CHAPTER 3
UPSTAIRS in the house of Apsinthion was a
room of mirrors. They were everywhere, in frames carved and gilded,
or plain and unstained, or worked silver, or jeweled gold. Little
ones lay on all the furniture. Large ones swung gently on stands of
wood or metal. They held a hundred copies of the red ceiling, the
polished wooden floor, the sunshine falling through the windows,
the summer sky of Illinois that lay flat against the glass of the
skylight like a layer of paint.
“Oh, God,” said Ted to Laura, as they stood
arrested in the doorway. “Is he like Claudia?”
Laura pointed silently at the mirror they stood
before. It showed only themselves. They walked into the room,
avoiding the first mirror and finding themselves again in a larger
one. Their host appeared behind them in that mirror and waved his
hand at it. A wash of blackness went down its surface, and they
saw, as if they rode across the plain at a distance, High Castle
with the mountains at its back. For a moment Ted thought they were
looking at a sunset, and then he knew. High Castle was burning.
Fire leapt from every wall, and met itself in the moat as half a
tower fell hissing. The outer walls that should hide the moat from
view were down already.
“Did we do that?” said Laura. She sounded as if she
were sure of it. Ted supposed that if you spent your whole life
breaking things without meaning to, you might easily believe that
any catastrophe was your fault.
“Your absence will do’t,” said Apsinthion.
“How?” said Ted. He felt Laura looking at him,
probably admiring his composure. Never mind that his hands were
shaking.
“Lord Andrew hath his suspicions even now,” said
the man in red. “Think you what he will tell the council: What is
easier to believe, those things writ i’the letter Fence hath, or
that Fence and Randolph plot against all the royal house?”
“Benjamin’d have better sense—” said Ted.
“Oh, aye,” said the red man, in Benjamin’s manner
exactly. “Benjamin, and Agatha, and Matthew. Hence civil war, and
Randolph’s death; a land divided, and no certain heir.”
“Can you send us back?” asked Ted.
“I can.” He met Ted’s eyes in the mirror. The
little flame in his obscured the pupils. “But know that other
powers may so sort themselves that I cannot send you home
again.”
Laura’s face grew shocked, and she stared into the
mirror. Apsinthion tucked his hands up in the sleeves of his robe
and seemed prepared to stand behind them as long as was
needful.
Ted tried to think. He looked around Apsinthion’s
house, which was congenial to him in a remarkable degree. You could
have a place like this yourself, he thought. After college. He had
just started junior high. Ted sighed.
He thought of his one or two brilliant teachers
(usually in subjects he didn’t like or wasn’t good at), one or two
cruel or foolish ones, the rest amiable and forgettable; the other
kids, with their peculiar preoccupations: television, video games,
sports, clothes; nothing that was both real and beautiful.
Vacations: reading, hiking, bicycling, watching television to see
if it had gotten any better, quarreling with Laura, plotting with
Laura new twists for the Secret Country, and waiting, waiting for
the summer when they could return to their best reality. This
summer, as blank as the television screen when the set was off, and
promising even less.
If he went back, he could be a king (falteringly,
and for a little while), rescue five children from the land of the
dead (perhaps), save Randolph from the unicorns (how?), live in
High Castle (until they threw him out because he wasn’t real). If
you want to save people, join the Peace Corps, he thought. If you
want adventure, be an astronaut.
No. The Secret Country was smoothed to the contours
of his mind (or they to it). However he balked at its refusal to
conform to his plot, however bizarre the vistas it had yet to
reveal to him, whatever the Outer Isles and Fence’s Country were
really like, they would speak to him (or he to them) in ways that
the Moon or Mars never could. Even if he became a doctor and cured
everyone in sight, the accomplishment would be hollow beside
dragging five royal children from the shadows to which he himself
had, perhaps, consigned them. That was the point. He was
responsible for the Secret Country.
He turned to his sister, who was chewing the end of
her left braid and looking close to tears. She hated being at the
Barretts’ more than he did. She hated school more too. She was not
stupid, and could have been perfectly happy sitting at the back of
some classroom, reading and writing and spelling and learning the
names of all the presidents of the United States before anybody
else had figured out what a president was. But when they tried to
teach her spelling with a modified Bingo game that required you
spell your word at the top of your voice, she was doomed. Laura,
thought Ted, wouldn’t shout in front of twenty-five other
third-graders if it would win her a million dollars.
Had the Secret Country been even worse for her? She
had been endowed with peculiar powers, and required to shout about
them, but perhaps Fence and Randolph were an easier audience than
her peers.
Oh, hell, thought Ted. He had forgotten their
parents. They might have gone off to Australia without him, but
that was hardly comparable to vanishing into an imaginary country
without leaving so much as a farewell letter. And if he and Laura
did leave a farewell letter, everybody would think they had gone
crazy, or been kidnapped, or both.
“Shan’s mercy,” he said.
“Not yet,” said the man in red.
Laura jerked her head around and fixed wet eyes on
Ted. “We have to go back,” she said.
“Don’t cry about it!”
“I’m not crying at you,” said Laura, with
dignity. “I saw something in the floor.”
The man in red took two paces away from them,
frowning. Laura said, “I saw Fence killing Randolph.”
“I suppose you’d rather see me doing it?”
“You show him,” said Laura to the man in red. “It
sounds stupid when I say it.”
“That is a grave failing,” said the red man,
clinically.
You creep, thought Ted. “You’d better show me,” he
said.
The man shrugged once, like Fence, and walked
across the floor to the most ornate of the wall mirrors. Its carved
wooden frame was six inches wide, showing the story of an old man
and a young man and a group of animals: cat, dog, eagle, horse,
unicorn. In the center of the top piece was a gilded
sunburst.
Ted and Laura looked at each other.
The man in red tilted his head at the mirror, which
abode unchanging, giving them his slight form and enigmatic face,
Ted’s tousled head at his shoulder, and at Ted’s shoulder Laura’s
fraying braids and wet blue eyes.
“Purgos Aipos Autika,” said the man; or something
like it.
The interior of the mirror wavered and steadied.
Fence and Randolph faced one another in the rose garden. It was
late autumn and early evening, and the rain poured down around
them, so that the scene was blurred as if the mirror needed
dusting. But their swords blazed, blue and green, and springing
back from the blades the raindrops sparked like fireworks.
“No, never mind,” said Ted, reflecting that he
would rather trust Laura than the red man, and not caring to see
more.
“But, Ted—”
“It’s okay, I believe you. But what if we can’t get
home?”
“He didn’t say we couldn’t get home,” said Laura,
violating one of the tenets of good manners by referring to their
host as if he were not present. “He said he couldn’t send us home
again. There’s still the swords.”
“That’s true,” said Ted. “And now that we don’t
have to pretend anything, we should be able to get Fence to let us
use them.” He turned to the man in red. “But how do we prove
anything to Fence and Randolph?”
“Ask them the three riddles,” said Apsinthion.
“They will have more need than you to find the answers. Also,” he
said, slowly, “tell them this. To Fence, ‘All may yet be very
well.’ And to Randolph, ‘La Belle Dame sans Merci hath thee in
thrall.’”
“Claudia?” said Ted.
Their host smiled. “I’ll set you on your journey,”
he said.
“Wait a minute,” said Ted. “The last time we left,
we set up magic so we’d only be gone five minutes here. But it
didn’t exactly work. And we can’t just disappear. Our parents would
worry.”
“What manner of magic?” said the man in red.
“Shan’s Ring.”
“Thou?”
“Well, Ruth, actually.”
“Lady Ruth of the Green Caves?”
“Uh—”
“Another changeling?”
“Well, yes.”
“Now who’s telling too much?” demanded
Laura.
“We’re trusting him to send us back.”
Laura was silent.
“I’ll strike you a bargain,” said the red man. “By
your oaths to the Hidden Land, use not Shan’s Ring even in direst
peril. And I’ll blow time awry for you, that you be not
missed.”
“What’s wrong with Shan’s Ring?”
“All too little,” said the red man, with a wry
face, as if he were making a joke. “It doth wake powers that are
better sleeping.” He frowned. “How often hath this thing been
used?”
Ted thought about it. He couldn’t remember exactly
what Ruth had done to change the time. “Two or three times, I
think.”
“Three will do’t,” said the man in red. “Walk
warily.” He frowned again. “It may be,” he said, “that that use did
but awaken me. But wake not the others; in especial, wake not more
than one. If they confer together, touching the disturbance, they
will seek you to your peril.”
“Okay,” said Ted, “I promise.”
“And thou, Princess?”
Laura hesitated, frowning. Then her face cleared.
“Yes,” she said. “I promise, by my oaths to the Hidden Land, not to
use Shan’s Ring.”
“Then come away,” said the man in red.
Ted wondered what Laura was thinking about. If it
had been Ruth or Ellen or Patrick, he would have wondered what she
was up to, but Laura was not a schemer: the trouble was to get her
to do anything, not to keep her from doing too much.
The man stopped beside a tall, narrow mirror with a
plain silver frame. They walked over to him, a little slowly. He
smiled. “Purgos Aipos Nun,” he said, and then, to Ted, “Go
quickly.”
Ted turned sideways and stepped carefully into the
mirror. It gave before his shoulder like cloth, and he put his head
out into cloth-smelling dimness and the sound of weary voices. He
stepped through and was instantly entangled in heavy material. He
pushed at it, and it parted for him. He was behind the Conrad
tapestry in the Mirror Room at High Castle. Fence sat on Agatha’s
sewing-table, and Randolph sat on the floor. They did not look at
one another.
Laura bumped Ted from behind and said frenziedly,
“The house is flooding! Purple water!”
“Shut up!” Ted didn’t care what was happening back
at the stark house. Their business was with Fence and Randolph, who
now knew a great many awful things about them.
Fence and Randolph looked up, and then stared.
Randolph stood up. There was no expression on his face at all, but
Laura stopped trying to talk.
“Edward?” said Fence.
“No,” said Ted, his throat hurting him. “It’s just
me.”
“Wherefore,” said Randolph, as if he were demanding
an explanation for the back gate left open and the dog lost, or
perhaps a large hole dug in the back yard without permission, “art
thou returned?”