May 1952
IT STARTED as an accident. The small Herend rabbit
had fallen into Claire’s purse. It had been on the piano and she
had been gathering up the sheet music at the end of the lesson when
she knocked it off. It fell off the doily (a doily! on the
Steinway!) and into her large leather bag. What had happened after
that was perplexing, even to her. Locket had been staring down at
the keyboard and hadn’t noticed. And then, Claire had just . . .
left. It wasn’t until she was downstairs and waiting for the bus
that she grasped what she had done. And then it had been too late.
She went home and buried the expensive porcelain figurine under her
sweaters.
Claire and her husband had moved to Hong Kong nine
months ago, transferred by the government, which had posted Martin
at the Department of Water Services. Churchill had ended rationing
and things were starting to return to normal when they had received
news of the posting. She had never dreamed of leaving England
before.
Martin was an engineer, overseeing the building of
the Tai Lam Cheung reservoir, so that there wouldn’t need to be so
much rationing when the rains ebbed, as they did every several
years. It was to hold four and a half billion gallons of water when
full. Claire almost couldn’t imagine such a number, but Martin said
it was barely enough for the people of Hong Kong, and he was sure
that by the time they were finished, they’d have to build another.
“More work for me,” he said cheerfully. He was analyzing the
topography of the hills so that they could install catchwaters for
when the rain came. The English government did so much for the
colonies, Claire knew. They made the locals’ lives much better but
they rarely appreciated it. Her mother had warned her about the
Chinese before she left—an unscrupulous, conniving people who would
surely try to take advantage of her innocence and goodwill.
Coming over, she had noticed it for days, the
increasing wetness in the air, even more than usual. The sea
breezes were stronger and the sunrays more powerful when they broke
through cloud. When the P&O Canton finally pulled into
Hong Kong harbor in August, she really felt she was in the tropics,
hair frizzing up in curls, face always slightly damp and oily, the
constant moisture under her arms and knees. When she stepped from
her cabin outside, the heat assailed her like a physical blow,
until she managed to find shade and fan herself.
There had been seven stops along the month-long
journey, but after a few grimy hours spent in Algiers and Port
Said, Claire had decided to stay onboard rather than encounter more
frightening peoples and customs. She had never imagined such
sights. In Algiers, she had seen a man kiss a donkey and she
couldn’t discern whether the high odor was coming from one or the
other, and in Egypt, the markets were the very definition of
unhygienic—a fishmonger gutting a fish had licked the knife clean
with his tongue. She had inquired as to whether the ship’s
provisions were procured locally, at these markets, and the answer
had been most unsatisfactory. An uncle had died from food poisoning
in India, making her cautious. She kept to herself and sustained
herself mostly on the beef tea they dispensed in the late morning
on the sun deck. The menus that were distributed every day were
mundane: turnips, potatoes, things that could be stored in the
hold, with meat and salads the first few days after port. Martin
promenaded on the deck every morning for exercise and tried to get
her to join him, to no avail. She preferred to sit in a deck chair
with a large brimmed hat and wrap herself in one of the scratchy
wool ship blankets, face shaded from the omnipresent sun.
There had been a scandal on the ship. A woman,
going to meet her fiancé in Hong Kong, had spent one too many
moonlit nights on the deck with another gentleman and had
disembarked in the Philippines with her new man, leaving only a
letter for her intended. Liesel, the girlfriend to whom the woman
had entrusted the letter, grew visibly more nervous as the date of
arrival drew near. Men joked that she could take Sarah’s place, but
she wasn’t having any of that. Liesel was a serious young woman who
was joining her sister and brother-in-law in Hong Kong, where she
intended to educate Unfortunate Chinese Girls in Art: when she held
forth on it, it was always with capital letters in Claire’s
mind.
Before disembarking, Claire separated out all of
her thin cotton dresses and skirts; she could tell that was all she
would be wearing for a while. They had arrived to a big party on
the dock, with paper streamers and loud, shouting vendors selling
fresh fruit juice and soy milk drinks and garish flower
arrangements to the people waiting. Groups of revelers had already
broken out the champagne and were toasting the arrival of their
friends and family.
“We pop them as soon as we see the boat on the
horizon,” a man explained to his girl as he escorted her off the
boat. “It’s a big party. We’ve been here for hours.” Claire watched
Liesel go down the gangplank, looking very nervous, and then she
disappeared into the throng. Claire and Martin went down next,
treading on the soft, humid wood, luggage behind them carried by
two scantily clad young Chinese boys who had materialized out of
nowhere.
Martin had an old school friend, John, who worked
at Dodwell’s, one of the trading firms, who had promised to greet
the ship. He came with two friends and offered the new arrivals
freshly squeezed guava drinks. Claire pretended to sip at hers, as
her mother had warned her about the cholera that was rampant in
these parts. The men were bachelors and very pleasant. John, Nigel,
Leslie. They explained that they all lived together in a mess—there
were many, known by their companies, Dodwell’s Mess, Jardine’s
Mess, et cetera, and they assured Claire and Martin that Dodwell’s
threw the best parties around.
They accompanied them to the government-approved
hotel in Tsim Sha Tsui, where a Chinese man with a long queue,
dirty white tunic, and shockingly long fingernails showed them to
their room. They made an arrangement to meet for tiffin the next
day and the men departed, leaving Martin and Claire sitting on the
bed, exhausted and staring at one another. They didn’t know each
other that well. They had been married barely four months.
She had accepted Martin’s proposal to escape the
dark interior of her house, her bitter mother railing against
everything, getting worse, it seemed, with her advancing age, and
an uninspiring job as a filing girl at an insurance company. Martin
was older, in his forties, and had never had luck with women. The
first time he kissed her, she had to stifle the urge to wipe her
mouth. He was like a cow, slow and steady. And kind. She knew this.
She was grateful for it.
She had not had many chances with men. Her parents
stayed home all the time, and so she had as well. When she had
started seeing Martin—he was the older brother of one of the girls
at work—she had eaten dinner at restaurants, drunk a cocktail at a
hotel bar, and seen other young women and men talking, laughing
with an assurance she could not fathom. They had opinions about
politics; they had read books she had never heard of and seen
foreign films and talked about them with such confidence. She was
enthralled and not a little intimidated. And then Martin had come
to her, serious, his job was taking him to the Orient, and would
she come with him? She was not so attracted to him, but who was she
to be picky, she thought, hearing the voice of her mother. She let
him kiss her and nodded yes.
Claire had started to draw a bath in their hotel
room when another knock on the door revealed a small Chinese woman,
an amah, she was called, who started to unpack their suitcases
until Martin shooed her off.
And that was how they arrived in Hong Kong, which
was like nothing Claire had imagined. Apart from the usual colonial
haunts—all hush and genteel potted palms and polished wood in
whitewashed buildings—it was loud and crowded and dirty and
bustling. The buildings were right next to one another and often
had clothing hung out to dry on bamboo poles. There were garish
vertical signs hung on every one, and they advertised massage
parlors and pubs and hair salons. Someone had told her that opium
dens still existed in back-alley buildings. There was often refuse
on the street, sometimes even human refuse, and there was a
pungent, peppery odor in town that was oddly clingy, attaching
itself to your very skin until you went home for a good scrub.
There were all sorts of people. The local women carried their
babies in a sort of back sling. Sikhs served as uniformed security
guards—you saw them dozing off on wooden stools outside the banks,
turbaned heads hanging heavily off their chests, rifles held
loosely between their knees. The Indians had been brought over by
the British, of course. Pakistanis ran carpet stores, Portuguese
were doctors, and Jews ran the dairy farms and other large
businesses. There were English businessmen and American bankers,
White Russian aristocrats, and Peruvian entrepreneurs—all
peculiarly well traveled and sophisticated—and, of course, there
were the Chinese, quite different in Hong Kong from the ones in
China, she was told.
To her surprise, she didn’t detest Hong Kong, as
her mother had told her she would—she found the streets busy and
distracting, so very different from Croydon, and filled with people
and shops and goods she had never seen before. She liked to sample
the local bakery goods, the pineapple buns and yellow egg tarts,
and sometimes wandered outside Central, where she would quickly
find herself in unfamiliar surroundings, where she might be the
only non-Chinese around. The fruit stalls were heaped with not only
oranges and bananas, still luxuries in postwar England, but spiky,
strange-looking fruits she came to try and like: star fruit,
durian, lychee. She would buy a dollar’s worth and be handed a
small, waxy brown bag and she would eat the fruit slowly as she
walked. There were small stalls made of crudely nailed wood and
corrugated tin, which housed specialty shops: this one sold chops,
the stone stamps the Chinese used in place of signatures; this one
made only keys; this one had a chair that was rented for half-days
by a street dentist and a barber. The locals ate on the street in
tiny little restaurants called daipaidong, and she had seen
three worker men in dirty singlets and trousers crouched over a
plate containing a whole fish, spitting out the bones at their
feet. One had seen her watching them, and deliberately picked up
the fish’s eyeball with his chopsticks and raised it up to her,
smiling, before he ate it.
Claire hadn’t met many Chinese people before, but
the ones she had seen in the big towns in England were serving you
in restaurants or ironing clothes. There were many of those types
in Hong Kong, of course, but what had been eye-opening was the
sight of the affluent Chinese, the ones who seemed English in all
but their skin color. It had been quite something to see a Chinese
step out of a Rolls-Royce, as she had one day when she was waiting
on the steps of the Gloucester Hotel, or in business suits, eating
lunch with other Englishmen who talked to them as if they were the
same. She hadn’t known that such worlds existed. And then with
Locket, she was thrust into their world.
After a few months settling in, finding a flat and
setting it up, Claire had put the word out that she was looking for
a job teaching the piano, somewhat as a lark, she put it—something
to fill the day—but the truth was, they could really use the extra
money. She had played the piano most of her life and was primarily
self-taught. Amelia, an acquaintance she had met at a sewing
circle, said she would ask around.
She rang a few days later.
“There’s a Chinese family, the Chens. They run
everything in town. Apparently, they’re looking for a piano teacher
for their daughter, and they’d prefer an Englishwoman. What do you
think? ”
“A Chinese family? ” Claire said. “I hadn’t thought
about that possibility. Aren’t there any English families looking?
”
“No,” Amelia said. “Not that I’ve been able to
ascertain.”
“I just don’t know . . .” Claire demurred.
“Wouldn’t it be odd? ” She couldn’t imagine teaching a Chinese
girl. “Does she speak English? ”
“Probably better than you or me,” Amelia said
impatiently. “They’re offering very adequate compensation.” She
named a large sum.
“Well,” Claire said slowly, “I suppose it couldn’t
do any harm to meet them.”
Victor and Melody Chen lived in the Mid-Levels, in
an enormous white two-story house on May Road. There was a
driveway, with potted plants lining the sides. Inside, there was
the quiet, efficient buzz of a household staffed with plentiful
servants. Claire had taken a bus, and when she arrived, she was
perspiring after the walk from the road to the house. The amah had
led her to a sitting room, where she found a fan blowing blessedly
cool air. A houseboy adjusted the drapes so that she was properly
shaded. Her blue linen skirt, just delivered from the tailor, was
wrinkled, and she had on a white voile blouse that was splotched
with moisture. She hoped the Chens would allow her some time to
compose herself. She shifted, feeling a drop of perspiration
trickle down her thigh.
No such luck. Mrs. Chen swooped through the door, a
vision in cool pink, holding a tray of drinks. A small, exquisite
woman, with hair cut just so, so that it swung in precise,
geometric movements. Her shoulders were fragile and exposed in her
sleeveless shift, her face a tiny oval.
“Hello! ” Mrs. Chen trilled. “Lovely to meet you.
I’m Melody. Locket’s just on her way.”
“Locket? ” Claire said, uncertain.
“My daughter. She’s just back from school and
getting changed into something more comfortable. Isn’t the heat
dreadful?” She set down the tray, which held long glasses of iced
tea. “Have something cool, please.”
“Your English is remarkably good,” Claire said as
she took a glass.
“Oh, is it? ” Melody said casually. “Four years at
Wellesley will do that for you, I suppose.”
“You were at university in America?” Claire asked.
She hadn’t known that Chinese went to university in America.
“Loved every minute,” she said. “Except for the
horrible, horrible food. Americans think a grilled cheese sandwich
is a meal! And as you know, we Chinese take food very
seriously.”
“Is Locket going to be schooled in America? ”
“We haven’t decided, but really, I’d rather talk to
you about your schooling,” Mrs. Chen said.
“Oh.” Claire was taken aback.
“You know,” she continued pleasantly. “Where you
studied music, and all that.”
Claire settled back in her seat.
“I was a serious student for a number of years. I
studied with Mrs. Eloise Pollock and was about to apply for a
position at the Royal Conservatory when my family situation
changed.”
Mrs. Chen sat, waiting, head tilted, with one
birdlike ankle crossed over the other, her knees slanted to one
side.
“And so, I was unable to continue,” Claire said.
Was she supposed to explain it in detail to this stranger? Her
father had been let go from the printing company and it had been a
black couple of months before he found a new job as an insurance
salesman. His pay had been erratic at best—he was not a natural
salesman—and luxuries like piano lessons were unthinkable. Mrs.
Pollock, a very kind woman, had offered to continue her instruction
at a much-reduced fee, but her mother, sensitive and pointlessly
proud, had refused to even entertain the idea.
“And what level of studies did you achieve? ”
“I was studying for my seventh grade
examinations.”
“Locket is a beginning student but I want her to be
taught seriously, by a serious musician,” Mrs. Chen said. “She
should pass all her examinations with distinction.”
“Well, I’m certainly serious about music, and as
for passing with distinction, that will be up to Locket,” Claire
said. “I did very well on my examinations.”
Locket entered the room, or rather, she bumbled
into it. Where her mother was small and fine, Locket was chubby,
all rounded limbs and padded cheeks. She was wider than her mother
already, and had glossy hair tied in a thick ponytail.
“Hallo,” she said. She had a very distinct English
accent.
“Locket, this is Mrs. Pendleton,” Melody said,
stroking her daughter’s cheek. “She’s come to see if she’ll be your
piano teacher so you must be very polite.”
“Do you like the piano, Locket? ” Claire said, too
slowly, she realized, for a ten-year-old child. She had no
experience with children.
“I dunno,” Locket said. “I suppose so.”
“Locket! ” her mother cried. “You said you wanted
to learn. That’s why we bought you the new Steinway.”
“Locket’s a pretty name,” Claire said. “How did you
come about it? ”
“Dunno,” said Locket. She reached for a glass of
iced tea and drank. A small trickle wended its way down her chin.
Her mother took a napkin off the silver tray and dabbed at her
daughter’s chin.
“Will Mr. Chen be arriving soon? ” Claire
asked.
“Oh, Victor! ” Melody laughed. “He’s far too busy
for these household matters. He’s always working.”
“I see,” Claire said. She was uncertain as to what
came next.
“Would you play us something? ” Melody asked. “We
just got the piano and it would be lovely to hear it played
professionally.”
“Of course,” Claire said, because she didn’t know
what else to say. She felt as if she were being made to perform
like a common entertainer—something in Melody’s tone—but she
couldn’t think of a gracious way to demur.
She played a simple étude, which Melody seemed to
enjoy and Locket squirmed through.
“I think this will be fine,” Mrs. Chen said. “Are
you available on Thursdays? ”
Claire hesitated. She didn’t know whether she was
going to take the job.
“It would have to be Thursdays because Locket has
lessons the other days,” Mrs. Chen said.
“Fine,” said Claire. “I accept.”
Locket’s mother was of a Hong Kong type. Claire
saw women like her lunching at the Chez Henri, laughing and
gossiping with one another. They were called taitais and you
could spot them at the smart-clothing boutiques, trying on the
latest fashions or climbing into their chauffeur-driven cars.
Sometimes Mrs. Chen would come home and put a slim, perfumed hand
on Locket’s shoulder and comment liltingly on the music. And then,
Claire couldn’t help it, she really couldn’t, she would think to
herself, You people drown your daughters! Her mother had told her
that, about how the Chinese were just a little above animals and
that they would drown their daughters because they preferred sons.
Once, Mrs. Chen had mentioned a function at the Jockey Club that
she and her husband were going to. She had been all dressed up in
diamonds, a black flowing dress, and red, red lipstick. She had not
looked like an animal. Bruce Comstock, the head of the Water
office, had taken Martin and Claire to the club once, with his
wife, and they drank pink gin while watching the horse races, and
the stands had been filled with shouting gamblers.
The week before the figurine fell into Claire’s
purse, she had been leaving the lesson when Victor and Melody Chen
came in. It had rung five on the ornate mahogany grandfather clock
that had mother-of-pearl Chinese characters inlaid all down the
front of it and she had been putting her things away when they
walked into the room. They were a tiny couple and they looked like
porcelain dolls, with their shiny skin and coal eyes.
“Out the door already? ” Mr. Chen said drily. He
was dressed nattily in a navy blue pin-striped suit with a burgundy
pocket square peeping out just so. “It’s five on the dot! ” He
spoke English with the faintest hint of a Chinese accent.
Claire flushed.
“I was here early. Ten minutes before four, I
believe,” she said. She took pride in her punctuality.
“Oh, don’t be silly,” Mrs. Chen said. “Victor is
just teasing you. Stop it! ” She swatted her husband with her
little hand.
“You English are so serious all the time,” he
said.
“Well,” Claire said uncertainly. “Locket and I had
a productive hour together.” Locket slipped off the piano bench and
under her father’s arm.
“Hello, Daddy,” she said shyly. She looked younger
than her ten years. He patted her shoulder.
“How’s my little Rachmaninoff ? ” he said. Locket
giggled delightedly.
Mrs. Chen was clattering around in her high
heels.
“Mrs. Pendleton,” she asked, “would you like to
join us for a drink? ” She had on a suit that looked like it came
out of the fashion magazines. It was almost certainly a Paris
original. The jacket was made of a golden silk and buttoned smartly
up the front, and there was a shimmery yellow skirt underneath that
flowed and draped like gossamer.
“Oh, no,” she answered. “It’s very kind of you, but
I should go home and start supper.”
“I insist,” Mr. Chen said. “I must hear about my
little genius.” His voice didn’t allow for any disagreement. “Run
along now, Locket. The adults are having a conversation.”
There was a large velvet divan in the living room,
and several chairs, upholstered in red silk, along with two
matching black lacquered tables. Claire sat down in an armchair
that was far more slippery than it looked. She sank too deeply into
it, then had to move forward in an ungainly manner until she was
perched precariously on the edge. She steadied herself with her
arms.
“How are you finding Hong Kong? ” Mr. Chen said.
Melody had gone into the kitchen to ask the amah to bring them
drinks.
“Quite well,” she said. “It’s certainly different,
but it’s an adventure.” She smiled at him. He was a well-groomed
man, in his well-pressed suit and red and black silk tie. Above
him, there was an oil of a Chinese man dressed in Chinese robes and
a black skullcap. “What an interesting painting,” she
remarked.
He looked up.
“Oh, that,” he said. “That’s Melody’s grandfather,
who had a large dye factory in Shanghai. He was quite
famous.”
“Dyes? ” she said. “How fascinating.”
“Yes, and her father started the First Bank of
Shanghai, and did very well indeed.” He smiled. “Melody comes from
a family of entrepreneurs. Her family was all educated in the
West—England and America.”
Mrs. Chen came back into the room. She had taken
off her jacket to reveal a pearly blouse underneath.
“Claire,” she said. “What will you have? ”
“Just soda water for me, please,” she said.
“And I’ll have a sherry,” Mr. Chen said.
“I know! ” Mrs. Chen said. She left again.
“And your husband,” he said. “He’s at a bank?
”
“He’s at the Department of Water Services,” she
said. “Working on the new reservoir.” She paused. “He’s heading it
up.”
“Oh, very good,” Mr. Chen said carelessly. “Water’s
certainly important. And the English do a fair job making sure it’s
in the taps when we need it.” He sat back and crossed one leg over
the other. “I miss England,” he said suddenly.
“Oh, did you spend time there? ” Claire inquired
politely.
“I was at Balliol,” he said, flapping his tie, now
obviously a college tie, at her. Claire felt as if he had been
waiting to tell her this fact. “And Melody went to Wellesley, so
we’re a product of two different systems. I defend England, and
Melody just loves the United States.”
“Indeed,” Claire murmured. Mrs. Chen came back into
the room and sat down next to her husband. The amah came in next
and offered Claire a napkin. It had blue cornflowers on it.
“These are lovely,” she said, inspecting the
embroidered linen.
“They’re from Ireland! ” Mrs. Chen said. “I just
got them! ”
“I just bought some lovely Chinese tablecloths at
the China Emporium,” Claire said. “Beautiful lace cutwork.”
“You can’t compare them with the Irish ones,
though,” Mrs. Chen said. “Very crude.”
Mr. Chen viewed his wife with amusement.
“Women!” he said to Claire. Another amah brought in
a tray of drinks.
Claire sipped at her drink and felt the gassy
bubbles in her mouth. Victor Chen looked at her expectantly.
“The Communists are a great threat,” she said. This
is what she had heard again and again at gatherings.
Mr. Chen laughed.
“Of course! And what will you and Melody do about
them? ”
“Shut up, darling. Don’t tease,” said his wife. She
took a sip of her drink. Victor watched her.
“What’s that you’re drinking, love? ”
“A little cocktail,” she said. “I’ve had a long
day.” She sounded defensive.
There was a pause.
“Locket is a good student,” Claire said, “ but she
needs to practice more.”
“It’s not her fault,” Mrs. Chen said breezily. “I’m
not here to oversee her practice enough.”
Mr. Chen laughed. “Oh, she’ll be fine,” he said.
“I’m sure she knows what she’s doing.”
Claire nodded. Parents were all the same. When she
had children, she would be sure not to indulge them. She set her
drink down.
“I should be going,” she said. “It’s harder to get
a seat on the bus after five.”
“Are you sure? ” Mrs. Chen said. “Pai was getting
us some biscuits.”
“Oh, no,” she demurred. “I really should be
leaving.”
“We’ll have Truesdale drive you home,” Mr. Chen
offered.
“Oh, no,” Claire said. “I couldn’t put you
out.”
“Do you know him? ” Mr. Chen asked. “He’s
English.”
“I haven’t had the pleasure,” Claire said.
“Hong Kong is very small,” Mr. Chen said. “It’s
tiresome that way.”
“It’s no trouble at all for Truesdale,” Mrs. Chen
said. “He’ll be going home anyway. Where do you live? ”
“Happy Valley,” answered Claire, feeling put on the
spot.
“Oh, that’s near where he lives!” Mrs. Chen cried,
delighted at the coincidence. “So, it’s settled.” She called for
Pai in Cantonese and told her to call the driver.
“Chinese is such an intriguing language,” Claire
said. “I hope to pick some up during our time here.”
Mr. Chen raised an eyebrow.
“Cantonese,” he said, “is very difficult.
There are some nine different tones for one sound. It’s much more
difficult than English. I picked up rudimentary English in a year,
but I’m sure I wouldn’t have been able to learn Cantonese or
Mandarin or Shanghainese in twice that.”
“Well,” she said brightly, “One always
hopes.”
Pai walked in and spoke. Mrs. Chen nodded.
“I’m terribly sorry,” she said, “but the driver
seems to have left already.”
“I’ll be fine taking the bus,” Claire said. Mr.
Chen stood up as she picked up her things.
“It was very nice to meet you,” he said.
“And you,” she said, and walked out, feeling their
eyes on her back.
At home, Martin had arrived already.
“Hullo,” he said. “You’re late today.” He was in an
undershirt and his weekend trousers, which were stained and shiny
at the knees. He had a drink in his hand.
She took off her jacket and put on a pot of water
to boil.
“I was at the Chens’ house today,” she said. “Her
parents asked me to stay for a drink.”
“Victor Chen, is it? ” he asked, impressed. “He’s
rather a big deal here.”
“I gathered,” she said. “He was quite something.
Not at all like a Chinaman.”
“You shouldn’t use that word, Claire,” Martin said.
“It’s very old-fashioned and a bit insulting.”
Claire colored.
“I’ve just never . . .” She trailed off. “I’ve
never seen Chinese people like this.”
“You are in Hong Kong,” Martin said, not unkindly.
“There are all types of Chinese.”
“Where is the amah? ” she asked, wanting to change
the subject.
Yu Ling came from the back when Claire
called.
“Can you help with dinner? ” Claire said. “I bought
some meat at the market.”
Yu Ling looked at her impassively. She had a way of
making Claire feel uncomfortable, but she couldn’t bring herself to
sack her. She wondered how the other wives did it—they appeared to
handle the help with an easy aplomb that seemed unfamiliar and
unattainable to Claire. Some even joked with them and treated them
like family members, but she’d heard that was more the American
influence. Her friend Cecilia had her amah brush her hair for her
before she went to bed, while she sat at her dressing table and put
on cold cream. Claire handed Yu Ling the meat she had bought on the
way home.
Amah put to work, she went and lay down on the bed
with a cold compress over her eyes. How had she gotten here, to
this small flat on the other side of the world? She remembered her
quiet childhood in Croydon, an only child sitting at her mother’s
side while she mended clothes, listening to her talk. Her mother
had been bitter at what life had handed her, a hand-to-mouth
existence, especially after the war, and her father drank too much,
maybe because of it. Claire had never imagined life being much more
than that. But marrying Martin had thrown everything up in the air
and changed it all.
But this was the thing: she, herself, had changed
in Hong Kong. Something about the tropical clime had ripened her
appearance, brought everything into harmony. Where the other
Englishwomen looked as if they were about to wilt in the heat, she
thrived, like a hothouse flower. Her hair had lightened in the
tropical sun until it was veritably gold. She perspired lightly so
that her skin looked dewy, not drenched. She lost weight so that
her body hung together compactly and her eyes sparkled, cornflower
blue. Martin had remarked on it, how the heat seemed to suit her.
When she was at the Gripps or at a dinner party, she saw that men
looked at her longer than necessary, came over to talk to her, let
their hands linger on her back. She was learning how to speak to
people at parties, order in a restaurant with confidence. She felt
as if she were finally becoming a woman, not the girl she had been
when she had left England. She felt as if she were a woman coming
into her own.
And then the next week, after Locket’s lesson, the
porcelain rabbit had fallen into her purse.
The week after, the phone rang and Locket leaped
up to answer it, eager for any excuse to stop mangling the prelude
she had been playing, and while she had been chattering away to a
schoolmate, Claire saw a silk scarf lying on a chair. It was a
beautiful, printed scarf, the kind women tied around their necks.
She put it in her bag. A wonderful sense of calm came over her. And
when Locket came back into the room with only a mumbled “Sorry,
Mrs. Pendleton,” Claire smiled instead of giving the little girl a
piece of her mind. When she got home, she went into the bedroom,
locked the door, and pulled out the scarf. It was an Hermès scarf,
from Paris, and had pictures of zebras and lions in vivid oranges
and browns. She practiced tying it around her neck, and over her
head, like an adventurous heiress on safari. She felt very
glamorous.
The next month, after a conversation where Mrs.
Chen told her she sent all her fine washing to Singapore, because
“the girls here don’t know how to do it properly, and, of course,
that means I have to have triple the amount of linens, what a
bother,” Claire found herself walking out with two of those
wonderful Irish napkins in her skirt pocket. She had Yu Ling hand
wash and iron them so that she and Martin could use them with
dinner. She pocketed three French cloisonné turtles while Locket
had abruptly gone to the bathroom—as if the child couldn’t take
care of nature’s business before Claire arrived! A pair of sterling
salt and pepper shakers found their way into her purse as she was
passing through the dining room, and an exquisite Murano perfume
bottle left out in the living room, as if Melody Chen had dashed
some scent on as she was breezing her way through the foyer on her
way to a gala event, was palmed and discreetly tucked into Claire’s
skirt pocket.
Another afternoon, she was leaving when she heard
Victor Chen in his study. He was talking loudly into the telephone
and had left his door slightly ajar.
“It’s the bloody British,” he said, before lapsing
into Cantonese. Then, “can’t let them,” and then some more
incomprehensible language that sounded very much like swearing.
“They want to create unrest, digging up skeletons that should be
left in the closet, and all for their own purposes. The Crown
Collection didn’t belong to them in the first place. It’s all our
history, our artifacts, that they just took for their own. How’d
they like it if Chinese explorers came to their country years ago
and made off with all their treasures? It’s outrageous. Downing
Street’s behind all of this, I can assure you. There’s no need for
this right now.” He was very agitated and Claire found herself
waiting outside, breath held, to see if she couldn’t hear anything
more. She stood there until Pai came along and looked at her
questioningly. She pretended she had been looking at the brush
painting in the hallway, but she could feel Pai’s eyes on her as
she walked toward the door. She let herself out and went
home.
Two weeks later, when Claire went for her lesson,
she found Pai gone and a new girl opening the door.
“This is Su Mei,” Locket told her when they entered
the room. “She’s from China, from a farm. She just arrived. Do you
want something to drink? ”
The new girl was small and dark and would have been
pretty if it hadn’t been for a large black birthmark on her right
cheek. She never looked up from the floor.
“Her family didn’t want her because the mark on her
face would make her hard to marry off. It’s supposedly very bad
luck.”
“Did your mother tell you that? ” Claire
asked.
“Yes,” Locket said. She hesitated. “Well, I heard
her say it on the telephone, and she said she got her very cheap
because of it. Su Mei doesn’t know anything! She tried to go to the
bathroom in the bushes outside and Ah Wing beat her and told her
she was like an animal. She’s never used a faucet before or had
running water! ”
“I’d like a bitter lemon, please, if you have it,”
Claire said, wanting to change the subject.
Locket spoke to the girl quickly. She left the room
silently.
“Pai was stealing from us,” Locket said, eyes wide
with the scandal. “So Mummy had to let her go. Pai cried and cried,
and then she beat the floor with her fists. Mummy said she was
hysterical and she slapped her in the face to stop her crying. They
had to get Mr. Wong to carry Pai out. He put her over his shoulder
like a sack of potatoes and she was hitting his back with her
fists.”
“Oh! ” Claire said before she could stifle the
cry.
Locket looked at her curiously.
“Mummy says all servants steal.”
“Does she, now?” Claire asked. “How terrible. But
you know, Locket, I’m not sure that’s true.” She remembered the way
Pai had looked at her when she came upon her in the hallway and her
chest felt tight.
“Where did she go, do you know? ” she asked
Locket.
“No idea,” the girl said cheerfully. “Good
riddance, I say.”
Claire looked at the placid face of the girl,
unruffled by conscience.
“There must be shelters or places for people like
her.” Claire’s voice quivered. “She’s not on the street, is she?
Does she have family in Hong Kong? ”
“Haven’t a clue.”
“How can you not know? She lived with you! ”
“She was a maid, Mrs. Pendleton.” Locket looked at
her curiously. “Do you know anything about your servants? ”
Claire was shamed into silence. The blood rose in
her cheeks.
“Well,” she said. “I suppose that’s enough of that.
Did you practice the scales? ”
Locket pounded on the piano keys as Claire looked
hard at the girl’s chubby fingers, trying not to blink so that the
tears would not fall.