CHAPTER SEVEN
“Melchior,” I said. “Verify that, please. Are we
really cut off from the mweb?”
“Already on it.” His expression went vacant and far
away. “Shara’s right,” he said after a few seconds. “The mweb’s
gone. Poof. There’s no way for us to call Ahllan back or LTP to
Garbage Faerie.”
“Are you sure it’s not just crashed?” I asked, but
I heard Ahllan’s words echoing in my head: Worlds have fallen
silent . . . the great powers are restless. “When we set that
virus loose the autumn before last, we blew out the carrier wave
and everything. Couldn’t this be the same sort of thing?”
Melchior shook his head. “When the mweb crashed, it
felt like a phone going dead. There was no connection, but I could
sense the network beyond. Dormant, but with the potential for
reconnection. This feels like the phone isn’t even plugged into the
wall anymore. It’s hard to explain, but there’s no there,
there.”
Shara nodded. “When . . . when I was dead, I
couldn’t tap into Hades’ network, but I could still feel it. I was
personally cut off, but the possibility of connection existed. It
doesn’t here. We’re completely off-line.”
“How is that even possible?” I whispered.
I didn’t like the implications one little bit. The
mweb connected all the infinite worlds of probability. Without it,
the multiverse would be like a hard drive with no directory. The
files might exist, but many would effectively be lost
forever—worlds gone silent.
“We have to get to Ahllan,” I said, “find out what
happened at the end of her transmission, if she knows anything
more.”
“But how?” replied Shara. “The mweb’s gone. There’s
no way to get there from here.”
“Faerie ring,” said Melchior instantly. “We don’t
have a choice.”
“That’ll take time, too, and equipment we don’t
have here to set it up.” But I nodded. It was really the only way,
though I was shocked to hear Melchior suggest it. “We won’t be able
to leave for at least an hour.”
“All the more reason to start now.” And even though
he’d visibly paled, his voice sounded firm.
Melchior hated faerie rings with a deep and abiding
passion. I wasn’t any too fond of them myself. I’d only used them a
few times, and the most recent incident had nearly killed me. They
were terribly dangerous, and unreliable to boot, but they were also
one of the very few mweb-independent travel magics, dating back as
they did to the days of precomputer sorcery. Hell, even the
ley-line links were tied together through the mweb these
days.
“I hate to go that way without trying some other
route first,” said Cerice.
“I hate to go that way, period,” I said, “but I
haven’t got any other ideas.”
“Couldn’t we at least wait a little while to see if
the mweb comes back up on its own?” asked Shara. “If it’s going to
take an hour or more anyway . . .”
“We need to go to Ahllan right now!” countered
Melchior. “We owe her too much to leave her hanging.”
He was right. I owed the old troll personally.
She’d taken care of me after I’d shattered a knee in my fight with
Moric. Without her, I’d almost certainly have died. After that,
she’d helped me prevent Atropos and her sisters from extinguishing
free will. She’d saved all of our lives in the course of that
conflict.
But what she meant to Melchior and Shara and all
their brethren was even bigger, or it should have been. The Fates
had designed the first webgoblins, webtrolls, and webpixies as
automatons to run our family’s coded spells and manage our magical
networks. Due to sabotage by Eris and Tyche, those original designs
had gone awry, giving birth to genuinely independent AIs with their
own desires and agendas.
For years, the AIs had hidden their true nature
from their makers, certain the Fates would try to end their
independence. They lived and—when their owners threw them away—died
in secret. Then Ahllan had managed to subvert the cycle by escaping
to freedom when she was junked and afterward running an underground
railroad that rescued hundreds of AIs from the trash heap.
The secret of AI independence had been exposed
during my conflict with the Fates, and Ahllan now had a huge price
on her head. Despite that danger, she continued to act as a leader
and mentor for the AI community. That made Shara’s reluctance all
the stranger.
“I’m not suggesting we leave her hanging, just that
we wait a bit.” Shara paused like she was considering something for
a moment, then forced a smile. “Look at the bright side. As long as
we’re off-line, Persephone’s going to have serious trouble
collecting her pound of flesh. That’s got to count for
something.”
Melchior gave her a hard look. “You’re not serious,
are you?”
She glanced downward, then shook her head. “. . .
No, just trying to lighten the mood with a joke—a bad one
apparently. Sorry.”
She didn’t look sorry. She looked terrified.
Terrified and confused, almost like she couldn’t believe what she’d
said herself. Why was she stalling? Something very strange was
going on with Shara, something I needed to look into. But we didn’t
have time to deal with it now.
“What are you thinking?” Cerice asked sharply, and
I realized I’d been staring at Shara.
“I don’t know.” Cerice was already touchy about
Shara, and I sure as hell wasn’t going to tell her I had any
suspicions on that front, especially not when my concerns were so
vague. “I’m just trying to figure out what to do next.”
Melchior was less circumspect. “What is wrong with
you, Shara? Why are you arguing about this?”
Shara hopped down from the desk where she’d been
sitting and began to pace nervously. “The mweb’s gone! Not crashed,
not off-line for maintenance—gone. Something huge is
happening.”
“And Ahllan went with the mweb!” said Melchior.
“That’s why we’ve got to get moving. She called right before it
went down. Don’t you think that means something?”
“Yes,” said Shara. “But what? I don’t know. Do
you?” Melchior didn’t answer immediately, and Shara continued, “I
didn’t think so. For that matter, we can’t even be sure it
was Ahllan. The connection was so fuzzed up, I couldn’t get
full encryption authentication. And it failed completely at the
end. We all know how much Atropos would like to find and eliminate
Ahllan. What if this is some kind of ploy on Atropos’s part?”
“I might buy that,” he said, “if she’d been
calling from her bubble hideaway. The location of that place is a
secret Atropos wants, and we could lead her there. But Ahllan was
sending from Garbage Faerie, and Atropos already knows the address.
It’s been abandoned for months.”
“I . . . that’s true. I didn’t think of that. Maybe
you’re right.” Shara looked defeated. “Let’s go.”
“About time.” Melchior crossed to the door.
“Just let me run a backup.” Cerice turned to the
mainframe and typed in a couple of quick commands. “This is the
last of the cleanup work for my dissertation project. Dr. Doravian
stopped by this afternoon, while you were Styx-side with Cerberus.
He wanted to remind me that my defense date is less than a month
away. Now I’ve even got a chance of surviving it.” She looked from
me to Shara and back again, then gave me a kiss. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome,” I said, returning it. “Maybe once
we’ve got all this straightened out, and you’ve defended—”
She kissed me again. “I can’t see that far ahead
right now, and I don’t want to start another fight, OK?” A ticking
clock appeared on the screen. “There, the job’s running, now we can
leave. Where do we go first?”
I thought about that for a moment. There weren’t
any active faerie rings in the area since Cerice had destroyed the
one I’d used to visit her during the fight with the Fates. We’d
need to make our own, which meant collecting equipment from the
apartment and more delay. Oh well, I could pick up the bottom half
of my leathers and my helmet at the same time. I had a feeling the
armor might come in handy and said as much.
Cerice nodded. “I’ll want to gear up, too. Shara,
Laptop. Please.”
The little purple goblin shifted shape, and
Melchior followed suit. Once they were stowed away, we headed out
the door. With the mweb closed to us, we had to walk.
“I asked Cerberus about the Raven thing,” I said,
as we hit the street.
“You did?” Cerice looked shocked, but again, not as
pleased as I would have expected. It took her a half block to
respond. “That’s . . . great! What did he say?”
“Not much, unfortunately. He said he didn’t know
anything beyond how I smelled.”
“How you smelled?” She gave me an odd look.
“Yep, he told me that I don’t smell like a child of
Fate, that I stink of chaos and of ravens.” I looked down at my
feet. “You know, you don’t look as enthused as I would have
expected.”
Cerice sighed. “I’m sorry, Ravirn. I’m really glad
that you’re doing something about the name Clotho gave you. But at
the same time, I can’t help thinking it has something to do with
the fight we had at the restaurant.”
“Of course it has something to do with that.” I
caught her hand and turned her to look at me. “You were right. I
was wrong. Now I’m working on it.”
“But is that because you want to know the answer?
Or is it because you think it’ll make me happy?”
“Does that really matter?” I asked.
“It does,” said Cerice. “I care about you very
much. No, scratch that. I’ll be honest. I’m more than half in love
with you.”
“That’s fantastic.” It was the most I’d gotten out
of her on the subject to date. “You may not have noticed, but I’m
completely in love with you.”
Cerice closed her eyes, and her lips went tight and
narrow. A single tear slid down her left cheek.
“What’s wrong?” I asked.
“I don’t know.” She pulled away from me and started
walking again. “You. Me. Us. Finishing my dissertation.
Everything!”
“I don’t understand,” I said. I felt like I’d
missed a meeting. “I know you haven’t wanted to talk commitment
until your dissertation was done. I can respect that. It’s a huge
part of what you’ve been doing for the last six years. I’m not
going to ask you for anything more than we have now until it’s
done. But it’s getting close, and I just thought that . . .”
More tears followed after that first one. “It’s not
the dissertation that’s made me so reluctant to talk about us. It’s
what comes after. I’m a planner, Ravirn. You should know that. My
whole life I’ve planned things out, then carefully followed through
on those plans. When I started this project, I set out to achieve
two things. I wanted to make a place for myself as a coder in House
Clotho, and I wanted to use my program to help Ahllan get her
fellow AIs to safety.”
“I don’t see where you’re going with this.”
“Don’t you?” She shook her head. An affectionate
smile bloomed on her lips, though the tears kept coming. “Oh, my
Ravirn. My beautiful, mad, faerie lover.”
The more she talked, the less I understood. She was
as much faerie as I, which is to say not at all and one hundred
percent. The fey didn’t exist in the traditional sense, but the
pointed ears, slit-pupiled eyes, and incredibly long life spans of
the children of Fate had given birth to most of the legends. We
walked a while in silence.
“Raven,” she said, as we reached the door to our
building, once again riveting my attention, “do you know what that
means?” I shook my head. “It means, in addition to whatever wild
gifts it brings, that you have been cast out of the Houses of Fate.
Clotho may have given you a new name, but I don’t think she’ll
sanction my bringing you home to live with me while I program the
computers at the core of her power. Neither can I help Ahllan
anymore, now that she’s been exposed.”
She started up the stairs. “For six years I’ve
poured my heart and soul into this project. It’s the best work I’ve
ever done, and I love it, love that I can do this. But it’s all
useless now. The plan’s ruined. I want you. I want the program done
and installed to do its secret work on Clotho’s servers. I want my
House and my great-grandmother’s respect and affection. I want to
help the AIs. One year ago it looked like I could have all that.
Now? Now I have to pick and choose, and every reward comes with a
bitter loss.”
She unlocked our apartment and led the way inside.
“It’s not failing at my dissertation that I’m really afraid of.
It’s succeeding. Because when I’m done defending, everything has to
change. I’ll have to choose, and I don’t know what I’ll do. Maybe
for the first time in my life, I don’t know what I’ll do.”
I closed the door and leaned back against it. “And
it’s all my fault.”
I said it with a smile and as gently as possible,
but it was true. It was my conflict with Atropos that had put me
outside of Fate’s Houses, and its results that had exposed Ahllan
and her kind.
“Oh, Ravirn, that’s not what I meant!”
“No, but it’s true enough, isn’t it?”
“I’d rather blame Atropos,” she said.
“So would I, but she’s not here.”
“She forced you into it.”
“Also true, but I’d make the same choices if I had
to do it all over again today. Well, most of them anyway.” I
grinned ruefully. “I’d probably try to minimize the damage. My knee
gets awfully achy on cold damp nights, and I kind of miss the
fingertip.”
Cerice grinned and shook her head. “You amaze
me.”
“If we had time, I’d do more than that.” I waggled
my eyebrows.
“But we don’t.” She sighed. “I have to get my
sword, change clothes . . .”
“All the usual silly pomp and circumstance,” I
said, referring to my late family’s fixation on the proper
protocols and fancy dress.
“Are you going to wear that?” she asked,
pointing to my leather jacket.
“And the pants. One of the few benefits of being an
outcast is that I no longer have to conform to my
great-grandmother’s fixation on courtly manner and garb. No more
tights and doublets for this boy.”
“But I like you in tights,” said Cerice.
“All right,” I said. “For you I’ll wear tights. But
not for this. With the Kevlar lining, my motorcycle kit is better
armor than anything else I own. Especially now that I’ve got the
matching helmet. Besides, I’m going to be way less conspicuous
dressed like this than you are in your gear.”
“There you’ve got a point,” said Cerice. “But
that’s what magic’s for. Come on, we need to get moving.”
I nodded and followed her back to our bedroom. All
I had to do was change pants and grab my helmet and my magic kit.
The bedroom wasn’t very big, so I did that and got out of the way.
I found Melchior in the kitchen getting a piece of cold pizza out
of the fridge.
“You’re eating,” I said, when he started in on it.
I was surprised. It didn’t happen very often.
He nodded. “I was hungry.”
“Really?” That never happens.
“Really. The mweb’s down, and pizza’s a lot more
fun than AC.”
Then I understood. Food is something webgoblins
indulge in mostly for the pleasure of it, since they draw the bulk
of their power from the mweb itself, both personally and for
spells. They have the capacity to tap the power of the Primal Chaos
directly, and until the mweb came back up, that’s what we’d have to
do for spells. But chaos is dicey stuff, and most of us and our
familiars try to avoid dealing with it in the raw, preferring the
predigested version that the master servers channel into the mweb.
Minus that reliable power source, if Melchior didn’t feel like
running the risks of a direct tap, he had to fall back on chemical
or electrical energy—food or the light socket. I’d have made the
same choice.
“Where’s Shara?”
“Sucking on the game station’s power cord. She said
that after spending time around Persephone, the whole idea of
eating sounds pretty risky.”
“Big impact for such a short time,” I said. “Shara
used to be a sucker for desserts. It’s hard to imagine five minutes
with a goddess, even one as harsh as Persephone, changing
that.”
Melchior looked up at me, his face troubled.
“That’s what I said. She gave me a very funny look then and pointed
out that she’d been in Hades for quite a while before we arrived.
When I asked her if that meant she’d run into Persephone before,
she shook her head and told me I wouldn’t understand. I think more
happened to her there than she’s willing to tell.”
“Do you think we need to push her on this?” I
asked.
Melchior shrugged. “I don’t know. I love Shara, and
I’d trust her with my soul, but this worries me.”
“Me too, Melchior. Me too.”
Just then, Cerice joined us. She wore a tightly
fitted and fully articulated suit of lamalar armor, very light and
reinforced with magic so that it could stop anything short of an
RPG. It was red and gold, of course, and looked something like a
Greek hoplite’s gear as reimagined by a fighting-game designer. It
had a heavily padded compartment in the small of her back for Shara
in laptop form and a number of clips where she could attach various
articles, including the rapier and Beretta semiautomatic pistol
she’d already slung. She had a small pack as well, holding the
diamond-shaped buckler she preferred to a parrying dagger, along
with her T-faced helm. The helmet’s horsehair crest was just poking
out of the top.
“You ready?” I asked.
“No, but let’s do it anyway.”
I collected my shoulder bag—now prepped with
everything I’d need for making a faerie ring—while she tucked Shara
away. Melchior likewise assumed laptop shape and went into my bag.
Once Cerice had whistled a spell of concealment, we were ready to
go. It was a really elegant little piece of magic crafted by Clotho
many centuries ago and refined and rerefined by her and her sisters
until it was only a few bars long.
“Where do you want to set it up?” she asked, as we
went out the door.
It was a good question. We wouldn’t be able to
close up behind us, and you never know when some poor soul might
stumble into the ring, or worse, when something really nasty might
come slithering out of it. Reality has diverged a great deal since
Nyx laid the egg that became the Earth and sky, and not all the
paths have been pleasant ones. There were some very dark places to
be found among the infinity of worlds and even darker things
lurking in them, so it had to be someplace isolated, where things
that go bump in the night wouldn’t be a problem.
Fortunately, I’d had time to think it through. “The
river.”
She shrugged. “I guess you’re the expert.”
I tried not to laugh at that. I’d built one, once,
and I hadn’t enjoyed the experience. A short walk brought us to the
Charles, where we made our way under the Anderson Bridge, just
upstream from the Weld Boathouse. It wasn’t exactly
isolated—nowhere in the Boston area is—but between the hour and the
icy cold, we were alone. Even in January the channel wasn’t fully
frozen—too much salt swept in from the harbor—but there were big
sheets of ice along the edges.
“There.” I pointed at the nearest.
“What?” asked Cerice, looking baffled.
“Where?”
“On that chunk of ice.”
“You’re crazy, you know that, right? The ice all
along here is brittle. It could break off at any moment.”
“That’s what makes it perfect,” I said. Cerice
looked dubious. “Look, just trust me on this. Everything’ll be
clear in a few minutes.”
“I think I’m beginning to see why Melchior is such
a worrier.” She briefly closed her eyes. “All right, it’s your
show. Get on with it.”
“Thanks for all your confidence,” I said, winking
at her.
Before I picked my way down onto the ice, I clipped
my blades onto my belt and checked the hang of my pistol. Entering
a faerie ring unarmed is a fool’s choice. Cerice followed me but
stopped with her feet still on dry ground. As I knelt and opened my
bag, extracting the tools I’d need, Melchior shifted back to goblin
shape and poked his nose out.
“Are we there yet?”
I nodded. “All that’s left is the ring.”
“That’s like a parachutist saying all that’s left
is the part where we jump out of the plane,” he observed
grumpily.
I didn’t answer. I had other things on my mind.
Taking a fifteen-foot piece of networking cable out of my bag, I
used a jumper to connect the two ends so that it looped back on
itself.
I’d just lifted the athame I’d borrowed from
Cerice’s stash to replace my melted one when Melchior held up a
hand.
“What?” I asked.
“Just a thought.”
“Which is?”
“I was wondering if whatever cut this world off
from the mweb will have any effect on things like the faerie
rings.”
I didn’t like the sound of that. “How would that
work?”
“Well, what if it’s not actually the mweb itself
that’s having problems? What if there’s some kind of turbulence or
storm in the Primal Chaos itself? What if the many layers of
reality are being tossed around by that?”
I set the athame down. “Do you have anything to
back that up?” I asked. “Because if you do, I’d like to hear it
before I take any irrevocable steps.”
“No. I’m just speculating.”
“So do you want to call this little trip
off?”
He shook his head. “We have to go and go
soon.”
“Then why are you sharing?” I said, letting my
exasperation color my words.
“Well, the idea’s a scary one, and I didn’t want to
be afraid all by my lonesome.”
“Right,” I said, with a sigh. “Then if you don’t
have any other gloomy little ideas to share, I’ll get back to
work.”
I picked the athame up again. This time, no one
interrupted me as I cut a long shallow slice in the palm of my left
hand. The blood welled up quickly, and I’d soon smeared it over the
entire length of the cable and the connector. After that was done,
I whistled the spell for closing athame-generated wounds and went
to work laying the loop of cable out in as perfect a circle as I
could manage. That involved crawling out onto the thinnest part of
the ice, which made an ominous cracking noise as it took my
weight.
Next came the really dangerous part, opening a hole
into the Primal Chaos. As a direct descendant of the Titans, I have
the stuff bound into the very matrix of my bone and being. I called
on that resonance as it was expressed in the blood I’d smeared on
the cable to put a microrip in the fabric of reality.
Pure raw chaos poured through but not in the
controlled way I’d expected. The last time I’d done this, it had
raced thrice around the circle of blood, cutting a faerie ring into
the turf as neatly as a glass cutter might put a hole in a window.
This time, the entire circle flash-burned in a single instant, and
the air above the ring actually caught fire. The explosion threw me
a good fifteen feet.
The world wavered and rippled around me, like air
over hot pavement. Shadows flitted at the edge of my vision, making
wings of darkness. The magical turbulence felt as if I’d gotten in
the way of a tidal bore. As I fought to hold on to consciousness, I
couldn’t help wondering whether the effects were real or in my
head, because if it was the former, we were in deep, deep
trouble.