THE NIGHTMARES. The visions.
Men with their tongues burned, knees crushed, eyes
gouged out, piled in heaps on the side of the road to Stanley,
mothers covering their children’s eyes.
Girls in rooms with blank faces, torn dresses,
bloody chunks of hair torn from their scalps, bruised legs slick
with men’s fluids.
A door opened, a girl found tied to a desk, almost
mute.
A body, sewn in Hessian, arms crossed, tipped into
the sea, making barely a splash as it sinks down into the
dark.
Ah Lok brushing Trudy’s hair in front of her
dressing table. Methodical strokes, the glossy strands, the sound
of bombs outside. Trudy applying lipstick. Her jasmine scent.
Dominick’s refined head, in front of Otsubo’s legs.
His eyes meeting Will’s, opening wide in panic, then deadening to
gray. He didn’t stop, he just closed his eyes. Will, leaping back
instinctively, yet knowing not to slam the door, having the
presence of mind to conceal his intrusion.
A baby, born in the middle of the night, given away
to an indifferent nurse, never seen by its sedated mother.
A young woman, just back from California, still
puffy from childbirth, with empty eyes, arms filled with another’s
child.