CHAPTER TWELVE
Margie Young-Hunt was an attractive woman,
informed, clever; so clever that she knew when and how to mask her
cleverness. Her marriages had failed, the men had failed; one by
being weak, and the second weaker—he died. Dates did not come to
her. She created them, mended her fences by frequent telephone
calls, by letters, get-well cards, and arranged accidental
meetings. She carried homemade soup to the sick and remembered
birthdays. By these means she kept people aware of her
existence.
More than any woman in town she kept her stomach
flat, her skin clean and glowing, her teeth bright, and her
chinline taut. A goodly part of her income went to hair, nails,
massage, creams, and unguents. Other women said, “She must be older
than she looks.”
When supporting muscles of her breasts no longer
responded to creams, massage, and exercise, she placed them in
shapely forms that rode high and jauntily. Her make-up took
increasing time. Her hair had all the sheen, luster, wave the
television products promise. On a date, dining, dancing, laughing,
amusing, drawing her escort with a net of small magnets, who could
know her cold sense of repetition? After a decent interval and an
outlay of money, she usually went to bed with him if she discreetly
could. Then back to her fence-mending. Sooner or later the shared
bed must be the trap to catch her future security and ease. But the
prospective game leaped clear of the quilted jaws. More and more of
her dates were the married, the infirm, or the cautious. And Margie
knew better than anyone that her time was running out. The tarot
cards did not respond when she sought help for herself.
Margie had known many men, most of them guilty,
wounded in their vanity, or despairing, so that she had developed a
contempt for her quarry as a professional hunter of vermin does. It
was easy to move such men through their fears and their vanities.
They ached so to be fooled that she no longer felt triumph—only a
kind of disgusted pity. These were her friends and associates. She
protected them even from the discovery that they were her friends.
She gave them the best of herself because they demanded nothing of
her. She kept them secret because at the bottom she did not admire
herself. Danny Taylor was one of these, and Alfio Marullo another,
and Chief Stonewall Jackson Smith a third, and there were others.
They trusted her and she them, and their secret existence was the
one warm honesty to which she could retire to restore herself.
These friends talked freely and without fear to her, for to them
she was a kind of Andersen’s Well—receptive, unjudging, and silent.
As most people have secret vices, Margie Young-Hunt concealed a
secret virtue. And because of this quiet thing it is probable that
she knew more about New Baytown, and even Wessex County, than
anyone, and her knowledge was un-warped because she would not—could
not—use it for her own profit. But in other fields, everything that
came to her hand was usable.
Her project Ethan Allen Hawley began casually
and out of idleness. In a way he was correct in thinking it was
mischievous, a testing of her power. Many of the sad men who came
to her for comfort and reassurance were hogtied with impotence,
bound and helpless in sexual traumas that infected all other areas
of their lives. And she found it easy by small flatteries and
reassurances to set them free to fight again against their
whip-armed wives. She was genuinely fond of Mary Hawley, and
through her she gradually became aware of Ethan, bound in another
kind of trauma, a social-economic bind that had robbed him of
strength and certainty. Having no work, no love, no children, she
wondered whether she could release and direct this crippled man
toward some new end. It was a game, a kind of puzzle, a test, a
product not of kindness but simply of curiosity and idleness. This
was a superior man. To direct him would prove her superiority, and
this she needed increasingly.
Probably she was the only one who knew the depth
of the change in Ethan and it frightened her because she thought it
was her doing. The mouse was growing a lion’s mane. She saw the
muscles under his clothes, felt ruthlessness growing behind his
eyes. So must the gentle Einstein have felt when his dreamed
concept of the nature of matter flashed over Hiroshima.
Margie liked Mary Hawley very much and she had
little sympathy and no pity for her. Misfortune is a fact of nature
acceptable to women, especially when it falls on other women.
In her tiny immaculate house set in a large,
overgrown garden very near to Old Harbor, she leaned toward the
make-up mirror to inspect her tools, and her eyes saw through
cream, powder, eye-shadowing, and lashes sheathed in black, saw the
hidden wrinkles, the inelasticity of skin. She felt the years creep
up like the rising tide about a rock in a calm sea. There is an
arsenal of maturity, of middle age, but these require training and
technique she did not yet have. She must learn them before her
structure of youth and excitement crumbled and left her naked,
rotten, ridiculous. Her success had been that she never let down,
even alone. Now, as an experiment, she allowed her mouth to droop
as it wanted to, her eyelids to fall half-staff. She lowered her
high-held chin and a plaited rope came into being. Before her in
the mirror she saw twenty years clamber over her and she shuddered
as the icy whispering told her what lay waiting. She had delayed
too long. A woman must have a showcase in which to grow old,
lights, props, black velvet, children, graying and fattening,
snickering and pilfering, love, protection, and small change, a
serene and undemanding husband or his even more serene and less
demanding will and trust fund. A woman growing old alone is useless
cast-off trash, a wrinkled obscenity with no hobbled retainers to
cluck and mutter over her aches and to rub her pains.
A hot spot of fear formed in her stomach. She
had been lucky in her first husband. He was weak and she soon found
the valve of his weakness. He was hopelessly in love with her, so
much so that when she needed a divorce he did not ask for a
remarriage clause in his alimony settlement.
Her second husband thought she had a private
fortune and so she had. He didn’t leave her much when he died, but,
with the alimony from her first husband, she could live decently,
dress well, and cast about at leisure. Suppose her first husband
should die! There was the fear spot. There was the night- or
daymare— the monthly-check-mare.
In January she had seen him at that great wide
cross of Madison Avenue and Fifty-seventh Street. He looked old and
gaunt. She was haunted with his mortality. If the bastard died, the
money would stop. She thought she might be the only person in the
world who wholeheartedly prayed for his health.
His lean, silent face and dead eyes came on her
memory screen now and touched off the hot spot in her stomach. If
the son of a bitch should die . . . !
Margie, leaning toward the mirror, paused and
hurled her will like a javelin. Her chin rose; the ropes dropped
back; her eyes shone; the skin snuggled close to her skull; her
shoulders squared. She stood up and waltzed in a deft circle on the
deep-piled red carpet. Her feet were bare, with gleaming pinkened
toenails. She must rush, she must hurry, before it was too
late.
She flung open her closet and laid hands on the
sweet, provocative dress she had been saving for the Fourth of July
weekend, the shoes with pencil heels, the stockings more sheer than
no stockings at all. There was no languor in her now. She dressed
as quickly and efficiently as a butcher whets his knife and she
checked against a full-length mirror the way that same butcher
tests his blade against his thumb. Speed but no rush, speed for the
man who will not wait, and then—the casual slowness of the
informed, the smart, the chic, the confident, the lady with pretty
legs and immaculate white gloves. No man she passed failed to look
after her. Miller Brothers’ truckdriver whistled as he lumbered by
with lumber and two high-school boys leveled slitted Valentino eyes
at her and painfully swallowed the saliva that flooded their
half-open mouths.
“How about that?” said one.
And, “Yeah!” the other replied.
“How’d you like—”
“Yeah!”
A lady does not wander—not in New Baytown. She
must be going someplace, have some business, however small and
meaningless. As she walked in dotted steps along the High Street,
she bowed and spoke to passers-by and reviewed them
automatically.
Mr. Hall—he was living on credit, had been for
some time.
Stoney—a tough, male man, but what woman could
live on a cop’s salary or pension? Besides, he was her
friend.
Harold Beck with real estate and plenty of it,
but Harold was queer as a duck. He himself was probably the only
person in the world who didn’t know it.
MacDowell—“So nice to see you, sir. How’s
Milly?” Impossible—Scottish, tight, tied to his wife—an invalid,
the kind who lives forever. He was a secret. No one knew what he
was worth.
Dew-eyed Donald Randolph—wonderful on the next
bar stool, a barroom gentleman whose manners penetrated deep into
his drunkenness, but useless unless you wanted to keep house on a
bar stool.
Harold Luce—it was said that he was related to
the publisher of Time magazine but who said
it, himself? A flinty man who had a reputation for wisdom based on
his lack of the power of speech.
Ed Wantoner—a liar, a cheat, and a thief.
Supposed to be loaded and his wife was dying, but Ed trusted no
one. He didn’t even trust his dog not to run away. Kept it tied up
and howling.
Paul Strait—a power in the Republican party. His
wife was named Butterfly—not a nickname. Butterfly Strait,
christened Butterfly, and that’s the truth. Paul did well if New
York State had a Republican governor. He owned the city dump, where
it cost a quarter to dump a load of garbage. It was told that when
the rats got so bad and big as to be dangerous, Paul sold tickets
for the privilege of shooting them, rented flashlights and rifles—
stocked .22-caliber cartridges to shoot them with. He looked so
like a president that many people called him Ike. But Danny Taylor
while quietly drunk had referred to him as the Noblest Paul of them
Aul, and that stuck. Noble Paul became his name when he wasn’t
present.
Marullo—he’s sicker than he was. He’s gray sick.
Marullo’s eyes were those of a man shot in the stomach with a .45.
He had walked past the doorway of his own store without going in.
Margie entered the store, bouncing her neat buttocks.
Ethan was talking to a stranger, a youngish
dark-haired man, Ivy League pants and hat with a narrow brim.
Fortyish, hard, tough, and devoted to whatever he was doing. He
leaned over the counter and seemed about to inspect Ethan’s
tonsils.
Margie said, “Hi! You’re busy. I’ll come back
later.”
There are endless idle but legitimate things a
strolling woman can do in a bank. Margie crossed the alley mouth
and went into the marble and brushed-steel temple.
Joey Morphy lighted up the whole barred square
of his teller’s window when he saw her. What a smile, what a
character, what a good playmate, and what a lousy prospect as a
husband. Margie properly appraised him as a born bachelor who would
die fighting to remain one. No double grave for Joey.
She said, “Please, sir, do you have any fresh
unsalted money?”
“Excuse me, ma’am, I’ll see. I’m almost positive
I saw some somewhere. How much of it would you like to have?”
“About six ounces, m’sieur.” She took a folding
book from her white kid bag and wrote a check for twenty
dollars.
Joey laughed. He liked Margie. Once in a while,
not too often, he took her out to dinner and laid her. But he also
liked her company and her sense of play.
Joey said, “Mrs. Young-Hunt, that reminds me of
a friend I had who was in Mexico with Pancho Villa. Remember
him?”
“Never knew him.”
“No jazz. It’s a story the guy told me. He said
when Pancho was in the north, he worked the mint printing
twenty-peso notes. Made so many his men stopped counting them. They
weren’t so hot at counting anyway. Got to weighing them on a
balance scale.”
Margie said, “Joey, you can’t resist
autobiography.”
“Hell, no, Mrs. Young-Hunt. I’d have been about
five years old. It’s a story. Seems a fine stacked dame, Injun but
stacked, came in and said, ‘My general, you have executed my
husband and left me a poor widow with five children, and is that
any way to run a popular revolution?’
“Pancho went over her assets the way I’m doing
now.”
“You got no mortgage, Joey.”
“I know. It’s a story. Pancho said to an
aide-de-camp, ‘Weigh out five kilos of money for her.’
“Well, that’s quite a bundle. They tied it
together with a piece of wire and the woman went out, dangling the
bale of kale. Then a lieutenant stepped out and saluted and he
said, ‘My general (they say it mi gral—like
hral), we did not shoot her husband. He was
drunk. We put him in the jail around the corner.’
“Pancho had never taken his eyes off the dame
walking away with the bundle. He said, ‘Go out and shoot him. We
cannot disappoint that poor widow.’ ”
“Joey, you’re impossible.”
“It’s a true story. I believe it.” He turned her
check around. “Do you want this in twenties, fifties, or
hundreds?”
“Give it to me in two-bitses.”
They enjoyed each other.
Mr. Baker looked out of his frosted-glass
office.
Now there was a bet. Baker had made a
grammatically correct but obscure pass at her once. Mr. Baker was
Mr. Money. Sure he had a wife, but Margie knew the Bakers of this
world. They could always raise a moral reason for doing what they
wanted to do anyway. She was glad she had turned him down. It left
him still in the book.
She gathered the four five-dollar bills Joey had
given her and moved toward the gray banker, but at that moment the
man she had seen talking to Ethan came in quietly, passed in front
of her, presented a card, and was taken into Mr. Baker’s office and
the door closed.
“Well, kiss my foot,” she said to Joey.
“Prettiest foot in Wessex County,” Joey said.
“Want to go out tonight? Dance, eat, all that?”
“Can’t,” she said. “Who is that?”
“Never saw him before. Looks like a
bank-examiner type. It’s times like this I’m glad I’m honest and
even gladder I can add and subtract.”
“You know, Joey, you’re going to make some
faithful woman a hell of a fine fugitive.”
“That is my prayerful hope, ma’am.”
“See you.”
She went out, crossed the alley, and entered
Marullo’s grocery again.
“Hi, Eth.”
“Hello, Margie.”
“Who was the handsome stranger?”
“Don’t you carry your crystal ball?”
“Secret agent?”
“Worse than that. Margie, is everybody afraid of
cops? Even if I haven’t done anything I’m scared of cops.”
“Was that curly-haired piece of the true cross a
dick?”
“Not exactly. Said he was a federal man.”
“What you been up to, Ethan?”
“Up to? Me? Why ‘up to’?”
“What did he want?”
“I only know what he asked but I don’t know what
he wanted.”
“What did he ask?”
“How long do I know my boss? Who else knows him?
When did he come to New Baytown?”
“What did you tell him?”
“When I joined up to fight the foe, I didn’t
know him. When I came back he was here. When I went broke, he took
over the store and gave me a job.”
“What do you suppose it’s about?”
“God knows.”
Margie had been trying to look past his eyes.
She thought, He’s pretending to be a simpleton. I wonder what the
guy really wanted!
He said it so quietly it frightened her. “You
don’t believe me. You know, Margie, no one ever believes the
truth.”
“The whole truth? When you carve a chicken, Eth,
it’s all chicken, but some is dark meat and some white.”
“I guess so. Frankly, I’m worried, Margie. I
need this job. If anything happened to Alfio I’d be pounding the
street.”
“Aren’t you forgetting you’re going to be
rich?”
“Kind of hard to remember when I’m not.”
“Ethan, I wonder if you remember back. It was in
the spring right near Easter. I came in and you called me Daughter
of Jerusalem.”
“That was Good Friday.”
“You do remember. Well, I found it. It’s
Matthew, and it’s pretty wonderful and—scary.”
“Yes.”
“What got into you?”
“My Great-Aunt Deborah. She got me crucified
once a year. It still goes on.”
“You’re kidding. You weren’t kidding
then.”
“No, I wasn’t. And I’m not now.”
She said playfully, “You know, the fortune I
read you is coming true.”
“I know it is.”
“Don’t you think you owe me something?”
“Sure.”
“When are you going to pay?”
“Would you care to step into the back
room?”
“I don’t think you could do it.”
“You don’t?”
“No, Ethan, and you don’t either. You’ve never
had a quick jump in the hay in your life.”
“I could learn, maybe.”
“You couldn’t fornicate if you wanted to.”
“I could try.”
“It would take love or hatred to arouse you, and
either one would require a slow and stately procedure.”
“Maybe you’re right. How did you know?”
“I never know how I know.”
He slid the door of the cold cabinet open, took
out a Coke, which instantly grew a jacket of frost, opened it, and
handed the bottle to her while he opened a second.
“What is it you want of me?”
“I’ve never known a man like that. Perhaps I
want to see what it’s like to be loved or hated that much.”
“You’re a witch! Why don’t you whistle up a
wind?”
“I can’t whistle. I can raise a puny little
storm in most men with my eyebrows. How do I go about lighting your
fire?”
“Maybe you have.”
He studied her closely and did not try to
conceal his inspection. “Built like a brick outhouse,” he said,
“soft and smooth and strong and good.”
“How do you know? You’ve never felt me.”
“If I ever do, you’d better run like
hell.”
“My love.”
“Come off it. There’s something wrong here. I’m
conceited enough to know the caliber of my attractiveness. What do
you want? You’re a fine broth of a dame but you’re also smart. What
do you want?”
“I told your fortune and it’s coming
true.”
“And you want to suck along?”
“Yes.”
“Now I can believe you.” He raised his eyes.
“Mary of my heart,” he said, “look on your husband, your lover,
your dear friend. Guard me against evil from within me and from
harm without. I pray for your help, my Mary, for a man has a
strange and wind-troubled need and the ache of the ages is on him
to spread his seeds everywhere. Ora pro
me.”
“You’re a fake, Ethan.”
“I know it. But can’t I be a humble fake?”
“I’m afraid of you now. I wasn’t before.”
“I can’t think why.”
She had that tarot look and he saw it.
“Marullo.”
“What about him?”
“I’m asking.”
“Be with you in a moment. Half a dozen eggs,
square of butter, right. How are you for coffee?”
“Yes, a can of coffee. I like to have it on the
shelf. How is that Whumpdum corned-beef hash?”
“I haven’t tried it. They say it’s very good. Be
with you in a moment, Mr. Baker. Didn’t Mrs. Baker get some of that
Whumpdum corned-beef hash?”
“I don’t know, Ethan. I eat what’s put before
me. Mrs. Young-Hunt, you get prettier every day.”
“Kind sir.”
“It’s true. And—you dress so well.”
“I was thinking the same about you. Now you’re
not pretty but you have a wonderful tailor.”
“I guess I have. He charges enough.”
“Remember the old boy who said, ‘Manners maketh
man’? Well that’s changed now. Tailors make men in any image they
want.”
“The trouble with a well-made suit, it lasts too
long. This is ten years old.”
“I can’t believe it, Mr. Baker. How is Mrs.
Baker?”
“Well enough to complain. Why don’t you call on
her, Mrs. Young-Hunt? She gets lonely. There aren’t many people in
this generation who can carry on a literate conversation. It was
Wickham who said it. It’s the motto of Winchester College.”
She turned to Ethan. “You show me another
American banker who knows that.”
Mr. Baker grew ruddy. “My wife subscribed to
Great Books. She’s a great reader. Please call on her.”
“I’d love to. Put my things in a bag, Mr.
Hawley. I’ll pick them up on my way home.”
“Right, ma’am.”
“That’s quite a remarkable young woman,” Mr.
Baker said.
“She and Mary hit it off.”
“Ethan, did that government man come
here?”
“Yes.”
“What does he want?”
“I don’t know. He asked some questions about Mr.
Marullo. I didn’t know the answers.”
Mr. Baker released the image of Margie as slowly
as an anemone opens and casts out the shell of a sucked-clean crab.
“Ethan, have you seen Danny Taylor?”
“No, I haven’t.”
“Do you know where he is?”
“No, I don’t.”
“I have to get in touch with him. Can’t you
think where he might be?”
“I haven’t seen him for—well, since May. He was
going to try the cure again.”
“Do you know where?”
“He didn’t say. But he wanted to try.”
“Was it a public institution?”
“I don’t think so, sir. He borrowed some money
from me.”
“What!”
“I loaned him a little money.”
“How much?”
“I beg your
pardon?”
“Sorry, Ethan. You are old friends. Sorry. Did
he have other money?”
“I think so.”
“You don’t know how much?”
“No sir. I just had a feeling he had
more.”
“If you know where he is, please tell me.”
“I would if I knew, Mr. Baker. Maybe you could
make a list of the places and phone.”
“Did he borrow cash?”
“Yes.”
“Then that’s no good. He’d change his
name.”
“Why?”
“They always do from good families. Ethan, did
you get the money from Mary?”
“Yes.”
“She didn’t mind?”
“She didn’t know.”
“Now you’re being smart.”
“I learned from you, sir.”
“Well, don’t forget it.”
“Maybe I’m learning little by little. Mostly I’m
learning how much I don’t know.”
“Well, that’s healthy. Is Mary well?”
“Oh, she’s strong and tough. Wish I could take
her on a little vacation. We haven’t been out of town in
years.”
“That will come, Ethan. I think I’ll go to Maine
over the Fourth of July. I can’t take the noise any more.”
“I guess you bankers are the lucky ones. Weren’t
you in Albany lately?”
“What gave you that idea?”
“I don’t know—heard it someplace. Maybe Mrs.
Baker told Mary.”
“She couldn’t. She didn’t know it. Try to think
where you heard it.”
“Maybe I only imagined it.”
“This troubles me, Ethan. Think hard where you
heard it.”
“I can’t, sir. What does it matter if it isn’t
true?”
“I’ll tell you in confidence why I’m worried.
It’s because it is true. The Governor called me in. It’s a serious
matter. I wonder where the leak could be.”
“Anyone see you there?”
“Not that I know of. I flew in and out. This is
serious. I’m going to tell you something. If it gets out I’ll know
where it came from.”
“Then I don’t want to hear it.”
“You haven’t any choice now that you know about
Albany. The state is looking into county and town affairs.”
“Why?”
“I guess because the smell has got as far as
Albany.”
“No politics?”
“I guess anything the Governor does can be
called politics.”
“Mr. Baker, why can’t it be in the open?”
“I’ll tell you why. Upstate the word got out and
by the time the examiners got to work most of the records had
disappeared.”
“I see. I wish you hadn’t told me. I’m not a
talker but I wish I didn’t know.”
“For that matter, I wish the same thing,
Ethan.”
“The election is July seventh. Will it break
before that?”
“I don’t know. That’s up to the state.”
“Do you suppose Marullo is mixed in it? I can’t
afford to lose my job.”
“I don’t think so. That was a federal man.
Department of Justice. Didn’t you ask for his credentials?”
“Didn’t think of it. He flashed them but I
didn’t look.”
“Well, you should. You always should.”
“I wouldn’t think you’d want to go away.”
“Oh, that doesn’t matter. Nothing happens over
Fourth of July weekend. Why, the Japs attacked Pearl Harbor on a
weekend. They knew everyone would be away.”
“I wish I could take Mary someplace.”
“Maybe you can later. I want you to whip your
brains and try to find where Taylor is.”
“Why? Is it so important?”
“It is. I can’t tell you why right now.”
“I sure wish I could find him, then.”
“Well, if you could turn him up maybe you
wouldn’t need this job.”
“If it’s that way, I’ll sure try, sir.”
“That’s the boy, Ethan. I’m sure you will. And
if you do locate him, you call me—any time, day or night.”