Chapter Thirteen
Phelan sat on the floor of the broken tower,
surrounded by dusty tomes. There was a threadbare carpet across the
stones, almost as ancient as the record books, the first of which
had been started during Declan’s time. The forgotten history Phelan
held in his hands made him reluctant to abscond with them; he would
wait, he decided, for Bayley Wren’s permission. There were over
three dozen of them, all fat, every page meticulously lined with
precise and mundane detail of the school’s long past: “To Trey
Sims, woodcutter, for two wagonloads of wood from the north, and
for the labor of it, and the journey ... To Haley Coe for nine
casks of ale and five bottles of elderberry wine ... To Gar Holm
for six fat salmon from the Stirl and twice as many eel ...
Accounts received for room and board of student Ansel Tige from his
father, late again ... Accounts received for one night’s lodging
from Master Gremmell, and two servants, on their way across the
plain ...”
Why Bayley kept his office and his bedchamber
within the chill walls of the tower instead of in the comfortably
renovated portion of the ancient building, Phelan understood
easily. The stewards charted and guarded the history of the school,
and the silent walls were steeped in it. Declan himself had lived
there, and had left the echoes of the music of the first Royal Bard
of Belden. Phelan and Zoe had explored the place thoroughly when
they were children. Worn stairs spiraled up and up the curved
walls, where apertures scarcely wider than a knife blade eked out
miserly glimpses of the city and the Stirl. The steps debouched now
and then into a small chamber where the curious leavings of
centuries, like remnants from a flood, gathered dust and owl
droppings. The steward’s office was as high as it could be without
using the sky for a roof. Above it, the walls were jagged with the
mysterious violence that had torn through the top of the tower,
left the chamber they circled open to the seasons. There, as high
as they could climb up the broken steps, the young Zoe and Phelan
had sat, singing to the sun and the moon rising over the plain,
watching in wonder as the oldest words in the world moved to their
stately rhythms by day and by night, oblivious to the busy city
crusting the shores of the ancient water.
There, once, he and Zoe had made love under the
moonlight on the top of the broken tower. Phelan remembered that
with a smile. But they knew each other far too well, which is why
the experiment had been both success and failure. They had been
grateful for the knowledge but too curious to be content with one
another.
“This day by my hand: Lyle Renne, Steward
...”
Phelan considered that. He closed the book, reached
for another.
“This day by my hand, Farrel Renn ...”
Intrigued, he put down that book, opened another.
And then another. Days flowed through months, years, centuries of
detail: a new washtub for the kitchen, half a dozen student robes
made by Mistress Cassell, a scullery maid promoted to cook, three
bags of flour, a new master hired, a coffin for the death of an
elderly master, accounts rendered to a midwife for the birth of the
child of a student whose parents refused to take her back. All
accounts signed for that day by some variant of Wren. Back and back
Phelan looked, amazed, while the writing became awkward; letters
changed shape; spelling grew fluid, arbitrary. Ren became Wren,
became Renne, became Renn, and then, leaping forward through time,
again Wren.
“Wren,” he murmured, and there Bayley Wren was,
opening the office door, crossing the room. Phelan gazed at him,
this relic of history. With his gray-gold hair and the hollows in
his strong face, he did seem balanced on the cusp of forever.
“What?” the steward inquired mildly of Phelan’s
expression.
“You’re in here,” Phelan marveled. “All the way
back to the beginning of Belden. Like the Peverell kings.”
“There has been a Wren at the school for as long as
the school has existed. One in each generation was born with a
taste for detail, for order, and for paying bills. It does seem an
inherited position.”
Phelan got to his feet, brushing at the dust of
centuries and frowning as he contemplated the present generation.
“I can’t see Zoe entering accounts rendered in the records.”
Bayley gave his rare, dry chuckle. “Nor can I. I
wonder myself how history will find its way around her.” He glanced
at the untidy pile at Phelan’s feet. “Something in
particular?”
“Yes. Nairn.”
“Ah,” Bayley said softly.
“Also, a certain Circle of Days.”
The steward shook his head over that one. “I
haven’t read all of the account books. I do remember Argot Ren’s
reference to Nairn. I have no idea what he meant by the Circle of
Days. If it involved accounts rendered or received, it will show up
in the records somewhere.”
Phelan brooded a moment. “I have to start
somewhere. It might as well be at the beginning. May I take the
earliest books home with me?”
Master Wren hesitated at that, looking as though
Phelan had asked to make off with his fingers. “Those books have
never left this tower. If you can persuade them to cross the
threshold ...”
Phelan left with the three oldest, pledging his
father’s fortune as collateral if he left them on a tram or dropped
them into the Stirl. The house was quiet when he came in. Sophy and
Jonah were both out, he suspected on wildly different errands on
opposite sides of the city. He settled himself on the sofa, opened
the first account book, and, within a dozen pages, fell headlong
into it.
He surfaced sometime later, at a query from Sagan
as to whether he might like a lamp turned on, and would he be
dining at home that evening?
“No,” he said dazedly, rolling off the sofa. He
collected the books, feeling off-balance in that world, two vastly
different centuries clamoring for precedence in his brain. “I’m
going out, thanks.”
“Shall I take those books for you?”
“No,” he said again, quickly, having a vision of
his drunken father finding them, riffling through his bookmarks and
snorting with laughter at the latest moldy turn of Phelan’s paper.
“I’ll hide them myself.”
He walked along the river, vaguely aware of the
lights flickering on in the twilight, from streetlamps and
buildings, streaking the water with their colorful reflections. The
evening was warm; market skiffs still plied the waters among the
gilded, lantern-lit barges that had rowed out for a meal or a party
on the water. He wondered if his mother was on one of them. Jonah
was probably sitting on top of a standing stone with a bottle in
hand, trying to pick an argument with the moon. Phelan had little
idea where he was going; he let his feet lead him. When, a mile or
two later, they turned into the city’s oldest tavern on the
waterfront, the Merry Rampion, he was not surprised.
The crowd was a noisy mix of students and masters,
dockers and fishers on their way home, and well-dressed patrons out
on the town. He glanced around for Jonah, was relieved not to find
him there. Chase Rampion greeted him genially, brought him beer,
and left him alone in the crush, gazing out of the grimy, whorled
window at the gulls wheeling above the darkening water.
Something portentous had happened between the time
Nairn had first appeared in the records and when his name was no
longer mentioned. Exactly what lay between the lines. The first
school steward, Dower Ren, must have written his entries with his
teeth clenched, so terse were they: “This day accounts rendered to
Wil Homely, stonemason, for repairs to what is now the tower roof,
and for removing the fallen stones from the school grounds.” A day
or two earlier, accounts had been rendered “to Salix, for tending
to the minor wounds of the school steward, and to Brixton Mar,
carpenter, for a new desk and bed frame for same. Ink and a new pot
procured with thanks rendered to Salix, and to the school
kitchen.”
The old school tower had apparently fallen in, or
blown itself up, or cracked in two, right in the middle of the
first bardic competition. Struck by age, by an errant wind, by an
earthquake, by an oak tree falling on it? The steward did not say.
Whatever happened was beyond the pale of accounts rendered and
received.
“Phelan.”
He started. Someone had slipped into the empty
chair at his tiny table. Zoe, he saw with relief; at least he would
not have to make inane noises.
She had an odd expression on her face. A new one,
he realized with surprise, after all those years of knowing her.
The tavern keeper came to greet her, carrying a glass of her
favorite wine.
“Thank you, Chase,” she said, kissing him; he
lingered a moment, puzzling, like Phelan, over the distraction in
her eyes and the deep frown between them.
Then someone called him away, and she took a deep
breath.
“Phelan,” she said again, very softly, touching his
wrist; her fingers were cold.
“What?” he asked abruptly. “Is it your father?
Mine?”
“No—it’s Quennel.”
“Is he dead?”
She shook her head quickly, leaned even closer to
him. “No. He’s—he’s going to call a bardic competition. He wants to
retire.”
Phelan sat back in his creaky chair, astonished.
“Now? I thought he’d die on the job in a decade or two, with his
harp strings breaking along with his heart.”
“No.” She hesitated; he waited, riveted. “He—he
said things—I don’t know if he’s imagining them or not. He
wants—Phelan, are you going to compete?”
He stared at her, appalled. “Of course not.”
“Oh, good. I didn’t want to compete against you.
Quennel said—Well, he asked me to.”
“Of course he would want you to replace him.”
“I tried to persuade him not to retire, but he
seems to have lost heart.” She took a swallow of wine, her frown
deepening. Phelan watched her.
“What,” he wondered, “are you not telling
me?”
“Just something Quennel said.” She put her glass
down, dipped a finger absently, and ran it along the rim of the
glass, brooding again, as the glass sang. “I want to be sure he’s
right, before ... So don’t ask. I’ll tell you when I need
to.”
“All right,” he said, mystified. Her eyes shifted
beyond him, widened, and he turned, hearing a roil of boots and
voices flowing through the open door, breaking across the room.
Someone cried Zoe’s name; she closed her eyes briefly. Then she put
a smile on her face as Frazer reached her, with Kelda so close
behind him they might have been racing, Phelan thought dourly,
though if he had placed a bet, it wouldn’t have been on
Frazer.
“Come with us,” the young man pleaded. He added,
belatedly, “And you, too, Phelan.”
“No, thanks. I’m leaving.”
Frazer lowered his voice a trifle. “There’s a group
in the back waiting for Kelda. He’s going to teach us an ancient
language. He says the letters are magical. We hoped to find you—you
must join us, Zoe. We’re going to form a secret society—” He
stopped, reddening, as Kelda chuckled. “Well, not secret now, I
suppose, after my babbling.” Zoe’s eyes moved from his ardent face
to Lord Grishold’s bard, her expression complex again, reserved and
oddly wary, despite her vivid smile.
“Magical?” she echoed.
“Grishold folklore,” Kelda explained easily.
“Something I picked up in my wanderings. It probably evolved from
an ancient bardic exercise. Frazer brought up the subject—”
Phelan laughed; the bard’s dark eyes queried him.
“It’s Frazer’s constant question, these days. I’m glad someone can
finally give him an answer. I’m tone-deaf when it comes to the
subject of magic.”
“Yes, so I thought,” the bard said cheerfully
without bothering to explain himself.
“Please join us,” Frazer urged Zoe. “Kelda says
that your voice alone is sorcery, and you understood, that day,
what I was asking you. You know you did—I felt it.”
For a moment, her smile became genuine. “Well, I
would like to know what Kelda said that took the scowl off your
face.” She drew breath, held it, then stood up recklessly. “Why
not? I’ll come and listen, at least.”
“Good!” Kelda dropped a hand on Phelan’s shoulder,
effectively keeping him in his seat. “You are welcome, too, of
course. But since you seem to have someplace to be ...”
“Yes,” Phelan said without moving, watching Zoe’s
hand tremble as she brought her wineglass to her lips. She finished
half of it in a couple of swallows and smiled brightly without
meeting Phelan’s eyes.
“Where are we going?”
“Back out the door,” Kelda said, gesturing to the
group waiting for him along the far wall, “to a much quieter place.
Only as far as that, this evening. How far later, who knows?”
“I do,” a sinewy, drunken voice said from behind
Phelan as they moved away, and he closed his eyes, stifling a
groan. Kelda, his back to the voice, halted almost imperceptively
midstep, then changed his mind and kept going toward the door.
Frazer flung a startled glance behind them, but Zoe, her backbone
rigid, relegated the problem to Phelan and drew Frazer along in her
wake.
Phelan rose quickly; Jonah, who hadn’t noticed him,
blinked befuddledly at the apparition.
“What are you doing here?”
“Drinking a beer,” Phelan answered. “Join
me?”
“No, thank you. I intend to join the party that
just left.”
“I don’t believe you were invited. Anyway, there’s
something I want to ask you.”
“Ask me later. I have a bone to pick with that
bard. A salmon bone.”
“Pick it later,” Phelan pleaded, not wanting to
chase his father down the street to forestall a brawl. “I need to
know what caused the top of the school’s tower to blow apart during
the first bardic competition and rain down all over the grounds and
nearly kill the school steward.”
Jonah stared at him. Forgetting his query for the
moment, he sat down slowly on the only vacant chair left in the
place. “What have you been reading, boy?”
“The school steward’s records.”
“Dower Ren wrote all that down?”
“Accounts were rendered for a new roof, for someone
to clean up the grounds, and to Salish for healing—”
“Salix.”
“Whoever he was, for taking care of the steward’s
scrapes when the roof fell into his chamber.”
“She.”
“Dower Ren was a woman?”
“No, Salix.”
“If it cost money, he wrote it down. Dower Ren
did.” He paused, eyeing his father. “You’ve read this, then?”
“No. I had no idea ... It couldn’t possibly have
been ... What exactly did he say about the broken tower?”
“Nothing much more. Only accounts rendered for
three coffins for the remains of two students who were killed by
the stones to be sent home in—”
“Two students.”
“The third was never found. Blown up like the
tower, most likely, though the steward doesn’t speculate. He only
wrote that since Nairn’s family was unknown, and there was no body
to put into the third coffin, said coffin went back to the maker,
and accounts already rendered for it were returned.” He paused,
studying Jonah speculatively, while a waiter flourished his bar
towel at a splash of Zoe’s wine and set a foaming mug down in front
of Jonah. “Odd,” Phelan murmured finally. “That’s one thing I did
notice.” Jonah, frowning down at his beer without tasting it,
raised a brow at his son absently. “He never wrote that Salix was a
woman. I had an image of a kindly, crusty village doctor in my
head, with a huge hoary beard and hair in his ears. What have you
read about those early years?”
“I haven’t.”
“Then how did you know—”
“I don’t. Leave it—”
“I can’t,” Phelan told him recklessly. “I’ve
decided to do my paper on Nairn and the mysterious Circle of Days.
Do you know anything about that?”
Jonah glowered at him for no particular reason that
Phelan could see. He raised his beer finally, downed half of it.
“It’s been translated a dozen times,” he answered testily, coming
up for air. “Mostly badly.”
“How would you know?” Phelan asked curiously, and
his father lurched up, beer dripping over his fingers.
“You are foul company tonight,” he complained. “Not
even your mother pesters me with questions like this. I have
business with that bard.”
Phelan sighed. “I’ll come with you.”
“No, you won’t.” Again Phelan was weighed into his
seat, this time by Jonah’s far heavier hand. “I don’t want you
anywhere near him. I’ll deal with him. Somehow.”
“Fine,” Phelan said wearily, hoping that Kelda and
his band of disciples had vanished by now into the back streets of
Caerau. “You do that. Let me know where you end up when I have to
bail you out.”
“Fine.”
“Fine.”
What was it with everyone that evening? he
wondered, watching Jonah wind his way through the merry company,
gulping the last of his beer and pushing the mug into an
outstretched hand raised in greeting. Kelda at his most annoying,
Zoe trailing impulsively after him despite all her reservations,
Jonah prickly as a hedgehog and threatening mayhem, everyone
hinting of mysteries they particularly did not want Phelan to know
... The night revolved around Lord Grishold’s bard, it seemed, and
Phelan stood abruptly, finishing his beer on the way up, yielding
to the pull of Kelda’s oddly powerful orbit, into which his father
seemed in imminent danger of falling facedown.
He hovered on the top step outside the tavern door,
peering over heads to find his father, shifting this way and that
at the flow around him. He glimpsed the back of Jonah’s head
finally, moving downriver along the road. Then a blur of purple
coming up the steps hid Jonah again.
“What are we looking for?”
Phelan blinked. Princess Beatrice, in purple silks
trimmed with blue the color of her eyes, her tawny hair in a tumble
of curls down her back, had stopped on the step beside him to peer
down the street.
“My father,” Phelan explained tersely. “He’s out
looking for trouble, in the shape of Lord Grishold’s bard.” He
realized he was effectively blocking a very well dressed group of
her friends, and shifted quickly. “I’m sorry, Princess.”
She didn’t move. “Kelda. Yes, they seemed to know
each other, didn’t they, last night?”
“Did they?” he said, surprised.
“Maybe it was my imagination.”
He gazed at her silently, struck by her perception.
“No. You’re right,” he said slowly. “Either they’ve met before, or
my father feels a mystifying animosity toward a complete
stranger.”
“I’m coming with you,” she said abruptly.
“Princess Beatrice—”
“I like working for your father, and I don’t want
to lose my job because of some scandal to which my mother is forced
to pay attention.” She turned for a word to her listening friends,
who laughed and began to disappear into the Merry Rampion. “Which
way did he go?” she asked, following Phelan into the street.
“Downriver. But, Princess, surely you have more
diverting plans for the evening than watching my father try to
brain someone with a tavern sign—”
“No,” she said with a suck of breath. “Has he
really—”
“Yes.”
“Anyway, we were only going on to a breathtakingly
boring party where my sister-in-law-to-be will chatter endlessly
about swatches and ruches.”
“Is that some weird new kind of hairstyle?”
“You don’t want to know. Isn’t that your father?
Just passing the fish-market stalls?”
“Yes,” he said, tautly. “Thank you, Princess. Your
presence might actually check some of his more lunatic impulses.
But his brain is such a morass when he’s like this, you might find
it tedious listening to him.”
“He can’t be more tedious than my brother’s
betrothed,” she murmured, hurrying beside him effortlessly it
seemed, her high violet heels tapping briskly along the worn
cobbles. “He’s going into the fish market ... Would Kelda likely be
there?”
“Empty stalls are far quieter than the Merry
Rampion ... Kelda was trailing a horde of disciples when he left,
whom he promised to instruct in ancient magical arts.”
She slowed, turning a wide-eyed gaze at him.
“Magic. How strange ... so that’s what’s in his eyes.”
“Whose?”
“Kelda’s.” Then she flushed quickly, vividly, under
a streetlight. Phelan, watching, opened his mouth; she shook her
head quickly. “It’s hard to explain.”
“Try,” Phelan suggested softly. “Please, Princess.
If you saw something in him, then it might explain what my father
sees, or thinks he does.”
“I’m sorry.” She met his eyes again, patting her
curls to order, it seemed, in lieu of her thoughts. “He confuses
me, Kelda does.”
“You aren’t alone, there,” he breathed grimly,
thinking of the wine trembling in Zoe’s glass, his father’s
incomprehensible obsession. “What is it about this bard that sets
everyone on edge? He’s coming back out of the stalls.”
She turned her head quickly. “Kelda?”
“My father.”
“He’s crossing the street.”
“He’s going into—”
“The Wharf Rat.” Her long fingers closed briefly on
his wrist, surprisingly strong. “Phelan—”
“I’m not taking you in there,” he said adamantly.
“It’s full of—”
“Wharf rats? I suppose that would be high on the
list of things that would cause my mother to pack me off to the
country. No matter—he’s coming back out.”
Windmilling back out, more precisely, Phelan
thought, watching his father, on the next block, grappling at the
air for balance as though he had been pushed out the door.
Luck held him upright, though a couple of passing
dockers Jonah careened against were not so fortunate. They hauled
themselves off the cobbles, cursing Jonah loudly. But he had
already rounded the corner into a side street, and Phelan picked up
his pace.
“There,” Princess Beatrice said quickly, as they
took the turn onto the narrower, shadowy street in time to see
Jonah walk through the gate of a low white picket fence without
bothering to open it. “Well. There goes that herbaceous border. Is
it an inn, or someone’s house?”
Phelan sighed, recognizing the bowed front windows
fashioned from ovals of warped glass, the picturesque walls covered
with neatly pruned ivy. “The Stonedancer Inn. They know my father.
The last time I found him in there, he was sitting on the floor
surrounded by the contents of an entire tea trolley, with potsherds
on his shoulders and the lid on his head.”
“He’s going in—” The princess’s voice wobbled,
steadied. “No. He’s going around the back.”
“Then we’ll go in the front. Meet him
halfway.”
“But what would make him think that Kelda might be
here?” the princess wondered, hurrying down the brick walkway after
Phelan. “Kelda hardly knows his way around the castle, let alone
the back streets of the Caerau waterfront. And why this prim little
inn?”
Phelan opened the door. The proprietor had
abandoned the quaint reception desk. Doors along the creaky hallway
were closed. Painted hands on signs pointed the directions of The
Breakfast Room, The Library, The Lounge. Phelan turned to follow
that finger.
“Wait for me in the library?” he suggested to
Princess Beatrice, who ignored him.
He opened the door to the lounge abruptly, glimpsed
a round table full of shadowy people next to a huge old hearth,
whose fire provided the only light in the room. Then he heard a
familiar sound that grew too loud, too fast, filling his ears, then
the room, like the formless bellow of something as old as the world
that had erupted from its sleep to rage at him.
The sound flooded into him; he felt it vibrate
through every bone in his body from skull to toe, and in that brief
moment, he listened for the sound that his thrumming bones might
make, astonished that there could be so many. Then he heard his
father’s voice. The string that he had become keened and snapped,
and he rattled down like a limp marionette onto the floor.
He opened his eyes a moment or a night later. From
that angle, under the table, he saw the lounge’s back door hanging
open on broken hinges. A pair of strange boots seemed to be arguing
vehemently with a pair of familiar boots that were cracked with
misadventure and old enough to have attracted a crust of barnacles.
A third pair of shoes, pretty violet heels, came toward him,
slowed, stood motionlessly for a moment at the table. He remembered
them, and lifted his head dizzily to see the princess’s face.
She was staring at something on the table. Phelan
heard her voice very clearly, somehow, beneath the escalating
battle of voices belonging to the boots.
“The Circle of Days.”
Then her shoes spoke, coming toward him again, and
he recognized the overwhelming sound that had driven into the
marrow of his bones.
A single harp note.