BAKER FARM
Sometimes I rambled to pine groves, standing like temples, or like
fleets at sea, full-rigged, with wavy boughs, and rippling with
light, so soft and green and shady that the Druids would have
forsaken their oaks to worship in them; or to the cedar wood beyond
Flint's Pond, where the trees, covered with hoary blue berries,
spiring higher and higher, are fit to stand before Valhalla, and
the creeping juniper covers the ground with wreaths full of fruit;
or to swamps where the usnea lichen hangs in festoons from the
white spruce trees, and toadstools, round tables of the swamp gods,
cover the ground, and more beautiful fungi adorn the stumps, like
butterflies or shells, vegetable winkles; where the swamp-pink and
dogwood grow, the red alder berry glows like eyes of imps, the
waxwork grooves and crushes the hardest woods in its folds, and the
wild holly berries make the beholder forget his home with their
beauty, and he is dazzled and tempted by nameless other wild
forbidden fruits, too fair for mortal taste. Instead of calling on
some scholar, I paid many a visit to particular trees, of kinds
which are rare in this neigh borhood, standing far away in the
middle of some pasture, or in the depths of a wood or swamp, or on
a hilltop; such as the black birch, of which we have some handsome
specimens two feet in diameter; its cousin, the yellow birch, with
its loose golden vest, perfumed like the first; the beech, which
has so neat a hole and beautifully lichen-painted, perfect in all
its details, of which, excepting scattered specimens, I know but
one small grove of sizable trees left in the township, supposed by
some to have been planted by the pigeons that were once baited with
beechnuts near by; it is worth the while to see the silver grain
sparkle when you split this wood; the bass; the hornbeam; the
Celtis occidentalis, or false elm, of which we have but one
well-grown; some taller mast of a pine, a shingle tree, or a more
perfect hemlock than usual, standing like a pagoda in the midst of
the woods; and many others I could mention. These were the shrines
I visited both summer and winter. Once it chanced that I stood in
the very abutment of a rainbow's arch, which filled the lower
stratum of the atmosphere, tinging the grass and leaves around, and
dazzling me as if I looked through colored crystal. It was a lake
of rain bow light, in which, for a short while, I lived like a
dolphin. If it had lasted longer it might have tinged my
employments and life. As I walked on the railroad causeway, I used
to wonder at the halo of light around my shadow, and would fain
fancy myself one of the elect. One who visited me declared that the
shadows of some Irishmen before him had no halo about them, that it
was only natives that were so distinguished. Benvenuto Cellini
tells us in his memoirs, that, after a certain terrible dream or
vision which he had during his confinement in the castle of St.
Angelo a resplendent light appeared over the shadow of his head at
morning and evening, whether he was in Italy or France, and it was
particularly conspicuous when the grass was moist with dew. This
was probably the same phenomenon to which I have referred, which is
especially observed in the morning, but also at other times, and
even by moonlight. Though a constant one, it is not commonly
noticed, and, in the case of an excitable imagination like
Cellini's, it would be basis enough for superstition. Beside, he
tells us that he showed it to very few. But are they not indeed
distinguished who are conscious that they are regarded at all?
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I set out one afternoon to go a-fishing to Fair Haven, through the
woods, to eke out my scanty fare of vegetables. My way led through
Pleasant Meadow, an adjunct of the Baker Farm, that retreat of
which a poet has since sung, beginning, "Thy entry is a pleasant
field, Which some mossy fruit trees yield Partly to a ruddy brook,
By gliding musquash undertook, And mercurial trout, Darting about."
I thought of living there before I went to Walden. I "hooked" the
apples, leaped the brook, and scared the musquash and the trout. It
was one of those afternoons which seem indefinitely long before
one, in which many events may happen, a large portion of our
natural life, though it was already half spent when I started. By
the way there came up a shower, which compelled me to stand half an
hour under a pine, piling boughs over my head, and wearing my
handkerchief for a shed; and when at length I had made one cast
over the pickerelweed, standing up to my middle in water, I found
myself suddenly in the shadow of a cloud, and the thunder began to
rumble with such emphasis that I could do no more than listen to
it. The gods must be proud, thought I, with such forked flashes to
rout a poor unarmed fisherman. So I made haste for shelter to the
nearest hut, which stood half a mile from any road, but so much the
nearer to the pond, and had long been uninhabited: "And here a poet
builded, In the completed years, For behold a trivial cabin That to
destruction steers." So the Muse fables. But therein, as I found,
dwelt now John Field, an Irishman, and his wife, and several
children, from the broad-faced boy who assisted his father at his
work, and now came running by his side from the bog to escape the
rain, to the wrinkled, sibyl-like, cone-headed infant that sat upon
its father's knee as in the palaces of nobles, and looked out from
its home in the midst of wet and hunger inquisitively upon the
stranger, with the privilege of infancy, not knowing but it was the
last of a noble line, and the hope and cynosure of the world,
instead of John Field's poor starveling brat. There we sat together
under that part of the roof which leaked the least, while it
showered and thundered without. I had sat there many times of old
before the ship was built that floated his family to America. An
honest, hard-working, but shiftless man plainly was John Field; and
his wife, she too was brave to cook so many successive dinners in
the recesses of that lofty stove; with round greasy face and bare
breast, still thinking to improve her condition one day; with the
never absent mop in one hand, and yet no effects of it visible
anywhere. The chickens, which had also taken shelter here from the
rain, stalked about the room like members of the family, to
humanized, methought, to roast well. They stood and looked in my
eye or pecked at my shoe significantly. Meanwhile my host told me
his story, how hard he worked "bogging" for a neighboring farmer,
turning up a meadow with a spade or bog hoe at the rate of ten
dollars an acre and the use of the land with manure for one year,
and his little broad-faced son worked cheerfully at his father's
side the while, not knowing how poor a bargain the latter had made.
I tried to help him with my experience, telling him that he was one
of my nearest neighbors, and that I too, who came a-fishing here,
and looked like a loafer, was getting my living like himself; that
I lived in a tight, light, and clean house, which hardly cost more
than the annual rent of such a ruin as his commonly amounts to; and
how, if he chose, he might in a month or two build himself a palace
of his own; that I did not use tea, nor coffee, nor butter, nor
milk, nor fresh meat, and so did not have to work to get them;
again, as I did not work hard, I did not have to eat hard, and it
cost me but a trifle for my food; but as he began with tea, and
coffee, and butter, and milk, and beef, he had to work hard to pay
for them, and when he had worked hard he had to eat hard again to
repair the waste of his system—and so it was as broad as it was
long, indeed it was broader than it was long, for he was
discontented and wasted his life into the bargain; and yet he had
rated it as a gain in coming to America, that here you could get
tea, and coffee, and meat every day. But the only true America is
that country where you are at liberty to pursue such a mode of life
as may enable you to do without these, and where the state does not
endeavor to compel you to sustain the slavery and war and other
superfluous expenses which directly or indirectly result from the
use of such things. For I purposely talked to him as if he were a
philosopher, or desired to be one. I should be glad if all the
meadows on the earth were left in a wild state, if that were the
consequence of men's beginning to redeem themselves. A man will not
need to study history to find out what is best for his own culture.
But alas! the culture of an Irishman is an enterprise to be
undertaken with a sort of moral bog hoe. I told him, that as he
worked so hard at bogging, he required thick boots and stout
clothing, which yet were soon soiled and worn out, but I wore light
shoes and thin clothing, which cost not half so much, though he
might think that I was dressed like a gentleman (which, however,
was not the case), and in an hour or two, without labor, but as a
recreation, I could, if I wished, catch as many fish as I should
want for two days, or earn enough money to support me a week. If he
and his family would live simply, they might all go
a-huckleberrying in the summer for their amusement. John heaved a
sigh at this, and his wife stared with arms a-kimbo, and both
appeared to be wondering if they had capital enough to begin such a
course with, or arithmetic enough to carry it through. It was
sailing by dead reckoning to them, and they saw not clearly how to
make their port so; therefore I suppose they still take life
bravely, after their fashion, face to face, giving it tooth and
nail, not having skill to split its massive columns with any fine
entering wedge, and rout it in detail;—thinking to deal with it
roughly, as one should handle a thistle. But they fight at an
overwhelming disadvantage—living, John Field, alas! without
arithmetic, and failing so. "Do you ever fish?" I asked. "Oh yes, I
catch a mess now and then when I am lying by; good perch I
catch.—"What's your bait?" "I catch shiners with fishworms, and
bait the perch with them." "You'd better go now, John," said his
wife, with glistening and hopeful face; but John demurred. The
shower was now over, and a rainbow above the eastern woods promised
a fair evening; so I took my departure. When I had got without I
asked for a drink, hoping to get a sight of the well bottom, to
complete my survey of the premises; but there, alas! are shallows
and quicksands, and rope broken withal, and bucket irrecoverable.
Meanwhile the right culinary vessel was selected, water was
seemingly distilled, and after consultation and long delay passed
out to the thirsty one- not yet suffered to cool, not yet to
settle. Such gruel sustains life here, I thought; so, shutting my
eyes, and excluding the motes by a skilfully directed undercurrent,
I drank to genuine hospitality the heartiest draught I could. I am
not squeamish in such cases when manners are concerned. As I was
leaving the Irishman's roof after the rain, bending my steps again
to the pond, my haste to catch pickerel, wading in retired meadows,
in sloughs and bog-holes, in forlorn and savage places, appeared
for an instant trivial to me who had been sent to school and
college; but as I ran down the hill toward the reddening west, with
the rainbow over my shoulder, and some faint tinkling sounds borne
to my ear through the cleansed air, from I know not what quarter,
my Good Genius seemed to say—Go fish and hunt far and wide day by
day—farther and wider—and rest thee by many brooks and hearth-sides
without misgiving. Remember thy Creator in the days of thy youth.
Rise free from care before the dawn, and seek adventures. Let the
noon find thee by other lakes, and the night overtake thee
everywhere at home. There are no larger fields than these, no
worthier games than may here be played. Grow wild according to thy
nature, like these sedges and brakes, which will never become
English bay. Let the thunder rumble; what if it threaten ruin to
farmers' crops? that is not its errand to thee. Take shelter under
the cloud, while they flee to carts and sheds. Let not to get a
living be thy trade, but thy sport. Enjoy the land, but own it not.
Through want of enterprise and faith men are where they are, buying
and selling, and spending their lives like serfs. O Baker Farm!
"Landscape where the richest element Is a little sunshine
innocent."— "No one runs to revel On thy rail-fenced lea."— "Debate
with no man hast thou, With questions art never perplexed, As tame
at the first sight as now, In thy plain russet gabardine dressed."
"Come ye who love, And ye who hate, Children of the Holy Dove, And
Guy Faux of the state, And hang conspiracies From the tough rafters
of the trees!" Men come tamely home at night only from the next
field or street, where their household echoes haunt, and their life
pines because it breathes its own breath over again; their shadows,
morning and evening, reach farther than their daily steps. We
should come home from far, from adventures, and perils, and
discoveries every day, with new experience and character. Before I
had reached the pond some fresh impulse had brought out John Field,
with altered mind, letting go "bogging" ere this sunset. But he,
poor man, disturbed only a couple of fins while I was catching a
fair string, and he said it was his luck; but when we changed seats
in the boat luck changed seats too. Poor John Field!—I trust he
does not read this, unless he will improve by it—thinking to live
by some derivative old-country mode in this primitive new
country—to catch perch with shiners. It is good bait sometimes, I
allow. With his horizon all his own, yet he a poor man, born to be
poor, with his inherited Irish poverty or poor life, his Adam's
grandmother and boggy ways, not to rise in this world, he nor his
posterity, till their wading webbed bog-trotting feet get talaria
to their heels.