Chapter Sixteen
On the third day of the bardic competition, the
tower blew apart, and Nairn disappeared again from
history.
Both events are transformed into accounts
rendered or received in the steward’s records. Dower Ren himself
makes an appearance as an account rendered for the wounds he
suffered when the roof and the battlement stones crashed down into
his chambers; he gives his shattered inkpot more mention than he
does himself. Two students were killed by the broken tower; one
vanished. The names of the two sent home in their coffins appear in
their own families’ household records, and in chronicles of the
period. They had both heard Declan play during King Oroh’s visits
to his nobles and had left their comfortable homes to meet their
fates in the school on the hill.
The third student, Nairn, seems to have been
missed by no one, at least for a couple of centuries, except for
some sharp-eyed bards and minstrels, who had glimpsed something
more on the plain than is anywhere recorded outside of
poetry.
The foremost question the historian must ask, in
attempting to understand the events of the third day within the
rigorous boundaries of the field is: What did those on the plain
actually see?
The household records of Dower Ren deal only
with the after-math of the day, and they are terse to the extreme.
Before then, when the two bards, Welkin and Nairn, were the only
ones left to compete for the highest honor in the realm, we must
explore other sources. Like the steward, Declan himself was mute
about that last, intense struggle between musicians. His comments
come later, in a letter to King Oroh:
“... we send you the best the land has left to
offer, with my hope that, in the following year or two, I might
again find one of such gifts to which you are accustomed in your
bard, and so proceed with the training.” That’s all. He makes no
reference either to his student, in whom he had placed such hope,
or in the harper out of nowhere who challenged him. What happened
to Welkin, at the end of the day? Why did one or the other not
claim victory? Who knows?
Declan, of all, might have, but he will not
say.
When we look through the records of the court
chroniclers, busily taking notes on the plain, we find odd,
conflicting comments about the end of the competition. Lord
Grishold’s chronicler, Viruh Staid, confesses to a peculiar lapse
of attention. He flirts with a bard’s wife; he wanders down to the
river to relieve himself among the trees—whatever he found to do,
it seems astonishing and highly suspicious that he chooses to do it
in the middle of the final songs of the competition.
His disclaimer makes more sense in light of King
Oroh’s own chronicler’s mind-boggling description: “It seemed to me
that the wind itself grew very old as the harpers played. The moon
grew full, though it was scarce past half when it rose. My heart
overspilled itself like a seething cauldron with wonder. The very
stones within them turned and turned and the stones sang ... Such
was my dream ... Then the dream blew into fragments. I woke, and
the competition was at an end.”
Others, writing letters or descriptions later in
the calm of their own chambers, were equally nebulous about how the
great event ended. They barely comment about the broken tower, as
though that was the least of their memories. One remembers
following the scent of an enormous cauldron, and how he craved the
“heady broth” so much that he forgot to listen to the music, but no
one offered him any. Another complains that an ill-chosen mushroom
must have clouded his memory, for what he does remember of the
final song could never have happened. And so on.
At the end of the day, we have the results set
down very succinctly by the king’s chronicler:
“I watched the bard of the Duke of Waverlea
given the title, by Declan himself, of Royal Bard of
Belden.”
... No song, no peace, no poetry,
no end of days, and no forgetting.
no end of days, and no forgetting.
“BONE PLAIN,” ANONYMOUS: TRANSLATED FROM THE RUNIC
BY J. CLE
They had never stopped playing. At sunrise, only
Osprey and a couple of court bards were left in the tavern.
Osprey’s head lay on the table in a ring of beer mugs. The court
bards caught at melodies they knew with harp and pipe and small
drum; otherwise, they listened silently, their faces stunned with
weariness and wonder, to songs from all over the five kingdoms that
had never been permitted to pass the thick stone walls surrounding
court music.
The brewer, who had gone to bed hours before, woke
up and gave them all breakfast. Welkin and Nairn, drunk on music,
chewed intermittently on bread and bacon as they tested one
another, Nairn pulling music out of his back teeth, songs from his
Pig-Singer days that he must have learned by listening to the grass
grow, or to a blackbird’s passing whistle, for all he was taught
back then. Welkin had the same teachers, it seemed; all his music
sounded eldritch, haunted. Finally, they left their benches,
accompanied by a ringing wake of gold tossed on the tables by the
court bards, and moved up the hill.
They barely noticed the gathering of musicians for
the final day, so engrossed they were in their own competition. The
two court bards left to play, then came back again, followed by
others. Through the noon and afternoon, it became clear that the
true contest pitted the young, charming student from the Marches
with the scruffy, odd-eyed wanderer out of nowhere discernible.
Their struggle was congenial and absolute. They matched song for
song, took them back through their various changes, so far back
sometimes that word and wind seemed to veer close enough to
overlap, borne on the rilling notes of a brook or a bird cry.
They were moving very close to the language of the
Circle of Days. Nairn felt it like a tidal pull, a whirling
exuberance that tugged, lured, tempted into its roil of beauty and
danger. His craft sheered closer and closer to its wildness. Welkin
heard it; the smile in his eyes grew deep, honed. The listeners,
more and more of them drifting from the circle around the final
competitors to this private battle, heard it as well. They stood,
wordless and motionless as the stones on the hill, while court bard
vied with court bard in some other world, until even they yielded
to the irresistible and astonishing engagement that overwhelmed
even their great gifts.
By then the sun had crossed the plain to lower
itself into the western forests, drawing long shadows of stone and
tree and bard across the grass. Nairn, helpless in the
crosscurrents around the vortex of power he and Welkin had opened
between them, saw Declan’s face one last time: his gray eyes fixed
on Nairn, his fierce, triumphant smile.
The sun went down.
The crowd around them seemed to melt into the
twilight. They might have been alone, he and Welkin, with the
simplest and oldest words: wind, earth, stone, tree. The sky, in
that misty realm neither day nor night, ringed the plain as gray as
slate. For the first time, Nairn felt tired. Not in his fingers, or
his voice, or his churning brain, but of the competition itself,
which never ended, but drew and drew at him, forced him to reach
ever deeper into memory and experience, farther than he thought
even he had traveled in his life. The power in the ancient songs
fed his hands, his harp, possessed him; he felt as though he were
the instrument, sounding every note out of blood and bone marrow.
Still it never ended, and still he would stand there until his feet
took root in the ground and birds built nests in his hair before he
would yield to Welkin.
The first breath of evening breeze wafted over the
plain. He nearly fell to his knees at the smell in it: tender
salmon, onions, celery, peas, rosemary, lavender, pepper. The
savory scents threatened to cloud his mind like errant fog,
overwhelming even the forces that drove him until he yielded and
followed his nose across the grass, where a great cauldron
reflected the fires under it, turning copper to gold.
Welkin smelled it, too; he spoke through their
flurry of notes. “Could stop a moment.”
“No.”
“A swallow of cold water? Or ale? A mouthful of
that?”
“Help yourself,” Nairn said tersely.
“I’m parched as a pebble in a desert. You may not
be the better bard, but you’re the younger. Have mercy on an old
worn harper. Call it a truce? We’ll go back to playing
after—”
“No. You may not be the better bard, but you’re the
craftier. You make yourself comfortable inside a blizzard. I’m not
stopping. I’ll stop, and you won’t, and you’ll claim
victory.”
Welkin gave one of his shard-shifting laughs. He
was silent for a bit, while one tune ended, and he pulled another
out of his inexhaustible memory that Nairn clawed out of his own by
a thumbnail and a thread. They settled into it.
Welkin spoke again, softly. “Ah, look.”
Someone—Muire?—had come down the hill to add an
apronful of something to the stew. She emptied it into the
cauldron, gave it a stir. Smoke billowed, blurring her. She seemed
taller, as it frayed around her again: willowy and graceful, with
long, frothy hair of the palest gold. Nairn’s eyes widened; he
nearly missed a note. Odelet? Doing what she had always done at the
school: chopping, stirring, cooking, feeding the hungry?
“I’d stop for such as that,” Welkin grunted, and
showed Nairn the teasing smile in his twilight eye. An expected
fury shot through Nairn that the old battered boot sole of a bard
had riffled through his thoughts; he nicked a note so sharply, he
nearly broke the string. He heard Welkin’s sudden, indrawn breath;
a note under his thumb wavered weakly. Then he turned himself back
into a solid slab of stone with hands. Nairn stared down at his own
fingers, rage transformed to wonder. He had hurt the impervious
Welkin with an errant harp note.
What else might he do?
He was so engrossed in possibilities that he barely
noticed the figure standing in front of him sometime later,
smiling, stirring a richly fragrant and steaming bowl.
“Nairn. Shall I give you a bite?”
It was darker now; the fire under the cauldron and
the moon glowed brightly in the vast, tidal flow of night, but
little else on the plain did. Her face was still blurred, shadowed
with twilight; her sweet, clear voice sounded as distant as memory.
A dream, a wish, his weary, hungry brain had conjured, he
suspected. Or she was something Welkin had picked out of Nairn’s
head and shaped with his harp string. Nothing that could possibly
be real.
He answered her tersely, “No.”
She was gone so abruptly, in the blink of an eye,
he knew she must have been an enchantment, until Welkin complained,
“You might have been more polite about it. She would have offered
me a bite, too, then, before you drove her off.”
“Who?”
“Who?” He snorted like a horse, then roused his
harp and his voice into a long rollicking ballad. Nairn pulled his
thoughts out of the mysterious realms of power and caught up with
him within a beat or two. The moon ascended, flooding the plain
with silver. It was strangely full, as though more time had passed
during their private battle than he realized. The ballad seemed to
last forever, Nairn picking verses out of his head so old he must
have been born knowing them, for all he remembered where he had
learned them.
“We could walk down together,” Welkin suggested,
when they had finished that and Nairn had challenged him with a
dance he had only ever heard played on the bladder-pipe. Welkin
only chuckled and leaped into it. “Charm her a bit, and she’ll feed
us both.”
“Right. You’ll wait until my mouth is full and I
can’t sing a note and you’ll call victory while I’m trying to
swallow.”
Welkin shrugged. “Who’s to notice? No one’s paying
attention but him.”
That seemed true enough. Everyone had wandered off
to listen to the last of the court bards, maybe, but for the tall
old man standing with his back to the moon. He was cloaked from
head to heel. Nairn saw a flutter of hair white as moonlight out of
the hood he wore, but nothing of his face.
Then his vision shifted, became clearer in the
deceptive light.
“That’s not a man,” he said. “Just one of the
standing stones.”
“You’re in poor shape if you can’t tell stone from
man. We’ve been playing for a night and a day and about to begin
another night. How much longer can you keep up with me? I’ve a
long, long road behind me that crisscrossed all over this land.
You’ve gone a mile or so from your pigsty.”
“Farther than that,” Nairn retorted. “I’m still
standing. And you’re the one who brought up the words. Food. Ale.
You’re the one who needs them.” He nodded at the stone. “Maybe
he’ll fetch them for you, if you ask.”
Nairn gave his gravelly laugh. “I could make him
dance. I could make him sing.”
“He’s stone.”
“I could make him tell our fortunes, which of us is
still on his feet and playing by the dawn. I’ll make you a wager:
whichever of us makes him speak goes down and charms her back up
here with her bowl of stew.”
“He’s stone. And you’ll cheat.”
“You’re just afraid of facing her.”
“What ‘her’? She’s just something you’ve conjured
up with your harp strings. I’m not wasting my fingers or my breath
trying to make a stone speak. I intend to be standing right here,
come the dawn, and you’ll be wondering where the magic in your harp
went.”
“Is that so.”
“Yes, old man,” he said between his teeth. “I’ll
find the way to make it so.”
Welkin laughed.
The sky darkened; stars gathered thick as the crowd
on the plain, more and more of them pushing out to listen. Nairn
played and sang to them, for they were all he saw. Even the night
fires across the plain had been neglected, except for the one still
burning beneath the great cauldron. No one else seemed to be eating
from it either. They were all gathered somewhere in the dark, he
guessed, somewhere beyond time, silent and entranced, waiting to
see which of them would come to the end of songs and put down his
harp, and finally feel the exhaustion, the torn fingers, the throat
so raw and swollen nothing but a toad-croak would ever come
creeping out of it again.
Even then, as the wheel of stars turned above them,
he heard Welkin’s playing strengthen, gather energy from the night,
at once so unfalteringly wild and so precise that the question
nobody could answer welled again through Nairn:
Who are you?
The old harper’s eyes caught starlight, glinted at
him. He heard Declan’s voice again, his only answer:
The magic is in the harp.
The strings played themselves, maybe; Welkin had
only to stay on his feet and remember the verses. It didn’t make a
great deal of sense, but nothing did, not the cauldron full of food
that no one ate, the crowd that never danced or sang with the
bards, or even spoke, the only one visible even in the dark either
a hooded man or a stone, either way as silent as the rest.
Something prickled over Nairn then, like a chill
breath from the midsummer moon. His fingers went cold; his eyes
grew swollen and dry, too dry even to blink, look away from what he
recognized, must have known long before, in some part of his mind
that was not busy trying to overwhelm the bard beside him with his
brilliance.
I know this song, he thought, but not of the one
under his fingers. The one in the plain in front of him. The
cauldron. The stone. The tower of night around him, stars endlessly
turning, turning. The ancient plain itself, everyone on it as mute
and ephemeral as ghosts.
Bone Plain.
He felt a sudden, fierce shock of exultation and
dread. It was what he wanted, he knew then: an end to the
never-ending competition. The tower appeared first in his memory’s
eye: rooted close to where he and Welkin stood, its stones coiling
endlessly upward into the stars. He had watched it appear once
before in all his innocence and ignorance, before he knew it had a
name. Now he knew it. He named it, gazing at it with his heart’s
knowing eye, willing it to appear, build itself note by note, stone
by stone, spiraling out of him, a stone for every note, a swirl of
stars crowning its ascent into the night. It was what they both
wanted, he and Welkin: the only place where they could finally be
judged.
The Turning Tower.
He dreamed it as he played. In another world, a
harper with sweat dripping onto his harp strings, his muscles
burning, fingers cracked and bleeding, wrenched yet one more song
out of himself. In his dream, the massive tower grew to engulf the
plain, the campfires burning on it scarcely bigger than the
flickering stars within the stones. Grave and kindly voices filled
it, stopped the interminable competition. The Trials and the
Terrors were simple matters compared to the song he was dragging
out of his anklebones, his ear bones. The voices commanded; he did
as he was told; he accepted the justice demanded in the ancient
lines of poetry; at last he could rest.
He only had to open the tower door ...
He could see it: a paler oblong of stone in the
dark wall, the color of the standing stones. Twig-words ran across
the lintel stone; a single word glowed in the middle of the door: a
circle containing an endless spiral that started in the center and
whorled around itself to merge with the outer ring and begin its
backward spiral. The word teased at Nairn. He knew it; he did not
know it. Declan had not taught it to him, but his fingers knew it.
They kept trying to play it like a song, pull it out of the
strings, shape it, say it in ways his weary brain could not begin
to form. He felt Welkin’s eyes on him, as though he heard the
changes in Nairn’s music, the odd patterns, the unexpected rhythms
that drove him. It was the door latch, that word. It was the lock
and the bar and the turning key. Sweat stung his eyes, blinding
him; he shook it away, felt the limp, wet strands of his hair. They
had played for a night and a day, and now began another night, and
little had passed his lips except his own sweat. It didn’t matter.
Not even Welkin mattered anymore. Only that word, drawn by fire, it
seemed, on the face of the door.
He closed his eyes, let it fill his mind, whatever
it was, and let his fingers speak. He felt it before he heard it: a
wild, jarring sound like a string breaking, or a small animal
crying out in sudden pain. He opened his eyes again,
startled.
He heard his own voice, then, loosed in a ragged
shout of pure terror. His fingers froze.
Death, the word on the door said, and it surrounded
him: ghost after ghost pulling themselves out of their bones laid
to rest on slabs of creamy yellow stone and long picked clean by
time. The wraiths wore their memories of wealth and honor, fine
robes and mantels of many colors, adorned with soft fur, intricate
embroidery, buttons of carved bone. Their armbands and collars and
hairpins were fashioned of silver and gold. Precious stones gleamed
on the instruments they carried; other instruments encased in fine
leather leaned against the burial pallets. The ghosts were the
oldest bards of the plain, Nairn guessed, looking much as they
might have the day before they died, except for their eyes. All
were empty and black as skull sockets, swimming with the
reflections of fire from the single torch beside the open
door.
“Welcome.”
He was greeted in the language he had heard Welkin
speak. This time he understood it. He backed a step, not wanting,
in any language, to be welcomed into the company of the dead. But
he was, he reminded himself, where he had wished to be: inside the
lines of the oldest poem in the realm.
Welkin answered, and Nairn started, remembering
that he was not alone, that the bard had his own very powerful
reasons to be there, and they had a contest to finish.
“What must we do?” Nairn’s voice came out as a
poor, shredded phantom of itself, splintered between fear and
wonder and the endless songs he had sung to get where he
stood.
“Play,” Welkin answered grimly. “Play your heart
out. That’s the only true door out of here.”
“Play,” a wraith echoed, a woman robed in orange
and purple, her gray-gold braids wound with golden thread. “The
‘Ballad of Enek and Krital.’ You, Pig-Singer. Play it the way I
sang it.”
Nairn’s mind went instantly blank. These were all
court bards, he knew, no matter how forgotten the courts, and he
doubted that even Declan’s knowledge had reached as far back as
they went. But his fingers were moving again, suddenly, along the
path of a teasing little phrase that had danced out of nowhere into
his head. The wraith was smiling by the end of it, the rich threads
in her hair spiraling with reflections of fire as she nodded. She
said nothing. Another bard, an old man in white, with long hair and
a longer beard, broke the brief silence after Nairn finished.
“Play ‘The Gathering of Crows,’ Welkin.”
A song Nairn had never heard, the ballad of a dying
young warrior, melted through his heart. The old bard sang out of
the harsh beginnings of time and song, both stripped to their
essences. It sounded eerie, haunting, as though a stone on the
plain were singing to itself. Nairn’s skin prickled again with
sudden, cold terror. He was going to lose this contest. The scruffy
wanderer with the mismatched eyes and a voice like a collision of
old bones and shards, knew the songs that had been buried with
these wraiths. Where Welkin had heard them, what graves he had sat
on, listening to the singing of the brambles growing out of hollow
skulls, Nairn could not imagine. But somewhere in his travels,
Welkin had learned the songs of the dead.
He would walk out of this tomb triumphant and alive
and take his place as Royal Bard in King Oroh’s court. Wealth,
honor, and all the music of the realm would be his. And there Nairn
would be, as ever, outside the walls, outside the windows, looking
in at what he could not have.
At that unlikely moment, as he stood within the
heart of the oldest secret of the plain, Nairn heard Declan’s
voice.
The magic is in the harp ...
The young lover died; the crows descended. There
was not a word, not so much as a flash of fire lit silver or
running thread of gold from the motionless listeners.
Then a third wraith spoke. “Pig-Singer. ‘The
Journey of the Wheel.’ ”
Nairn raised his harp, hoping against hope that his
fingers would know the song that he was certain, in all his
rambles, he had never encountered. They hovered, silent. The
wraiths stood as silently, waiting.
Then his fingers moved to the deepest string on the
harp, played that one string all at once, echoing the deep, fierce
longings, despair, and certainty strung along Nairn’s sinews,
reverberating in his bones, that Welkin cheated, that Welkin had no
great gifts, that all the ancient power belonged to his harp, and
Nairn could break those strings with a wish and prove it.
One string in Welkin’s harp did snap, before the
old bard himself gave an anguished, untuned cry. The harp dropped
first, then the harper, following it to earth.
From out of the suddenly starry sky, stones began
to fall.