2
HELL, YES, LUKE WANTED HER. HE WANTED TO REACH
THROUGH the phone lines and touch her, lay claim to her. He sat in
the spacious second-floor office of the Silicon Valley company for
which he was CEO and dictated to her. “On my terms,” he said.
“It’s always your terms, Master. I’ll do
whatever you want.”
He’d thought about what he wanted. He’d thought
about what she needed. “You must be punished.”
“Yes, Master.” Excitement lowered her voice to a
breathy whisper.
“You will not scream and you will not struggle,
slut.” The kick start of heat and desire swelled in him.
He could almost feel the quiver of her body as
her voice shuddered across the airwaves. “No, Master, I won’t
struggle.”
He would make her beg for release. He would
spank her, then he’d put his mouth to her and make her come. He
would force the climax out of her.
“What time shall I be there, Master?”
“We’re not going to my house. We’re going to do
this in yours.” He heard her sharp intake of breath and felt the
pause like a black hole that had suddenly opened up in front of
him. “Or we’re not doing it at all.”
“Please don’t make me.” Her whisper had lost all
the animation of her excitement.
She might not want it, but she needed it. He
needed it. “It’s time. There’s no other way. I’ll be there at
eight.”
“It has to be earlier,” she said quickly, ending
abruptly as if suddenly realizing she was usurping his
authority.
Good. All the more time with her. “Then I will
see you at seven.”
“I don’t have a headboard or anything you can
attach handcuffs to,” she told him.
“We won’t need them. Because you’re going to
accept everything without fighting me.”
She hesitated, then finally said, “Yes, I’ll do
everything.”
Not Yes, Master. He
wondered at the difference and whether it boded ill or good. Not
that it mattered. He’d already decided the way things would be
done.
“You need to email me your address.” He didn’t
know exactly where she lived. But now he would own that secret
along with everything else.
“Yes.” She said it so softly, he almost mistook
it for her breath.
He pondered a long moment after she hung up.
Despite the dominance play between them, he gave her an
extraordinary amount of control. He never called her; he always let
her call him when she needed him. He never pressured, never pushed,
always gave her freedom. That was the problem; he gave her too much
freedom. It was time to take off the kid gloves. He would enter her
home, he would punish her, he would make her come. Then he would
hold her in his arms, and there would be no rushing out of the bed.
He would stay until the morning.
Before he could give rein to fantasies of the
evening ahead, he had work issues to manage. He punched in an
extension number on his desk phone.
“Yeah, Luke?” Beeman’s answer came only seconds
later.
“I need preliminary numbers for the board
meeting on Wednesday.”
Beeman sighed. “Luke, you know that’s
impossible.” No Yes, Master from him. As
CFO, Beeman said everything was impossible, then it looked like he
was a miracle worker when he came across with what Luke asked
for.
“We’re talking prelim, Beeman. They know it’s
subject to change.”
“I don’t have an answer from the auditors on
that reserve question yet.”
“Put it in a footnote, worst case, best
case.”
“And there’s something wrong with the currency
conversions.”
They’d built a manufacturing plant over in
Germany two years ago, and while the product shipped out of the
German facility, the billing was done in the United States. It had
given accounting nothing but headaches. The Germans didn’t like
being told what to do. He understood the issues; they didn’t change
the facts. All he said was, “Beeman.”
“Shit. All right. Prelims by Wednesday.”
“Tuesday night, Beeman. I will review them
before the board meeting.” He never went into a meeting
blind.
His CFO growled assent.
“Thank you, Beeman.” He was actually a good guy,
did his job extremely well. A CEO was only as good as the people he
had supporting him, and Luke had assembled an exemplary team.
His cell rang again. A phone, be it cell or
landline, had become almost another part of his anatomy. His heart
skipped a beat anticipating that it was Bree again.
But it wasn’t her number when he picked up the
phone. “Hey,” he said.
“Dad?” His eldest, Keira. She was a sophomore at
Cal Poly down in San Luis Obispo.
“Who else is going to answer my phone,
sweetheart?”
“Your secretary.”
“She doesn’t answer my cell phone.”
Keira sighed and he could actually hear her roll
her eyes. “I just called to tell you I broke up with Billie.”
“I’m sorry, sweetie,” he offered. Keira started
dating Billie at the beginning of the fall quarter. Luke hadn’t met
him.
“It’s a good thing.” But she punctuated her
words with another sigh.
“I’m glad you’re handling it well.”
“He started pulling all this dominant
crap.”
For a moment, Luke bristled. No one took
advantage of his little girl, but one thing he’d taught both his
daughters was to stick up for themselves. Keira went on. “He
actually told me that he didn’t want me seeing Stephie anymore
because she was a bad influence.”
Luke held his tongue.
“Does he think I’m lame enough to start smoking
dope just because my friend does? Like I’m some weakling?”
Keira had been friends with Stephie since middle
school. In high school, when Stephie fell in with a bad crowd and
started smoking marijuana, Keira stuck by her, hoping to get her
back on the straight and narrow. His daughter had always had a good
head on her shoulders. She was strong, knew her own mind, and what
she wanted. He truly believed that if it weren’t for Keira, Stephie
would have started using hard drugs, gotten hooked. God only knows
what her life would have been like now.
“I’m proud of you for sticking by your friends,
sweetheart. There’re plenty of other fish in the sea.”
“God, Dad, that is such
a cliché.”
He laughed. “I’m a walking cliché. When are you
and Kyla coming home for a visit?” Of course, they’d only been back
at school for a week since the winter break ended, but he missed
them.
“We’re hoping in a couple of weeks. After we
settle into the new quarter.”
“Okay, honey, let me know for sure. I’ll tell
your mom.”
She blew him a kiss before she hung up.
He liked the short phone calls and text messages
from both his girls. Keira was twenty, and Kyla a year younger, a
freshman, also at Cal Poly; their sound-alike names had been Beth’s
idea. But really, that’s all they’d gotten from their mother. They
were far too much like him, both of them. That’s what Beth said to
him, that she felt eclipsed around the three of them, like she
wasn’t there, just a mere shadow.
He had a lot of regrets, one of them being that
he hadn’t even noticed Beth slipping away until that day five years
ago when she told him she’d die if she stayed with him. He’d
believed he’d been doing everything for her, a faithful husband and
a good provider, the big house, any material thing she could want.
Something in him had died that day, too. He’d buried the pain if
not the guilt, but he couldn’t stop being proud of how strong his
daughters were. He wouldn’t have it any other way. Though he would
always be there to beat the crap out of any guys who broke their
hearts.
Of all the things he’d done in his life, that
was the thing he was most proud of, raising daughters who didn’t
need him. He’d been so intent on teaching his girls the lesson,
though, he’d completely overlooked his wife’s needs until it was
too late.
Yet for all the strength he’d instilled in his
daughters and his wife’s grievances, he’d chosen a woman who craved
his domination. It was a completely different situation. And hell
yes, he was looking forward to the intimacies he’d force on Bree in
her own home tonight.
LUKE WAS COMING TO HER CONDO. THE PLACE WAS
CLEAN, HER dishes done, her bed made, no dirty clothes tossed on
the carpet, no ring around the bathtub. Usually when Bree knew she
was going to see him, the anticipation made her giddy. Now she was
terrified. She wanted things separate. She wanted dominance in a
controlled environment. She wanted to be able to leave when she
needed to, if things suddenly got more than she could handle. Like
the other night, when he realized she’d only pretended to
climax.
Bree took a deep breath. “Calm down,” she
whispered. Then she went into the bathroom for her cosmetics bag
and toiletries and continued packing for the stay at her parents in
Saratoga, half an hour and a lifetime away. She’d loaded blouses,
slacks, and work blazers into her hanging carrier. Her suitcase lay
open on the bed, half filled with panties, bras, socks, jeans,
T-shirts, nightshirts, her unfinished needlepoint, and her three
favorite DVDs, the Disney version of Beauty and
the Beast, the twelve-part Jane Eyre
with Timothy Dalton, and Pitch Black. Okay,
it was a sci-fi horror flick, but there was something about the
pilot’s redemption at the end that Bree had to watch over and over.
Redemption was a theme in all her favorites. If things got totally
crazy at her parents’, she could plug in one of those DVDs and melt
into it as if she were taking a hallucinogen. Alice down the rabbit
hole.
She hadn’t told Erin about the move to her
parents. She wanted to go through the schedule with her mother over
the weekend. Since her commute would be much shorter than it was
from her condo in Newark—her parents’ house was only ten minutes
from DKG—she could come in later and leave earlier. She could work
from her parents’ as well, if she had to. It would be okay. She’d
be fine.
She couldn’t count the number of times she’d
repeated that mantra to herself since talking with her mother this
morning. But when she really thought about it, being in that house
again, she felt so sick she couldn’t even eat.
God only knew how she would manage to see Luke.
That’s why she needed tonight so badly, because it could be the
last time for a long time.
Even if she was nervous now, she had to have the
kick being with him gave her. He was like a drug; when she felt
bad, he forced her to feel other things. He’d saved her from Derek.
She’d been in over her head with Derek. She’d met him online, and
things had seemed great for a few weeks. Then he began taking her
to the clubs. He’d made her give hand jobs to other guys while he
watched. It wasn’t so bad; she liked that it turned him on.
Anything was okay as long as it turned him on. But things started
to get out of control. He’d wanted her to give blow jobs, to fuck
strangers, more than one. He even wanted to start charging for her
services. That might all have been okay, except that he no longer
made her feel special. The whole relationship became about making
him look like a big man. She was just this thing he could order around and give away. He barely
touched her; his eye was always wandering. When she balked, he’d
said he’d have to beat her. Then suddenly, there was Luke. He took
her away. He made her feel precious. For six months, he’d given her
everything she needed. All she had to do was hit his speed dial on
her phone.
Bree threw the last few things into her suitcase
and zipped it. It wasn’t as if she’d be so far away she couldn’t
drop by to pick up stuff when she needed. Plus she’d have to come
by to water her plants. Hauling the bag off the bed onto the
carpet, she stood for a moment. She couldn’t leave it down in the
front hall; Luke was bound to ask. She didn’t want to explain. That
was the thing about Luke, she wanted everything she did with him to
be separate. There was her real life, and there was what she did
with him. God, if anyone ever knew about her secret life, about the
men, about all the things she’d done.
She rolled the suitcase over to the closet,
shoved the remaining clothes aside and made space for it. Then she
hung the carrier beside it. As an afterthought, she went to the
bathroom, grabbed three condoms out of the package she kept under
the sink, and shoved them into a pocket in her purse. She probably
wouldn’t get a chance to see Luke after tonight, not for a while.
But she’d still be prepared for anything.
Okay, the room was neat. She straightened the
blue comforter, then, glancing around one last time, she backed
out. Her condo was two floors; two bedrooms and a bathroom
upstairs, kitchen, dining area, living room, and half bath
downstairs. In the kitchen, she’d opened a bottle of merlot to let
it breathe. She preferred white, but Luke liked red.
When the doorbell rang, her heart began racing
again, half excitement, half fear that she’d revealed a big piece
of her other life to him. Though the time
she spent with him was more real to her than anything else. She
didn’t think he truly understood that.
He was dressed all in black, from a turtleneck
to jeans to tennis shoes, a cat burglar like Cary Grant in
To Catch a Thief. His short hair was black,
too, his dark raven looks in keeping with his last name. His eyes,
though, were light brown, amber almost. She liked that he was only
a couple of inches taller than her. He was powerfully built, with
thick muscles uncommon to the usual executive type’s physique. If
he’d been over six feet, his size would have been too
overwhelming.
“Nice place,” he said. Flowerpots ringed her
tiny front porch. The rain had stopped, and her wind chimes tinkled
gently in the night wind. Of course there were also the noisy
neighbors on one side, and the pack of children shrieking as they
played out in the parking lot.
It had nowhere near the grandeur of his place in
Atherton. But it was hers. And the bank’s. “Come in.” She held the
door wide, thinking of the innocent giving the vampire permission
to enter.
Except that she’d lost her innocence long
ago.