CHAPTER SIX
The second I appeared Styx-side, a great baying
began. I was tempted to have Melchior gate me back out again on the
spot. But that would have involved admitting I was wrong. While I
might be thinking it in my own head, I still needed some time
before I was willing to share. Instead of sensibly fleeing, I sat
down on a rock and waited.
The near bank of the Styx is rocky and dark, a
black stone beach under eternal twilight. I’ve never been entirely
certain whether it is actually in a cave under Olympus, or just in
a pocket reality anchored to the mountain of the gods. There’s
little in the way of living vegetation on the near shore, and what
there is has thorns and spines. If it doesn’t stick you, cut you,
or try to poison you, it isn’t native. The black waters flow by in
unnatural silence, so the huge splash that ended the baying was all
the clearer.
Soon I could see the great vee made by Cerberus’s
mighty chest cutting the water as he swam to meet me. His eyes
glowed a baleful red as he glared in my direction. That was new,
and the hairs on the back of my neck danced in response. Still, I
held my ground. Part of that was bravado, part stubbornness, and
part pure calculation.
The river marked the ultimate border of Hades’
domain. He held sway over the ground from its far side to the
physical borders of the underworld and was absolute ruler within
the latter’s walls. But here, I stood on Zeus’s territory. I didn’t
believe Hades was fool enough to lightly order one of the children
of the Titans murdered in his brother’s fiefdom.
Whether Cerberus might kill me without his master’s
sanction made for an iffier question. After our last meeting at the
gate, I was inclined to believe he wouldn’t just tear me to shreds.
Shaking muddy river water all over me, however, turned out to be
fair game, a fact I found out after he bounded up the hill to meet
me.
As soon as I’d scraped enough of the foul stuff out
of my eyes to see again, I gave Cerberus a slight bow. “Nicely
splashed. I take it then that you’re not just going to bite my head
off?”
“How do you figure that?” asked Bob, an edge of
anger clear in his voice.
“I suppose I could be wrong,” I said, “but you
never struck me as a big fan of muck-blackened cuisine.”
“Point,” said Mort, sounding much calmer than
Bob.
“Not bad,” agreed Dave, clearly amused, “but what
if we just didn’t think of it? What if our poor little doggy brains
don’t plan things out that well?”
I raised an eyebrow at him. “Poor little doggy
brains? Nice try, Dave, but I’m not buying it. You’ve got about as
much in common with a normal dog as I do with a sparrow.”
“That might be more than you think, Raven,”
said Mort. “There are certain habits of thought and behaviors that
we share with our mortal kin.”
“Like an irrational attachment to our two-legged
friends,” Bob said, giving Dave a sour look.
“Look,” began Dave, his voice hot, “just because I
like Raven and take my duties to our mistress more seriously than
you do—”
“That bitch hates Hades,” snarled Bob. “I’ve never
liked her. From the day he brought her home, she’s caused nothing
but trouble. We owe her nothing! Nothing. I wish she’d go away and
never come back, that her mother would just keep her.”
“Jealous much?” Dave sneered.
“Of Persephone?” howled Bob. “That’s a joke,
right?”
“If the collar fits . . .” said Dave.
Bob growled low in his throat and Dave snapped at
him contemptuously. Seconds later both heads were barking and
snarling at each other.
Meanwhile, Mort had moved as far away from the
other two heads as he could. “At least I’m not between them,” he
said to me in a quiet aside. “Sometimes I wish I could take a
couple of weeks off from pack life and play only dog.” The barking
cut off abruptly as Dave and Bob locked jaws, straining against
each other.
Mort shook his head. “Bob never learns.”
“Learns what?” I asked.
“That he’s not as strong as Dave, that he always
loses arguments, that he’s never going to be alpha. Take your
pick.” Bob began to whine then. “Whatever you might think about our
relative dogginess, our shape makes a difference. And so does our
name.”
“Subtle you aren’t,” I said, and it was my turn to
sound sour. “If you think so much of this whole Raven thing, why
don’t you just tell me about it?”
“Is that a sign of curiosity at last?” asked Mort.
“Are you actually starting to wonder about who you are?”
“I know who I am,” I said. “I’m Ravirn, no matter
what the Fates say. On the other hand, I have to admit that I’m
beginning to wonder what I am. Or what others see in me. So,
are you going to tell me anything? Or are you just going to stand
there looking smug because I finally asked?”
“Asked what?” said Dave, who’d finally let loose of
Bob.
“Who he is,” said Mort.
“What I am,” I corrected.
“A filthy little prison breaker,” said Bob, who
went silent a moment later when Dave turned a dark eye on
him.
“It’s about time you asked that question,” said
Dave. “I just wish I knew the answer.”
“What?” I demanded. “All this time, the three of
you have been giving me shit about this Raven business, and you
don’t know what it means either?”
Dave looked sheepish. “What it means, no. That it’s
important, yes. You don’t smell like a child of Fate
anymore.”
“What?” I was surprised by that.
“We’ve met more than a few of Fate’s children,”
said Mort. “You don’t die easy, but you can be killed.”
“I know that,” I said quietly. “I’ve sent two of my
cousins across the Styx myself, though I’m not proud of it.”
“Moric,” said Dave, “and his uncle’s son,
Laric.”
“Exactly,” said Mort. “Though you may not be able
to smell it, there is a scent associated with those who come from
the three houses of Fate. You don’t smell like that.”
I was frankly fascinated. “What do I smell
like?”
“A raven,” said Dave.
“And Discord,” said Bob, still sounding
angry.
“Say elemental Primal Chaos, and you’d be closer to
the truth,” corrected Mort.
“Chaos?” I asked. “Don’t we all smell of chaos? It
runs in the blood we inherited from the Titans, yours as well as
mine.”
“This is different,” said Mort. “The Primal Chaos
in our veins is fixed. The Primal Chaos that wraps you like an
invisible cloak is the raw wild stuff that churns between the
worlds.”
“What did Clotho do to me?” I
whispered.
“I don’t know,” said Dave. “I really don’t. But the
spinner spun Eris’s thread as surely as she did those of Atropos
and Lachesis. She is the author of order and disorder both, and her
motives are not always the same as those of her sisters. If you
really want that question answered, you’ll have to ask it of
Clotho.”
“Thanks,” I said. “I’ve got to go now.”
My brain felt like someone had stuck a stick
blender in my ear and hit the on button. I simply couldn’t process
the Raven stuff. To say nothing of the implications of Dave and
Bob’s tiff and what they’d had to say about Hades and Persephone.
Even more disturbing was how they’d said it. I started to
walk away, then stopped and turned back.
“I almost forgot why I came today. I’m sorry if I
caused you any trouble with my visit last week. I took advantage of
our friendship, and that’s not nice. You don’t have to forgive me—I
don’t regret the deed—but I owed you an apology.”
“Forgiven,” said Dave, with a smile.
“Forgotten,” said Mort.
“Fat chance,” snarled Bob.
It wasn’t until I’d moved a little way off and
gotten Melchior out of my bag for the return trip that I thought to
wonder where Kira was. Since she appeared a few seconds later, it
was a brief concern.
“Yer likes ter live dangerously, don’t yer,” she
said as she flew up.
“Think of the devil,” I said.
“And I’m yer reward,” said Kira. “When do yer think
yer could do that jack job for me?”
“Like I said, drop on by. I’ll make time. Oh, and
hang on.” I dug around in my bag for a moment and pulled out a
plastic sack. “I got these for you as a temporary jury-rig.” Inside
were three sets of earbuds and two stereo minijack
Y-splitters.
“Thanks!” she said, flying in close to take them,
then backing off and hovering.
There was something about her body language that
suggested she had more to say, so I waited quietly. After a minute
or so, she looked at her feet.
“Yer heard that bit about Persephone,” she
mumbled.
“I did.”
“And Hades?”
I nodded. “It sounds like there’s some conflict in
the kennel on the subject.”
“Aye,” she said. “There is that. It don’t seem
right ter talk about my boss, but I owe yer a couple, so I’ll say
this. Dave’s heart belongs to Persephone. Mort’s his own master.
But Bob is Hades’ dog to the core. More to the point, so’s
Cerberus. That hound’s more complex than he looks. He’s bound to
obey the letter of his master’s orders, but his heads is pretty
good at interpreting things to suit their fancies given half a
chance. Yer won’t get that chance if you cross the river again.
Dave’s yer friend. Mort, too. But Cerberus has orders to see you
dead, and he’s with Bob on this one. Be careful.”
“I will; and Kira, thanks for the warning.”
“Yer welcome. I’d best be going now before they
miss me.” She flitted away.
With a sigh, I pulled Melchior out of my bag and
set him on a rock. As I reached to flip his lid up, he changed back
into his goblin form.
“I thought you didn’t like it here,” I said.
“I don’t. I really don’t, but I wanted to make sure
you were really listening to Kira, and it’s easier to read your
expression with eyeballs than CCDs.”
“Is it also more satisfying to say ‘I told you so’
in the flesh?”
“What do you mean by that?” His face was the
picture of innocence.
“Oh, just get it over with. You and Cerice and
everybody else were right about me needing to make sense of
Clotho’s gift. I was wrong. Even I can see that now.”
“It wouldn’t have anything to do with reeking of
Primal Chaos, would it?”
“No one used the word reek, but yeah, that
pretty much nailed it for me. Oh, and while I’m on the subject of
eating crow and other dark birds, I was an asshole earlier about
asking for a gate. I’m sorry.”
“Really? Are you going to tell me it won’t happen
again?”
“No. It’ll happen again. I’ll just have to
apologize again when it does.”
“At least you’re honest about it. Apology accepted,
though I reserve the right to tell you to stick it in your ear next
time.”
“Deal,” I said. “Now, how about you open up a gate
so I can go home and make my third major mea culpa of the
day?”
“You think you’re going to even things out with
Cerice with a single apology? Aren’t you just the demigod of
optimism.” He got busy with some chalk and string, creating a
temporary hexagram.
“Connecting to prime.minus0208,” he said once he
was done. A very long pause followed, then, “LTP error, client has
encountered bad data from the server.”
That was a new one on me. I’d never gotten an error
message on a locus transfer protocol link before. But Melchior was
continuing, and I didn’t have the chance to ask him about it.
“Automatically rerouting connection request to
alternate server. Waiting for response.” There was another pause,
briefer this time. “Connected. Initiating Gate procedure.” The
hexagram slowly filled with light.
As I waited for it to finish, I knelt beside
Melchior. “What was that about?”
“I don’t know.” Melchior looked more than a little
distressed. “The mweb is . . . I don’t know, I’ve never felt
anything quite like it. I didn’t even know I had an LTP
error menu until I accessed it. It must be something the Fates
built into the webgoblin firmware specs.” He gave a little shudder.
“I wonder whether there are any other surprises lurking down in the
depths of my code.”
By then the gate was complete, so we stepped into
the light. And dropped. I felt like I’d landed in a particularly
wild waterslide. I shouldn’t have felt anything at all, not as a
stream of ones and zeros passing along an mweb channel. I shouldn’t
have felt anything, and I shouldn’t have been able to scream
because there shouldn’t have been time. Nor should I have been able
to hear Melchior’s panicked cries. None of those shoulds mattered.
I screamed and screamed again, and Melchior screamed back. None of
it helped, and I started to wonder if this was what had happened to
all the relatives I’d lost in transit. Then it was over.
Melchior and I had arrived . . . somewhere. The
tiny room with its twin lofts sure as Fate wasn’t our apartment in
Cambridge, though it did look vaguely familiar. Then it hit me—my
old dorm at the University of Minnesota, though the new occupants
had completely different furniture and a much better cleaning
routine than either I or my roommate had managed. The most
important thing about them, though, was that they weren’t
home.
That was good, since I hadn’t bothered to send a
netspider ahead to check for surprises. I’d gotten out of the habit
lately since I’d been gating to places where I knew I was safe or
knew I wasn’t. Either way, it didn’t matter. Of course, it might
not have mattered anyway, since I hadn’t intended to come here in
the first place. I turned to tease Melchior about that but stopped
when I saw his face. He didn’t look happy. In fact, he looked
scared out of his wits. His skin had paled to an ashy color more
gray than blue.
“You OK?” I asked.
“I . . . I’m not sure,” he whispered. “We shouldn’t
be here.”
“Hey, just because we landed halfway across the
country and twenty-eight hundred Decision Loci off target doesn’t
mean there’s anything wrong. You did get us to a college after . .
.” I trailed off because Melchior was shaking his head
vigorously.
“We’re in the right DecLocus,” said Melchior. “At
least, that’s what the mweb world resource locator forks are
telling me. As for Harvard vs. the U, my system software tells me
that’s right, too. I just . . . This is bad, Boss. Really
bad.” He sat down on the floor with a thump. “There’s something
very wrong here. It’s like all my firmware reference points are
screwy.”
I glanced out the window. By the sun it must have
been around three in the afternoon. If this really was Cerice’s
DecLocus, it should have been running pretty close to OST. That
meant we’d lost an hour or two in transit on top of whatever else
had happened.
“Virus?” I asked. He’d caught a killer whipped up
by Atropos a year ago, and I’d almost lost him. I didn’t like to
think about it.
“I don’t think so. I feel fine otherwise.”
He looked away from me, and when he spoke again his voice was very
quiet. “Do you think it could be aftereffects from the one that
crashed me so bad?”
“Maybe. It almost did you in, and I had to do a
major repair job. But I’d think anything like that would have
kicked in sooner.”
“Not if they programmed in some kind of sleeper,”
said Melchior.
I didn’t like that idea at all. It suited Atropos’s
nasty nature to a tee. “We should get you home so I can have a look
at your internals.”
“Good idea, but how? I don’t think I should
drive.”
I had to chuckle. “Me either, little buddy. Maybe
we can get Cerice and Shara to come pick us up, or Kira. First,
let’s find out for sure where we are. You say the mweb tells you
this is prime.minus0208?”
He nodded. “But I can’t be sure. Not the way I
feel. I don’t know if I should even try a Vtp link. What if I hit a
logic loop, and it takes me down?”
“Not to worry, I have a radical idea.”
“What?”
I sat down at one of the desks and picked up the
phone. “This.”
I might not have Melchior’s ability to process and
send high-speed binary, but I could do a pretty damn good
impression of an old-style modem or a phone-switching computer.
Phone phreaking was something I’d picked up purely for the hack
value. I’d never had to make an actual person-to-person call
before, preferring Vtp for relatives and VOMP when I had to
interact with the human world or couldn’t take a visual. Soon, a
little whistling on my part had convinced the local voice provider
that I was allowed to make unlimited long-distance calls from the
number I was at. A few seconds later I waited while the phone in
Cerice’s lab began to ring. On the third ring someone
answered.
“Theoretical computing, Dr. Doravian’s lab, this is
Cerice.” Relief flooded through me.
“Thank Zeus. I’m sorry.”
“What? Who is this? Ravirn?”
“You got it. I wanted to apologize right
off.”
“Apologize? Over the phone? What’s up?” She
sounded very confused. “Why are you using a phone? Is this
some retro romantic-fantasy thing?”
“No, more like bad technoreality, but I’ll get to
that in a minute. I owed you the apology, and I wanted to give it
to you up front. And hey, I’ll be honest. I figured it’d lower the
odds of your hanging up on me, too.”
“You’re not making much sense.”
“Sorry, it’s been a very strange couple of hours,
not least because I seem to have awakened under an offending star.
My mouth and my foot have been trying to get on better terms all
day, and now I’m stranded with a fritzed webgoblin.”
“Ravirn!” she said sharply.
“Yes.”
“You’re babbling.” She did not sound amused.
“Am I? No, don’t answer that. I am. Look, I think
Melchior might be really messed up, and I need a hand.”
“Tell me about it,” she said, her voice softening
at once. She had a big soft spot for webgoblins in general and
Melchior in particular.
So I gave her the story. When I finished, I could
hear her putting her hand over the phone. A muffled conversation
followed.
“You still there?” she said after a while.
“Yeah. I just told you, I’m stranded, as in ‘can’t
go anywhere. ’ Remember?”
“Sorry. Stupid question. Wait there; we’ll be along
shortly.” The phone went dead.
“Thanks, Cerice,” I said to the dial tone. “That’s
really sweet of you. We’ll see you soon.” Then I hung up.
After about fifteen minutes, the phone rang. I
looked at it dubiously. It was almost certainly for the people who
lived here and quite likely to be someone who’d find the idea of a
strange man answering a bit on the alarming side. On the other
hand, Cerice should have been here by now.
“You going to answer that?” asked Melchior.
“Yeah, I’d better.” I picked it up. “Hello.”
“Ravirn?”
“Uh-huh.”
“We’ve got another problem.”
“Why did I just know you were going to say
that?”
“Maybe it’s because you attract them the way
Cerberus attracts fleas,” offered Melchior. I just nodded. When
someone’s right, they’re right.
“Tell me about it,” I said to Cerice.
“Shara can’t gate.”
“What?” I asked. “Why not?”
“I don’t know.” For the first time in ages I could
hear something akin to panic in her voice. “Maybe it’s because she
was dead. Maybe it’s something else, something worse. Right now
she’s throwing up in the trash can, but she keeps telling me it’s
not a virus.”
“Tell me what happened.”
“Shara tried to connect, and she just sat and
cycled for the longest time. That had me worried. Then she came up
with an error message I’d never heard of.”
“LTP error, client has encountered bad data from
the server?” I asked.
“That’s the one. How’d you know?”
“It’s the same one I got with Melchior. I told you
about it a few minutes ago.”
“Right,” said Cerice. “I knew that. Shit. I
knew that. Damn!”
“What happened next?” I asked, trying to bring her
back to the topic. Cerice was a consummate problem solver. This
behavior was completely unlike her. Shara’s problems were consuming
her.
“Sorry,” said Cerice, sounding calmer. “Anyway, she
tried again and got the same error. She was just going for a third
round when she let out a little ‘eep’ noise and ran for the
wastebasket. Now I can’t get any sense out of her. She says she’s
not sick, but she keeps throwing up.”
“Hang on,” I said. “I’m on my way.”
“How?” asked Cerice.
“I don’t know. I’ll think of something. Just hang
on.” With that I hung up.
“Boss?” said Melchior.
“Yeah. I don’t suppose this is good news, is
it?”
“No.” He shook his head. “Once I heard Shara was
having problems, I tried to call Kira.”
“And ...”
“No go. The mweb is really turbulent right now. It
felt like someone shoved a hyperactive spider into my inner ear.
Maybe that’s why Shara’s throwing up.”
“Motion sickness?”
“Yeah.”
“Huh, could be.” It could be indeed, but I really
didn’t like the idea. If it was true, something big was happening
with the mweb, something like nothing I’d ever heard of. “Or maybe
you and Shara just have a bug in common. You do share a lot more
software than most goblins.”
“I hope that’s the case,” he said. “I’d much rather
I was screwed up than the mweb.”
Me too. I could do something about a webgoblin
virus. The mweb on the other hand . . . I shuddered. That was too
big a problem for me, and the more I thought about it, the likelier
it seemed. Hadn’t we been having all kinds of communication
problems, starting with Shara’s long delay and Tisiphone’s
static-touched Vtp message?
“Time to go,” I said, scooping Melchior up and
setting him in my bag. Suddenly I was in a hurry.
“Yeah,” he said as he sank down until only the
upper half of his face was visible. “But where?”
“The airport,” I said. “If human people can get
around on planes, so can we.”
This isn’t half-bad, typed itself on Melchior’s screen.
Speak for yourself, I typed back with one
hand. I needed the other to maintain my death grip on the seat arm.
My stomach’s still on the ground in Minneapolis.
It turned out I was a nervous flyer. If I’d had any
idea of how bad it was going to be, I’d have stolen a motorcycle
and gone cross-country. Compelled by a sort of sick fascination, I
looked out my window again. All I could see was clouds. I
shuddered.
No wonder airports are such miserable
places, I typed. The people in them know they’re going to
have to get on planes.
I’d driven people to and from airports, even hung
around in them a few times watching the planes take off and land. I
had cousins who’d gotten pilot’s licenses just for the joy of
flying, but somehow I’d never had any desire to try it myself. I’d
always figured that was because I knew a simple spell could take me
from any point in all the multiple levels of reality to any other
in a matter of seconds, so why bother? Apparently, it was actually
my subconscious anticipating how much I’d hate the whole experience
and working to reduce my suffering. Sensible subconscious.
This is a stupid way to travel, I typed,
trying to distract myself. It’s worse than faerie
rings.
Nothing is worse than faerie rings. Faerie rings
are the magical equivalent of old-style absinthe, slow death and
sudden insanity.
He had a point, but . . . At least I understand
how they work, I typed. This is unnatural. A giant
steel cigar with wings not much bigger than a Fury’s, and somehow
they expect it to stay up. Humans are all mad.
Oh, quit whining. You can be such a big baby. At
least you’re not stuck back in coach.
I’d booked first class. Why not? It wasn’t like I
was paying for the flight or anything, not with e-tickets and
online check-in. But bigger seats and classier service couldn’t
change the fundamental fact that flying and I did not belong in the
same sentence. Sick of arguing with Melchior, I closed his lid and
stuck him under the seat in front of me. That allowed me to cling
to the seat arms with both hands. It was a marginal improvement,
but I absolutely could not wait to get off that plane. I also
couldn’t wait to throw away the printout of the return trip ticket
I’d bought to avoid hassles with the Homeland Security Department’s
data-mining software.
It was so bad that I stopped in one of the little
airport bars at Logan and had a couple of shots of Scotch while I
waited for my heart to go back to a normal rhythm. Then I caught
the T’s Blue Line at the airport station. Two transfers and an hour
or so of travel time saw me off at Harvard station in Cambridge
just before the system closed down at twelve-thirty. Not long after
that I was opening the door to Cerice’s lab.
I got a huge relieved hug and a kiss from Cerice.
And a smaller, shakier version of that greeting from Shara, who
claimed to be feeling much better.
“I don’t buy it,” I told her. “You don’t look as
bad as you did when I found you in Hades, but you sure don’t look
good.”
“Way to flatter a girl,” said Shara. She turned her
gaze on Cerice. “Sometimes I wonder what you see in this boy. Then
he walks away in those tight jeans, and it all becomes clear.” She
winked, but it didn’t look like her heart was in it.
“Nice try,” I said, “it’s not going to work. You
look terrible.”
“Believe it or don’t,” said Cerice, “she looked a
whole lot worse a couple of hours ago.”
My shoulder bag moved of its own accord then,
lumping up, then falling off the desk where I’d set it. Muffled
swearing came from inside, then it unzipped itself, spitting out
Melchior.
“Were you just going to leave me in there,” he
asked, “or did I miss something?”
“Sorry,” I said. “I was a little preoccupied with
Shara.”
“I see why,” he said, looking her over. Stepping
closer, he touched her cheek. “Last time I saw that expression on
your face, you were under the desk hiding from Persephone.”
Shara shivered and hugged herself. “Don’t talk
about that, about her. I can’t think about her. I just
can’t. She’s . . . brrr.”
“I agree with you there,” I said, remembering the
horrible pain of meeting those winter eyes, then thinking about
what Kira and Cerberus had to say about her. “I can’t tell you how
much I wish she hadn’t made me promise her a favor.”
“What?” asked Cerice, an edge in her voice. “What’s
that supposed to mean?”
“Didn’t I mention that part?” I asked.
Her eyes sparked dangerously. “No. I don’t believe
that you did.”
“It must have slipped my mind. No. Really. When I
got back, and Shara wasn’t here, I kind of got distracted. I did
mention that she helped me get Shara out, right?” Cerice nodded. “I
guess I skipped the bit where she told me she’d have a task for me
later.”
Cerice put a hand over her eyes. “Only my Ravirn
could forget a little detail like goddess blackmail. I so wish I
didn’t believe you.”
“Does that mean you do?” I asked.
“Yes.” She sighed. “It does. Now, I think
we—”
She was interrupted by a loud bing from
Shara. “Incoming visual transfer protocol message from
Ahllan@ahllan.trl. Accept Vlink?”
“Accept,” said Cerice.
Ahllan was a webtroll and an old friend. She’d once
been Atropos’s personal web server, but now she ran the familiar
underground, an organization dedicated to freeing AIs from slavery
in the houses of Fate.
“Vtp linking initiated,” said Shara after a long
pause.
The light that burst from her eyes and mouth was
the first clue that something had gone horribly wrong. It was white
instead of colored in the primaries. The globe it formed was filled
with silvery gray mist like something from an old-time
black-and-white movie rather than the usual gold cloud. It was also
brimful of static. When it partially cleared, the troll within was
likewise black and white and so shot through with lines of
interference that she looked like some kind of electronic zebra.
She was also low res.
You could barely make out the heavy lower jaw and
three-inch tusks. Even her huge potatolike nose only registered as
a lumpy blur. Ahllan was an early-model webtroll, one of the
servers Atropos had used in her own personal network back toward
the dawn of the computer era. At a hair over three feet tall,
Ahllan barely came up to my waist in person. But her shoulders were
broader than mine, and she probably outweighed me. Her skin was
mottled and brown and wrinkled like a winter apple. The only bright
things about her were the wise eyes. They shone like black
sapphires. All that was lost to static.
“Ksshst an emergssshht. Need to kssshht warn you.
Urgent. Ksssjsjt soon!”
“What?” I asked. With the garbling, I figured I’d
better keep questions short and to the point. She might cut out at
any second.
“Shshsjjt Garbage Faerie is crzshht.”
“I missed that, what?”
“Hang ozzzst, I . . .” The image suddenly sharpened
and lost some of its striping, bringing her background—a beer can
faerie ring on a blasted hillside—into focus. She was in the
backwater of reality where I’d first met Ahllan and the troll’s
onetime headquarters.
“There,” said Ahllan, her voice tinny and strained,
but clear. “Much better, but it’s taking most of my processing
power to modulate this so it rides with the churn on the mweb. I’ll
be quick because it’s only going to get worse.”
“Why are you calling from Garbage Faerie?” asked
Melchior. “What’s wrong?”
“I don’t know,” answered Ahllan. “Something awful
has happened to the mweb. Worlds have fallen silent, and there are
gaps in the net. The turbulence is incredible. I couldn’t even
reach you from my new home. There’s change in the wind, big change.
The web that Necessity built, the web I was designed to help
maintain, is fraying. The great powers are restless. Fate. Discord.
Zeus. Hades.”
“Do you think one of them is responsible?” I
asked.
Ahllan shrugged. “I don’t know, but Necessity’s
strength is too great to be tried by lesser names. And whoever did
this, each will try to turn it to their own advantage. People will
die. Even gods may fall. It is a time of endings. I wanted to warn
you, to tell you that I love you, and say good-bye if I don’t see
you again.”
“Don’t talk like that, Ahllan,” said Shara. “You’re
tough as old tree roots. You’ll weather this storm.”
“I might,” she said. “But old trees fall, too, and
I’m old even by human standards, ancient for a computer. Even if
all goes well, I won’t be around much longer. If things go poorly .
. .” She shrugged. “Much of the power of Fate is bound up in the
mweb. They can operate without it, but it will not be easy. The
Fates are unkind to those who interfere with them.” She looked at
me. “You should know that more than anyone. What will they do if
their most powerful tool is permanently damaged?”
“Do you think it’s really going to get that bad?” I
asked. The very idea made me feel cold.
“Worse. Maybe much worse. Fate is not the only
power who has come to depend on the mweb. How will Hades take it if
something disrupts the flow of the souls who people his empire? For
that matter, what will your cousins do if they can no longer make
easy use of the magic that is central to their lives? If they are
forced to travel by faerie ring or not at all? They will want to
make the responsible parties pay. And if they can’t find the right
target, they will choose a scapegoat. It could easily be me and the
underground movement I began. Or”—and her eyes caught and held
mine—“it could be you.”
She turned her head then as though she’d heard
something off to one side. Her eyes went wide. “Shara? What? I
don’t kzshht.” Static filled the picture, though the audio hung on.
Ahllan’s voice rose, sounding almost frightened “How is
that—”
The globe of white blinked out.
“Connection lost,” said Shara. “Transmission error.
Encryption error. Unverified certificate. Attempting to reestablish
Vlink. Attempting . . . Mweb not responding to queries.” She
blinked several times, then in her normal tones said, “Oh,
shit.”
“What?” Cerice and I asked simultaneously.
“The mweb,” said Shara. “It’s gone.”
“You mean it crashed?” I’d crashed it once, taken
down the whole system. That was how I’d originally ended up with a
price on my head.
“No.” Shara sounded more frightened than I’d ever
heard an AI sound. “I mean it’s gone. Poof. Vanished. It felt like
this world was simply removed from the system.”
“That’s not possible,” said Cerice.
“All the same. It’s true.”