INNER VOICES

Alton surveyed the empty field that had once been
a thriving, busy encampment. There were no longer colorful striped
tents pitched here, no wandering minstrels plucking a tune, no
merchants shouting out the virtues of their wares. Nor were there
fine ladies gossiping beneath pavilions with servants scurrying
about with refreshments.
The field was barren of life. Only the refuse that
littered the ground, and the beaten paths made by feet and hooves,
indicated there had once been tremendous activity here.
Beyond the field, precise rows of military tents
remained, and among them, Landrew D’Yer’s. He had shifted his base
of operations as far from the wall as possible.
After the avian’s attack on Lady Valia, all the
nobles and common folk had hastily packed up and left—some that
very day. Much to Alton’s relief, his little brother and cousin had
been immediately sent home, too.
The avian’s attack had been a swift and brutal
reminder of why it was dangerous to take the D’Yer Wall and
Black-veil Forest lightly. This was no place for a summer holiday.
It would be a long time before those who witnessed the attack would
forget the image of that huge winged monster digging its talons
into Valia’s back. It would be even longer before they got over the
sound of her screams, which through the night had weakened until
they faded to nothing.
Valia’s parents had brought a vibrant young woman
to the wall for a summer holiday, and they had left with a
corpse.
Alton sighed, thrusting his hands into his pockets.
He let the sun beat down on his shoulders as if it could burn away
the darkness of his thoughts. But he would never forget Valia’s
screams. They were etched into his soul.
Nothing had ventured over the wall since, but Alton
couldn’t help but think it was only a matter of time. He sensed
something about Blackveil, an alertness or some kind of
intelligence.
He shook his head. He couldn’t explain it. Nor was
he able to explain why he couldn’t call upon the magic of the wall.
It had responded to him only that once—if in fact it hadn’t been
his imagination. Why should he expect it to awaken again?
Because it has to, he thought. Because if
it doesn’t, we may never learn the secret of repairing the wall,
and more monsters will come from Blackveil to terrorize
Sacoridia.
If the wall completely failed, there would not be
enough soldiers in the world to hold Blackveil back.
He could only keep trying, even if it meant he kept
failing.
With new resolve, he turned toward the wall, but
found Pendric standing in his path. Pendric had not spoken to him
since the attack on Valia. In fact, he had hardly spoken to anyone.
He ate little, and looked unkempt as if he had given up combing his
hair and bathing. There were dark shadows beneath his eyes from too
little sleep. Alton had begun to pity him.
“What is it, cousin?” Alton asked.
Pendric looked about for a moment as though
confused, then a familiar contempt crept into his eyes.
“It’s all your fault.”
“What are you talking about? What’s my
fault?”
“Look at me.” Pendric jammed his thumb into his
chest. “Look at me. I have nothing—it’s always you that has gotten
everything.”
Alton drew his eyebrows together, a little warning
going off in his head. He knew he should just walk away, but maybe
if Pendric unleashed whatever it was that gnawed at him, he’d feel
better and stop being so nasty-tempered.
“What do you mean?” Alton asked quietly.
Pendric shook from whatever emotion had seized
him.
“You are heir to the province, I’m not. You don’t
deserve it—you’re never home to take care of the clan or our
people. I am. I’m always there—I’m the one always there
doing all the work, the things you should be doing. And what will
my reward be? Scraping the ground before Lord-Governor Alton
D’Yer.”
So this was the basis of the matter. Pendric was
jealous.
“I’d be home,” Alton said, “but I’ve been called to
the king’s service.”
Pendric clenched his hands into fists. “You could
leave.”
“No, I couldn’t.” There was no use in trying to
explain the Rider call with his cousin in such a state.
Pendric laughed harshly. “No, you couldn’t. You
like being close to the king, don’t you? You can win his favor. And
you like being near Lady Estora, don’t you?”
Alton shifted his stance. There was a wildness in
his cousin’s eyes he had not seen before. “Is there a point to
this, Pendric?”
“You turned Lady Estora away from me. You told her,
‘Don’t marry Pendric, he’s ugly, and he has nothing to show for
himself.’ Isn’t that right?”
“No. That’s an outright lie.”
But Pendric ignored him. “All Valia could say was
how handsome Lord Alton is, how kind Lord Alton is. You even turned
her against me.”
“Look, I—”
“Handsome Lord Alton, the heir, the honored son. He
gets everything. He’s the one who will save us from Blackveil. He’s
the one the king looks to, the one Lady Estora listens to.” Saliva
foamed at the edge of his mouth. “The only thing I ever got that
you didn’t was the fever.” He dragged his fingers across his
pock-marked cheeks. “Even my own mother can’t stand the sight of
me.”
Alton had had no idea of the depth of Pendric’s
anger and self-loathing. For whatever reason, he had twisted the
truth to feed his pain. He wasn’t thinking rationally, and nothing
Alton could say or do would sway him to the truth.
“You bastard,” Pendric whispered. “You killed the
one thing I loved.”
Alton’s mouth dropped open.
“It wasn’t enough to turn her against me, was it.
Your magic, your evil magic lured that monster over the wall and
you let it kill her.”
Before Alton could overcome his shock at this
accusation, Pendric landed his fist across his jaw. One moment
Alton had been standing, the next he was on his back staring at the
sky, wondering if his jaw was still attached to his face.
Pendric dove on him, pummeling him with his fists.
Alton protected his face with his forearms, but was clouted in the
ear. Pendric was as strong as any stoneworker.
Slam! A fist against his temple.
A knee in his gut.
Alton hazed out with pain, pretty sure he’d lose
his dinner.
He rocked back and forth trying to dislodge
Pendric, kicking, and blindly struck out. Once he thought he
clipped Pendric’s chin, another time he thought he hit his
nose.
And then suddenly Pendric was off him. Some
soldiers restrained Pendric, and there was shouting and running
feet. Sergeant Uxton gazed down at him.
“You all right?”
Alton felt his jaw. It was intact, but he tasted
blood. He probed his teeth with his tongue, but none were missing
and he concluded he had bitten the inside of his mouth. He rolled
to his side and spat blood, then took Sergeant Uxton’s proffered
hand and rose carefully to his feet. Despite the violence of
Pendric’s attack, it looked like Alton would escape with only some
sore muscles and bruises.
Two soldiers restrained Pendric who gritted his
teeth and issued a growl. Blood flowed from his nose. Landrew had
come to see what the ruckus was about, and slipped his gaze from
Alton to Pendric.
“Who started this?” he demanded.
“I did,” Pendric said, “to purge ourselves of his
evil.”
“What nonsense is this?” Landrew glanced at Alton,
who could only shrug.
“His magic brought that monster upon us,” Pendric
continued, “the monster that killed Valia.”
“Son,” Landrew said, his voice gruff, “you dishonor
me and our clan with such hateful talk. I know you’re grieving, but
you’ve no call to make such accusations. Alton is your cousin, your
blood.”
Despite Landrew’s words, Alton sensed doubt and
suspicion emanating from the soldiers that surrounded them. The
special abilities of Riders were not widely known, but the soldiers
were aware of why Alton was here. Considering the distrust most
Sacoridians held toward magic, Pendric was not helping the
situation.
People cannot trust what they do not
understand, Captain Mapstone had once told him. When he replied
that no one would ever learn to understand magic when it was
concealed, she told him that the tide was too strongly against
magic, and it was too soon to expose their abilities. Too
dangerous. Maybe, she said, one day magic would be accepted in
everyone’s hearts as part of the world’s fabric of life.
Now Alton stood face to face with that distrust and
fear. Except for Sergeant Uxton who looked unruffled by Pendric’s
accusations.
“My ability with magic is negligible,” Alton said.
“There is no way I could have called that creature.”
“Evil calls to evil,” Pendric said.
Landrew slapped him. “You forget, son, what our
clan is founded on. You forget what your bloodline represents. Our
craft is in stone, yes, but it was also based in the arcane. Now
get out of my sight.”
Pendric’s gaze speared Alton with hatred. He shook
loose of the soldiers and stomped off toward the woods without
looking back.
“I have never known what to do with that lad,”
Landrew said, watching after him. “I could never please him, and he
could never please himself.” He walked away shaking his head.
That left Alton, Sergeant Uxton, and some uneasy
soldiers staring awkwardly at one another. The latter returned to
their posts. Sergeant Uxton remained, gazing at Alton as if waiting
for something.
Alton sighed. “I’m going to the wall.”
Sergeant Uxton grunted as if this was what he
expected.
At the wall, Alton placed his palms against the
stonework as he customarily did. This time, however, he let himself
feel the stone—really feel it; the cool, individual grains that
made up the wall’s rough facade. He visualized the crystalline
quartz, the feldspar that lent the rock its pink hue, and the black
flecks of hornblende. And as he did so, he began to hear the voices
within the wall, threads of song in harmony—and discord.
Beneath his hands, silver writing swirled,
shimmering for a bright moment, then fading, and the song with
it.
Alton tried to hold onto it, but it was of no use.
His connection with the wall was gone, and would not come
back.
“Damn it to all the hells.” He kicked the
wall, which did nothing but hurt his toes.
“Something wrong, my lord?” the sergeant asked
beside him.
Alton faced him. “Are you going to tell me you
didn’t see it this time?”
“See what, my lord? You kicking the wall? Aye, I
saw that.”
“Forget it,” Alton grumbled, and he strode
away.

Pendric trudged through the woods, pushing
branches out of his way. He didn’t care about the blood smeared
across his face, or the welt swelling around his eye. No, those
things did not concern him one bit.
Away from the encampment and the wall, he finally
found a boulder upon which to sit. A beam of sunshine broke through
the canopy of the woods and fell softly upon him, warming him.
Alton had won again, as he always won. He had won the approval of
Pendric’s own father. His father was blind—he had to be! Maybe
Alton had cast some evil spell on him; infected him.
Just as I’ve been infected.
Pendric shivered. Ever since Alton had arrived,
voices swarmed in his mind like a mass of silvery eels. There were
so many and they slithered so easily in his head; he could not
understand the words, but they intensified every time he neared the
breach in the wall.
Inexorably they pulled on him, hooking tentacles
into his soul. He resisted. He would not let himself succumb to
evil magic.
He whimpered in exhaustion and put his head in his
hands. He just wanted to go home and get away from this place, but
his father wouldn’t let him. Landrew insisted he stay because of
his duty to his clan.
Pendric did not know how much more of this he could
take, how long before he was finally overcome by the taint of
Alton’s evil magic.

Deep in the heart of the dark tangled forest, the
sentience slept. The guardians of the wall continued their ancient
vigil, weaving songs of tranquility and peace. The discord
continued to undermine the harmony, but they still retained enough
power to lull the sentience into its deep slumber.
The guardians, however, had no control over its
dreams.
Dreams of a land called Arcosìa, a land of many
lands, many oceans away. A land of soaring architecture and
culture. A land of diverse peoples all united into one. A land of
powerful magic.
As the dream meandered on, the beauty, people, and
especially the magic, faded into a gray, dismal landscape, with
only crumbling towers and solitary columns amid bleak windswept
grasses to mark the existence of a once-vast civilization, now
extinct.
The sentience, still enwrapped in the dream, called
out in sorrow. The forest trembled. Trees toppled over, beasts
screamed, and rain poured down from the clouds that covered all of
Blackveil.
The guardians of the wall shuddered in fear.