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Finally the long-awaited moment came. The one he
had anticipated for many years. Including, if he really thought
about it, even going back to the times when he held his father’s
hand in the streets of old Gdansk.
His father, a metallurgist by profession and an
active member of Solidarity, cherished the deeply rooted ideal of a
free Poland. He hated the dictatorship in his country, but was
blind to the one that he imposed on the boy’s mother, who never
lost her cheerfulness, despite the physical and psychological
hardships she had to face. It touched her to see how the boy
managed to keep in his mind a fixed, happy image of his father and
mother together, on the bank of the Motława, when his father’s most
noteworthy traits were violence and prolonged absences from his
family, as a result of his unequal battle against a totalitarian
government. In that area, at least, one had to give him credit for
his steadfast commitment to his cause. It was too bad that he
failed to establish those same hard-won freedoms in his home. For
instance, he very easily could have granted the boy’s mother
freedom of expression. The image of the river could well be the
happy picture taken by a happy mother. But no. That in no way
represented reality. That photo never existed, was never taken.
What did exist was fear, the everyday terror of hearing the key
turn in the lock to make way for the devil. After a long absence,
it was the end of peace. Once again there was the black suitcase
full of dollars for the cause. “It’s from the Americans,” he said,
wolfing down the dinner prepared by his wife, so pure-hearted that
she never once thought to season it with rat poison. That’s what he
would have done. “It’s from the Vatican,” his father continued.
“This time we will finish them.” And he laughed like a child on the
verge of seeing his dreams come true. He said they couldn’t talk to
anybody about the source of the money. Should its existence become
known, they would all deny it. Besides, it was dirty money,
obtained at other people’s expense—from drugs, from trafficking in
poorly guarded secrets. Dirty money to finance noble ideals, of
equality, justice, and liberty. Foreigners, prying eyes, and
naturally enemies couldn’t learn the source of the money. It was
from the Americans and the Vatican, his father said, without
specifying the twists and turns those bills had taken, the hands
through which they had passed, the shadow enterprises, the
administrators of corrupt banks. No one would ever know.
The younger man remembered, as if it were
yesterday, the day he came home and saw her. Her eyes open, glassy,
inert, their vision gone. The blood that ran down her neck into a
puddle on the floor. One could barely discern that the original
color of her blouse was white. His father was seated on the floor,
leaning against the wall, drunk, cursing, trying to explain how she
had failed to respect him. Before he knew it, the damage was done.
“Now there’s just the two of us, son,” his father said, inebriated
and maudlin. “Come here, boy. Give your father a hug.” It wasn’t a
plea but an order, obeyed by the boy, who hugged his father with
his body, and his mother with his mind. The knife went deep into
his body, up to the handle, while the boy kept hugging his father
tightly, with great love, eyes closed. When he finally died, his
son drew away from him, and looked for the last time at his
mother’s body.
“Now I’m alone.”
Finally, the moment he’d anticipated for so many
years had come. At last he was to meet the Grand Master, who must
have already landed on American soil, on one of the runways here,
at New York’s La Guardia Airport. This servant of his was waiting
for him on the secluded tarmac, at the space assigned for the plane
to stop. He brought a car befitting a dignitary of such stature.
His smile concealed the nervousness eating him up. The Master was
like a father to him. Though he didn’t know him personally, the man
had given him all the benefits a real father provides for his
children. A roof over his head, education, work, and encouragement.
Although it had all been done long distance, maybe that was exactly
why he had developed such great love and respect for the
Master.
The plane was already on the runway. Once the
engines were shut down and the door opened, the first person to
appear was the man in an Armani suit whom he had met in Gdansk.
This one waited to help the gentleman of advanced age coming behind
him, leaning on a cane topped with a golden lion. He gripped the
cane with one hand, and the assistant’s arm with the other. At
last, all three of them were face-to-face. Father, Son, and Holy
Spirit. The master, the servant, and the assistant.
In a scene worthy of bygone centuries, the Polish
servant knelt before the Master and reverently bowed his
head.
“Sir, I want you to know what an honor it is for me
to finally meet you,” he said, eyes closed.
The old man placed his trembling hand on the
servant’s head.
“Stand up, my son.”
The servant quickly complied. He wouldn’t dare look
his master directly in the eye. The old man got into the car, and
he shut the door.
“You have served me well. Always with great
efficiency and dedication.”
“You can truly count on my total, absolute
devotion,” he said with sincere reverence.
“I know it.”
“Where’s the target?” the assistant asked.
“Visiting a museum, right now.”
“He likes to cultivate his mind,” the man in black
sneered.
“Where would you like to go, sir?” the Pole asked
shyly.
“Let’s be tourists for a while,” the old man
answered. “Take us for a drive.”
His words were orders.
A hushed exchange, not intended for the servant’s
ears, was under way in the backseat.
Once this was over, the Master made a call and had
to wait a few seconds for a response.
“At what point are we going to meet?” he asked
directly, without any prior greeting. He listened to the response,
and spoke in a curt tone. “Mr. Barnes, pay close attention to my
orders.”