BLACKVEIL

The sentience awoke to silence. The voices that
entrapped it were strangely absent, focused elsewhere.
Cautiously, it extended a thread of awareness,
gently probing through the forest, remaining as tiny and
inconspicuous as possible so as not to alarm its guardians.
It slipped along the slime trail of a glistening
slug for a short distance. It hid beneath rocks, and tunneled in
the damp underground as a blind mole.
Warm blood gushed through the mole’s body, pumped
by its heart in a rhythmic throb the sentience found oddly
comforting and familiar. The mole burrowed deeper, using its
powerful shoulders and spadelike front feet to shovel aside
soil.
It stopped abruptly, and twitched its nose. The
sentience felt its hunger, and with unthinking instinct, it gnashed
at something soft, damp, and wriggly.
Repulsed, the sentience expelled itself from the
mole and traced its way back through the tunnel.
What am I? What am I that I have no beating
heart? No pulsing blood?
The mole had a body, but it was a dim, stupid
creature that relied on instinct.
I am no such creature. Perhaps I am the air that
fills the creature’s lungs.
This did not seem correct either. The air could not
be trapped this way, trapped behind walls and barriers.
The sentience resurfaced to the world above as
moisture sucked from the ground by the roots of a limp, dark fern.
It joined with an insect, which sped away on buzzing wings. Through
multifaceted eyes, it spotted a young avian tearing into the
carcass of some unfortunate prey animal, gulping down flesh to
bulge out its sinuous, scaled neck.
The insect alighted on the avian to feed on its
blood, giving the the sentience an opportunity to transfer itself
to a new host. The avian flapped its wings in agitation at the
intrusion, but the sentience stayed quiet, sensing the creature’s
hunger and lust for blood, feeling the warmth of its prey easing
down its gullet and into its gnawing stomach.
The avian was merely base instinct, aware of
nothing but its own needs, a vicious creature on all counts, its
very heart dark. The sentience decided to seize control of
it.
The avian struggled mightily, waving its head back
and forth and squawking in protest, but it did not take long for
the sentience to overcome its small mind.
Through the eyes of the avian, the world of the
sentience’s confinement sharpened—the contrast of dark tree shadows
and gray mist, logs decaying into duff, insects hovering in the dim
light, the fuzz of mosses carpeting the ground. Something slurped
into a black pool, piquing the avian’s interest, and registering
“prey” in its mind.
The sentience stilled the avian’s predatory
excitement, and again sent out a pinpoint of awareness through the
forest. The guardians had not yet noted its wakefulness. Something
else had taken their attention; they strained to reach out to the
other side of the wall.
Intrigued by their preoccupation, the sentience,
too, wished to see the other side of the wall.
It released a measure of control over the avian so
it could fly. The avian stretched its wings, flapped, and spiraled
upward through the trees, deftly missing entwined branches, and
surged above the canopy. Thick mist enclosed the forest below,
except for the spires of tree tops poking through. Even above the
forest, the mist was still thick, banishing the sun to a murky
white disk.
The sentience forced the avian unwaveringly
northward, toward the wall, seeking the place where it had once
detected weakness.
It wasn’t long before the layers of mist peeled
away, revealing the wall directly ahead. The avian wheeled away,
barely in time to avoid a collision. The sentience reined the
creature into a glide, the wall swirling past its wingtip.
A brightness shone where there should have been
wall, signaling the place of weakness. The sentience forced the
avian to land on the broken wall, talons scrabbling on stone as it
backwinged. The avian extended its serpentine neck, and with a
blink, peered to the other side.
The sunlight, so unfamiliar to the creature, was
too bright. It dropped nictitating membranes over its eyes to
protect them.
A myriad of structures billowing in the wind filled
the world below, and moving among them were many creatures.
Men, came the unbidden memory.
They were scattered everywhere, these men, milling,
moving, thriving. There was a power here, too. A power reminiscent
of that which entrapped the sentience. Somewhere among these men,
there was one who could speak with the guardians, one who could fix
the weakness in the wall. One who could seal off the sentience’s
prison forever.
Hunger roiled in the avian’s belly, and its gaze
settled on the back of one who walked away from the wall.
The guardians chose that moment to become alert to
the sentience’s wakefulness. Alarm buzzed through the wall and
beneath the avian’s talons. Startled, the avian flapped its wings
and launched into the air.
Come back to us, ancient one, the voices
called.
Overcome, the sentience lost control of the avian.
The creature angled its wings for maximum speed and soared toward
the man’s back, talons extended.
Men pointed and shouted. The man turned, eyes wide
as it took in the avian arrowing in on him. He dropped on the
ground just in time to evade talons.
The guardians screamed at the sentience, or maybe
it was the wind screaming past the ears of the avian. The sentience
could make no sense of it. The billowing
structures—tents—were but blurs below. Men scattered in all
directions, yelling and running in confusion.
Fear radiating from so much available prey aroused
the avian’s predatory hunger to a new height. It turned on a
wingtip, screaming for blood, bearing down again on the man, but
this time he held a shiny object.
Sword.
The sentience wanted to avert the avian’s mad
flight, but the guardians distracted it with their songs of peace
and contentment, and promises of tranquil slumbering. All it had to
do was return; return to the other side of the wall and end the
struggle. Just rest. Rest and sleep . . .
The avian circled above the man, flicking its
forked tongue, before stooping into a dive.
The man did not cower but slashed with his blade,
cutting the avian above its talon.
PAIN! RAGE! REVENGE!
Maddened, the creature surged upward with great
wing-strokes to gain altitude for another diving attack. A
projectile whizzed by its head.
Stupid creature, the sentience thought,
fighting the grogginess brought on by the guardians. With a mighty
effort, it again exerted its will into the avian’s mind.
Survival, it urged the avian, fearing for
its own survival should the avian be killed. Seek
safety.
The avian tossed its head and screeched in angry
resistance, and pursued prey.
This time it hunted for one without defense. Men
scattered as it skimmed above their heads, and it lunged upon one
who could not run fast enough. The man—no, woman—loosed a
bloodcurdling scream as talons sank into her shoulders.
HUNGER!
The avian attempted to carry the woman away, but
its wings had not the strength. It dropped her, and landed atop her
back, spreading its wings over her to protect its prey from
interlopers, screeching threats at the men who rushed toward it
with shining, sharp weapons.
Survival! the sentience screamed in the
avian’s mind, but the scent of warm blood overcame all else. It
reared its head back, ready to lunge its raptor’s beak into the
whimpering prey beneath it for the kill.
Fly! Survival! Panic allowed the sentience
to exert the whole of its will upon the avian.
SURVIVAL—FOOD!
The men had projectile weapons among them, but the
sentience comprehended their fear of using them lest they
inadvertently kill the woman. They feared the avian, too. The
sentience encouraged the avian in a fierce display to keep the men
off.
The man the avian had attacked initially advanced
with grim resolve. He wore green, and this sparked some memory of
hatred.
The avian recognized him, too, saw its own black
blood on his blade, and remembered pain. It launched from the
woman.
Yes, survival, the sentience crooned.
Safety.
The avian started winging toward the gap in the
wall.
And now the guardians welcomed the sentience’s
return in song, Come back to us, ancient one, come sleep in
peace. . .
A volley of arrows hissed past the avian, arcing
over the wall. The avian swung its head around to screech at the
men below.
Safety, the sentience urged. Seek
safety.
Just as the avian glided through the gap in the
wall, there came another flight of arrows. A barbed head drove into
the avian’s side, tearing muscle and tendon, crushing bone,
piercing lung.
The avian careened into the mist of the forest and
plummeted, trees coming at it in a mad rush. It crashed through
branches. Wing bones snapped. It hit one bough, and tumbled to
another, until finally it fell into a heap on the ground.
There it lay with neck limp, and wings splayed and
rumpled. Nictitating eyelids peeled back, and the avian drew one
last rattling breath.
The sentience flowed from the avian in its blood,
soaking into the moss beneath. Exhausted by its striv ings with
both the avian and the guardians, it let itself be drawn into sleep
with one final lingering thought: What am I?