CHAPTER 13
TED belatedly pulled his hood over his
dripping head and pushed through the crowd. On the way he passed
the blue-clad trumpeters with their horns as long as a yardstick.
He must have missed whatever leave-taking ceremony there had been.
Andrew and Randolph were already mounted. Benjamin was holding the
reins of Andrew’s horse and talking to him intently. Fence was
holding the reins of the unoccupied horse, an inoffensive-looking
white one that was not Prince Edward’s stallion and should suit Ted
much better than that cantankerous beast. Randolph was holding his
own reins. Fence was looking at Randolph, and neither of them was
saying anything.
“Does it always do this in September?” said Ted,
coming up behind Fence.
Fence turned, a little twitchily. He had put a
black cloak of thick felt on over his wizard’s robe, and its hood
hid his face. His voice was as usual. “Not so early as this,” he
said. He nodded at the horse. “This one’s fast but biddable.”
“Thank you,” said Ted. It—she, he ascertained—might
be biddable, but she was still extremely large, and Benjamin was
here. He thought of Edward and mounted competently.
“I wish you were coming with us,” Ted said to the
top of Fence’s hood. It had a little tassel on it, like the ones on
the seniors’ graduation caps.
Fence tilted his head; the hood fell back, and
Fence produced a rather unconvincing grin. “I’m better with the
young ones,” he said. “And with yon Patrick’s meddlings. You’ll be
well enough. Randolph hath promised it.”
That word was a dangerous one just now. Ted looked
over at Randolph, who wiped the rain out of his eyes and said,
“Fence, no more.”
Fence looked startled and then rueful. “Nay, I cry
you mercy,” he said. “That was ill done, in Ruth’s chamber.”
“It was as well done as may be,” said Randolph,
with extreme grimness. “Wherefore I say to you, lean not on
me.”
“There’s no one else,” said Fence.
Randolph smiled at him, with a perfect naturalness
that made Ted feel cold. “And that was ever the doom upon us,” he
said.
Fence held his gaze and said nothing. Randolph
gradually stopped smiling, until he looked very sober indeed, but
neither chagrined nor angry. Ted, his burning eyes braced wide
open, felt something hotter than the beating rain slide down his
face, but could not look away.
“Rest you merry,” said Randolph.
“Not until thou art,” said Fence. He reached up a
hand. Randolph gathered the reins in his left hand, leaned down,
and closed his right hand over Fence’s wrist. Ted blinked, since no
one was regarding him, and looked down at the mare’s ears.
“So, then,” said Fence; his voice trembled a
little, and if Ted could have escaped without being noticed, he
would have been gone. As it was, he sat still, and the mare was
quiet under him, and the rain slid down the coarse, pale hair of
her mane like beads on a broken string. Randolph was silent, and
Fence said, “As well cut off mine own hand. As well have done the
deed. An thou but keep safe, we shall yet read this riddle.”
“I can read it,” said Randolph; his tone had
sharpened, and Ted looked up involuntarily. “It means death,” said
Randolph.
“That is a faulty reading,” said Fence, quite
steadily this time. “Edward being dead, this is a matter to settle
between us. Not in solitude. Dost thou understand me?”
“Oh, aye,” said Randolph.
“And wilt obey?”
“How not?” said Randolph, and let go of Fence’s
hand.
Fence came back to Ted. “Be not o’er-hasty,” he
said. “We’ll meet again.” And he pulled the hood over his head
again and went away through the crowd, back into High Castle.
Ted would not have looked at Randolph for anything.
He carefully pulled the mare around until his back was to Randolph
and he was looking at Andrew’s profile. Andrew was staring down his
straight nose at Benjamin, and Benjamin was glaring back. Ted did
not want to know what they had been saying; but he might need to.
He started to speak, and stopped. He had managed to avoid an
encounter with Benjamin so far; what was the point in saying
good-bye when you had not yet said hello? He tried to back the
horse, but either she felt stubborn or he hadn’t given her the
right signals. She moved neatly three steps to the left, bringing
her head level with Benjamin’s, and Benjamin put his hand on her
nose and looked up at Ted.
Benjamin couldn’t say anything much in front of
Andrew, of course; and, to Ted’s relief, he managed to school his
face as well. “I wish you were coming with us,” Ted said, and
immediately regretted it. In the first place it wasn’t true, and in
the second it probably constituted an insult to Andrew.
Benjamin rubbed the mare’s head; then he rummaged
inside his cloak and came out with two pieces of carrot, and fed
one to each horse. Over the sound of crunching he said, “My prince,
I wish so also. But consider High Castle in the grip of Celia’s
children, and none to say them nay.”
Ted could not help grinning. “We couldn’t have
that, could we?” He thought, and ventured, “Prosper well,
then.”
“And you,” said Benjamin. He looked at Andrew.
“Fare well, my lord,” he said, and left them.
Andrew gazed after him with a less than pleased
expression. It occurred to Ted that he and Andrew were going to
have to endure one another’s company for several weeks. He said,
“Was Benjamin haranguing you?”
Andrew whipped his head around so fast that a
strand of wet hair fell over his forehead. Ted could not tell if he
was angry, or just startled. “Not above the usual,” said Andrew, in
his pleasant, neutral voice.
So much for that, thought Ted. He looked over his
shoulder for Randolph, but Randolph wasn’t there. Ted scanned the
crowd, which had diminished greatly, probably because of the rain.
Randolph was over by the wagons, talking to the little cluster of
soldiers that Andrew had chosen to accompany the embassy. One of
them rode off a little way and then waited; the wagons followed,
each with a soldier riding beside it. Andrew moved his horse off
after the wagons, and so did Randolph.
Ted and Ruth followed them. The white horse had a
nice gait; Ted blessed whoever had thought to give her to him, and
spared some attention for the rain-sodden plain. Nothing moved in
the brown grass. The road was covered with a thin layer of water,
but there was no mud, and the horses’ hooves sounded on it as
sharply as on concrete. Patrick would have wondered what technology
had produced such a surface on what looked like a dirt road. Ted
was merely grateful for it. He sat up straighter and wiped the rain
off his face.
Ruth called across to him, “With an host of furious
fancies Whereof I am commander, / With a burning spear—”
“And a horse of air,” Ted answered her, out of his
own memory, “To the wilderness I wander—”
“By a knight of ghosts and shadows,” said Andrew’s
clear, carrying voice, to Ted’s immense discomfiture, “I summoned
am to tourney / Ten leagues beyond the wide world’s end. / Methinks
it is no journey.”
There was a brief silence, and it began to rain
harder.
“Well,” said Andrew, who had fallen back and was
now riding on the other side of Ruth, “we go not even half so far
as that.”
“Thank God,” said Ruth, in the dry voice she had
never used to use, “for small favors.”
Andrew looked vaguely puzzled. Ted said nothing.
This was the long, straight road that led to the Well of the White
Witch, and Claudia’s house, to the mountains of the border and
through them, south and west to the lands of the Dragon King. And
to the Gray Lake. There, in some sense, Ted thought suddenly, was
the wide world’s end. Or at least Edward thought so. Ted wished
that Edward would either come in or go out; this hanging around
with the door open was disconcerting. Edward promptly faded out.
Ted put his hood back on.
Laura and Ellen waited until they saw Fence come
back through the pink tunnel. His face was not encouraging; they
fell in a few feet behind him and were quiet. He led them to the
little postern in the southeast corner from which the five of them
had escaped their first day in this country. There was a great
clutter of horses and baggage and milling people. Patrick was
there, leaning on the damp pink wall and watching the chaos as if
it were a movie for which he was considering requesting the return
of his money.
Matthew was putting saddlebags on the horses and
doing, Laura thought, a very good job of pretending that his
youngest son, Mark, was helping. John really was helping Margaret
with the same task. Benjamin moved from horse to horse, talking to
them. They were remarkably quiet for horses in such a
turmoil.
Fence went up to Benjamin and began walking around
with him, talking also, but not, from his tone, to the horses.
Laura made sure that the two bags Agatha had packed for her and
Ellen were there. She wondered if only the six of them were going,
or if there would be men-at-arms. She knew nothing of the lands
east and north of the Hidden Land, and very little about what
dangers might lurk in the Hidden Land itself. The Hidden Land had
not seemed, on their journey south for the battle, to be very
heavily populated; but neither had there been bears or wolves or
even any deer. Maybe there would be deer in the north, and, if they
traveled quietly, they would see some.
It began to rain harder. Matthew came over to them,
his fair skin flushed and the red hair sticking to his brow.
“Is anybody else coming with us?” asked Laura. She
realized that this was not what her fifth-grade teacher would have
called a clearly phrased remark, but Matthew seemed to
understand.
“No,” he said. “We must go swiftly; and the
librarians of Heathwill frown on parties o’er-large.”
“Aren’t there bandits?” said Ellen.
Matthew laughed. “In Fence’s Country?” he
said.
“Well, but before we get there?”
Matthew laughed again, a little more exasperatedly.
“None,” he said. “There are farmers and traveling merchants.”
“Why?” said Ellen; she was disappointed.
“Because,” said Matthew, kneeling in a puddle
without seeming to notice it, and looking first Ellen and then
Laura soberly in the face, “that is the country of the unicorns,
where even the innocent may come to grief. The guilty have no more
joy there than a lump of butter in a hot pan.”
“Matthew!” said Ellen, and Laura saw on her face a
look of unholy glee, like the one she had had the day she let all
Ted and Patrick’s frogs loose. “Are we going to travel through the
Enchanted Forest?”
“Thy geography is without fault,” said Matthew.
“Now mind thy face.”
He stood up and returned to the packing. Everything
was loaded, including the people, and Celia still had not arrived.
Mark, John, and Margaret hung around looking glum. Benjamin stood
behind them looking glummer. Matthew dismounted twice to tell them
good-bye. Laura sat behind Patrick on a black horse with one white
leg. Patrick’s pack was going to bump her under the chin once they
started, but it was still better than riding a horse by herself.
The rain had settled into a steady drizzle that seemed capable of
going on all day and got you much wetter than it looked as if it
could.
Celia finally came trudging over the pink paving,
lugging a bulging, misshapen pack. She hugged her three offspring,
and said something to them that Laura couldn’t hear. They nodded,
resignedly, and opened the little door of the postern. Celia patted
Benjamin on the shoulder and swung briskly onto her horse.
They rode out the postern one by one, Celia,
Patrick and Laura, Ellen, and Matthew, who was leading the pony
with the luggage. Laura turned and waved, and the three
yellow-haired children whose parents she was stealing waved
dutifully back. Laura had thought, the first time she saw them,
that they looked just as children in a fairy tale ought to look;
and they still did, even wet and gloomy-faced. Behind them,
Benjamin raised his hand and waved too; Laura felt absurdly better.
The three children disappeared behind the door and slammed it.
Laura heard the bolt snick shut, and felt desolate. She turned
around, and hit her nose on Patrick’s pack.
They rode down a long, shallow slope toward the
edge of Stillman’s Wood. It bordered on the Enchanted Forest, but
did not itself look enchanted, or at least not in any appealing
way. Its oaks were a dark, grim green that the wet only made worse.
The beeches had been a pleasant coppery color all week in the
sunlight, but now looked like dried blood. They rode along the edge
of the woods until Celia found the path. It was narrow and clogged
with ragged brown leaves, which, stirred up by the horses’s hooves,
smelled musty.
The dull spaces of the woods were misty with rain.
Laura remembered her dreams with longing. Either of them had been
better than this. They rode on further. Laura began to think she
recognized this stretch of path. They had come this way for the
King’s funeral. It had rained then too.
Behind them, Matthew began to whistle, and the
words slid upward from the bottom of Laura’s mind. O Westron
wind, when wilt thou blow, the small rain down can rain?
But that was for spring, thought Laura; and this
was autumn.