Act Two. Scene Ten.
Esti kicked her feet against the bench in the
courtyard, restlessly glancing at her watch. She heard Lucia behind
her, discussing sets with another girl. The school campus was
usually deserted on Saturday afternoons, although Frederick’s
morning rehearsals left a few stragglers.
She studied Manchineel Cay, certain she had
memorized every one of its white beaches on this side, all the
crags in the rocky cliff, each emerald hill defined by the changing
shadows of the sun. She had some ideas where Alan’s house might be
hidden, remembering the path of the lonely light she’d watched from
her bedroom window. Even so, she couldn’t relax. Melee had it,
Carmen had informed her this morning, that Rafe was demoted to
washing dishes after getting in a fight with a customer who said
Esti put a curse on him.
Picking at the frayed edge of her shorts, Esti
tried to ignore the nice tan she’d gotten during Christmas break.
She didn’t want to think about those delicious days in the sun with
Rafe. Rehearsals were going beautifully, and Frederick loved her.
She was achieving everything she ever wanted, and she could feel
her dad’s approval deep inside.
Alan’s dreamy voice constantly filled her mind, and
she saw his startling eyes every time she looked at the sea.
Although she hadn’t dared get together with him again, she often
found stray blossoms hidden in odd places around the theater.
Devotion, surrender, and protection from evil. Catching the
deeply sweet fragrance of a flower she’d tucked behind her ear, she
was surprised all over again by the joy she felt at Alan’s
surrender and devotion.
Then, out of the blue, she would find her stomach
churning with uncertainty. Lucia remained as inscrutable as ever,
and Esti’s friendship with Carmen had developed an unpleasant edge.
Although they still sat together during practice, they rarely saw
each other outside of the theater. Although Esti knew it was her
own fault, she didn’t know how to change things.
She couldn’t wait for the upcoming showcase next
weekend, but she missed Rafe a lot more than she wanted to admit.
She needed to apologize; to know that he didn’t hate her. She
wanted him to understand why she had gone back to Alan. And . . .
she kicked the bench harder. She hated herself for being so fickle.
What she really wanted was to throw herself at Rafe, feeling the
warmth of his arms around her, his lips on hers, his hands in her
hair. She’d gone to sleep last night with her arms wrapped tightly
around herself, pretending that Rafe held her.
Leaping to her feet in agitation, she walked back
toward the theater. Tomorrow she would see Alan’s house. She hadn’t
thought of a good alibi for Aurora yet, but something would surely
come to her. She didn’t want to go home and spend this afternoon
avoiding conversation with her mom. Maybe she could sneak down to
the basement for a couple of hours. If Alan was there, he could
help her come up with an excuse that wouldn’t result in Aurora
buying plane tickets back to Oregon. If Esti got lucky, he might
even let her hold his hand.
As she neared the theater building, she came to a
sudden stop. Danielle’s sister stood beside Lucia, intently
watching Esti through a curtain of dark hair.
“Esti,” Lucia said, “Frederick, he tell me and
Marielle how to make a perfect Capulet orchard with three sheet of
plywood.”
“That’s great,” Esti said sincerely to Lucia, then
made herself meet Marielle’s piercing eyes.
A tiny, triumphant smile played around Marielle’s
mouth. “You broke up with him, didn’t you?”
“Yes,” Esti said, abruptly changing her mind about
the theater. The last thing she wanted right now was to be trapped
into a girlish rant against Rafe. She was wearing her swimsuit
beneath her shorts. Maybe the sea would give her the strength she
needed.
“I’m going for a swim.” She forced a smile at the
two girls. “Have fun with your orchard.”
Before they could reply, she turned and sprinted to
the parking lot. It felt good to run, and she moved even faster as
she headed down the road, not stopping until she got to the beach.
Heaving for breath, she paused on the sand just long enough to kick
off her shoes and drape her sweaty clothes on a tree branch. She
ran into the water with a gasp, the sea closing around her.
By the time she finally dragged herself back out of
the water, the sun was getting low in the sky. Carrying her things
to the low-walled shower area by the parking lot, she rinsed the
sand from her feet, then pulled her clothes back on over her wet
swimsuit. She would be sweaty again anyway by the time she walked
up Bayrum Hill.
As she sat down to put on her socks, however, she
was startled to see a piece of paper sticking out of one of her
shoes. She pulled it free, staring at the letters scribbled across
the front.
S.T.
Holding her breath, she unfolded the note.
Pretty impressive for someone who’s afraid of the water. I blew
it, huh? Don’t know what Shakespeare would say, but this boy wants
girl. Is that enough for an apology?
Esti looked around hopefully, but the parking lot
was deserted except for safari taxis and tourists waiting for the
sunset. Smiling, she held the note against her cheek. It was more
than enough. If anything, she owed Rafe an apology. And a kiss. . .
.
She shook her head, looking out at Manchineel Cay.
Nothing made her happier than those rare moments when Alan opened
up to her. She had chosen him long before Rafe came back, and she
had no regrets. When she went to Manchineel Cay tomorrow, she would
finally know the truth.
She almost made it out of the house without any
mishaps. As she carefully closed the screen door, however, she
tripped over the rosemary that Aurora had planted to repel jumbees.
The small ceramic pot shattered loudly as her foot kicked it across
the porch. Rosemary for remembrance, she thought in disgust.
Or hindrance.
Sure enough, light suddenly glowed from the window
of Aurora’s bedroom. As quietly as she could, Esti fled down the
road. She had left an honest note explaining where she was going
today. Aurora would be furious, of course, but Esti could tell her
everything when she got back home. Forgiveness was easier than
permission.
Although the theater was locked again, Alan had
given her a key to the front door. As Esti fumbled for the key
under the weak yellow security light, however, a graceful shadow
detached itself from the wall nearby.
“Are you ready to brave the ketch-n-keep?”
She stuffed the key back in her pocket with a
smile. “I’m counting on you to keep me out of it this time.”
“You’ll be perfectly safe, as long as you stay with
me.”
“Safety tip number twenty-three,” she intoned,
“always trust the jumbee when he lures you to his haunted
island.”
“Am I luring you there?” he asked softly.
“No.” She gave him a rueful smile. “It’s the other
way around. But you can trust me, honest.”
He let out a quiet burst of laughter. “If you hold
my hand, I’ll show you the way.”
As she studied the proffered black-wrapped arm, she
hesitated. Would it matter, she thought, if he somehow proved that
he was a jumbee? Did she care? With a burst of impatience at
herself, she reached for his leather glove, supple and warm beneath
her fingertips. None of it mattered. She ignored the flash of
headlights from Bayrum Hill as they started down the path
Alan led her along the slope into the trees,
slowing frequently to warn her of rocks or an exposed root that
might trip her. He moved with effortless grace, like a lion
slipping through the forest, and Esti reveled in his sure guidance.
She had always imagined Alan’s physical side matching the power of
his voice. The journey reminded her of a blindfold game she used to
play at summer camp, her trust building with each guiding step of
her partner.
When her feet finally came down on sand, she
recognized the familiar scent of the sea grape trees behind
Manchicay Beach. With a touch of guilt, she shoved away her
memories of Christmas night with Rafe.
“The water will reach no deeper than your knees,”
Alan murmured. “Follow me closely to avoid the mangle.” Tightly
grasping her hand, he splashed ahead of her.
Warm water swirled around them both, soaking the
bottom of Esti’s jeans and filling her shoes. She had no idea what
mangle was, but she didn’t like the sound of it, or the thick,
swampy smell that made the air difficult to breathe. The ground
beneath the water was uneven and silty, sucking at her feet with
each step. As they moved forward, Esti felt branches closing in
around her, a strangling canopy so dense, she panted for breath in
the swamp-smelling air.
Alan finally came to a stop, steadying her with his
hand.
“Reach up here.” He lifted her hand to a branch,
solid and hard above her head. “Hold tight with both hands, and
bring your legs up out of the water.”
She grabbed the branch without asking why. As Alan
let go, she heard something big moving in the water nearby. With a
gasp, she curled her body as far out of the water as she
could.
“Good,” Alan said, his voice calm. “Now bring your
feet back down.”
Her feet came down into a boat. She sank to the
bottom as it rocked with her weight, terrified it might tip
over.
“The barge she sat in,” Alan said, easily swinging
himself aboard, “like a burnished throne . . .”
Esti gripped the sides, laughing helplessly as he
compared her to Cleopatra and Venus, sitting on a yacht made of
gold.
Within moments they were free of the suffocating
trees. As a breeze swept across her cheeks, Esti looked around in
awe. After the deep darkness of the forest, the stars had never
seemed so brilliant. She recognized the bright swath of the Milky
Way on the horizon ahead, broken by the familiar outline of
Manchineel Cay. To her relief, the sea was calm, captured in a
brief lull between late-season storms.
Behind her, the lights of Cariba blended into the
starry sky. If Aurora wasn’t out in the car somewhere, Esti guessed
she would be sitting on the balcony, stewing over Esti’s note as
she looked out at the dark water. She couldn’t possibly see the
little rowboat from up there, but it wouldn’t matter if she could.
Everyone knew the jandam would never go to the haunted cay to
rescue fruitcake Esti Legard.
Esti, the jumbee girl. Bazadee child.
“Are you afraid?” Alan’s voice startled her before
she could start feeling guilty about Aurora. He rowed the small
boat silently, save for the rhythmic splash and creak of the
oars.
“Should I be?”
“Of course not. I’ve looked forward to spending an
entire day with you.” He sounded so shy that Esti couldn’t help
smiling. “I think you’ll like my place.”
“Typical bachelor’s pad?” Esti teased.
“Yes.” He laughed softly. “But I did sweep the
floor and gather enough food together so you won’t starve to death
while you’re here.”
“Potato chips and cheap beer? My dad’s friends had
a lot of bachelor stories.”
“I’m sure your father never drank cheap
beer.”
“He liked potato chips.”
“The food of life.” Alan laughed again. “So are you
to my thoughts as food to life, or as sweet-season’d showers are to
the ground.”
With a happy sigh, Esti leaned back against her
seat.
“And for the peace of you,” he continued, “I hold
such strife as ’twixt a miser and his wealth is found.”
This was right, she thought in contentment.
It had taken an entire semester, but she was finally in
paradise.
As they approached the cay, however, she began to
hear a whispery moan and a drumming deep in her bones. The black
silhouette of the island’s cliff blotted out the Milky Way like a
jagged hole in the sky. She watched silently as Alan brought them
close to the looming cliff.
Waves crashed into the island with unexpected
violence, and she grabbed the side of the boat. Her stomach lurched
as they rose to meet the rocks. Just in time to avoid a crash, Alan
yanked on the oars. The boat spun around the side of the cliff, and
the sky disappeared.
Manchineel Cay had swallowed them.