Chapter Fifteen
Princess Beatrice heard about the Royal Bard’s
decision from her mother, who summoned her before she could flee
the castle in her dungarees. The tide had turned in the river; the
work crew would be waiting near Dockers Bridge for her to pick them
up. She had hoped for a word with Master Burley before she left
about the hen scratches she had seen the evening before, drawn with
charcoal on the lounge table at the inn. But no: work crew, hen
scratches, and any thought about Phelan had to wait while she
attended the queen in her mauve-appointed morning room.
As usual, the sight of her daughter in pants and
grubby boots caused Queen Harriet to close her eyes and delicately
pinch the bridge of her nose. That, as usual, caused her daughter
to wonder why, after so many digs, her mother was not inured by
now. It was as though she thought she had two daughters named
Beatrice and a vague hope that one of them would disappear
entirely.
“Yes, Mother?”
The queen opened her eyes again and frowned. “You
never appeared at Lady Phillipa’s party for Damen and Daphne’s
engagement yesterday. It was noticed. You were missed.”
“They have had so many engagement parties. I didn’t
think they’d care.”
“I was told you went off somewhere with Phelan Cle.
And yet no one can tell me where. No one we know, that is. You
vanish into dank holes during the day; I feel very strongly, and so
does your father, that you should not begin to disappear at night
as well.”
“I’m sorry,” Beatrice said penitently, alarmed for
her freedom. “It’s only—Phelan Cle had a slight accident
and—”
“I know. The bill for that ‘slight accident’
arrived on Grishold’s breakfast tray earlier this morning.”
Beatrice’s eyes widened; her lips tightened over a startled laugh.
Her mother’s voice thinned. “The back door and doorframe of an inn,
historical though it might be and with period door hinges, in a not
entirely reputable quarter of the docks. And his bard blamed for
the damage. Your uncle was nearly incoherent. Such details should
never have come to his attention. Nor mine. Apparently Jonah Cle
offered recompense for all damages, but the innkeeper felt that, in
his dissolute state, he wouldn’t remember a thing the next morning,
and so he sent his claim to my brother. Why were you anywhere near
this sordid little scene? Explain to me again?”
“It wasn’t really—We were—How did you know I was
there?”
“The innkeeper recognized you and named you as a
witness.”
“Oh.”
Queen Harriet closed her eyes again, briefly. “I
will assume he has seen you on certain public occasions. Beyond
that, I don’t want to know.”
“Yes, Mother.” She glanced at the antique water
clock on the mantelpiece and thought despairingly of the tide. “I
really am sorry. Phelan was worried about his father, so I—I went
with him to help.”
“Worried with good reason, apparently. Really,
Beatrice. You abandoned your friends and went trailing off after
the soused Master Cle, who has left a litter of broken things
across the entire city of Caerau.”
“He didn’t break the door. It was Kelda, escaping
out the back—”
“I really don’t want to know,” her mother said
adamantly. “Bards should make music, not scenes, and now we have
another incident, so soon after Quennel’s accident with the salmon
mousse, and I’m told that the city will very shortly be overrun
with bards.”
Beatrice raised her hand, dropped it, resisting a
childhood urge to chew on a lock of hair when confused. “It
will?”
“It most certainly will if your father can’t
persuade Quennel not to retire. It’s absurd of him, of
course—Quennel, I mean—he’s perfectly fine now, except for a slight
sore throat, and there’s no reason for him to inflict such a
competition on us all now.”
The hen scratches, the glint in the young bard’s
eye, the powerful flash of light that had come out of the charcoal
scribbles on the table merged suddenly in Beatrice’s head. She
breathed, illumined, “Kelda.”
The queen regarded her frostily. “Kelda?”
Beatrice wished she could inhale the name back out
of the air. “I’m sorry, Mother,” she said yet again. “I didn’t mean
to interrupt you. I really will try not to be so impulsive.”
“I was going to say—” Queen Harriet paused,
inspired by the sight of her daughter’s outfit, to bring up another
subject now that Beatrice was in a placatory mood. “I think,” she
began slowly, “that you should give some serious thought to your
own future. Your father allows you to indulge your whims because
you have similar interests. With him it’s a hobby; with you it’s
becoming a career. A rather undignified and completely unnecessary
one. You’ve played in the dirt long enough. It’s time you followed
the example of your sister, Charlotte. Yes, Lucien, I’m just
speaking to your daughter. What is it?”
The king, who had appeared in the doorway, said
perplexedly, “I’ve just been handed the most amazing message from
your brother.” He broke off, noticing his daughter. “Beatrice! Why
are you still here? You’ll miss the ebb tide.”
She escaped with relief, before she accidentally
committed herself to children, dogs, and endless country garden
parties.
Down in the site, helping Campion coax the line of
stones out of the wall of dirt into daylight, she was so absent
that Ida, sifting through the earth at her feet, asked
sympathetically, “Is it getting worse?”
“Is what?”
“Being in love.”
Beatrice stared down at her. “In love. Oh—” She
remembered some distant time, when she had met Kelda’s gaze and had
felt it everywhere, all over her body. She flushed, wondering how
she could have ever misread the power in his eyes.
“When love is gone, how little of love—” Campion
intoned sonorously.
“I was never in love,” Beatrice said crossly. “It
was an accident.” Even she had to smile, reluctantly, as they
hooted. “A very silly mistake.”
His face was still on her mind, as she had seen it
the previous evening. Phelan had opened the lounge door, and Kelda,
standing at the table with students watching him, drawing a pattern
on the pale wood with a burned splinter of kindling, had raised his
head at the interruption. His eyes had seemed scarcely human then.
The eyes of a raven, a wild horse, a toad, they seemed to recognize
nothing human. He hadn’t touched his harp. The sound had come out
of him, or the word he had drawn: a deep string, vibrating until it
seemed to shake the floor. And then the streak of light ... When
she could see again, the back door hung on its hinges, Phelan lay
on the floor, and Jonah Cle had appeared out of nowhere. Everyone
else had vanished.
A shadow blocked the sunlight overhead; she
started, peered upward, and found Jonah leaning over the site edge,
peering back at them.
“Ah, you are here, after all, Princess.”
“Barely,” she told him ruefully, aware of the tools
growing quiet around her as everyone listened. “My mother was not
happy with me. How is Phelan?”
“I don’t know. I haven’t been home. Come up a
moment?”
She mused a bit darkly, as she climbed the ladder,
about the carelessness of parents. Jonah added, as though he read
her mind, “You could ask him.” He helped her off the ladder. He
smelled like a brewery, and his eyes squinted painfully at the
cheerful sunlight. But he seemed sober enough.
“Then how do you know that Phelan made it home?”
she asked patiently, stifling an unaccustomed urge to raise her
voice. Jonah had put them together into a cab; Phelan was coherent
by then, though he kept his eyes shut. Yes, he promised, he would
call a physician; no, the princess should not see him home since
the cab would pass the castle first. Yes, he would be fine if he
could just fall into bed, only he had something extremely important
to tell her if he could remember what it was ... He couldn’t, not
before the cab left her at the castle gates. She watched it roll
away with a hiss of steam; that was the last she had seen of
Phelan.
“Where else would he have gone?” Jonah asked with
annoying unconcern, and added, “I searched all night for Kelda. Did
you see him this morning at the castle?”
She shook her head. “No. I wasn’t looking, though.
Speaking of bards, my mother said something about Quennel wanting
to retire, and that the city would soon be overrun by bards. Have
you heard anything about that?”
“The bardic competition,” Jonah said grimly.
“That’s what brought Kelda here.”
“But he didn’t—Kelda had no idea Quennel would—”
She faltered, staring at him. “Are you suggesting that he planned
this? He—he used his magic against Quennel?”
“Quennel choked on a word,” Jonah said harshly, and
she blinked, as stray, wordlike objects in her head fit together
like broken shards.
“The Circle of Days.”
His eyes narrowed at her; she had managed to
astonish the jaded Master Cle. “You know about that?”
“Master Burley told me, when I remembered where I
had seen the hooded face on the disk. He said it’s an ancient
language in which very common words hold enormous powers. So the
theory goes. Nobody has ever been able to read into the words,
beneath them. I saw the pattern Kelda drew on the table. It was
also on the disk. What does it mean?”
“Bread.”
“Bread.”
“Look in any bakery. You see the pattern still used
on cottage loaves.”
“Really?” she said, amazed. “How fascinating. But
what is its other meaning? Its secret?”
“You know that, too. You saw its power last
night.”
She stared at him again, wordlessly. Standing under
the bright noon sun, she felt suddenly chilled and oddly helpless.
“All that power,” she whispered, “under my father’s roof.”
“Yes.”
“How—how do you know all this? Where did you first
meet Kelda?”
His eyes held hers. For a moment she thought he
would answer ; she could almost hear the words gather in the
silence between them. Then he shifted abruptly, glancing at the
city across the bridge. “Be careful of him,” he only said. “Did he
see you last night?”
“I couldn’t tell.”
“Don’t let him find you alone.”
“But what can we do?” she pleaded. “You know this
language—Do you have its power?”
He started to answer that, then stopped, and gave
her instead a wry, very genuine smile. “I wish I did. Whatever he
wants, he’ll wait to take it during the bardic competition. I might
be able to change his path then. Just try to stay away from him.
And look in on Phelan if you can.”
“Yes,” she said dazedly, and watched him pick his
way across the barrens of the ruined city before she descended once
again to the simpler mystery of stones.
“What was that about?” Campion asked curiously, as
she picked up her brush. She answered with a vague tale of Phelan
having an accident while trying to keep his father out of trouble,
and his father having to rescue him instead. It sounded solid, she
thought, until she glanced up and found Campion’s disconcerting
gaze upon her.
“And you had nothing better to do with your evening
than rattle around the Caerau waterfront chasing Jonah Cle?”
“You sound like my mother,” she complained, her
mouth sliding into a smile in spite of herself. “It didn’t seem odd
at the time.”
She found it difficult, after her conversation with
Jonah, to keep her mind on her work. The meticulous task of coaxing
what was most likely an old brick mantelpiece out of a wall of
earth with the equivalent of artists’ brushes and dental tools
seemed mildly absurd. It strained her patience, which she had
always thought was considerable. Now she wanted to toss her brush
on the floor and groan. She gritted her teeth, watched the sunlight
shift with painstaking slowness across one bit of grit on the
floor, then another. She only realized how the strain of her
silence had spread through the site when Curran finally broke
it.
“Go,” he told her gently. “Just go where you need
to. You’re already out of here and away; you just haven’t caught up
with yourself yet.”
She drove the steam car over the bridge, debated
about changing her clothes, passed the castle without deciding, and
parked along the old, quiet streets where Phelan lived. For a
moment, when the ageless Sagan opened the door, she regretted her
dungarees and her dusty hair.
He only murmured at a query behind him, “Princess
Beatrice, Lady Sophy. Come from the archaeological digs, would be
my guess.”
“Sorry,” the princess said to Sophy, wondering how
many times she had overworked that word in one morning. But Sophy,
who after all had married the mercurial Jonah, only saw what she
chose to: the princess on her doorstep.
“How lovely of you to pay us a visit! Jonah is
away, but Phelan is here, resting.”
“Yes. How is he?”
“A slight fever. I gave him some meadowsweet tea
and took away his inkpots. Please, sit down.”
“I’m a bit untidy.”
“Nonsense. Sagan, please tell Phelan that Princess
Beatrice is here.” Beatrice perched herself on the edge of a chair.
Sophy fluttered down onto the sofa, adding, with her charming
smile, “I’m not at all certain what happened last night. Phelan is
vague and Jonah is—well, his usual self. Do you know?”
“Something—” Beatrice managed guardedly. “Only a
little.”
The gray eyes, so like Phelan’s, regarded her
temperately. There was, Beatrice realized for the first time, a
great deal of focus beneath the disarming flightiness Sophy
scattered around her as a distraction. It kept her from having to
answer questions about her impossible husband. It didn’t keep her
from wondering. And now she was asking.
“Yes,” Beatrice blurted. “I know some of it. I
don’t understand it all. It’s complex.”
“Well, it would be, wouldn’t it, considering Jonah.
Nothing trivial, nothing predictable ... And now, Phelan. I must go
out in a few moments. A women’s party: we have secured a barge for
Lady Petris, to row her upriver and picnic along the water at a
place with a very fine view of the plain. You would be entirely
welcome to join us.”
“I’m hardly dressed—”
“And you have come to talk to Phelan. Straight from
your dig, and wearing the dust of antiquity in your hair.”
Beatrice brushed at it. “I think it’s barely a
couple of centuries old.”
“Not likely to be of great interest, then.”
“Some kind of common brickwork. No. I came rather
impulsively.” She hesitated, added as impulsively, “I am sorry to
be so mysterious. I simply don’t know exactly what I’m looking
at.”
“Jonah does have that effect ... Yes, Sagan?”
“Phelan seems to have gone out,” the butler said
apologetically. “Sometime ago, and by way of the kitchen, so he
could take his breakfast with him. The cook said he was carrying
books; perhaps he’s at the school.”
Sophy ticked her tongue. “My fault entirely: I
should have let him work.”
Beatrice stood up. “I’ll look there, then.”
“I have the perfect skirt, Princess
Beatrice.”
“I beg—”
“Yes, I’m sure it would fit you, though a bit
shorter than you’re used to, since so am I.”
Beatrice smiled. “I’m glad you reminded me. Yes, I
would be grateful; I won’t have to stop at home, then.” And sneak
around hiding behind pots and doors to elude both my mother and the
bard, she did not say. “Thank you, Sophy.”
Her scruffy boots partially hidden under Sophy’s
skirt, and most of the dust out of her hair, she drove back down
the river road. She turned up the hill to the school, startling a
matched pair of skittish grays when she changed gears, and the car
let out one of its goose-honks. Halfway up the hill, she braked
abruptly, with another clamor of gears and a snort, beside the
pale-haired man with an armload of books trudging toward the
school.
“Phelan! Get in.”
He cast his brooding glance in her direction, then
the thoughts startled out of his eyes. He pulled the door open; he
and his books tumbled into the seat beside her. “Princess
Beatrice.” He was sweating like a candle and about as pale; his
eyes glittered a bit like Jonah’s did after a wild night. “What are
you doing up above ground in broad daylight?”
“I came looking for you. Your father couldn’t tell
me whether or not you had gotten home safely, and you successfully
eluded me when I stopped at your house. Couldn’t you have taken the
tram up?”
He shrugged, a smile flickering suddenly into his
pained eyes. “I was waiting for you to come by, I suppose. I need
more books for my research. And I completely missed my morning
class. My students are probably still languishing hopelessly under
the oak.”
“No doubt. Surely your father’s library—”
The smile faded. “My father doesn’t keep what I
want to know,” Phelan answered restively. “He gets it out of the
house, buries it in someone else’s shelves. Last night in the
cab—”
“Yes.”
“Things kept fragmenting in my head. I wanted to
tell you something, but I couldn’t sustain a coherent thought. Now
they’re piecing themselves back together.”
“What thoughts?”
He frowned, concentrating. “When I was with my
father in the Merry Rampion, he told me details about these books
that he said he had never read.” He shook his head abruptly, then
closed his eyes tightly a moment as though to quiet a sudden welter
of pain. “He must be mistaken; his brain must be a sieve by
now—”
“Last night you said it is a morass. You can’t have
it both ways.”
He smiled, and pleaded, “Please don’t interrupt,
Princess. My own brain is a rotting fishing net; things keep
getting away from me. But I can’t stop thinking about that moment
in the Merry Rampion when I tried to distract my father to keep him
from chasing after Kelda. I went back and forth through these books
with a jeweler’s eyepiece, and—”
“Very weighty tomes,” she said, impressed. “What
are they?”
“The school’s household records. They go back to
the very first year that Declan built his school. Nobody ever reads
them. They aren’t even kept in the archives. Bayley Wren hides them
up in the tower. Wren. That’s another thing—”
“Try,” she begged, “to keep to one thought at a
time. That’s all I’m used to in my line of work.”
“This is the same thought, I promise. My father
knew the name of the first school steward though he said he hadn’t
read the records.”
“Surely that’s not uncommon knowledge, with
everybody doing papers about everything.”
“And he knew about the tower falling then, in that
first year. And that Salix was a woman—”
Beatrice closed her eyes, opened them again,
hastily, as the steam tram chugged past. “Salix.”
“I thought she was a man; my father said I was
wrong. The school steward never says one way or the other. How
would my father have known that?” Beatrice opened her mouth. “And
there’s the third coffin—”
“Coffin?”
“That Nairn would have been buried in after he was
killed by the falling tower stones. But nobody ever found his body.
So the coffin became accounts returned.”
Beatrice turned onto the school grounds, pulled
into the paved area where the steam trams turned around, and
parked. “I’m not,” she said apologetically, “entirely understanding
this, though I know it is very important to you.”
“Well, it would certainly explain a few
things.”
“I’m sure it would. I couldn’t with any degree of
certainty tell you what those things might be. Perhaps your father
read different books about the first year of the school? Got his
facts somewhere else?” She waited. He had turned to gaze at the oak
grove, pursuing his own perplexing vision. “Phelan? What’s on your
mind?”
“Always,” he breathed. “Always my father ... It’s
impossible. But it would explain ... I need to know what happened
at that first bardic competition. And I need to know where Kelda
came from.”
“Grishold,” she said, but again without any degree
of certainty. “He speaks the language of the Circle of Days ... Is
that common knowledge in Grishold?”
Phelan turned his head abruptly, his eyes, heavy
and feverish, clinging to her. “You recognized it last
night.”
“So did your father.” Her voice sounded faint,
distant; she felt the imperative intensity of his gaze, searching,
waiting. “Master Burley said no one had ever been able to translate
it beyond— beyond—what the words say into the secrets they conceal.
Phelan, what exactly are you thinking?”
“That I need to finish my research on Nairn as soon
as possible. Look.” He loosed her eyes finally, nodded toward the
trees, where a circle of students sat around the dark-haired
harper, in the shadows of the ancient oak.
“Kelda,” the princess breathed.
Phelan looked at her again, his face colorless,
harrowed with light, his mouth clamped tight. She saw what he was
not saying: Zoe in the transfixed circle around Kelda, listening to
him play.