CHAPTER 19
ON their second night, the embassy to the
Dragon King camped on the enormous plain of waist-high grass from
which, farther south, the mountains would rise with great
abruptness.
The air was very still and crisp, and the huge
stars of the Secret Country sprinkled the darkening sky. Ted looked
at the circle around the fire, and grinned despite himself. They
were arranged in such a way as to make everybody unhappy. He was
sitting between Andrew and Randolph. Ruth was on Andrew’s other
side, but Andrew couldn’t bother her because on Ruth’s other side
was Dittany, who had noticed that Ruth disliked Andrew, and seemed
to take pleasure in getting in his way. Ted couldn’t talk to
Randolph about anything important because on Randolph’s other side
was Julian; Julian was made uncomfortable by having to sit next to
Stephen, who had annoyed him the first day out with some theory of
farming. Stephen had to put up with Julian’s refusal to discuss his
theory, and also with the presence of Dittany, who called him
“Boggy”—presumably because mallows grow in marshes—and only laughed
in genuine delight when Stephen snarlingly addressed her as
“Dropsy”—presumably because peonies fall over in midsummer. But
Dittany had to put up with Jerome, who didn’t think there was any
dignity in the entire exchange; while Jerome had to put up with the
exchange on one side, and a lack of attention from Dittany on the
other, because Dittany was keeping Andrew from bothering
Ruth.
Ted laughed. Everybody instantly looked at him. He
watched them formulating various ways of saying “What’s so funny?”
and decided to forestall them. “Look at us!” he said. “We ought to
be hung on a wall to scare the crows. We were merrier than this
when we rode to lose our lives.”
“We’ve sent all the musicians north, that’s it,”
said Ruth.
“You rate yourself too low, my lady,” said
Andrew.
“You’ve brought your flute, haven’t you?” said
Ted.
Ruth shot him a furious look. He wondered too late
if it would be better, on principle, not to fall in with anything
Andrew wanted, no matter how innocent.
“That flute’s for messages,” Ruth said, flatly,
“and all my musical talent is for magic. You’d rather—you’d rather
hear your dog bark at a crow,” she finished, somewhat hysterically,
“than me play a song that’s not a spell.”
“What of ‘King Conrad’s Last Journey’?” said
Andrew. His voice was pleasant, his tone helpful. But there was
something in it more than friendly; Ted’s mother would sometimes
say mundane things to his father in a tone like that. He had the
awful feeling that Ruth had been right about Lady Ruth; certainly
she was right about Andrew’s attitude toward that enigmatic
person.
Ruth sat absolutely still, staring at Andrew. Ted
could see her face quite well in the firelight; she had no
expression at all. Then, slowly, the corner of her mouth curved up,
in a smile Ted had never seen in all the years of their
acquaintance.
“That’s true, my lord,” she said, lightly. “I had
forgot. I’ll play that tune, an all do will it.”
There was a chorus of assent, half-polite and
half-eager. Ruth started to get up to fetch the flute and was
forestalled by Andrew. Andrew was then beaten to the baggage by
Stephen, who either was developing a crush on Ruth himself or had
heard that tone in Andrew’s voice and decided, like Dittany, that
Ruth didn’t care for it. Ted groaned inwardly. Why, oh, why, had
they ever wanted to put any romantic complications in the blasted
game? And what the hell did Ruth think she was going to play on
that flute? He didn’t know any song called “King Conrad’s Last
Journey,” and he would bet that Ruth didn’t either. Ted put his
face in his hands suddenly; he was going to laugh or shriek, he
wasn’t sure which. Ruth might not know that song; but Lady Ruth
would. Had that smile been hers? Were these dribs and drabs of
knowledge broadening into some insidious possession?
Randolph laid a hand on Ted’s knee, and Ted almost
jumped out of his skin. “What’s amiss?” said Randolph, very
quietly. Andrew had not sat back down, but was looking thoughtfully
after Stephen.
“Didn’t you see her look at him?” breathed Ted.
“Ruthie never looked like that in her life; that was Lady Ruth in
the back of her head.”
Randolph raised both eyebrows, but was prevented
from saying anything else. Stephen had come back with the flute,
which returned Andrew’s attention to Ted’s immediate
vicinity.
Ruth unwrapped the flute, put it together, warmed
it briefly, and, without any other preliminary, began to play “Good
King Wenceslas.” Ted, confounded, looked around the circle. Nobody
seemed surprised. Eventually they all began to sing.
“Conrad lived in yonder wood,
Conrad spurned his kingdom;
Conrad thought on Chryse’s blood;
Messengers did fear him.
Conrad spurned his kingdom;
Conrad thought on Chryse’s blood;
Messengers did fear him.
Softly shone the moon that night,
Though the frost was cruel;
Seven came by candlelight,
Gathering winter fuel.”
Though the frost was cruel;
Seven came by candlelight,
Gathering winter fuel.”
Oh, fine, thought Ted. It’s even got some lines
from the real song. What the hell is going on here? Claudia didn’t
explain the half of it. Maybe she didn’t even do the half of it.
I’m going to go crazy if we can’t figure this out.
The song went on forever. If Andrew had really
wanted to cheer people up, he had chosen a good way to do it. They
were all singing; and though the song didn’t have a chorus, it used
three repeating verses, which came not at regular intervals, but
rather on some cue Ted could not figure out. The singers themselves
were always guessing wrong or coming in late, and they seemed to be
enjoying themselves hugely. Even Randolph was smiling, although he
sang only when nobody else could remember the words.
Ted couldn’t decide what the song was about. It was
a rambling tale of various adventures, but the main point of it
seemed to be that, once King Conrad became enraged about whatever
it was that had made him spurn his kingdom, it was impossible for
anybody he knew to talk to him. He was followed in all his doings
by pages and messengers from his court, asking advice on how to run
the country; but he wouldn’t answer them, or they were plagued by
interruptions whenever they seemed to have worn him down, or they
couldn’t find him at all. And as soon as the people he met became
friends instead of strangers, they would decide that he really
ought to go back and run his kingdom, whereupon he would refuse to
speak to them and they too would fall prey to the misfortunes that
dogged his messengers. The crowd of people trying to follow him
became larger and larger, and they began to quarrel among
themselves. It was an amusing song, but there was something
disquieting about it.
He looked at Randolph, who was sitting with his
arms around his knees. His hood hid his face, but the moment Ted
moved he leaned over and said, “What’s the matter now?” He was not
exasperated; he sounded as if things being the matter was the way
of the world and it was to Ted’s credit to have noticed.
“This song bothers me,” said Ted, speaking
softly.
“Which of your play-makers now?”
“None of them. I know the tune, and some of the
lines, but not the story. Is this a normal kind of song for the
Hidden Land?”
“No,” said Randolph; “but Conrad was no normal kind
of king.”
Somebody touched Ted on the shoulder; he looked
around wildly, and Andrew let go of him and laid one finger across
his own mouth in a gesture that any parent might have used.
“Sorry,” whispered Ted. He turned back to Randolph
and said, “Our talk’s a trial to Lord Andrew; will you walk apart
with me?”
Randolph grinned at him, the grin that made you
feel pleased and clever and as if the world were not in such bad
shape after all. “Gladly,” said Randolph, and got up, and gave his
hand to Ted. Ted needed the help; one of his feet had fallen
asleep, and he felt, of a sudden, shaky inside, as if Andrew had
given him an ominous look instead of a mildly rebuking one.
They walked away from the fire, following a little
path in the grass that the army had made when it camped here, and
that animals, or perhaps other human wanderers, had kept clear
until now. Ted trudged all the way to the quarry, Randolph behind
him. Their breath steamed in the starlight. A few late insects
creaked industriously. The quarry was a circle of quivering silver
surrounded by ghostly white rocks. Ted sat down on one of these,
and Randolph sat down beside him.
“What was the matter with Conrad?” said Ted. He
added, “Which Conrad was this? The one who wouldn’t mend the Great
South Door?”
“Nay; his grandson,” said Randolph. “The fourth of
that name. He was King when Melanie and her brothers did murder the
unicorn.”
“Did he think it was his fault?”
Randolph nodded inside his hood. “Some had warned
him; but he so trusted the brothers of Melanie that he did summon
and ask them if this were truth. And they said it was not; and so
the Hunt was held as always, and the unicorn killed.”
“So,” said Ted, “he decided he would never listen
to anybody he knew? That’s just like somebody in a fairy
tale.”
“Knowing he had given his trust amiss,” said
Randolph, rather sharply, “how could he bestow it again?”
So that was what was the matter with him. “That’s
foolish,” said Ted. “Did he expect never to make any
mistakes?”
“Some must not be made,” said Randolph, with
finality.
Ted did not have the courage to argue further. “Why
did Andrew want Ruth to play the song?”
“He trusted the Lady Ruth, and thinketh now that
she doth betray him,” said Randolph, slowly. “Also, very like, to
sting me. He knows the King did trust me and I did betray
him.”
Ted reflected that a great many kings seemed to
have been betrayed in the Hidden Land, one way or another. He said,
“Ruth’s afraid we’ll meet the King in the land of the dead.”
“Her fear is my hope.”
“Are you mad?”
“Not now,” said Randolph.
“Fence told you—” began Ted, and stopped.
“Oh, I may do nothing; I have promised,” said
Randolph. “Wherefore my hope lieth in thy mischance.”
“Thanks a lot.”
Randolph did not trouble to answer this, which was
probably just as well. Ted looked at him, but there was nothing to
see. He sat still, as he had sat beside the fire, his hands laced
around his knees and his hood half over his face.
If Ted had still been Edward—if Randolph had
thought he was, he amended quickly—he would have had no qualms
about telling Randolph that he was on no account to so much as wish
for death. As Ted, he felt he had no rights one way or the other.
And it was painful to speak of Edward, who might come back and
might not. And who, if he did, might very well kill Randolph. Ted
stared gloomily across the shining surface of the water to the high
white cliffs opposite, muffled in starlight and a little mist. It
looked like the land of the dead here and now. If he closed his
eyes halfway, he would see the shapes of the rocks waver and grow
familiar, and would meet himself and the counterparts of his four
relations.
“Jesus Christ!” said Ted, and grabbed Randolph’s
arm. “We can’t take Andrew down there! He may or may not see the
dead King and ask him awkward questions; but he’s bound to see the
dead children; we need to talk to them. Oh, criminy, what a dull
pupil you’ve got yourself. When do you suppose I’ll bethink myself
what to do about it?”
“They’re singing still,” said Randolph.
Ted took a deep breath. “All right,” he said,
trying to think like Patrick. “Either we come up with a good reason
to keep him out, or—or we tell him the truth. Why is it, Randolph,
that in the Hidden Land one is always faced with such wonderful
choices?”
“Is it otherwise in your country?”
“Well, probably not. But it was for me,
except in the game.” Ted shoved his hood back. “Except in the damn
game,” he repeated, bitterly.
“An this were yet thy game, what wouldst thou
choose?”
“Oh, if it were the game, it would be easy. We’d
think of an ingenious excuse to keep Andrew outside, but something
would happen that would oblige him to disobey, and he’d come and
figure everything out and be mad as hell.”
“Truly?”
“Truly, my lord. Because that would be more
interesting.”
“And now?”
“And now,” said Ted, “I think we’d better tell
Andrew the truth.”
“There’s no interest in that course, then?”
Randolph sounded as if he were about to laugh.
“Less, anyway. He’ll want to come to the land of
the dead just so he can sneer at it. He’d hate making the discovery
down there and being made to look like a fool. And he’s already
suspicious; if we tell him now, and let him think this is what
everybody is nervous about, maybe he’ll let his suspicions about
the King’s death lie quiet a little longer.”
“That he discover my crime is a greater evil than
that he discover thy nature?”
“Damn right,” said Ted.
Randolph was silent.
“Well, isn’t it? What would he do?”
“Refuse thy orders.”
“Fine. He has to take yours, doesn’t he?”
“So long as he proveth not my crime.”
“Well, he can’t prove it, can he?”
“I know not. He hath with him on this journey, by
his own request, Julian and Jerome, who do not love me.”
“Well, if he won’t take my orders and he won’t take
yours, whose would he have to take?”
Randolph pushed his own hood back and shoved both
hands through his hair, exactly as Ellen would do. “His own.”
“Which is all right, or not, depending on whether
he is in fact spying for the Dragon King.”
“Aye. We might do better to let him discover the
truth by seeing those children below the earth.”
“Well, if they tell him his sister killed them,
maybe he’ll think again about whatever plots he has with
her.”
Randolph looked thoughtful. “Aye. Our word would
not suffice. He and Claudia are very fond.”
“How the hell can they be very fond when she’s the
most powerful sorcerer in the entire place and he doesn’t even
believe—oh, never mind,” said Ted. “I don’t want to know. All
right, let him find out the hard way.”
“What troubleth thee else?”
“Ruth,” said Ted. “Why did she smile like that? Did
Lady Ruth ever smile like that?”
“I never saw her so,” said Randolph.
“Do you know anything about this contriving of
Melanie’s, this stuff in the back of the head?”
“How should I?” said Randolph. “When in all our
history have we had strangers that are the doubles of our dead to
walk among us?”
“I’ll talk to Ruth, then; I want to know what she
thinks happened.”
There was a meditative and uncomfortable
pause.
“Well,” said Ted, “now you know what all I’m
worrying about. What are you worrying about?”
“We’ve heard naught from Fence,” said Randolph, at
once.
“Could our message have gone astray? Should we send
it again?”
“There’s little harm in the trying,” said
Randolph.
They sat on amid the cold rocks. The nearby singing
broke up in laughter. Somewhere in the distances of Ted’s mind,
Edward said, I will friend you, if I may, in the dark and cloudy
day. The singing began again.
“Don’t call us,” said Ted, a little wildly, “we’ll
call you.”
“What’s that?” said Randolph.
“Edward just offered to friend me in the dark and
cloudy day.”
“I knew not he spoke to thee as well as in
thee.”
“Well, that’s a recent development. And, having
watched Ruthie’s face this evening, I don’t think I like it.”
Randolph pushed his hood back and looked at Ted for
a moment. His pale face was all angles in the moonlight, and the
curling black hair stuck to his forehead as it would stick to
Ruth’s or Ellen’s. His eyes were shadowed. He said, “Spoke Edward
thus? ‘I will friend you, if I may, in the dark and cloudy
day’?”
“Yes, exactly,” said Ted, rather unsettled.
“That’s from a song,” said Randolph. “Canst tell
Edward from the other voices in thy mind?”
“I never had any voices in my mind until I
came to this mad country!” said Ted.
“Thou canst not, then?”
“No,” said Ted, ashamed of his irritation. “I
thought it was all Edward. What else could it be?”
“When we come to Gray Lake,” said Randolph, “I will
know.”
“And when thou knowest, oh counselor, wilt thou
tell me?”
“Of a certainty,” said Randolph; and in his voice
was something Ted found very comforting, and something he found
fearful. Neither of them said anything more.