19
SHE’D PISSED HIM OFF. LUKE DIDN’T GET PISSED; HE
ONLY FAKED IT. Usually. But this time Bree had pushed. Just like
her mother had pushed. And yeah, Bree was pissed, too.
Her mom was foisting her off on Luke to assuage
her own guilt and to keep herself safe. Yeah,
go ahead and take care of Bree. So I don’t have to.
She was pissed at them both.
Then she’d gotten Luke’s back up as well. They’d
driven in stony silence to his house. He’d actually made her wait
in the car as if he didn’t want her inside. Or maybe he’d been
afraid of what he’d do to her. The thought had sent an electric
shock through her. He wasn’t faking; his anger was real. It both
excited and terrified her. These were the sensations she craved,
fear as important as thrill.
He’d returned to the car wearing a tux. “I’m not
one of your biker boy freaks,” he’d said when he caught her looking
him up and down. “I have more class.”
He most certainly did. He was gorgeous in black
and white against his dark hair and amber eyes. He hadn’t shaved,
and a sexy shadow of beard darkened his face.
He drove them across the Dumbarton Bridge to the
East Bay and her small condo. He watched with an eagle eye as she
watered her plants, and in her bedroom, he pawed through her
closet. Pulling out a hanger, he held it up. “This.”
He’d chosen a black lace bustier with an
underlayer of burgundy satin. Tossing it at her, he continued his
rummaging. She undressed without him even looking. Her chest was
nothing to speak of, but when she’d done the fastenings all the way
to the top, her breasts plumped above the lace edge, her nipples
almost peeping over.
He stroked a skirt in the closet, turned to her,
stopped. “You look like the slut you are,” he said. “Ripe for
fucking. Are you ready to be given to any man who takes my
fancy?”
Against the bustier, her nipples peaked. She
shivered with need. “You’re my master. I have to do what you
say.”
He stepped close, took her chin between his
thumb and forefinger. “And you’ll like it as much as you liked it
with Derek,” he whispered ominously.
She hadn’t liked Derek in the end. He abused
with no desire or feeling, given her nothing in return except
smelly men. She’d wanted the fantasy; Derek had given her brutal
reality.
Luke was different. As her anger ebbed, she
prayed he’d give her the fantasy she needed. Not that she really
knew exactly what that was. He was her master, however, and he
would read her mind, finding it for her, she was sure.
“I have to do whatever you say, Master,” she
repeated.
His gaze captured her totally. “I might make you
suck a big cock until you gag on it.”
She swallowed. Her heart hammered.
“I might tie you down and have a man force
you.”
Her skin pebbled though the room wasn’t
cold.
“Then I’ll have you myself in front of the
crowd,” he whispered his final threat.
She thought of gorging on a beautiful cock that
tasted like honey, of being tied down while Luke watched a
handsome, gray-haired older man take her, force her. Then she could
give herself over to her master for her ultimate punishment. It
sounded like the things Derek had tried to force her to do, yet it
was all made completely exhilarating with Luke. “Yes, Master.” Her
voice was almost a whisper.
His face so close to hers she almost couldn’t
make out his features, he said, “Put this on, whore.”
She quivered beneath his words, his caress, then
found it was a skirt when she touched the material. Black, pleated,
flared. She held it a moment.
“No panties. That way I can simply lift the
pleats and show you off as I wish.”
Bree’s heart thumped hard with her need, her
thoughts, her fantasies.
In her lingerie drawer, he unearthed her fishnet
thigh-highs as she pulled on the skirt and tossed aside her
panties. Moments later, she stood barefoot in the stockings, skirt,
and bustier as he circled her.
“Slut-wear. Perfect. Now we need shoes.”
He snagged a pair of high heels from the bottom
of her closet, which, when she donned them, put her at more than an
inch taller than him.
He stood back to survey her, stroking his chin,
then suddenly found her wanting. “Makeup. Lots of it. Whore
makeup.”
He observed from the bathroom doorway as she
used dark colors, thick mascara, heavy rouge, and a deep
plum-colored lipstick.
When she turned, he didn’t compliment her.
“You’ll do. But it needs one more touch.” He held out a black
leather collar studded with brightly colored fake jewels.
“Ownership,” he said.
Derek had bought her the collar. A silver ring
dangled from the center of it.
She fastened it around her neck. “Do you need
the leash, Master?”
She hadn’t minded the collar or the leash when
Derek used them on her. She’d only hated his attitude when he
yanked on it, pulling her off her feet, or forcing her to her knees
to suck something disgusting. He’d only started giving her away
when he’d tired of her.
Had Luke tired? She felt the first frisson of
real fear. No. Not yet. He was simply toying with her, because
she’d pissed him off.
“I don’t need a leash,” he said, his voice
harsh. “Some dogs are so well trained, all their master has to do
is snap his fingers for obedience.”
The cruel words slammed her. Be careful what you wish for. But she’d asked for
this, pushed him to it, and she would see it through.
That was the problem with Derek. She’d lost
control of him. He took her places she didn’t want to go. Until
Luke rescued her. Did the rescuer eventually become the
abuser?
In the car, he punished her with silence. A
million times in the hour-long drive, she wanted to say, “I changed my mind. This isn’t what I wanted.”
But she didn’t speak.
In the six months she’d been with him, Luke had
only made their sessions better. He had always surpassed himself.
Until finally, in her condo and again on Sunday morning, he’d given
her exactly, perfectly, magnificently what she needed. She would
trust him to give it to her now. He had a plan. He would make it
good. He would wipe out the hours she’d crouched in her mother’s
bedroom, touching her father’s things, smelling his cloying scent,
filling bag after endless bag with the used-up remains of his
life.
Luke found a spot in a parking garage a few
blocks from the seedy club in which he’d first discovered her with
Derek. Her hand tucked securely in his, they walked the darkened
streets relatively slowly because of her high heels. Still, he
didn’t speak beyond the necessities. In the lobby, after he’d paid
their couple’s entry fee, he yanked down on the bustier, her
nipples popping above the lace edge.
“They should see something of what they’re going
to get.” Surveying her critically, he pinched both buds at once,
hard. Electricity buzzed straight to her clitoris. What would make
most women cry set her blood singing.
“There, now they’re tasty and red.” He cocked
his head. “Perhaps I should sell you.” He raised his eyes to hers.
“How much do you think you’re worth?”
Her mouth went dry. Derek had tried to sell her.
“I don’t know.”
He merely shrugged, captured her hand in his,
opened the lobby’s interior door and climbed the stairs to a place
where the only rule was no rules.
SHE WAS MAGNIFICENT, HER BREASTS SMALL YET PERT,
HER NIPPLES red, succulent, inviting. She was worth her weight in
gold, more than any man could pay. And she was his.
Luke had chosen the sleazy club in which he’d
first seen her. He had witnessed her debauchery, seen the tear
trickling from the corner of her eye. Then Derek the bruiser had
slapped it away, and Luke had seen red. When he won the fight, he’d
tossed away her collar and leash. Only to find she still wanted to
wear both.
The dog comment had been beneath him, going too
far. Yet the depth of his emotion overcame him. He didn’t want
normal. He just didn’t want to share. Tonight, she would learn
his limits, how far she could push him
before he pushed back.
He abhorred violence against women, even if it
was consensual, so he passed the rooms where the walls hung with
floggers, paddles, and even hairbrushes. He enjoyed a good hand
spanking, but those instruments caused real damage to the skin.
Though the fare down here was mild compared to the fourth floor of
the club, which catered to hardcore BDSM, with cages and rooms that
looked like dungeons where submissives were chained to the walls or
medieval-style torture contraptions. The third level provided
primarily same-sex activity, so he’d chosen the second floor for
tonight, mostly hetero sex, but even this level was known for
getting wild.
Relatively early on a Monday night, the hallways
were by no means packed. The floor was hardwood, crown molding
around the ceilings, the doorjambs ornately carved. Once upon a
time, the Victorian had seen a better class of people. Despite his
tuxedo, he included himself in that current lesser category, which
consisted of men in jeans or leather, ripped T-shirts or
bare-chested, and women with collars, leashes, and very little in
the way of clothing. Bree was actually more fully dressed than
most.
A young man with spiked pink hair and a nose
ring brushed past them. Bree stared wide-eyed at the spectacle as
if she hadn’t been here many times before.
There were, of course, higher quality clientele
littered about, men in suits or even elaborate costumes that
reminded him of something from the sixties or Austin Powers, and women in formal wear, but those
couplings were few. Monday night was not for the regulars who were
part of the BDSM lifestyle, and in fact, this club didn’t attract
that crowd. It was too low on the ladder for most serious
lifestylers. Upscale had not been his intent. He wanted to give
Bree another shot of the seedy side, a lesson in what her life
could have been but for him.
He pulled her to a doorway. Inside, several
couples engaged in oral sex, the women servicing, the men
receiving, sometimes switching partners. He knew, of course, that
many men preferred the submissive position, but you couldn’t judge
that by tonight’s activities.
He watched Bree. Her throat worked as she
swallowed.
“Do you want me to drag you in there and force
you to your knees for him?” He pointed to a pimply faced kid barely
over the age limit for entry, his eyes glassy as a large woman
worked her mouth around him.
Most clubs didn’t allow single men. You either
had to have a date or an invitation. It kept out trollers and
reduced the potential for trouble. But here, if you had enough
cash, they looked the other way. He’d never brought his lady friend
here. Part of the allure for him originally had been the
raunchiness of it all. Sometimes, that’s what a man wanted. He’d
wanted it that night. Instead he’d found Bree. He’d rescued her and
changed his life, changed hers.
For the first time tonight, he felt the jolt of
bringing her here. Jesus, what had he been thinking? She was better
than this, object lesson or not. Her father had just died, her
emotions were all over the map, and he’d lost his fucking mind for
even contemplating this place. Especially with his dawning
suspicions about her past. There were classier clubs where they
could watch and be watched.
“Come on.” He grabbed her hand then, pushed back
into the hallway, almost knocking over a man in his fifties, a
heavily painted older woman clinging to his arm. Voyeurs. Perhaps
their first time, if the woman’s flushed face meant anything.
But even as he marched on, retracing their steps
down the long hall, Bree hung back at a doorway.
“What are you doing?” But he succumbed, stopping
behind her in the entrance.
Inside, the walls were painted a deep red with a
hint of orange for a rich tone that played as a backdrop to a small
crowd. The centerpiece of the room was a large bed draped with a
thick coverlet that matched the wall color. A naked and blindfolded
woman was restrained to the bedposts with fur-lined cuffs. Flat on
her back, her long hair had been artfully spread across the
pillows, and beneath the eye mask, her features appeared flawless.
In the low lighting of the room, he guessed her to be in her early
thirties, her body slim, toned, her breasts large and upright,
suggesting enhancements.
“Come on in, join the party, pretty lady.” A man
of the woman’s age signaled to Bree. Tall, outfitted completely in
black, his longish hair the same shade as his clothes, he slapped a
riding crop against his palm. “My disobedient slave here needs to
be publicly punished,” he said to Bree and to the audience of men
and women lining the walls.
“What has she done?” an older man called as if
on cue.
“I asked her to give pleasure to a very close
friend of mine and she refused.”
A low hum of horror exuded from the
assembly.
Pointing a remote, the dom hit a switch and the
lights fell, then another button brought to life a spotlight over
the woman, the luminescence highlighting the curves and valleys of
her body. Her legs were spread, though not restrained, and her
pussy glistened in the bright light.
When Luke made a move to retreat, Bree remained
rooted. Something about the sight attracted her. He found himself
wanting to understand what drew her, so he pulled her into an empty
space along the wall. Positioning her in front of him with his
hands at her hips, he held her close, his cock finding the soft
line along the cleft of her ass. She would feel his every reaction.
With her high heels, she was slightly taller as he watched over her
shoulder, and her aroused scent rose to tantalize his senses.
“Is this what you want?” he whispered, stirring
the fine hairs falling across her ear.
She turned her head slightly. “I don’t know. I
need to see.”
But she was intrigued. And, watching her, so was
Luke. The room itself was stylish, the dom and his submissive more
attractive than the majority of couples he’d seen tonight.
“I need volunteers,” the black-haired man said.
Hands shot up before he’d even stated his needs, and he smiled at
the eagerness. There was something in that smile, a showmanship,
the grin and eyes of a man who enjoyed center stage. “Perhaps we’ll
have to draw straws.” He laughed, then raised his voice amid the
murmurs that had grown in volume. “She refused the man I chose for
her. She will therefore be required to take five men between her
legs, sight unseen.”
Bree’s shudder shimmied through Luke’s body.
Looking over her shoulder, even in the dim light around the outer
edges of the room, he saw the burgeoning peaks of her nipples above
the line of the bustier. She was beyond intrigued. Excitement
coursed through her body, and he could have sworn he detected a
fresh wave of heightened arousal.
Was it for the punishment?
Or the ringmaster?