April 1942
WHEN IT RAINS in Hong Kong, the world stops. The
deluge is so overwhelming, so strong, that the city disappears
under a sheet of gray water and people vanish like panicked rats,
scurrying into doorways, shops, restaurants. Inside, they shake off
the water, ordering coffee or browsing through dresses while they
wait for the rain to stop.
Trudy and Victor Chen sit inside Chez Sophie, a
small French restaurant in Causeway Bay, and watch the rain fall
outside.
“It never seems clean here, even after the rain,”
Trudy says. “The water washes the grime off the streets but it’s
back two instants later. Hong Kong is just dirty. Always has
been. Can’t live anywhere else, though. This filthy city is home.”
She rubs the arm of her chair, red velvet, the fabric starting to
shine from constant use. “I’ve always loved this restaurant,” she
says. “As a child, Father used to take me to the Sunday brunch here
every week, and I’d buy a new dress to wear.”
Victor harrumphs.
“Every week?” he says. “You were spoiled, weren’t
you?”
“Spoiled?” she asks. “Don’t worry, Victor. I’m sure
this war will beat every last shred of privilege out of me.”
“People will show their true colors.”
“They already are, Victor, dear cousin, and people
are already commenting on it. I’ve heard people call us
collaborators. Isn’t that what you call those who get too close to
the conquerors?”
“Collaborator is a dirty word, Trudy. I’d be
careful how you use it.” Victor sips Cognac, his face reddening.
Trudy lounges in her chair, sleek in a tan wool skirt and ivory
blouse. A half-empty coffee cup sits in front of her.
“But that’s what we are, aren’t we, Victor?” Trudy
asks, needling him. “Isn’t that what they call people like
us?”
“Don’t be naïve,” he snaps. “You are providing
English lessons and etiquette. You’re basically a governess to the
good general, educating him in the ways of the Western world that
he is so interested in, despite himself. And I am merely doing my
best to provide a smooth transition so that our people do not have
to suffer. Never say something so stupid again. Not everything is
so black and white. Should we spite ourselves and alienate the very
people who might help us through this difficult time? Trudy, you
are no longer a child.”
“But Otsubo is so . . .”
“You do not have to concern yourself with him other
than to give him English lessons and try to fulfill his requests.”
His face turns shrewd. “I would say you should comply with every
request, no matter what it is or how veiled it is.”
“He is a pig,” she says quietly. The waiter comes
and silently refills her cup. She puts sugar and milk in, takes a
sip.
Victor studies her face.
“You’ve changed,” he says. “Is it the Englishman?
Has he inculcated you with his timeless values, the right way to do
things, honor and all that rubbish the English are so good at
spewing? And yet, when it comes to their responsibilities, they
always find a reason why they can’t fulfill them, and they always
sound so good when they do. They’ve refined it to an art. They
sound good and do nothing.”
“Who don’t you hate, Victor?” She thinks privately
that his speech is undermined by his Oxford accent.
“You are more Chinese than anything else, Trudy.
You will always be viewed as foreign in any other country. You
belong in Hong Kong.”
He lights a cigarette, doesn’t offer her one. She
knows he’s always disapproved of her smoking in public. He thinks
women should be demure and quiet when out.
“These are going to be currency too now, you know,”
he says, inspecting the lit tip. “Things are going to be different,
and getting a foothold in the new world is going to be like
building a foundation on quicksand. You have to be
adaptable.”
Trudy puts her hands on the table and leans
forward. If she could, she would bare her teeth and hiss.
“I’m busy, Victor. Why did you want to see
me?”
“I just want to be sure we’re on the same side,” he
says. “Being as we’re family and all.”
Trudy laughs.
“You’ve never felt so familial before, I’m sure.”
She hesitates. “Maybe I’ll go into Stanley instead. Will said . .
.”
“Don’t be idiotic, Trudy. You can get a lot more
accomplished out here than you can by being in a prison. And make
no mistake, that’s what it is in there, a prison. Why would you
give it up?”
“But Will . . .”
Victor laughs.
“I didn’t know you were so sentimental, my dear.
And of course, there’s the matter of your father.”
Trudy tenses. “What of him?”
“I didn’t want to say anything but . . . he is not
well.”
Trudy’s face doesn’t move. “He’s never said
anything to me.”
Victor looks at her as if she were stupid.
“And you think he would?”
“I don’t believe you.”
Victor waves his hand. “It doesn’t matter to me in
the least.” He catches himself. “Of course, I am concerned with his
welfare and I thought you had a right to know.”
In the restaurant, the pianist comes in and sits
down. He starts to practice. Trudy and Victor sit across from each
other, each unwilling to make the next move.
“Debussy,” Trudy says.
“Yes.”
They sit, two chess players, looking at anything
but each other. Victor smokes his cigarette down to the stub and
crushes it in the crystal ashtray. He speaks first, oblique.
“The Players are already hard to get. The Japanese
are bringing in their own brands, Rising Sun and rubbish tobacco
like that. It’s going to be all about transportation and access to
imports. The channels are going to get narrower. Goods will be
dear.”
Trudy looks up. “Goods like, say, medicine, you
mean?”
“Well, of course. That’s just one example.
Good-quality medicine. American and British pharmaceutical
companies are certainly not going to be shipping goods to conquered
territories. At least not legally. People are going to have to be
clever.”
“And you’ve always been clever, Victor. And
criminally unsubtle.”
He throws up his hands. “I’ve always been called
something. But I’m just trying to make sure you understand the
entire situation. Food is going to be in very short supply.
It’s not just a matter of silk stockings and good port.”
Trudy stands up. “Excuse me, I just have to powder
my nose.” She walks gracefully over to the powder room and the door
closes silently behind her.
Victor waits, tapping his pack of cigarettes on the
tablecloth. When she emerges, she is fresh-faced, with a new coat
of lipstick, woman’s armor.
“People will think we’re in love, Victor. This
illicit meeting in an out-of-the-way restaurant.” She smiles at
him.
“Having an affair?”
“You don’t fancy me?”
Victor considers her teasing more seriously than he
should.
“You’re like a sister to me, Trudy. Melody has
always been very fond of you. She asked me to take care of you
while she was gone, make sure you were all right.”
“That’s funny. She told me to go to Macau, to be
with my father.”
“He does need someone to help him out, take care of
him.”
“He has Leung.” Her father’s devoted houseboy, with
him for forty years. “He’ll take care of him better than I ever
could.”
“Didn’t you hear?”
Trudy’s face falls. “No, what?”
“Leung was knifed in the lung. Seems he was trying
to prevent some Japanese private from taking your father’s Rolex.
It was touch and go for a while, but then he finally succumbed.
These soldiers know just where to put the knife.”
“Father would have told me,” Trudy says. “He would
have contacted me.”
“You know how it is with your father,” Victor says
soothingly. “He doesn’t want to be a bother to you. But don’t
worry, Trudy. I took care of it. I have a woman from Shanghai
living with your father, cooking and taking care of him. He didn’t
want you to worry. I didn’t want you to worry. I only brought it up
because . . .”
There is a long pause. Trudy looks up and smiles at
Victor, brittle. She reaches slowly across the table for the pack
of cigarettes and takes one out. Victor does not offer a light so
she goes into her handbag and gets a lighter. Her hands are
shaking. She inhales deeply and blows the smoke at Victor.
“Otsubo . . .” she says. “He adores me. Thinks I’m
some exotic flower.”
“I know,” Victor says. “You should make sure that
lasts.”
He looks at her searchingly with narrowed eyes,
then turns away, satisfied.
“I’m having a garden party next week,” he says.
“You will be the hostess. We are family, so people won’t talk.
Bring Otsubo and tell him to invite whoever he wants.”
Trudy nods, so slight a movement it is almost
unnoticeable.
“I think we’re finished here,” Victor says. “But
one more thing, Trudy. When you decide to do something, you should
do it all the way. There’s nothing worse than indecision, or
ambivalence. That’s the kind of thing that endangers lives. But
you’re a smart girl—you know what I’m talking about. Have a good
day.”
He tosses some bills on the table and walks
out.