hair down, so to speak, and be themselves.
Donovan claimed that these were the Kajiri demons
he worked to find a homeland for, the ones who were too human to
live as a demon and too much a demon to truly live as human all of
the time. They needed to shape-change at least once a month and
take an occasional sip of blood.
Gave new meaning to “That time of the month.”
I suspected from oblique conversations that Donovan
really dealt with those Kajiri who used their human facade to prey
upon the innocent. The closer to their demon roots they remained,
the more they needed hot fresh blood to survive.
Lady Lucia Continelli actually lived as a vampire
in Las Vegas, finding it a more socially acceptable way to drink
blood than admitting her very dilute demon heritage. In fact, Lady
Lucia hadn’t craved blood until she tasted some as part of her
facade. She worked hard at maintaining her image as the vampire
crime boss of Sin City.
“What’s up, Squishy?” I asked, stumping toward the
café.
“Something weird I need advice on. But more
important, what happened to you?” She claimed a booth just inside
the arched entrance to the eating area.
Artificial shrubs and a chest-high brick wall gave
the illusion of separating patrons from the mass of convention
goers. Illusion only. We could check out and be checked out by all
those who wandered around in search of old friends.
“I tripped over a blackberry vine while jogging,” I
muttered as I plopped into my seat and scooted toward the wall so I
could stretch my leg sideways along the bench.
“You know that I’m a nurse. Anything I can do to
help?”
“I guessed you were a healthcare professional from
the detailed answers you give to research questions on our email
list.” I shifted and squirmed to get more comfortable. The
four-hour drive in a small car had been a nightmare. Now my foot
had swelled because I hadn’t been able elevate it.
“What did you break?” She peered at the redness of
my exposed toes.
“Soft tissue damage. The doctor put the cast on to
keep me off it and slow me down. He didn’t trust me with an air
cast. If I could figure a way to saw it off I would. At least I’m
not still on crutches. “
“Don’t.” She glared at me sternly. “And get some
ice on your toes, soon.”
Our coffee came and I dumped sugar into it, thought
about indulging in the savory richness of real cream, and settled
for packets of dry whitener I carried with me. I’d had one bout of
lactose intolerance—inherited from my tight bond with Scrap—and
studiously avoided all dairy products ever after.
“It hurts. I may have to do a bar con this year,” I
muttered.
“I’ve never known you to sit still long enough to
let the con come to you in the bar, or the café,” she laughed, more
of a snort.
“So, what’s so weird it couldn’t wait?” I kept half
an eye on the increasing crowd wandering the open area in and
around the café. The con didn’t officially start until noon the
next day, but early arrivals were beginning the party
already.
“First off, I brought a ... er ... friend to the
con. It’s her first. Her husband reads a lot of SF and attends the
occasional con. She wants to understand the attraction and I’m
trying ...”
“You want to protect her from the weirdest of the
weird.”
“Yeah. She’ll probably spend most of the con in the
room reading or with costumers. But ... um ...”
“My word of honor I won’t mention this conversation
to you again except in deepest privacy. Now, what is so weird you
have to talk to me about it?”
“Back to being a nurse: I’ve worked most every
department at one time or another. So, even though I’m now in a
specialty ward, when other departments get busy I fill in. Last
month I did a stint in the ER. On the night of the full moon, a
Tuesday I believe, I assisted in a slash and grab C-section. We
didn’t have time to get the mother to surgery. Didn’t even have
time to get an OB GYN resident out of bed. Except they were all
busy in their ward with deliveries.” Her ruddy complexion paled a
bit and stress lines around her eyes and mouth deepened. That
experience must not have been pretty.
“I hear that happens fairly frequently on the night
of the full moon.”
“It does. But not like this one.”
“I’m a fantasy writer. Why do you need to talk to
me about a medical problem?”
“The whole thing felt like something from one of
your books.” She studied her milky tea as if it held the answers to
all universal mysteries. “Or one of my horror short stories. Not
sure where to draw the line between horror and dark fantasy these
days.”
I’d never read her fiction. Maybe I should search
it out.
“Describe the baby.” I sat straighter, instantly
alert. Scrap had told me about the scaly skin and wood scent of
newborns with hysterical mothers. “You know that reality is often
more horrific than fiction,” I hedged. “Describe the baby.”
Squishy dropped her gaze back into the depths of
her tea. “When he first came out, breech, the skin looked dark. Mom
is Caucasian. I hadn’t met the father, but mixed couples aren’t
unusual any more, so I didn’t question it. As more and more of him
presented, the skin looked mottled, scaly, like bark. And he had
one tuft of green hair that looked like moss. His cries were
weak—he was about five weeks premature—sounded like tree limbs
sawing together in the wind. But his eyes ... red and very
aware.”
My gut sank. “What ... what did you do?”
“The attending and I sort of stared at each other.
I could tell he was thinking the same thing I was, some kind of
terrible birth defect. We wondered if it would be kinder to
everyone involved if we just sort of.... We’d never do it, but
sometimes we think it might solve a lot of problems.” She shook her
head as if rousing from a nightmare.
I wondered if in the same situation I’d have the
courage to go through with a mercy killing of a horribly deformed
baby.
“Then, before we could decide to do anything about
it, the baby took a deep breath and squalled like a normal infant
and he just sort of morphed into a regular pink baby with a shock
of dark brown hair on his head. The bark scales sloughed off. I
saved them in a baggie but I haven’t figured out how to get a DNA
test and keep it anonymous.”
“You’re trying to tell yourself it was a trick of
the light, but the image won’t go away,” I finished for her.
“Yeah.”
“And the mom started screaming as if living a
nightmare.”
She nodded. “In the psych ward I’d seen another
mother with the same reaction. The attending is researching to see
if we have a new form of postpartum hysteria. I don’t think it’s
from imbalanced hormones. I think there is something in the
babies.”
“So why talk to me about it? It was a trick of
light. Mom had a stressful birth and was in a lot of pain.”
“But ...”
“Convince yourself it was a trick of the light.
You’ll be safer both physically and mentally. Burn the
scales.”
“The hysteria?”
“Uneducated women, or unemployed families
subsisting on welfare, who barely know how to care for themselves
let alone an infant.”
“You’re probably right.”
“I am right. So why tell me about your nightmares?
We’re Internet and con acquaintances, not best friends.”
“Word gets around. You have a reputation for
stumbling into trouble and the explanations are a bit contrived. In
this community, people believe in the stuff we write. Some other
weird things have happened too. And I found that ER attending
looking on the Internet for other ‘woody’ babies. I’ve begun to
wonder just how blurred the boundaries between realities have
become.”
“Ground yourself in mundane details and you’ll
forget about it before long,” I promised her. Actually I lied. I
knew she’d never forget. I hadn’t.
But then I had Scrap to remind me of my
responsibilities to maintain a balance between dimensions.
Speaking of the brat, where had he gone?
Right here, babe. He flitted to my shoulder,
an almost weight. He’d returned to his normal translucent
gray-green. Squishy’s the nurse I saw in the psych ward with the
first baby I noticed. You’re safe with her. He yawned.
Then, within another heartbeat he began to glow
bright red.
Huh? Why the color of danger if I was safe with
Squishy?
“There’s another thing, Tess,” Squishy set her chin
and fixed my gaze. “There’s a gang of kids here for the con.”
“Three boys, two girls. Their costumes look an
awful lot like that baby. They look too real to be latex. Woody
skin, mossy hair, and red contact lenses.” I described the phalanx
of Nörglein flowing out from the glass corridor that led to the
party wing. “Their jeans and T-shirts are brand new, fresh out of
the package, never been washed. Since when do teens at cons look
like store models?”
Yeah, that’s what I was going to tell
you.
A hush falls over the hotel lobby. Time seems to
jerk into a new flow. The humans are moving slowly, like treading
water. All light concentrates on the forest children and my
Tess.
I smell rotting vegetables and putrid water. My
body needs to stretch and sharpen.
Tess sits, wounded and inert. She cannot fight. We
cannot fight here in a public place.
The compulsion to transform into the twin, half
moon blades makes my every bone and muscle ache. My ears elongate
and meld together above my head. My tail stretches and curves,
flattens into half a scimitar.
Not yet.
I cannot go beyond this until Tess commands me. And
yet the need is so powerful I wonder that I continue to live half
in one state, half in another.
“Um ... Tess, what’s that red glob on your
shoulder?” Squishy asks, pointing directly at me.
Apparently, the forest teens see me too. They stop
short in their march around the central lobby. The youngest boy
hesitates and half turns as if ready to retreat back up one of the
arms of the hotel.
The girl next to him grabs his arm. “Don’t even
think about it!” she chides him. I hear a bit of German—or maybe
it’s old Italian—in her accent.
Yep, these kids were raised by a Nörglein.
I don’t believe in coincidence. Our Nörglein sent
them to deal with my Tess.
My body feels as if every joint will twist into a
huge knot if Tess doesn’t command my transformation this very
instant.
The kids turn to their right and head toward the
conference center where the gamers are setting up in one of the
divided ballrooms.
They stop just shy of the double doors they seek.
Donovan, dressed all in black, as usual, stands in their way. They
exchange quiet words and the kids slink out into the parking lot.
He starts to follow them, thinks better of it, and heads to the
registration desk.
He has no luggage. We’ve never seen him carry any.
But he always has clean, freshly pressed clothes.
Doreen joins him at the desk. She’s pulling a
full-sized rolling suitcase. And she looks angry. She and Donovan
exchange a few words. Then he smiles that all too charming smile,
kisses her cheek, and saunters off. Doreen clenches her teeth and
leaves finger impressions in the handle of her rolling suitcase.
She’s pissed. Really pissed. At Donovan?
I don’t know if Tess sees her or not. Her focus
remains on the double doors that block her view of the forest
children.
The grinding heat inside me tamps down to glowing
embers. I fade to dark pink.
Tess relaxes, or is that collapses, against the
banquette of her booth. Her grip on her walking staff loosens and
her knuckles turn from frigid snow to warming spring pink.
Squishy shakes her head and mutters something. She
sits back as if she only imagined me.
When I see Allie circle around the café looking for
us, I know my dahling Tess will be safe for a few moments.
“See ya, babe. I need a smoke.” And I flit off in
the opposite direction in dire need of some mold to soothe my
frazzled nerves and upset tummy.
The high desert of the Columbia River Basin is
notoriously dry and mold free. But I know a few air conditioners
that need cleaning.