ILLUSION

lton awakened stiff and sore, his body trembling
with chills. He rubbed his eyes not knowing how long he had slept.
A residue of dark and formless dreams lingered in his mind.
The waking nightmare that was Blackveil Forest
still surrounded him, but held itself at bay. He sensed an
eagerness about it, anticipation. He worried what it held in store
for him, but he had the protection of his special ability and the
wall at his back.
The wall. He allowed himself a grim smile.
He would find his way out of Blackveil, and he’d make sure a
message got through to King Zachary, warning him the forest was far
more than it seemed. He’d give the king a first-hand account of it,
of all he had seen and experienced. He had to, for he knew it was
only a matter of time before the intelligence spread its power
across the breach, and if they couldn’t repair the breach, D’Yer
Province would be the first land in the path of danger. What would
happen to the fields, the forests, and the people?
No, I dare not think about it.
Alton had to help protect D’Yer Province and all of
Sacoridia, no matter the cost.
He rose from the moist ground, body heat bleeding
from him and gripping him in another bout of chills. Daggers ripped
through his legs as he stood. The puckered thorn wounds oozed with
a sickly yellow pus, and he knew it did not bode well for him.
Nausea washed over him.
He supported himself against the wall, gagging, but
bringing up nothing. It taxed his already weakened body, and he
clung to the wall with all his strength.
I must find my way out.
Only sheer will propelled him forward, pain ripping
through his legs with each step.
Behind him, the petals of blue-black roses
shriveled and dropped to the ground, leaving behind only the thorny
stems in a shaft of mist.
Someone lifted Alton’s head and helped him sip
water. As it passed over his cracked lips and down his parched
throat, he swallowed rapidly like one who has spent days stranded
in a desert. He blinked open crusty eyes to see his savior. At
first she was a blur, but when his vision cleared, he knew her at
once.
“Karigan?”
“Shhh, you are ill,” she said. Her hair rested on
her shoulders and was glossy with sunshine. Oddly, she wasn’t
dressed in green, but in an ivory dress that sheened in a
brightness that made his eyes hurt. She looked to be a celestial
being of the heavens—she was beautiful.
“What are you doing here? How did you find
me?”
She set aside the bowl of water and stroked back
his hair. Her touch was light and feathery, and it sent chills
racking through his body. When he gazed up at her, she wavered in
his sight.
He closed his eyes. “I’m not seeing very
well.”
“My poor Alton.”
When he opened his eyes again, his vision was
steadier. Karigan’s features were serene and unperturbed. He could
not remember her ever looking so peaceful, and it occurred to him
that maybe he had died, and maybe she had, too. When he struggled
to rise, she firmly pressed him back.
“Please, reserve your strength,” she told him.
“You’ve a fever. You must use your strength to fight it.”
As if in response to her words, the chills left him
and he burned. Perspiration beaded on his forehead.
“I feel terrible,” he said. “I want to go home. I
have to . . . I have to tell the king. I have to tell him about the
forest.”
She quieted him with shushing noises, all the while
stroking his hair away from his face.
“I know, I know. You will be able to do this soon,
but you’ve another task ahead of you.”
Alton sighed and closed his eyes, listening to the
soothing tones of her voice.
“I think . . .” he began. “Thirsty. I’m so
thirsty.”
She lifted the bowl to his lips, and when he
finished drinking, he said, “I think I . . .”
He couldn’t quite manage the words. Karigan always
left him perplexed. One moment she was his confidant and friend,
and the next she would say or do something that terribly confused
him, causing his feelings for her to range from extreme frustration
and anger that she would toy with him so, to hope and—and—
How could she do this to him? In his heart he knew
it wasn’t intentional, but the fire of his fever seemed to have
stoked the fire in his heart, too, and here she was being so
gentle, so caring.
“Karigan, I—”
“Shhh.” She placed her finger across his lips. “Do
not tire yourself.”
“But—” He really wanted to tell her, to
finally express himself.
She gave him a playful tap on the nose, and leaned
over him so that her hair brushed his cheek.
“I will talk,” she said, “and you will
listen.”
And she did talk. She spoke of the wall and how it
was inhabited by the souls of those who had made it. They were the
guardians whose magic made the wall so impenetrable. It was they
who sang to keep the forest at peace, and now their voices were
failing.
“They were singing the wrong words,” she said, “and
the wrong melody. This is causing the wall to fail. You must get
them to sing the correct song, a counter-song to mend the
wall.”
Alton faded in and out, comforted by her voice, her
soothing, light touches. This was the Karigan he loved. If he
survived this, he would see about making her his wife, no matter
his father’s protests, no matter her common blood.
He came to after an unknown amount of sleep, her
voice still murmuring comfortingly to him. She continued to sit
beside him, her hand resting on his chest, over his heart. His
heart throbbed faster, harder.
“I am going to teach you the song to sing,” she was
saying, “to mend the wall.”
“Yes,” he said, his voice weak. “Mend the
wall.”
She started to sing. He knew Karigan was rather
tone deaf, but now she sang harmoniously. He did not understand the
words, but she made him repeat them.
“Mordech en trelish est,” she said.
“Mordech en trelish est.”
“Yes, you do well.”
It was a trial to concentrate on what he was doing,
to overcome his fever to do as she asked, but he found he wanted to
please her.
There were more and more words, and she gave him
more water whenever his voice faltered. How many hours had passed?
Had it been days? He did not know, but her voice was continuous in
his mind, whether he dozed off or awakened.
At times he twisted and turned in feverish dreams,
calling out her name. Sometimes behind her beauty he saw some
monstrous visage, but her words and gentle touch would always ease
him.
When he awakened once again, he discovered her
hands were on his legs.
“What are—?” he croaked.
She smiled at him. “I am taking the pain from your
legs so you may walk.”
“Walk,” he whispered. “I haven’t the
strength.”
“I will help you.”
He must be feather-light for Karigan helped him up
without difficulty. He nearly fainted away, but she propped him
against her.
“Think of the song I taught you,” she said. “Sing
it to me, and it will help you overcome your weakness.”
His awareness was vague at best. She put his arm
over her shoulders, and she put her arm around his waist. It all
seemed very distant.
“Sing,” she said, “and walk.”
He did, his awareness dimming still more, the
walking a dream. She must have been supporting most of his weight
because it felt like he walked on air. She had taken the pain from
his legs, though pus seeped from the wounds with each step.
When his voice faltered, she spoke again in
soothing, encouraging tones. “When you are in the tower, you must
sing the song to the stone with your mind. Do you
understand?”
“Yes.” He wasn’t sure he did, but his answer
pleased her.
He continued along in his dream, the forest not
feeling threatening in the least. His feet navigated the terrain
without trouble so long as he leaned on Karigan. Yes, he was safe
with her. She took care of him.
He must have passed out, for he was lying on the
ground again. When his eyes fluttered open, Karigan was right there
next to him, as serene as ever.
“You have come far and reached your destination,”
she said, “but now you must eat a little to help you with your
strength.”
She dropped golden berries into his mouth, and when
he protested, she assured him they were safe. They were sweet and
refreshing, like ambrosia. Their juice moistened his dry
mouth.
When she fed him the last berry, she said, “I am
very proud of you. You have come far despite your illness, and you
have learned the song. Now it is time for you to mend the
wall.”
“Now?”
“First you must enter the tower.”
He rolled his head back and looked up. They were
next to a tower that soared up into the clouds. It was doorless and
windowless, and forbidding. It was one of the guard towers of the
wall.
“I don’t know how.”
“First you must get up.” Effortlessly she hoisted
him to his feet once again, and supported him to the tower. “Put
your hands upon it.”
He did so. The granite of the tower seamlessly
matched that of the wall that winged off from it in both
directions. He liked the feel of the granite, so rough and so cool,
so very solid.
“Now speak with the stone,” she said. “Let it know
who you are. It should let you in when it knows you are
Deyer.”
“I’m D’Yer,” he said to granite.
The first hint of irritation crossed Karigan’s
face. “No, with your mind, as I instructed you.”
“You’re coming with me, aren’t you?”
She hesitated, then smiled. “Of course.” She kissed
his cheek. When he leaned into her for more, she pushed her palm
against his chest. “If you love me, you will enter the tower and
mend the wall.”
“Yes. Mend the wall.”
Just as she had taught him, he sent currents of
thought right through his fingertips into the wall. With his mind,
he announced to stone who he was.
Haethen Toundrel, Tower of the Heavens,
absorbed Alton D’Yer through its granite.

Outside the tower, the glamour faded from the
feral groundmite female the sentience had employed in its scheme.
The ivory dress dissipated like smoke, revealing animal hide and
the furry arms of a groundmite. She dropped to the ground, greedily
popping “berries” into her mouth. The glamour faded from those, as
well, revealing grubs.
Gone was the visage of a comely young woman.
Deyer’s fever had been most propitious, further enhancing the
illusion. It had been exhausting to play the part of Karigan and
control the groundmite at the same time. She had wanted to rip
Deyer’s head off.
In the end, it would all be worth it, the sentience
thought. It allowed itself to be absorbed into the mossy ground.
Deyer would sabotage the wall and bring it crashing down. Oh, the
delicious irony of it, of a wall builder being its undoing.
There was more to look forward to. Varadgrim and
Mirdhwell would find the one of Hadriax’s blood and bring her
here.
It all meant waiting, but the sentience would do so
exploring its memories.