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“PINCH HER NIPPLE,” LUKE INSTRUCTED.
The dom stepped closer. Bree laid her head back
against Luke’s shoulder as the man stroked her breast. She was so
tight against him, Luke could feel she was holding her breath. In
anticipation, he was sure.
“Such perfect nipples, beautiful lady.” The
guy’s fingers went white with the sharp pinch he gave her.
She gasped, bit her lip, and her knees buckled.
Luke clenched his arm beneath her breasts to keep her on her
feet.
“Come for us, pretty lady,” the dom crooned.
Then he turned his gaze to Luke. “Christ, I want to taste her. Just
her fingers. I’ll pay anything.”
Bree moaned. This was what she wanted, needed, a
man to pay her homage, to want her so badly he’d give anything. Not
the way Derek had tried to sell her, where it had been all about
his power and nothing to do with her desirability.
Grabbing her hand with his, Luke dove beneath
her skirt. “Let him taste your fingers,” he demanded. As soon as
she withdrew her hand from between her legs, he took her place,
working her hot clit, easing into her channel, then back out.
She was tense and needy in his arms. She wanted,
yet she was scared. She needed, yet she feared he would punish her
later in ways she wouldn’t like. He understood all this after his
months with her; he recognized the nonverbal signals. He was her
release. He was her boundary. Whatever he said he wanted suddenly
became her need.
“Do it, you dirty little cunt, or you’ll pay for
disobedience.”
She put her head back a moment, closed her eyes,
sighed. “Yes, Master.”
Their ringmaster shifted so that Luke could
watch—the movement intentional, he was sure—as Bree raised her
fingers to his lips.
The dom sucked, licked, savored, his dark blue
eyes never leaving her face. All the way to his bones, Luke felt
her tremble with the enormity of it, her delight in it. She was
desired, and in so many ways, it was more than any one man alone
could ever give her, more than Luke knew he was capable of giving
her. It was his acceptance she craved, and the other man’s need;
his command over her, and the dom’s heated gaze on her. For
tonight, it didn’t have to be fucking or sucking. It was the
sights, the sounds, her heightened senses, the hot, needy,
unquenchable yearning that drove a man to do crazy things for the
woman he had to have above all others. With the other man’s mouth
on her fingers, and Luke’s touch between her legs, she shuddered,
made a sound that was half groan, half moan, then her whole body
shook with climax, her thighs clamping on his hand, holding him
close, inside her, deep, more than just his fingers, a piece of
himself that Luke would never get back. It was the fantasy he’d
created for her over the phone, but better. Yet in many ways, it
confirmed his worst fears.
He was trapped by his own lesson. Even as he
held her in the throes of orgasm, he wondered how long before she
needed him to give her to another man in order to get the same
high?
How long before she wanted to be the woman on
that bed?
LUKE DRAGGED HER OUT OF THERE SO FAST, SHE KNEW
HE WAS pissed as hell. But at what? Because she’d let the
dark-haired man lick her fingers? Luke had told her to do it. But
maybe he’d expected her to say she didn’t want it. Or was it
because of the women? Or because she’d made him go into that room
in the first place?
As he hauled her along the sidewalk to the
parking garage, she trembled. If she hadn’t been so long-legged,
she might have stumbled in the high heels, but she managed to keep
pace. She loved his he-man act. It made her pulse race and her
breath quicken. Yet his silence and the grim set of his jaw
frightened her, too, as if nothing had changed since they’d arrived
at the club. His eyes were the deep amber of a rampaging lion. What
if there was a backlash?
What if he gave her to another man and didn’t
want her back?
What if there was only her mother to go home to
in the house where her father had died?
“Luke.”
He turned, his gaze dark. She shut her
mouth.
In the parking garage, the spot he’d found was
next to the wall in a darkened corner on the other side of a
concrete piling. Before she even had a chance to protest, he opened
the back door of his car, pushed her face first onto the backseat,
and came down on top of her, the door crashing closed behind
him.
The interior was dark and suffocating with her
face against the seat. Her heart hammered.
“You bitch,” he whispered in her ear.
She shivered at the tone, half afraid, half
melting with need.
“You wanted him to fuck you, didn’t you?”
“No,” she whispered. She wasn’t sure what she’d
wanted back there. She wasn’t sure what Luke wanted to hear.
He pulled her head back by the hair. Her scalp
tingled, but the pain streaked down to her very center and turned
her molten.
“Then tell me what you wanted, and don’t lie,
slut.” His breath was warm and sweet against her nape as he pinned
her beneath him, his cock pressed hard against her.
She thrilled to the evidence of his desire. “I
loved that he wanted me, but that you wouldn’t let him have
me.”
He laughed harshly. “You manipulated me, you
little whore.”
“No, no. I did what you wanted, Master.” She
truly couldn’t tell if this was real or an act, and the uncertainty
made it that much more exciting. She thrived on desire inextricably
linked with fear.
“You liked it too much.” He shoved a knee
between her legs, spread her, then delved between her thighs,
finding her wet pussy and swollen clit. “Tell me the truth. You
wanted him to fuck you.”
“No, Master. I wanted you to fuck me in front of
him.”
He was silent and still a long moment. “Why
didn’t you beg me to do it then?” His voice was rough, skeptical,
distrusting.
“Because it’s better if you order me to do what
you want.”
“Why?” He stroked her clit.
She shivered with need. She could admit she had
the need. She’d been so worked up in that room, she’d wanted the
orgasm. She’d wanted release. He gave it to her the best way
possible, with her back to him so she didn’t have to see. It could
have been her own hand beneath her skirt. “When you make me do it,
I don’t have to feel bad.”
He didn’t give her time to even think before he
shot another question at her. “Why did the women make you hot?”
Pushing her leg with his, he forced her wider and pumped his cock
against her, only the pants of his tux separating them.
She could barely think, couldn’t remember
exactly why. “Because it was dirty and taboo, two women touching
and kissing like that.”
“You like the taboo.”
“I don’t like it.” She gasped as she felt his
hands again, unzipping himself. “It’s just horribly erotic. And I
hate myself, but I can’t help getting wet.”
“So you do like the taboo.”
No, no, she wanted to say, to deny, but he was
right. She sometimes hated herself for it, but yes, taboo spelled
excitement.
She heard the tear of a condom, and he held
himself aloft to roll it on. “Would two men together do the same
thing?” he asked as he put the crown of his cock to her and rubbed
her pussy.
She gasped with the contact, how easily he slid
over her, how wet and ready she was. “Yes. It would be horrible and
yet so exciting.”
“Would you like me to fuck you to the sight of
it?”
“Yes, yes.”
He slammed home inside her, so high and deep, he
stole her breath. Then he stilled, his body wrapped around her,
inside her, claiming her. “Tell me more,” he demanded.
“Yes. I’d want it that way. Watching them. You
taking me to the sight of it. As long as you forced me.” In her
head, she knew there was never any force to what he made her do,
but with the words she could pretend and make the guilt melt
away.
“I’ll always force you. And you’ll do everything
I order you to. If I tell you to fuck another man, you’ll do it.
But don’t you dare”—he bent and nipped her neck hard like a mating
jungle cat—“don’t you dare want it or like
it or need it.” He pulled out, thrust hard, then held still with
his cock buried deep and his voice a harsh rasp. “I’m your master,
you dirty little slut, and I’m the only one you’ll ever
want.”
“Yes, you’re my master.” She whimpered in fear
and pleasure and pain. “I only want you.” It was only Luke who
could do this for her, tapping into all her varied emotions.
“I’m going to fuck you now. I’m going to take
you like the bitch you are. And you will come, because if you
don’t, I’ll hurt you. I’ll punish you. I’ll make you pay.” He
shoved one hand beneath her and put his finger to her clit.
She could barely breathe through the terrifying
ecstasy.
“Say yes,” he demanded.
“Yes.”
He fucked her. It was hard. It was fast. It was
so incredibly good in a world where everything was supposed to be
bad. Bree screamed. She didn’t want to come; he forced the climax
to roll over her, dragging her down into the depths of his desire
with the hot pump of his cock inside her and his shout of ecstasy
filling her head. She came for him, no faking, no lying. Hard.
Long. Over and over until she felt as if everything had gone black
and perfect.
HE CRADLED HER IN HIS ARMS IN THE BACKSEAT. A
PARKING garage security truck had driven by twice now, but their
clothes were straight, her hair smoothed, everything back in place
and G-rated.
He’d rescued her from Derek, tried to offer the
tenderness he thought women wanted, but it was force she really
desired. Not violence, but the act of a dominant man subjugating
her, making her do things she wanted but couldn’t admit to. And
he’d loved it. His climax had been explosive, tearing through his
body, dizzying him with its force.
The distinction between Derek and him was that
his desire for her was part of everything, even as they bore
witness to bondage and debauchery in a cheesy sex club, as he
threatened her with other men, as he fucked her hard without an
ounce of tenderness, he still wanted and desired her above all
others. That made him completely different from Derek, who’d fallen
into the degradation side of the whole thing. He’d forgotten about
making her feel special at the same time, stopped caring that she
needed to know he got off on her sucking another man’s cock
for him, that no other woman made him feel
the way she did.
Tonight was possibly the fucking best sex they’d
had. Maybe it was the devil talking to him, but he wanted her the
way she was tonight, hot, sexy, needy, crying out for him, and
coming so hard that she dragged him right along into bliss with
her. The night they’d gone bowling, he’d seen a new side of her,
had wanted that personality, yet the woman she was tonight had
captured his soul. He wanted both; he just wasn’t sure he could
have them together.
There were so many damn problems with what they
did together. In the aftermath, he could hear her confessing that
she needed to be forced so she didn’t have to feel bad. Someone
long ago had done a number on her. Her father, or another man,
someone had taught her wrong things about sex. And Luke was playing
right into what had been done to her. Yeah, he was caught between
the proverbial rock and a hard place. He didn’t know how to stop.
He didn’t want to stop.
Because fuck if she hadn’t taken them both to
heaven. “I am pleased with you,” he said formally. “You have done
well tonight.”
She sighed her contentment. “Guess we can’t tell
my mother what we did on this date,” she
murmured, her eyes closed, lips curved slightly.
He smiled for her though she couldn’t see. “She
might not have a full appreciation for it.”
She snuggled deeper into him, then tipped her
head back to meet his gaze. “Is that what you’ll make me do next
time?”
“Which part, the woman on the bed with all the
men, or the two women?”
“The dom,” she whispered. “Trade me to
him.”
His heart lurched. He had no intention of
letting any other man touch her or have her. He knew now that a
part of him would kill if he thought that’s truly what she wanted.
But he was open to fantasy as long he was the one in control of it.
Besides, with her, the threat might very well be better than the
reality. It had been tonight. “The next time you piss me off, I’ll
consider what punishment you deserve, forcing you to fuck or suck.
Or masturbating for a crowd.” He gathered her hair in his hand and
bunched it against her head, holding her. “But part of the
punishment will be my pleasure in watching you so I’m going to
choose your torture with my needs in mind, not yours.”
“Yes, Master,” she murmured, a sleepy little
sigh whispering out of her.
“If you’re a lucky girl, it might be the dom
from tonight.”
“Then I’ll have to be very bad.”
“Bitch,” he snapped. “Don’t make it sound like
you want him or you’ll piss me off.” But he savored the easiness
with which she teased him. It was unusual.
She shook her head, serious, smile gone. “Only
you, Master. You aren’t like the other men I’ve known.”
He’d never asked how many men. He didn’t want to
know. Usually it was the shoe on the other foot, with the woman not
wanting to know her lover’s past, but he knew that his experience
was mild compared to hers.
They sat together like that, her in his arms,
for long minutes as he drank in the feel of her. Until finally she
spoke. “I’m afraid to go home to my mother.”
He made a noise of attention, waiting for her to
go on.
“I don’t know how to get away from her. When
will she be ready for me to leave? Sometimes she seems fine, but
others, she’s just . . . strange.” Then quickly she put her fingers
to his lips. “Don’t answer. I don’t know why I’m saying all
this.”
He didn’t know what would make her feel
better.
“But it’s time to go,” she said, the moment
abruptly over. “I have to be at work in the morning.”
There would be other nights. She needed him. Of
that he was sure.
But was he good for her?