9
BREE SPENT ANOTHER HALF HOUR PRINTING WHAT
MARBURY would need. By then it was a quarter to two, and she took
off since she’d told her mom she would leave work by two-thirty
anyway.
She was there in five minutes. Marbury’s office
sat atop a row of small shops that included a dry cleaner, an
insurance company, a hair salon, and a Chinese restaurant. The
scent of cooking oil and spices followed her up the stairs. Her
stomach growled; she’d forgotten lunch. She didn’t tell people that
sometimes she forgot to eat. In a world where just about everyone
was dieting, the few times she’d said anything about forgetting a
meal, people looked at her like she was an alien. Then they got
hostile, as if she were holier than thou and trying to make them
feel bad. But where some people turned to food when they were
stressed, she was the opposite; food made her sick. That was
another thing she didn’t tell people.
The outer office consisted of Clarice seated at
a very big desk with her computer monitor, keyboard, and phone all
within reach, and a host of office machines lining the walls,
including a combination printer with scanner, fax, and copier, a
color printer for presentations, and of course a coffeemaker and
large refrigerator. Denton Marbury was a large man.
The high-speed printer was spitting out
documents while Clarice talked on the phone’s headset and tapped on
the keyboard. She’d fashioned her honey blonde hair into a ponytail
on the crown of her head. At close to fifty, she seemed a bit old
for ponytails, but she’d once confided to Bree that a tight
ponytail was cheaper for stretching out the wrinkles than cosmetic
surgery. And it seemed to work for her.
She held up a finger to keep Bree for a moment,
her polish the most amazing neon orange that actually seemed to
glow. Marbury was closeted in his office. Whenever Bree had an
appointment with him, he always made her wait, sometimes only a few
minutes, but always long enough to show his superiority.
But with his office door closed, escape might
very well be hers. Bree merely waggled the manila envelope of
documents, mouthed “I’ll leave them,” then slid the package onto
the edge of Clarice’s desk.
She almost made it out the door.
“Bree.” The deafening voice raised her hackles.
Even when Denton Marbury was trying to whisper, he boomed. The
sound matched his body. He was six-foot-three and wide like an
ex–football player who’d stopped pumping iron long ago. Because he
was tall, she didn’t think of him as fat; she wasn’t even sure he
was, there was just so much meat to him. He wore a light brown
shirt, brown tie, and brown pants, and all the unrelenting brown
seemed to amplify the bulge of his belly.
Okay, if she had an appointment, he kept her
waiting. But if she was trying to sneak in, he had some unnatural
radar to catch her. He always had to get his pound of flesh, so to
speak. “Mr. Marbury, I have to run. Erin needs me right
back.”
“Why, I just talked to Erin and she said your
father’s ill and you’re working half days.” He smiled. He had the
square jaw, fleshy lips, and perpetual five o’clock shadow of the
Fred Flintstone cartoon character. He held up his watch. “My
understanding was you were on your way home.” He didn’t offer
sympathy or condolences. Not that she’d have known what to say if
he had.
She certainly shouldn’t have lied, though. She
shouldn’t have offered an excuse at all. But he always made her
feel as if she owed him something. “I have to run another errand
for Erin, then I’m on my way home.”
“What do you have to do for her?”
Most people would never even ask the question.
If you were making an excuse, they’d let you get away with it.
Because really, what skin off their nose was it? It wasn’t his
business anyway. But Denton Marbury always
pushed her. He was a total asshole, and if she wasn’t so pathetic,
she’d tell him so.
“Denton, Roger says he needs to talk to
you.”
Marbury didn’t bother to glance at Clarice as he
snapped out, “Tell him I’m busy.”
Clarice was silent a beat, then clucked her
tongue. “He heard that, and he says that if you’re too busy to talk
to him, he’s too busy to write you a check.”
Bree wondered why she
couldn’t think of something pithy and brilliant like that to tell
him when he was bullying her.
Marbury growled. “Fine. I’ll be there in a
second.” Then he turned back to Bree. “We need to schedule a time
to go over the documents.”
Bree wanted to say that they were
self-explanatory. At least for anyone who knew accounting and did DKG’s taxes, but with certain people, it was
just better to avoid confrontations. “Fine,” she told him. “I’ll
look at my calendar when I get to work tomorrow.”
“Be sure to call me,” he said. Not okay, give me a call when it’s convenient or
that’ll be good. No, he had to say it like
she was a bimbo who would forget or simply ignore him.
Wouldn’t she just love
to ignore him. “I will.” But gosh, with all the stress she was
under, she was sure she’d promptly forget.
Behind him, Clarice shooed her away with a
get-while-the-getting’s-good hand gesture. Bree was well aware that
Clarice had come to the rescue with that phone call.
Leaving, she felt like a frightened mouse
scurrying away from the cat with the huge claws. She didn’t know
why she let Denton Marbury intimidate her. He wasn’t even that
smart or great at tax work. She’d had to call him lots of times
about errors she found in the tax forms when she reviewed them. He
always managed to make it sound as if her work papers were at
fault. Not. But she could never tell Erin. She didn’t want to be
caught in the middle. Besides, it was humiliating to have to ask
Erin to fight her battles.
As she climbed into her car, Bree realized her
heart hadn’t stopped racing. She felt almost dizzy, she was
breathing so fast. After even a few minutes around Marbury, the
thought of returning to her parents turned her stomach
queasy.
Please don’t make me do
it.
She stared at her cell phone on the passenger
seat. Almost as if her hand wasn’t part of her, it reached for the
phone. She couldn’t see Luke tonight. She couldn’t see him for all
the nights it took for this to be over. But God, she needed him.
He answered on the first ring. As if he’d been
waiting for her. As if it didn’t matter that he had to interrupt a
meeting or get rid of someone in his office or cut off another
call; he’d do it for her. He was a busy
CEO, but he always answered.
“What’s wrong, baby?” he said after her hello.
He could gauge her mood almost from her first word.
“Bad day,” she whispered. Bad day, bad month,
bad life. “But I can’t see you tonight.”
“Where are you now?”
“On my way back to my parents.”
“Meet me for coffee.”
“It’s the middle of the day,” she protested. He
saw her only at night. As if they could do the things they did only
after dark. As if he couldn’t see her in the light.
“Yeah, it’s the middle of the afternoon and time
for a coffee break. Where’s the nearest Starbucks?”
“There’s a Peet’s.” It was in a strip mall two
blocks from her parents’ house.
“Tell me how to get there.”
“But you can’t just leave work.”
“I’m the boss. I’m taking fifteen minutes to
calm you down.”
He always knew when she needed him. He always
knew what to say and do. Today she wanted to touch his hand, let
his voice wash over her, and bask in the beauty of his male
features. Then she’d feel better. Then she could face going home to
that death house. What an awful thought, but she couldn’t help
it.
Please, Daddy, don’t make
me.
In the end, though, she’d always done what she
was supposed to.
“I DIDN’T MEAN FOR YOU TO DRIVE ALL THIS WAY.”
BREE PUSHED her hair behind her ear as they waited for their coffee
drinks. Luke had to lean close to hear over the murmur of
conversation and the whir of espresso machines and steam
valves.
“It was five minutes.” He touched her chin.
“You’re worth five minutes.” And so much more.
Her cheeks brightened with color, though he
wasn’t sure whether it was embarrassment or pleasure. Despite the
shirt, blazer, and vest, she wasn’t in strictly business attire
because of the jeans, and her boot heels put her at perhaps an inch
over him. Because he preferred it, around him she wore tight
clothing, leggings, short skirts, Spandex tops, and sexy heels. He
liked the fact that when he pulled her close, her nipples would
touch his through their clothing.
“I can’t be very long,” she said.
“I understand.” She’d called, she’d needed, he’d
responded, canceling a meeting to see her. Pussy-whipped? No, more
like obsessed. He didn’t care about that either. He wanted her, to
be there for her; that was all that mattered.
“White chocolate mocha for Luke,” the barista
called. Luke retrieved it, then snagged a small table in a corner
just past the pastry case.
The mocha was for her. He had a cup of black
coffee.
“Thank you,” she said, scooping the whipped
cream off the top with two stir sticks. When she sucked it down,
she moaned with pleasure.
Luke relished the sound. For the duration of her
father’s illness, it was probably all he was going to get beyond
the late night phone calls. That, too, was okay.
“Touch me,” she murmured.
Christ. She blew a few of his brain cells with
those two words. His chair was close enough that his knee pressed
her leg, but instead of putting his hand on her thigh, he laced his
fingers through hers on the tabletop. They would have made an odd
picture, a man in his midforties holding hands with a woman ten
years younger. Bree, with her delicate features, could pass for
even younger, thirty or so.
They had never held hands like this, never gone
out for coffee, never even had a date. They were all about sex,
hot, kinky, delectable sex, but this held its own unique pleasures.
“We’ve done everything backward,” he said.
“What do you mean?”
“Fancy dinners and candlelight. Then the
sex.”
She sipped her mocha, licked whipped cream from
her lip. Everything she did had a touch of sensuality to it, though
he didn’t think she recognized that. “I’m not a romantic,” she
said.
“Why?” She deserved romance in addition to
whatever else she craved.
She blinked as if at first she didn’t understand
the question, then stared into space a long moment. “I don’t
believe in all that lovey-dovey stuff. It isn’t real.”
“I was in love with my wife,” he said, not to
hurt or dismiss Bree, but to make a point.
“You’re divorced.”
“True, but that’s—”
She held up a hand in front of her face,
blocking him out. “You don’t need to tell me about your
divorce.”
Another intimacy she didn’t want from him. He
told her anyway. “My wife divorced me, not the other way
round.”
She pried her hand out of his. “Are you pining
for her?”
“No. That’s done.” He paused a beat. “I pine for
you.”
She laughed, bright for a moment, but the look
didn’t last. “You’re just teasing me.”
“Not at all. I’ve decided we’ll go on a few
dates. There’s a place up along Skyline, the best continental
cuisine.” He kissed his fingers.
“I’m uncomfortable letting a man pay for
expensive meals like that.”
But she was comfortable sucking his cock or
letting him fuck her or spank her. “Do you think it’s some sort of
payment for sexual favors?”
“No.”
He raised one eyebrow in question.
She toyed with her stir sticks.
Obviously her perceptions were a little skewed;
fancy and romantic wasn’t the way to go with her. But they did need
to push the boundaries of their relationship, not just the limits
of sexual inhibition. Especially now, when her father was ill. He
wanted to give her something without stress. “We’ll watch a video
and eat popcorn.” Of course, at his place on a couch they’d end up
doing far more. He looked at it as killing two birds with one
stone; a little intimacy and some hot kinky sex at the same
time.
She bit the inside of her lip. Then let it go.
“Why can’t we have what we have? Why do we have to change it?”
She’d been gazing steadily at her mocha, but now she raised her
eyes to his through the lushness of her dark lashes. “Don’t you
like it anymore?”
He wanted sex with her, and he wanted more, to
take her to the company barbecue, someday to come home to her.
“It’s time for us to change.”
She took a deeper breath than normal, rolled her
lips, swallowed. “I have to go,” she said.
He grabbed her hand, made her stay put for
another second. “What we do is good, Bree. But you need more. I
intend to give it to you.”
“I don’t want more.” She
tipped her head and gave him a look. Oh you
poor deluded man. “I’ve never had a boyfriend, Luke. I don’t
know how to have one. What we do is all I know how to do. I don’t
have anything more to give. But thank you for the mocha.”
He wouldn’t let her go with just a thank-you. “There are other pleasures to explore. A
date. It isn’t that difficult.”
She didn’t answer. Instead she leaned forward,
kissed his cheek. “Thanks for coming over to make me feel better.”
She stood, purse in her hand.
The subtext was that he hadn’t made her feel
better despite his intention. He’d pushed, that’s what he’d done.
While it was necessary, maybe the timing wasn’t perfect, but he’d
already started down the path.
He rose before she could get away, commanding
her with his closeness, his maleness, and his bigger body. It
didn’t matter about her high heels; he was master. “Bree,” he said
and didn’t care if he was demanding. “Say yes.”
He could see his distorted reflection in her
eyes before she finally answered. “Yes.”
“Yes what?” he murmured.
She moved only her lips. “Yes, Master.” Then she
left.
She’d do it because he’d ordered her to, but not
of her own free will. With Bree, though, Luke wasn’t sure that
mattered. She was comfortable with commands.
He hadn’t specified an evening for their date.
He’d do that later. He’d done enough simply putting her on notice
that it was coming. Now, however, he didn’t like having her beyond
his reach, not when things were falling apart in her life.
As he pushed through the coffee-shop door, he
saw her head disappearing inside her car several spaces down. His
Lexus was right at the front entrance, but by the time he’d pulled
out and headed to the light, there were two cars between them. She
turned left. He was supposed to go right.
There was no indecision about it; he followed
her without missing a beat.
She accelerated faster than he did, but he could
see her merge into the right lane ahead, then turn again. By the
time he made the same right, she was two blocks down, turning
left.
When he got to the street, he saw it was a
cul-de-sac. She’d parked in a driveway and was climbing out of the
car.
He didn’t turn down the road, and she didn’t see
him.
It had taken her six months to tell him where
she lived. He would have preferred that she offer him her parents’
address, but he knew it would take another six months for that. He
couldn’t wait that long; he had to know where to come when she
needed him.