CHAPTER 12
LAURA knew she was dreaming. She had been
here before. She trudged through knee-deep waves of crackling
leaves, throwing up the scents of cinnamon and dust and dampness.
It smelled like Halloween. The trees were huge, the light the color
of clouds. She was looking for something. The last time she had
dreamt so, she had spoken aloud to herself and woken up. She tried
to do this again, but she could not make her voice work.
She was going uphill, and the path under all these
leaves was rocky. As she gained the top of the rise, a little
sunlight sifted down between the great smooth trunks. Not far ahead
of her the wood grew up against tall gray rocks spotted with moss
and lichen, the lichen delicate as lace, the moss as green as
beryls in the dull air. There was a cleft in the rocks. Laura
walked forward among the wet leaves and looked through it. It was
wide enough for three or four people to walk abreast, and not very
long. A bar of sunlight sharp and vivid as a piece of yellow silk
fell halfway along its stone floor from the opening at the other
end.
Laura went quickly through the cleft and out the
other side, onto a little lawn of short grass and goldenrod. Beyond
this, the slope dropped very swiftly, and through ribbons of mist
she saw a winding water laid out before her like a sleeping snake,
striped with water-weed and bordered by tall, frondy plants with
long purple flowers and whole clouds of goldenrod.
There was a house on the other side of the water.
Tile for red roof tile, window for leaded window, graceful front
and awkward wing and gray stone and white and yellow, it was a copy
of the house at One Trumpet Street, Claudia’s house, the house that
Laura and Ted had done their best to burn to the ground.
“We know who the copyist was, all right,” said
Laura. And as she had both hoped and half feared, her own voice
woke her.
Laura sat up. Agatha had lit a lamp in the corner.
Ellen, in her long white ruffled nightgown that could have passed
for a fancy dress at home, was folding clothes and handing them to
Agatha. The black cat sat at the end of the bed, upright like an
Egyptian statue. It was chilly. A thin light came through the
window, and a clean, wet smell, and the sound of rain.
They were going to leave today. It would
rain.
“Hi,” said Ellen over her shoulder.
“It’s raining,” said Laura.
“Do you think Claudia did it?”
Laura made shushing gestures. Agatha turned around,
plucked the half-folded shirt from Ellen’s hands, and said,
“Faugh!”
“Why shouldn’t it be Claudia?” said Ellen. “Nobody
knows where she is.”
Laura thought of her dream. But where was the
twisty lake set about with goldenrod? She looked blankly at Ellen,
who added, “And Fence agrees she made it cold and rainy last
summer.”
“Those were unnatural rains,” said Agatha. “That
she called them I doubt not. But this is a September storm after a
spell of fine weather, as we see more years than not.” She put the
pile of folded clothes into a leather bag that looked like a
suitcase, except that you had to strap it up with strips of
leather. “Drink your chocolate,” said Agatha, beginning this
strapping. “And dress yourselves. Fence will not stay for
you.”
When they were packed and dressed to Agatha’s
satisfaction, the three of them went down to the Dragon Hall, where
they found gathered all the members of both expeditions, eating
voraciously and complaining about the weather. Benjamin was
standing by the fireplace with Fence and Celia. Agatha made for
them at once. Laura and Ellen slipped quietly along the wall to the
sideboard furthest from Benjamin. They had not had to talk to him
yet. Perhaps they could leave without having to, and when they
returned everything would be fixed, and they would be heroes, not
villains.
They served themselves haphazardly and went to sit
with Ted, Ruth, and Celia at their out-of-the-way table. Ted was
dressed much as usual, but with a thick vest-like garment of dark
blue wool over everything else. Celia was dressed like Ted; the
men’s clothing made her look taller and much thinner. Ruth was
actually wearing something other than a white dress. She had put on
several of her large shirts, and over them a black serape-like
thing and a black wool skirt of generous dimensions. Lady Ruth must
have been fatter than her counterpart.
“You think Claudia made it rain?” said Ellen,
sitting down next to Ruth.
“I know where she is,” said Laura, “but it doesn’t
help.” She told them about it. Then she told them about her first
dream. They found that more intriguing.
“Be sure and tell Fence,” said Ted. He thumped his
mug down on the table. “Hell! I wish we knew what all this
meant.”
“Well,” said Ruth, “there are mountains in the
south, where we’re going. And there are evergreen forests in the
north, where the rest of them are going. And I wouldn’t advise
anybody to sing ‘James James Morrison Morrison,’ unless you’ve lost
your flint and tinder.”
“I think,” said Laura, “that it was the
flute.”
“Well, don’t play it on the flute, then. You’re
supposed to use that flute to communicate with, not to fool
around.” Both this speech and the tone in which it was uttered were
abnormally cross for Ruth. Laura’s feelings were hurt. It seemed
unfair to be taken to task for something you had done in a dream.
She applied herself to her oatmeal.
“The flute’s to be played,” said Celia,
mildly.
“Sorry,” said Ruth. “I am not looking
forward to this trip. Sorry, Laura.”
Laura felt better, but by the time she had
swallowed her oatmeal and could say so, Patrick sat himself down at
the end of the table and attacked his pile of food. He was dressed
exactly as he had been when they first saw him in Australia,
including the green pack, and the stocking-cap falling out of his
jacket pocket. Now that, thought Laura, was stupid. They were
supposed to be playing their parts, and Prince Patrick would never
have worn any such garments.
“Wilt thou find that warm enough?” said
Celia.
“I’ve got a cloak too,” said Patrick. He grinned at
his older sister. “Any last-minute lectures?”
Ruth sat up straight and glowered at him; Celia
looked ready to intervene to prevent violence; and Ted said,
“Yes.”
Patrick looked at him with interest, and with
neither fear nor affront that Laura could see. Ted went on.
“Patrick, you are pushing things right to the edge. Fence is going
to hate that outfit. You can get what you deserve, as far as I’m
concerned. But I bid you remember that you are the oldest of us in
your party. I make you responsible for the well-being of your
little sister and my little sister. And you’ll answer to the King
of the Hidden Land, not to your cousin, if anything happens to
either of them that you could have prevented.”
This speech aroused more indignation in Ellen than
in Patrick. Laura, when Ellen caught her eye with an exasperated
face, shook her head hard and pointed her spoon at Patrick. Ellen
should realize that Ted’s purpose was to prevent Patrick’s doing
what Patrick did best. Asking Patrick to take care of Laura and
Ellen was not an insult to them.
Patrick seemed less than pleased, and then he
grinned. “You’ve really got it down pat, haven’t you?” he said.
“Your Majesty.” He said that with an inclination of his head just
short of sarcastic.
“It’s easy when you know how,” said Ted, peaceably.
This line had been a joke between the two of them for an entire
summer. Laura had never figured it out, but it could still make
Patrick laugh. He did laugh. Laura stopped worrying about what
trouble he might get into, and began wondering what it would be
like to be under his merciless supervision. Well, at least she
wouldn’t drown. She might not even fall off her horse.
Celia got up abruptly. “Say your farewells,” she
said. “We’ll leave anon.”
The five of them sat and looked at one another.
Laura was no longer worried, but she felt depressed. They had
always been together in the Secret Country. The Hidden Land was
separating them.
“Laura,” said Ted, “don’t kill yourself, and don’t
forget to tell Fence all your visions. Ellen, don’t you get
yourself killed pretending you can do anything.”
“Ruth,” said Ellen, “don’t forget to practice your
flute.”
“And don’t get all mushy,” said Patrick to Ruth.
“No misadventured piteous overthrows.”
“Fear me not,” said Ruth, with the utmost
seriousness. “I had rather hear my dog bark at a crow.” Patrick
stared at her, and she grinned. “It’ll come to you,” she
said.
Laura gave them a moment to explain themselves, and
then said to Ted, “Don’t kill Lord Randolph.”
“I don’t intend to,” said Ted. He stood up. “Have
we delivered our instructions all around? Let’s go, then.”
Andrew’s party, the embassy to the Dragon King, was
leaving from the main door of High Castle. Fence’s party, which was
smaller and burdened with less baggage, would be departing from a
little postern that gave onto Stillman’s Wood. High Castle was fond
of ceremonies of leave-taking, and of conducting matters in their
proper order; the greater embassy was seen off first. Everybody in
Andrew’s party, everybody in Fence’s, and a great many who were
staying home, jostled through High Castle’s three sets of gates:
across the paved yard shining with rain; through the gardens, with
their drooping roses and their bare, muddy patches where the beans
had been pulled up; over the moat all pocked and dimpled with
raindrops; across the drenched grass, where Andrew’s party stopped
to collect its horses; through the roofless, pink-paved tunnel to
the last gate, and outside.
It was pouring. Ted came up to Laura where she
crouched against the wall with Ellen. “Stand under the archway of
the gate,” he said, rather irritably. He pulled Ellen’s hair, gave
Laura a very hard hug that almost undid her, and disappeared into
the surging crowd.
Laura swallowed with great force and pretended it
was the rain making her eyes hurt. She and Ellen moved back under
the archway, where one was subjected to large, discrete drips
instead of a steady sheet of water. They almost collided with
Ruth.
“Oh, good,” Ruth said. Her fuzzy black hair was
misted with damp and stood out in all directions except straight
up. “Ellen, behave, and don’t kill Patrick, we’d never be able to
explain it to Mom and Daddy. Laura, don’t you kill him either. Your
father likes him.” She knelt in the soaking grass, hugged each of
them with one arm, stood up with mud on Lady Ruth’s black skirt,
and said, “Don’t you dare cry. All may yet be very well.” And she,
too, made for the center of the confusion.
“Make way!” called a voice from inside.
Laura and Ellen looked around and saw several
wagons rumbling over the drawbridge. With one accord they darted
back through the tunnel, ran along the inner side of the pink wall,
and took shelter in the overhang of the nearest tower. The wagons
went ponderously by them, mud clogging the red and yellow paint of
their wheels, the rain sheeting off the leather covers tied lumpily
over their contents. Laura and Ellen, shivering, stayed where they
were, and thus missed whatever ceremony Andrew departed from High
Castle with, and did not say good-bye to Randolph. Laura didn’t
care. Her hair was dripping down the back of her neck, inside all
the layers of good dry clothes, and they had not even begun their
own journey.
She looked at Ellen, whose pale face was beaded
with water and whose hair was so wet that it was almost flat. “The
rain it raineth every day,” said Princess Laura.