Act One. Scene Six.
“Rumor has it,” Carmen said, “Steve was set
up.”
“Set up for what?” Barely listening, Esti studied
the stage. She had strolled past the secret opening a dozen times
during the horribly long week, casually brushing aside the curtain
to reassure herself that the small door existed. She couldn’t help
wondering if Alan had other secret passages as well; openings he
could speak through, and strategic locations from which he watched
and listened.
“Drug bust.”
“What?” Esti straightened, suddenly interested.
“They caught Steve smoking?”
“Even better.” Carmen snickered. “A stash in his
locker, confiscated by Headmaster Fleming over the weekend. Steve
is history.”
“He was dumb enough to keep drugs in his locker?”
Esti asked in amazement. “They can kick him out for that?”
“They have to kick him out.” Carmen almost sang the
words. “School policy. Stupid Steve is gone.”
Esti looked around the theater as she realized the
entire cast was buzzing with the news. “But who’s going to play
Lord Capulet?”
Carmen burst into laughter. “You would worry
about that! Hmm, I’ll use my own gift to read the future.” Her
voice dropped an octave. “I now predict Lance as Lord Capulet. Want
to put money on it?”
“I’ll take your word.” Esti had been wired with
pent-up anticipation all day; this was icing on the cake.
Onstage, Mr. Niles’s expression was stony as he
talked the boys through some fighting techniques for the
Capulet-Montague brawl.
“I heard Danielle tell Niles that someone planted
the stuff,” Carmen added in a softer voice. “Niles told her to shut
up, which is the first time anyone’s ever told her off that
I know about. You are making some good changes at this school, Esti
girl.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Esti asked,
startled. “I didn’t have anything to do with this.”
“Don’ vex.” They both whirled around at the
unexpected whisper. Lucia sat down behind them, leaning forward so
they could hear her. “Niles he talk like some freshwater Yankee,
but he is West Indian, for true. Maybe ’tis someone he fear.”
“Who would he be afraid of?” Carmen glanced at
Esti. “A jumbee?”
Lucia met Esti’s astonished expression with a
steady, jet-black gaze. When Esti finally looked away, the overhead
lights flickered, then dimmed. A spotlight swept the room, stopping
briefly on Danielle sitting at the edge of the stage. She looked up
with a tight, amused smile.
Carmen shot an impatient look behind them. “Lance
keeps messing with the lights. I swear, he’s almost as bad as
Steve. He deserves to inherit Lord Capulet.”
The spotlight made its way around the theater,
gathering interest from the cast as it moved from seat to seat.
Just as it fixed her in its piercing beam, Esti felt a tickle on
the top of her head. With a disgusted sound, Carmen yanked
something away from Esti and flung it toward the back. “Steve, what
are you doing here?” she snapped. “Is this one of Danielle’s
tricks?”
Esti spun around in time to see an evil-looking
carnival mask land on the ground, made of black foam and glitter.
As Steve ducked behind a row of seats, the main lights came on
again, and the spotlight went dead. Onstage, Danielle didn’t bother
to hide her growing laughter.
A sharp cracking sound cut the laughter short. One
of the thin plywood sets was slowly tipping over, and with a
shriek, Danielle scrabbled away from it on her hands and knees. She
rolled off the edge of the stage, falling to the floor as the wall
landed with a heavy thump where she’d been sitting an instant
before.
“Who put these sets together?” she exploded, rising
to her knees.
“Check Esti’s locker,” Steve yelled from his hiding
place. “She’s got voodoo dolls in there. Who’s next on her
list?”
Stunned, Esti felt her mouth drop open as Carmen
jumped to her feet.
“Where’s Steve?” Carmen ground out. Striding to the
aisle behind them, she stopped with her hands on her hips, glaring
down between the seats. “Get off the floor, Stoner. I can’t believe
you would dare accuse Esti.”
The shocked silence was broken by Mr. Niles’s
steely voice. “Steve, I want you out of here, now. My
theater department is not Carnival, and if the rest of you can’t
keep your private lives off the stage, you will follow Steve out
the door.” His eyes moved back and forth between Esti and Danielle.
“No matter who you are.”
As whispers from the cast accompanied Steve’s
sauntering exit, Lucia’s quiet voice startled Esti. “Don’ worry,
gal.”
Esti spun around to look at her.
“Even if the jumbee he don’ like Danielle,” Lucia
said softly, “he take care of you, mon.”
A chill crawled down Esti’s spine.
“Danielle, she have live on Cariba all her life.”
Lucia didn’t bother hiding her amusement. “She need more respect
for the West Indian way.”
“I want to see Act Three, Scene Five,” Mr. Niles
snapped, “starting the moment Romeo leaves Juliet’s bedroom. Lance
will play Lord Capulet, now that Steve is gone.”
“See?” Carmen crowed softly.
The sound of shuffling paper filled the theater,
Lance studying his script more frantically than the others. As
Danielle led the way, Esti followed Carmen toward the stage,
wondering if her life could become any more surreal.
“You’re the one in control, Esti,” a deep voice
murmured. “No one else.”
She stopped in shock, halfway up the first step.
Alan sounded like he was right beside her, whispering her dad’s
famous mantra into her ear.
“If you believe you’re in control,” he added,
“people will believe you.”
It took every ounce of control she had to keep from
spinning around to see if anyone else had heard him.
“Esti,” Mr. Niles said. “We’re waiting for
you.”
Esti forced her legs to move, raising one knee,
then the other, until she reached the level of the stage. Her eyes
searched the steps as she climbed. Alan wouldn’t do this to her,
she thought, if she didn’t already know he had hiding places. He
obviously had the theater rigged so she could hear his voice. But
why did no one else notice anything?
Her shivering grew stronger.
“Let your emotions build,” Alan said softly as she
crossed the stage. “Work up the confusion and the anger. Use that
frustration you’ve stored for so long. And stop walking before you
come so close that the others might hear me.”
She came to an abrupt halt ten feet away from
Danielle, relief sweeping over her in huge waves at his warning. If
there was a chance that others could hear him, then maybe Esti
wasn’t going insane.
“Look at Juliet,” Alan whispered. “Does she look
smug? Think about Lady Capulet’s purpose now, as you show Niles
some real acting.”
“Esti,” Mr. Niles said in growing annoyance, “do
you know your lines?”
“Ho, daughter! are you up?” she forced out.
“Who is it that calls?” Danielle replied. “Is it my
lady mother?”
“Let Shakespeare’s words use your voice to become
real.” Alan’s whisper wove seamlessly through Danielle’s
response.
“Why, how now, Juliet!” The words burst from Esti’s
mouth.
“That’s good.” Alan’s compliment sent goose bumps
up her arms. “I see your confusion. Once again, you are creating
Lady Capulet’s reality.”
Whose reality? she wondered wildly. Not just Alan’s
voice, but his dead-on perfect advice following her through thin
air across the stage. As the scene progressed with Juliet, then
with Nurse and Lord Capulet, Esti felt herself getting worked up in
a way very different from this afternoon. Confusion about Alan,
anger at Danielle and Steve, agitation and bewilderment at herself
as she tumbled headlong through the scene, dragged along by Lady
Capulet’s lines.
By the time Lance haltingly finished his new role,
demolishing Juliet as convincingly as he could, emotions crashed
through Esti’s mind and body like a fierce, cascading waterfall.
Fury and confusion filled her, leaving room for nothing else as she
spat her final words at Danielle. “Do as thou wilt, for I have done
with thee.”
Raising her chin, Esti strode from the stage and
flung herself into a seat at the edge of the third row, as far as
possible from the others.
“O God!” Danielle flung herself to the floor with a
wavering cry. “O Nurse! how shall this be prevented?”
“You’ve rattled her.” Alan’s voice tickled Esti’s
ear again. “She will never play an audience the way you can.”
Esti shivered and spun around, searching the
theater with her eyes. She sat alone beside the coral-studded wall
of the building, but Alan’s voice still seemed as close as it had
been onstage. A speaker in the wall or the seat, perhaps?
“What sayst thou?” Danielle shrilly begged Carmen
forward. “Some comfort, Nurse?”
Esti looked up to see Mr. Niles staring back at her
from beside the stage. His face reflected a mixture of uncertainty
and admiration. Esti met his eyes, unable to hold back her own
astonished smile.
After rehearsal, she listened to Carmen’s excited
chatter as they walked outside together.
“That was good,” Carmen said. “I mean,
really good. Wow, Esti. I always thought of Lady Capulet as
kind of a non-character. Boy, was I wrong.”
“Thank you.” Esti hoped her expression didn’t look
as foolish as it felt, as her memory replayed Alan’s glowing
words.
“Nice job, Leg-guard,” Greg said, Danielle pausing
beside him. For a moment he looked like he wanted to say more, then
he actually smiled instead of the usual wink. He turned and walked
away, his arm around Danielle’s shoulders.
“Lady Capulet is one mean mother,” another voice
said from behind them. “No wonder she married Lord Capulet.”
Esti couldn’t help laughing in surprise. “Thanks,
Lance.”
“You scared the hell out of him, Esti,” Chaz
teased, ducking to avoid Lance’s fist. “It was supposed to be the
other way around.”
“Ooh, do you wish it was you?” Carmen said to Chaz.
“Don’t tell me you like girls who intimidate you? Can I try?”
“Peace, you mumbling fool.” Chaz grinned at her.
“Hold your tongue.”
Carmen stuck out her tongue at him, shrieking when
he reached up to grab it.
“Careful, or I’ll hold it for you.” He abruptly
glanced around at a honk from one of the cars in the parking lot.
“My own mean mother is waiting. Come on, Lance. Carmen, I’ll see
you later.”
Esti watched them sprint away. “I think Chaz has a
crush on you.”
“Maybe he’ll finally admit it.” Carmen’s eyes
gleamed. “Especially if Danielle’s stranglehold is
crumbling.”
“What do you mean?”
“Oh, come on. Steve is gone; check. Greg’s got his
eye on you; check. Juliet was totally outperformed by her mama; big
check. Go, Jane Doe, go.” Carmen laughed as they reached the edge
of the parking lot. “See you tomorrow.”
“See you tomorrow,” Esti replied in
bemusement.
Leaning against a palm tree, she looked out at the
sea and waited as the last cast members trailed out of the
building, laughing and talking. Manchineel Cay had become a
delicate silhouette in black, surrounded by a ring of pale sand and
silver glints of moonlight on the water. Esti stretched her arms
over her head, tingling with anticipation. A fragrant breeze
whispered across the courtyard, as sweet as the flower Alan had
given her last week.
“Esti.”
She spun around at Lucia’s voice.
“I thought you had maybe sneak back to the
theater.” Lucia flashed a rare smile.
Esti studied her, unsure how to respond
“You come to my house soon,” Lucia said.
“Why?” Esti demanded, then immediately softened her
tone. “I mean, of course I would love that.” She smiled, even
though this seemed more like a command than a casual
invitation.
“We go on the boat.” Lucia handed Esti a scrap of
paper with a carefully drawn map. “This show you to find my house.
Ma, she want to meet you.”
“Why does your mom want to meet me?”
“You gon find out.” With a piercing look, Lucia
turned and walked away