FOLLOWING FOOTSTEPS

When the noon bell rang, Mara wondered idylly
where Karigan had gotten to. After all, the captain’s errands
shouldn’t have taken very long. Maybe she had stayed at the castle
to take her midday meal in the dining hall, though it was unlike
her not to report back immediately after the completion of an
errand.
One hour soon came and went. When Yates and Justin
returned from the midday meal and informed her they hadn’t seen
Karigan anywhere near the dining hall, she grew a little more
concerned.
At two hour, she checked in with the captain, who
agreed Karigan’s absence was unusual, but probably nothing to worry
about.
“How much trouble can she get into on castle
grounds?” the captain asked. Then they looked at one another,
suddenly taking into account just who it was they were discussing.
“Right,” said the captain. “Best begin looking for her.”
Mara sent Yates and Justin to search the stable and
castle grounds. They trudged unhappily into the rain.
Mara decided to search the castle, though she
realized it was an almost impossible task considering the size of
the place.
As she stood inside the entry hall of the castle
mulling over how to best proceed, she spotted the Weapon Fastion on
his way in. He drew back his hood and shook the rain off his cloak.
Even wet, the Weapon made an elegant form, all in black, each
movement one of grace and economy. Others in the hall skirted
around him. Perhaps it was the sense of mystery surrounding Weapons
that caused people not to step too closely, although more likely it
was the aura of razor-sharp danger they exuded.
Green Rider history might be shrouded in mystery,
and they might conceal their special abilities, but Weapons
lived as enigmas. Mara was convinced they liked it that way,
but of course none would deign to show how pleased with themselves
they were.
Some regarded Weapons as cultish, with their
devotion to duty and their own kind. They were more properly titled
“Black Shields,” but their skill in fighting was so deadly, so
excellent and earnest, someone long ago had started calling
them “Weapons,” and the name stuck. They were well known for
swordmastery, but they killed just as effectively without a
sword.
Fastion draped his cloak over his arm, and strode
toward Mara, slicing through the crowded hall like a blade. He
possessed a gaze that did not waver, yet encompassed everything.
Mara had observed this with other Weapons—they watched for trouble
without seeming to. Somehow Fastion had picked her out of the
crowd, noticed her watching him, and sensed she wished to speak
with him.
“Good day, Rider,” he said. “Is there something
with which I can assist you?”
“I’m looking for Karigan.”
He blinked. Was that a flicker of surprise? “Is
something wrong?”
“No. I mean, I don’t think so. Karigan came over to
administration on an errand ages ago, but no one has seen her
since. I’m looking for her. It isn’t like her to not report back
after an errand.”
“Hmm.” Fastion tapped his chin with his forefinger.
“She does have a tendency for trouble. Would you like some
assistance? I think the watch sergeant would release me for a
couple hours, especially if it has to do with Rider
G’ladheon.”
Mara was relieved, and surprised, although she
gathered Weapons held Karigan in some sort of esteem. They greeted
her when they’d ignore most others, and in general were friendly to
her as though she was one of their own. Mara assumed it had to do
with Karigan’s efforts to save King Zachary’s life during Prince
Amilton’s coup attempt.
“Yes,” Fastion said, “let me speak with the
sergeant, then we will retrace Rider G’ladheon’s footsteps.”
And retrace her footsteps they did. Back out into
the rain to barracks they went, to begin at the beginning. From
barracks they sloshed through puddles to officers quarters, and
then followed the path back to the castle. They walked the
corridors to the administration wing, asking servants and clerks,
including the surly chief administrator, if they’d seen Karigan.
None recalled seeing her.
They visited Dakrias Brown down in the records
room.
“Yes, she was here.”
Mara took in the room with wide eyes. It looked
like it had been hit by a maelstrom, with papers strewn everywhere.
She knew Dakrias to be meticulous and this was an uncharacteristic
state of affairs for his work area. He himself appeared disheveled
and quite out of sorts. She wondered what was going on.
“How long ago?” Fastion asked.
“I don’t know,” Dakrias said. “I’ve been . . . I’ve
been busy. It was quite a while ago, I think.”
They thanked him and left him to his work. “What
now?” Mara asked as they strode down the corridor.
Fastion walked with his head bowed in thought.
“We’ve visited all the places she was meant to go. I—” Suddenly he
halted by an adjoining unlit corridor. He stared a moment into the
darkness. “Would you hand me a lamp, please?”
Mara retrieved one from its alcove. He took it and
began to examine the floor. “Many feet have passed this way,” he
said. “Most unusual.” He stepped into the corridor, continuing to
gaze at the floor. “You see all the footprints?”
She did. Much of the dusty floor was covered in a
stream of footprints. They were recent, for there wasn’t a layer of
dust on them.
Fastion investigated closer to one of the walls.
“May I see the bottom of your boot?”
Mara joined him, and lifted her foot. “What do
you—?”
“Just as I thought,” he said. “This footprint here
is very close to the shape of your boot. A Green Rider’s boot.” He
pointed it out, a clear footprint not obscured by all the others.
“What do you say we follow these and see where they lead?”
Mara looked hard at the Weapon. Was it her
imagination, or could it be he was excited? “If you think we might
find Karigan . . .”
Fastion pointed at the footprint. “I believe we
might.”
He guided her deep into the nether regions of the
castle. Mara had known of the abandoned corridors, but had not
guessed their extent, and even now, could not. Walking into
darkness, having it roll in behind you, and staving it off with
only one small lamp distorted all sense of distance and time.
Fastion assured her he knew every inch of the
castle, but was proven wrong when they followed the footprints into
a chamber.
“The footprints end here,” Fastion said.
“Fascinating, isn’t it? I’ve not been in this room before. I didn’t
know it existed.”
Mara crinkled her nose, not sharing in the Weapon’s
enthusiasm. It was a low-ceilinged room of rough-hewn ashlars and
crude support columns, clearly a part of the original fortress-keep
that had eventually grown into the present castle. Either the
artistic side of Clan D’Yer’s stonecraft had not evolved when this
room was built, or war-time did not permit the luxury of
architectural embellishments.
Old furniture and shelving, much of it rotted
beyond recognition, sat in jumbled heaps about the room, coated
with dust and cobwebs. Tattered tapestries, their once intricate
designs now a tangle of snarled threads of no distinguishable
color, hung on the walls or had been incorporated into ancient
mouse nests on the floor. Windows were shuttered.
Fastion touched the frayed edge of a tapestry and
the whole thing crumbled beneath his fingers. He frowned in dismay.
The lamp he carried and his black uniform had the unsettling effect
of dismembering his hands and face from his body. The lamp cast
gold light on his face which seemed to float in space,
moonlike.
Fastion was unaccountably delighted with the
discovery of this new room, but they hadn’t found Karigan. She
gazed at the numerous footprints in the heavy dust. One set, the
set that looked like her own footprints, simply ended at the edge
of the lamplight. How could Karigan simply vanish?
Then it was like a whack in the head. How could
Karigan vanish? Quite easily, as a matter of fact.
“Fastion,” Mara said, “let’s remove the shutters
from the windows.”
He blinked at her as though he had forgotten she
was there. Mara made a noise of annoyance and strode across the
room. She tore at the rotted wood and it easily fell apart. Fastion
joined her, pulling out the upper portions. In the end, it did not
help them, for the window was walled in.
Fastion stood in an attitude of deep thought. “They
must have added on, at the other side of the window. I’m trying to
think of what’s on the other side . . .”
“That’s all very good and interesting,” Mara said,
“but we’re here to find Karigan. Let’s cover every bit of this
room.”
Understanding, and a certain amount of discomfort,
dawned on Fastion’s face. “You mean you think she has . . .
?”
“Faded out? Maybe. If we don’t find her here, we’ll
retrace our steps and look in every nook and shadow until we
do.”
And if their lamp did not shed sufficient light,
she had the means to call upon another source of illumination.
Light would reveal Karigan if she had faded out. It would be, Mara
reflected, like searching for a ghost.
“Wouldn’t she let us know if she was here?” Fastion
asked.
“Who knows?”
Strange things occurred around, and to, Karigan.
Mara had seen her own share of danger since becoming a Green
Rider—her hewn-off fingers proved the point. But she hadn’t
contended with ghosts or Wild Rides as Karigan had, and that was
just fine with her. Mara had her hands full dealing with all the
management necessities Ereal and Connly had once seen to, and she
was more than happy with such mundane work. Let others ride with
ghosts. She would see to it they were at least well
provisioned.
Mara and Fastion slowly paced the chamber, their
lamp starkly illuminating the space around them. It was in the
deepest, darkest corner that Mara nearly stepped on Karigan. She
squawked in surprise.
Karigan sat on the floor, knees huddled to her
chest, so transparent Mara could see the texture of the rockwork
through her. Like searching for a ghost, she had thought, and how
true it was.
“Karigan?” Mara could not control the quaver in her
voice. Fastion went still beside her.
Karigan stirred, looked upward, a dazed expression
on her face. “Light?”
Her voice came across some vast expanse.
“Karigan—” Mara began.
“I am lost . . . lost. Can you hear me? Can you
see me?” Even across that distance, the despair in her voice
was unmistakable.
Mara reached out to shake Karigan’s shoulder, but
her hand passed right through her into a cold, cold space. Mara
gasped and stepped back. This was not how Karigan’s ability
was supposed to work.
“Karigan,” Mara said. “I can hear you, and I can
see you. Come back to us—drop the fading. Drop it
now.”
Her eyes finally flickered in recognition. “Now?
Is this the right time? I’ve traveled so far . . .”
Her words were nonsense to Mara. “Yes,” she said
firmly, “this is the right time. Drop it now.”
Karigan sighed so unlike a ghost that Mara felt
some relief. Karigan passed her hand over her brooch. It was a
weary gesture. Her ghostly form solidified and immediately she
dropped her face into her hand and groaned.
Mara and Fastion exchanged worried glances. “What
is it?” Mara asked.
“My head—it hurts. The brooch.” Her hand muffled
her words.
“The use of magic has that effect on her,” Mara
explained to Fastion.
Karigan looked up at them. The lamp cast half moon
shadows beneath her eyes. Her flesh was bone white.
“It’s never hurt so much.”
“How did you find this place?” Fastion asked.
“The light. I followed it.” She pressed back a
loose tendril of hair with a trembling hand. “I heard the call, and
I followed the light. And I saw . . .”
“Saw what?” Mara was almost afraid to hear the
answer.
“The captain, but she wasn’t the captain yet. And
King Agates, but he was dead. Then I saw the whisperers.”
“That explains things,” Mara muttered. She did not
feel as cavalier as she sounded, however. She cleared her throat
and squatted beside Karigan, scrunching her nose against the odor
of her damp wool greatcoat. “Have you been hurt?”
Karigan shook her head and grimaced at what the
motion did to her headache.
Mara touched Karigan’s cheek, then drew away in
shock. “You’re cold!” She was stone cold, far colder than sitting
damp in an old castle on a rainy day warranted.
“Cold. Yes.”
Mara removed her own greatcoat and wrapped it
around Karigan’s shoulders. She passed her hand over her brooch.
She did not experience the strange things Karigan did, but like
every Green Rider, she possessed an ability with magic. She first
discovered its form during a message errand when she fell through
the thin ice of a pond. She pulled herself out, but would have
frozen to death had it not been for her ability.
She summoned thoughts of warmth of flame, of
campfires and hearths. Heat rushed through her body and enfolded
her like a blanket. She focused it on her upraised palm. Blue flame
rose flickering from her fingers as though they were on fire. They
were on fire.
Yates had once suggested that this particular
ability would best suit Captain Mapstone because of her red hair
and temper. Captain Mapstone had overheard the remark and Yates
earned a month’s worth of stall muck ing duty. Mara smiled at the
memory; she smiled at the flames dancing on her palm.
She kept calling on her ability until those blue
flames turned to a steady orange-gold. The heat radiated against
her own face, and great joy flooded her heart at the manifestation
of her ability; a joy she knew several Riders, like Karigan, never
experienced.
The flames worked best on her right hand, as though
the stubs of her missing fingers let them burn unhindered and more
intensely.
With the warmth, the deathly pallor of Karigan’s
cheeks gave way to a faint pink blush. She watched the flames on
Mara’s hand in wonder, this uncommon display not lost on her.
“Thank you,” she whispered.
Mara had never demonstrated her ability to the
others. They knew about it, but there had never been a legitimate
reason to simply call on the flames. It was too powerful a thing to
use lightly. It was powerful, but even she could not imagine
its depth. Sometimes she felt like some great well from which power
could flow unquenchable.
“Fastion,” Mara said, “we should get Karigan
someplace warm.”
“Of course.”
Mara had to admire his discipline. It was not often
one witnessed raw magic. She guessed it would take a visit by the
gods to shake him from his rock-solid foundation, and even then she
had her doubts.
“Does it hurt?” he asked her.
Mara chuckled that his curiosity overrode that
discipline. “No, but if I started off a campfire, then reached into
the flames of it, it would burn me as any fire would you.”
“I see.”
They assisted Karigan to her feet. She seemed all
right, if a little unsteady, and her features were drawn with the
pain of her headache. Mara felt fortunate that the worst
aftereffect of using her own ability was a mild fever. She
extinguished the flames with a thought, and they left the chamber
at a slow walk.