CHAPTER EIGHT
“Are you all right?” Cerice was bent over me, her
fingertips pressed into my neck at the pulse point. I had only very
blurry memories of her getting there.
“What the hell happened?” I asked. I hadn’t blacked
out, but it had been mighty close. I wanted to see if her
experience matched mine.
“Your faerie ring arrived with a bang. It was quite
spectacular. I expect that the local emergency services people will
be along shortly. I take it rings aren’t supposed to do that?” she
asked dryly.
“No. Not in my very limited experience.” I sat up,
though the effort made the world crinkle around the edges. “Did it
work?”
“Oh yeah.” Melchior came up next to Cerice.
“Speaking of which, unless you want the effort to have been wasted,
we need to get moving. It’s starting to float away.” He jerked his
thumb over his shoulder.
With Cerice’s help I managed to get to my feet. The
ring, now a free-floating circle of ice, had indeed drifted away
from the bank. More alarming, though, was that it was still on
fire. Or rather, the water around it was on fire. Neon-green flames
ringed the ice like a particularly gaudy Christmas wreath.
Something flashed in the corner of my eye, and I
glanced up at the underside of the bridge, where a perfect circle
of polished white stood out starkly amidst the dirt and grime. It
lay directly above the place where I’d marked out my ring. The heat
or the magic or something had burned a mirror-smooth finish into
the concrete.
“Wow,” I said, shaking my head. “That wasn’t
supposed to happen.” Just then a siren started in the distance.
“Come on, we’d better get going.” Lifting Melchior back into my
bag, I took Cerice’s hand. “Ready?” She nodded, though I could tell
she had some doubts. “Right, I’ll count to three, then we’ll jump.
When we hit, we’ll be on our way. Just keep holding on and let me
drive.”
“What about the fire on the water? Won’t that
attract attention?”
I shrugged. “There’s not much we can do about it
unless you want to stay here and answer official questions.
Besides, it appears to be dying down.”
It did, though not as quickly as I would have
liked. Cerice frowned, then whistled a quick spell. A stand of dry
and leafless brush some way upstream burst into sudden flame,
sending a great plume of smoke skyward.
“There,” she said. “That’ll give them something
else to look at while this drifts away. One.”
“Two,” I answered.
We said three together and leaped. The ice had
drifted a good eight feet from shore by then, an easy jump for any
child of Fate. Almost too easy in my case. I went farther than I’d
intended, landing on the far edge of the ice so that the toe of my
left boot actually touched the flame. I’d have cleared the ring
entirely if Cerice hadn’t had a firm grip on my hand. In fact, for
one instant as my feet left the ground, I felt as though I could
simply have flown away were it not for her weight.
I didn’t have time to think about it because the
moment we touched down, we were elsewhere. A faerie ring is nothing
like a computer-assisted locus transfer. When I asked Melchior to
open a gate for me, I was creating a point-to-point link with a
definite beginning and a definite end. The ring, on the other hand,
was a matter of probability and will. Anytime you enter a faerie
ring, you have an absolutely equal chance of emerging in any other
ring among all the infinite levels of reality. Will determines
where you actually end up.
In theory, if your will is strong, and you know
what you’re doing, you could get in at one ring and step out of the
one you want to reach as your very next stop. In practice, finding
your destination is more a matter of throwing yourself in the right
direction and sort of channel surfing until you hit the ring you’re
looking for. I’d learned all of that with my previous faerie ring
experience. This time I learned something else; not all rings are
equal, and that matters. A lot.
This ring was much stronger and wilder than the
ones I’d been through in the past. Before, the rhythm had been
something like world, beat, beat,
world, beat, beat, world. Now it was
wor-, wor-, wor-, with rings strobing by too
fast even to register as places. I felt like some sort of weird
quantum particle, simultaneously in multiple places at one time.
Hundreds of them in fact.
How am I going to find the right one if I can’t
even see them? a small panicked voice in the back of my head
asked. Horrible things can happen to a person who gets lost among
the rings. You can lose your soul. I nearly had on my last
trip.
Then, just as suddenly as it had started, our
progress stopped. We had arrived, at least for an instant, in one
definite place. Pulling Cerice along with me, I jumped from the
ring. I did it without even looking to see where we were. We could
always step back into the local ring in a few moments when we’d had
a chance to recover. Hopefully it would be gentler than the one I’d
made in Cambridge.
“Huh,” said Cerice. “That wasn’t so bad. Step in at
home, step out at Ahllan’s place in Garbage Faerie two seconds
later. Why do you and Melchior make such a big fuss about the
rings?”
“What?” I demanded, but a quick look around
confirmed she was right. We stood beside the beer can ring next to
the torn-open mound that had once covered Ahllan’s home. It was a
sunny afternoon, and the season was much warmer than the one we’d
left behind. “I . . . shit. How did that happen? Melchior?”
“I don’t know, Boss. That’s just plain spooky. I’d
have expected you to at least pass through a couple of other rings
on the way here. Let me think about it for a second.”
“Wait,” I said. “Didn’t either of you register all
those other rings?”
“What other rings?” they demanded in near-perfect
unison. I sat down then. Fell down was more like it, but the effect
was the same. I was no longer standing, and my butt was firmly on
the ground. “Tell me what you saw,” I said.
“Same as Cerice,” Melchior said. “Step in there,
step out here.” Cerice nodded. “I figured that just this once we
actually had a piece of good luck. I take it that’s not what
you saw?”
I related my experience of the ring. Melchior
whistled.
“Sounds like my worries about a chaos storm and the
rings being messed up too had something to it. Things certainly
feel strange enough for that. I’ve got some mweb access in this
DecLocus, but it’s bad and rapidly getting worse.”
“Maybe that’s it.” I had a sneaking suspicion that
what had just happened with the faerie ring wasn’t related to the
mweb problems and that I wasn’t going to like the truth when I
finally figured it out. But there wasn’t much I could do about it
at the moment, so I put the idea aside and got to my feet.
Garbage Faerie, as we called it, was in a serious
backwater of reality. Magic ran much closer to the surface here
than it did in the vicinity of Olympus, where things were more
regulated. Neither Zeus nor the Fates are big fans of anyone else’s
having magical power. That includes the other gods and all their
myriad offspring; but the blood of the Titans cannot be denied or
contained, so reluctantly, they live with us. Given the choice, I
don’t think they’d allow magic to go beyond the family. But the
gods—except perhaps Necessity—are finite, and the multiverse is
not.
I suspect that’s the real reason the Fates went
modern with their ever-expanding set of computers for tracking life
threads and running coded spells. It’s also probably a big part of
why Zeus has kept such a low profile for the last couple of
millennia—he’s lost control, and he knows it. So now he sulks. Of
course, he never really had control, but he’s dim enough that I
imagine it took a while to sink in. But hey, that’s the head of the
pantheon to a tee, astronomical energy harnessed to teensy-weensy
processing capacity. Kind of like the early-model PCs they used to
run the space shuttles at the turn of the century.
Whatever the reason, magic flows very freely out at
the edges of things. The worlds there can become quite strange,
bent as they are by the fundamental force of the irrational. In
this one, despite an apparent lack of people, the detritus of a
modern civilization lay everywhere, rusting hulks of cars, trashed
refrigerators, old computers. The smell of decay hung heavy in the
air. Yet there was a weird beauty to it all, because nature was in
the process of reclaiming the works. Bindweed and other flowering
creepers had taken hold of most of the larger pieces of trash,
transforming junked pickups into floral topiary. A blown-out
television had a Japanese rose growing out of the hole where the
tube had once been.
Weird and wild and strangely wonderful, Garbage
Faerie reeked of magic. Spells that might take a thousand lines of
whistled code and draw heavily on the mweb in the vicinity of
Olympus would need little more than a thought and pursed lips here.
That plus its distance from the corridors of Fate was why Ahllan
had set up shop here. I turned then to look at her blasted and
empty home.
The low hill that had once sheltered a dozen homey
rooms had been cloven in two, its mosaic-covered walls lying
shattered and exposed to the elements. I heard a gasp from beside
me and looked down to see Shara. She was trembling, and who could
blame her? She had died here, falling in the ruin of this
place.
“I didn’t know it was this bad,” she whispered. “I
went down too early to see it.” She put her face in her hands. “I
feel so awful.”
I knelt to put a hand on her shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “It’s my fault. It’s
all my fault.” I was speaking of her death as much as the
destruction of the house.
“Don’t be an idiot, Ravirn,” she said. From her
tone I knew she’d caught my meaning. “I know that’s hard for you
sometimes”—she was interrupted by a whispered “amen” from Cerice,
but didn’t acknowledge it—“but this isn’t your fault. Sure,
you were the proximate cause, but it was Atropos and the other
Fates who did this in their desire for absolute control.”
“Maybe you’re right,” I said. “But we aren’t here
to argue about comparative guilt. We’re here to find Ahllan.”
“She’s gone.” Melchior was kneeling a few yards
away, sniffing at the dirt. “She was here, but not for
long.” He pointed at a pair of deep footprints in the mud. “There
was a gate there.” He pointed again, but I didn’t see anything
beyond a few more tracks. “Incoming only.”
That would explain it, no physical traces.
Webgoblins’ magical senses were much stronger than mine, able to
see the faintest of spell traces if they hadn’t been deliberately
masked.
“So what happened? It looks like something very
strange.”
Melchior nodded. “Ahllan appeared through the LTP
gate, walked a couple of steps, called us, then poof.”
“But she didn’t gate out?” I asked.
“Not that I can tell. And unless she did a really
spectacular backflip, she didn’t leave via the faerie ring. I can’t
Vtp her either. I’ve been trying since we got here. Although
whether that’s because she’s blocking messages, gone somewhere off
the net, or just because the turbulence is so bad, I can’t say.” He
shivered. “It feels . . . wrong, like something crawling
around the inside of my skull. Shara?”
“I’m not hooked up, and if you don’t mind, I’ll
just take Mel’s word for it. I’ve got enough problems without
things crawling around inside my skull.”
Cerice gave Shara a penetrating look. Normally
webgoblins hate to be out of touch with the mweb and will only
break contact by order or request. The stream of information and
magical power that comes to them through the mweb is as much a part
of them as the blood flowing in their veins.
For perhaps the millionth time, I wished that I
could experience the mweb in the same way Melchior did. Sure, I
could enter its virtual space by using an athame, but it wasn’t the
same thing at all. It was the difference between being a scuba
diver and being a fish. No matter how hard I tried, I wasn’t going
to grow gills. We needed to find out what was going on, and fast.
With Ahllan missing, I could only think of one other possible
source for that information: Eris.
“I want to visit Castle Discord.”
“What?” exclaimed Shara. “Why? We should go home
and keep our heads down. This isn’t our problem. This is a matter
for the gods to sort out with Necessity. If we try to fix it, if we
even go within a thousand yards of the mweb servers, Fate will have
collective apoplexy and murder us on the spot. Let it go.”
“You’re probably right,” I said.
“I’m definitely right. This is not our
business.”
“So I’ll take the three of you back to the
apartment before I go on.”
“Not a chance,” said Melchior. “Not with Ahllan
missing. I’m going, too.”
Cerice knelt in front of Shara. “We have to do
this, honey. We just have to.”
Shara sighed. “All right. But if we have to go, we
should do it quick before the mweb cuts out and we’re forced to use
the faerie ring again. Maybe it worked this time, but they still
give me the creeps.”
“Amen to that.” Melchior pulled out a string and
stylus and began sketching out a hexagram in the dirt. “At least
when I make the gate, I know I can trust the driver.”
I thought back to our most recent trip from Hades
and how that had gone, but didn’t say anything. Melchior clearly
felt strongly on the subject, and, judging by the profound look of
relief on Shara’s face, so did she. A few minutes later we stepped
into the light. It wasn’t nearly as rough as our last trip. This
just felt like being trapped in an elevator with its cables cut, a
wild straight drop through darkness with a sudden stop at the end.
We landed hard, though not hard enough to break bones.
When the light cleared, we stood on a small
rectangle of stone completely surrounded by the wild billowing
colors of the Primal Chaos. Some sort of irregularly shaped
invisible shield prevented it from reaching the surface of the rock
and devouring us, though occasional tendrils of the stuff came
frighteningly close.
Eris prefers to live off the grid, way off. Castle
Discord is a floating island in the sea of chaos. Whether it lies
in the turbulence between worlds or somewhere beyond the farthest
edges of reality is something that’s more a question of philosophy
than science. To make things even more difficult, the castle moves
constantly. Combine that with the fact that it’s not actually
connected to the mweb, and you have a situation where only a fully
functional webtroll like Ahllan, exerting maximum concentration,
can keep its coordinates fixed long enough to open up a gate to the
castle proper. For the benefit of visitors Eris has placed a chunk
of stone in a fixed and permanent relationship to the rest of the
multiverse. She called it the welcome mat, and it even had the
Greek welcome, Kalos Orisate, carved into it in letters six
feet tall. That’s where we arrived.
I’d been there before and knew the routine, so I
slowly turned in place until I saw it. Far off and high up, a speck
appeared. Castle Discord. Our arrival had triggered the doorbell,
and now the castle was coming to us. As I watched, it grew steadily
closer, becoming a ragged chunk of golden granite. The top was
hidden by the angle at first, but as it descended, I could see a
great splash of green covering the surface. It looked nothing like
it had the last time I’d seen it. No surprise.
Castle Discord doesn’t actually exist in the way
most people mean the word. It’s entirely a state of mind. I can’t
even begin to explain the spells involved in its creation. It’s
very deep, wild magic of the kind that scares the living daylights
out of me. All I can speak to is the result. Castle Discord is a
sort of mathematical description of a place with all the
descriptors as variables that can be adjusted by the whim of its
occupant. One minute it’s a medieval cathedral, the next it’s a
Vegas-style casino. It depends entirely on what Eris’s notoriously
changeable mood desires.
Even more bizarre, when she isn’t actively exerting
her will on the place, it will rearrange itself to suit the whim of
whoever happens to be wandering its halls, a fact I had discovered
on my first—unauthorized—visit. At the moment, it most looked like
some sort of huge botanical garden occupying a series of
interlinked greenhouses. But that was on the outside. We wouldn’t
know about the inside until we got there.
When it reached a point about a hundred feet above
us and perhaps twice that distance away, Castle Discord stopped
moving. An archway opened just below the rim. Like some sort of
huge stone frog mouth, it spat a long flight of stairs at us. They
had no railing and looked to be made of black glass. As with the
welcome mat itself, some sort of invisible barrier kept the stuff
of chaos from pressing too close to the stairs.
“Have I mentioned that this is a bad idea?” mumbled
Shara, when the stairs touched down in front of us.
“I’d certainly gotten that impression, yes.” I
stepped up onto the first stair. “But unless you want to play ‘ring
the doorbell and run away’ with the Goddess of Chaos, we’d best get
moving.”
“I think it’s fascinating,” said Cerice, following
close behind. “Ever since you first described this place to me,
I’ve wanted to see it.”
I’d been here any number of times since my initial
visit but always by invitation, an invitation that had included
only me and Melchior. I probably could have brought Cerice, but I’d
always felt it safer to keep her away from Discord. Eris might find
me amusing. She might even have a soft spot for me. But she was one
of the most dangerous and certainly the most capricious of
goddesses. I preferred not to give her any more handles on me than
I had to, and Cerice would make a mighty fine one.
I looked past her now to Shara, who was reluctantly
bringing up the rear. I wished there was something more I could do
for the little purple webgoblin. I missed the wild, willful, sexy
creature she had been before her time in Hades, and it tore at my
heart to see her so subdued. I’m not sure which was worse, that or
the fact that I’d started having suspicions about her. I hated my
own paranoia, but that didn’t prevent me from keeping one eye on
her as we climbed the stairs. On one of my periodic glances her
way, I noticed a bright flash on the welcome mat that I might
otherwise have missed. It was similar to a locus transfer yet not
quite the same.
“I wonder what that is,” I said quietly. I couldn’t
think of any answer that would make me happy.
“What?” asked Cerice.
Instead of responding I stepped past Shara, and
said, “Melchior, Eagle Eye. Please.”
He quickly whistled the spell that gave me the
vision of a raptor, then duplicated it for Cerice, Shara, and
himself.
A bright rip had opened in the air at the base of
the stairs, like someone had sliced a hole through from someplace
else. That was because someone had. I’d seen the effect once
before. It was the Furies’ version of an LTP gate. I didn’t know
how it worked, except that it involved the adamantine claws that
tipped their fingers and some special application of the powers
granted them as Necessity’s personal handmaidens and IT
staff.
First through the gap was Megaera with her
seaweed-colored wings and hair, not to mention a personal vendetta
against yours truly. I didn’t honestly care who came next. None of
them was good news, and I couldn’t help but think their arrival
here and now was no coincidence.
“Run!” I said, turning back toward the castle.
Cerice was ahead of me. She’d already scooped up Shara, and was
taking the remaining stairs two at a time. I grabbed Melchior and
followed.
We were already close to the top, and I felt
confident we’d reach the gate ahead of the Furies. But there my
confidence ended. Whether the doors would open for us, and what
would happen after, I didn’t know.