CHAPTER ELEVEN
New Baytown is a lovely place. Its harbor, once a
great one, is sheltered from the northeast screamers by an offshore
island. The village is strewn about a complex of inland waters fed
by the tides, which at ebb and flow drive wild races through narrow
channels from the harbor and the sea. It is not a crowded or an
urban town. Except for the great houses of the long-gone whalers,
the dwellings are small and neat, distributed among fine old trees,
oaks of several kinds, maples and elms, hickory and some cypresses,
but except for the old planted elms on the original streets, the
native timber is largely oak. Once the virgin oaks were so many and
so large that several shipyards drew planks and knees, keels and
keelsons, from nearby.
Communities, like people, have periods of health
and times of sickness—even youth and age, hope and despondency.
There was a time when a few towns like New Baytown furnished the
whale oil that lighted the Western World. Student lamps of Oxford
and Cambridge drew fuel from this American outpost. And then
petroleum, rock oil, gushed out in Pennsylvania and cheap kerosene,
called coal oil, took the place of whale oil and retired most of
the sea hunters. Sickness or despair fell on New Baytown—perhaps an
attitude from which it did not recover. Other towns not too far
away grew and prospered on other products and energies, but New
Baytown, whose whole living force had been in square-rigged ships
and whales, sank into torpor. The snake of population crawling out
from New York passed New Baytown by, leaving it to its memories.
And, as usually happens, New Baytown people persuaded themselves
that they liked it that way. They were spared the noise and litter
of summer people, the garish glow of neon signs, the spending of
tourist money and tourist razzle-dazzle. Only a few new houses were
built around the fine inland waters. But the snake of population
continued to writhe out and everyone knew that sooner or later it
would engulf the village of New Baytown. The local people longed
for that and hated the idea of it at the same time. The neighboring
towns were rich, spilled over with loot from tourists, puffed with
spoils, gleamed with the great houses of the new rich. Old Baytown
spawned art and ceramics and pansies, and the damn broadfooted
brood of Lesbos wove handmade fabrics and small domestic intrigues.
New Baytown talked of the old days and of flounder and when the
weakfish would start running.
In the reedy edges of the inner waters, the
mallards nested and brought out their young flotillas, muskrats dug
communities and swam lithely in the early morning. The ospreys
hung, aimed, and plummeted on fish, and sea gulls carried clams and
scallops high in the air and dropped them to break them open for
eating. Some otters still clove the water like secret furry
whispers; rabbits poached in the gardens and gray squirrels moved
like little waves in the streets of the village. Cock pheasants
flapped and coughed their crowing. Blue herons poised in the
shallow water like leggy rapiers and at night the bitterns cried
out like lonesome ghosts.
Spring is late and summer late at New Baytown,
but when it comes it has a soft, wild, and special sound and smell
and feeling. In early June the world of leaf and blade and flowers
explodes, and every sunset is different. Then in the evening the
bobwhites state their crisp names and after dark there is a wall of
sound of whippoorwill. The oaks grow fat with leaf and fling their
long-tasseled blossoms in the grass. Then dogs from various houses
meet and go on picnics, wandering bemused and happy in the woods,
and sometimes they do not come home for days.
In June man, hustled by instinct, mows grass,
riffles the earth with seeds, and locks in combat with mole and
rabbit, ant, beetle, bird, and all others who gather to take his
garden from him. Woman looks at the curling-edge petals of a rose
and melts a little and sighs, and her skin becomes a petal and her
eyes are stamens.
June is gay—cool and warm, wet and shouting with
growth and reproduction of the sweet and the noxious, the builder
and the spoiler. The girls in body-form slacks wander the High
Street with locked hands while small transistor radios sit on their
shoulders and whine love songs in their ears. The young boys,
bleeding with sap, sit on the stools of Tanger’s Drugstore
ingesting future pimples through straws. They watch the girls with
level goat-eyes and make disparaging remarks to one another while
their insides whimper with longing.
In June businessmen drop by Al ’n’ Sue’s or the
Foremaster for a beer and stay for whisky and get sweatily drunk in
the afternoon. Even in the afternoon the dusty cars creep to the
desolate dooryard of the remote and paintless house with every
blind drawn, at the end of Mill Street, where Alice, the village
whore, receives the afternoon problems of June-bitten men. And all
day long the rowboats anchor off the breakwater and happy men and
women coax up their dinners from the sea.
June is painting and clipping, plans and
projects. It’s a rare man who doesn’t bring home cement blocks and
two-by-fours and on the backs of envelopes rough out drawings of
Taj Mahals. A hundred little boats lie belly down and keel up on
the shore, their bottoms gleaming with copper paint, and their
owners straighten up and smile at the slow, unmoving windrows.
Still school grips the intransigent children until near to the end
of the month and, when examination time comes, rebellion foams up
and the common cold becomes epidemic, a plague which disappears on
closing day.
In June the happy seed of summer germinates.
“Where shall we go over the glorious Fourth of July? . . . It’s
getting on time we should be planning our vacation.” June is the
mother of potentials, ducklings swim bravely perhaps to the
submarine jaws of snapping turtles, lettuces lunge toward drought,
tomatoes rear defiant stems toward cutworms, and families match the
merits of sand and sunburn over fretful mountain nights loud with
mosquito symphonies. “This year I’m going to rest. I won’t get so
tired. This year I won’t allow the kids to make my free two weeks a
hell on wheels. I work all year. This is my time. I work all year.”
Vacation planning triumphs over memory and all’s right with the
world.
New Baytown had slept for a long time. The men
who governed it, politically, morally, economically, had so long
continued that their ways were set. The Town Manager, the council,
the judges, the police were eternal. The Town Manager sold
equipment to the township, and the judges fixed traffic tickets as
they had for so long that they did not remember it as illegal
practice—at least the books said it was. Being normal men, they
surely did not consider it immoral. All men are moral. Only their
neighbors are not.
The yellow afternoon had the warm breath of
summer. A few early season people, those without children to hold
them glued until school was out, were moving in the streets,
strangers. Some cars came through, towing small boats and big
outboard motors on trailers. Ethan would have known with his eyes
closed that they were summer people by what they bought—cold cuts
and process cheese, crackers and tinned sardines.
Joey Morphy came in for his afternoon
refreshment as he did every day now that the weather was warming.
He waved the bottle toward the cold counter. “You should put in a
soda fountain,” he said.
“And grow four new arms, or split into two
clerks like a pseudopod? You forget, neighbor Joey, I don’t own the
store.”
“You should.”
“Must I tell you my sad story of the death of
kings?”
“I know your story. You didn’t know your
asparagus from a hole in the double-entry bookkeeping. You had to
learn the hard way. Now wait—but you learned.”
“Small good it does me.”
“If it was your store now, you’d make
money.”
“But it isn’t.”
“If you opened up next door, you’d take all the
customers with you.”
“What makes you think so?”
“Because people buy from people they know. It’s
called good will and it works.”
“Didn’t work before. Everybody in town knew me.
I went broke.”
“That was technical. You didn’t know how to
buy.”
“Maybe I still don’t.”
“You do. You don’t even know you’ve learned. But
you’ve still got a broke state of mind. Junk it, Mr. Hawley. Junk
it, Ethan.”
“Thanks.”
“I like you. When is Marullo going to
Italy?”
“He hasn’t said. Tell me, Joey—how rich is he?
No, don’t. I know you’re not supposed to talk about clients.”
“I can rupture a rule for a friend, Ethan. I
don’t know all his affairs, but if our account means anything, I’d
say he is. He’s got his fingers in all kinds of things—piece of
property here, vacant lot there, some beach-front houses, and a
bundle of first mortgages big around as your waist.”
“How do you know?”
“Safe-deposit box. He rents one of our big ones.
When he opens it, he has one key and I have the other. I’ll admit
I’ve peeked. Guess I’m a peeping Tom at heart.”
“But it’s all on the level, isn’t it? I
mean—well you read all the time about—well, drugs and rackets and
things like that.”
“I wouldn’t know about that. He don’t tell his
business around. Draws some out, puts some back. And I don’t know
where else he banks. You notice I don’t tell his balance.”
“I didn’t ask.”
“Could you let me have a beer?”
“Only to take out. I can put it in a paper
cup.”
“I wouldn’t ask you to break the law.”
“Nuts!” Ethan punched holes in a can. “Just hold
it down beside you if anybody comes in.”
“Thanks. I’ve put a lot of thought on you,
Ethan.”
“Why?”
“Maybe because I’m a Nosy Parker. Failure is a
state of mind. It’s like one of those sand traps an ant lion digs.
You keep sliding back. Takes one hell of a jump to get out of it.
You’ve got to make that jump, Eth. Once you get out, you’ll find
success is a state of mind too.”
“Is it a trap too?”
“If it is—it’s a better kind.”
“Suppose a man makes the jump, and someone else
gets tromped.”
“Only God sees the sparrow fall, but even God
doesn’t do anything about it.”
“I wish I knew what you’re trying to tell me to
do.”
“I wish I did too. If I did, I might do it
myself. Bank tellers don’t get to be president. A man with a
fistful of stock does. I guess I’m trying to say, Grab anything
that goes by. It may not come around again.”
“You’re a philosopher, Joey, a financial
philosopher.”
“Don’t rub it in. If you don’t have it, you
think about it. Man being alone thinks about things. You know most
people live ninety per cent in the past, seven per cent in the
present, and that only leaves them three per cent for the future.
Old Satchel Paige said the wisest thing about that I ever heard. He
said, ‘Don’t look behind. Something may be gaining on you.’ I got
to get back. Mr. Baker’s going to New York tomorrow for a few days.
He’s busy as a bug.”
“What about?”
“How do I know? But I separate the mail. He’s
been getting a lot from Albany.”
“Politics?”
“I only separate it. I don’t read it. Is
business always this slow?”
“Around four o’clock, yes. It’ll pick up in ten
minutes or so.”
“You see? You’ve learned. I bet you didn’t know
that before you went broke. Be seeing you. Grab the gold ring for a
free ride.”
The little buying spurt between five and six
came on schedule. The sun, held back by daylight-saving, was still
high and the streets light as midafternoon when he brought in the
fruit bins and closed the front doors and drew the green shades.
Then, reading from a list, he gathered the supplies to carry home
and put them all in one big bag. With his apron off and his coat
and hat on, he boosted up and sat on the counter and stared at the
shelves of the congregation. “No message!” he said. “Only remember
the words of Satchel Paige. I guess I have to learn about not
looking back.”
He took the folded lined pages from his wallet,
made a little envelope for them of waxed paper. Then, opening the
enamel door to the works of the cold counter, he slipped the waxy
envelope in a corner behind the compressor and closed the metal
door on it.
Under the cash register on a shelf he found the
dusty and dogeared Manhattan telephone book, kept there for
emergency orders to the supply house. Under U, under United States,
under Justice, Dept of . . . His finger moved down the column past
“Antitrust Div US Court House, Customs Div, Detention Hdqtrs, Fed
Bur of Investgatn,” and under it, “Immigration & Naturalization
Svce, 20 W Bway, BA 7-0300, Nights Sat Sun & Holidays OL
6-5888.”
He said aloud, “OL 6-5888—OL 6-5888 because it’s
late.” And then he spoke to his canned goods without looking at
them. “If everything’s proper and aboveboard, nobody gets
hurt.”
Ethan went out the alley door and locked it. He
carried his bag of groceries across the street to the Foremaster
Hotel and Grill. The grill was noisy with cocktailers but the tiny
lobby where the public phone booth stood was deserted even by the
room clerk. He closed the glass door, put his groceries on the
floor, spread his change on the shelf, inserted a dime, and dialed
0.
“Operator.”
“Oh! Operator—I want to call New York.”
“Will you dial the number, please?”
And he did.
“Pollywog,” he said, “the lawn is running wild.
Do you think I could get Allen to cut it?”
“Well, it’s examination time. You know how that
is, and school closing and all.”
“What’s that unearthly squalling sound in the
other room?”
“He’s practicing with his voice-throwing gadget.
He’s going to perform at the school closing show.”
“Well, I guess I’ll have to cut the lawn
myself.”
“I’m sorry, dear. But you know how they
are.”
“Yes, I’m beginning to learn how they
are.”
“Are you in a bad temper? Did you have a hard
day?”
“Let’s see. No, I guess not. I’ve been on my
feet all day. The thought of pushing the lawnmower doesn’t make me
jump with joy.”
“We should have a power mower. The Johnsons have
one you can ride on.”
“We should have a gardener and a gardener’s boy.
My grandfather did. Ride on? Allen might cut the lawn if he could
ride.”
“Don’t be mean to him. He’s only fourteen.
They’re all like that.”
“Who do you suppose established the fallacy that
children are cute?”
“You are in a bad
temper.”
“Let’s see. Yes, I guess I am. And that
squalling is driving me crazy.”
“He’s practicing.”
“So you said.”
“Now don’t take your bad temper out on
him.”
“All right, but it would help if I could.” Ethan
pushed through the living room, where Allen was squawking vaguely
recognizable words from a vibrating reed held on his tongue. “What
in the world is that?”
Allen spat it into his palm. “From that box of
Peeks. It’s ventriloquism.”
“Did you eat the Peeks?”
“No. I don’t like it. I’ve got to practice,
Dad.”
“Hold up a moment.” Ethan sat down. “What do you
plan to do with your life?”
“Huh?”
“The future. Haven’t they told you in school?
The future is in your hands.”
Ellen slithered into the room and draped herself
on the couch like a knob-kneed cat. She rippled out a steel-cutting
giggle.
“He wants to go on television,” she said.
“There was a kid only thirteen won a hundred and
thirty thousand dollars on a quiz program.”
“Turned out it was rigged,” said Ellen.
“Well, he still had a hundred and thirty
grand.”
Ethan said softly, “The moral aspects don’t
bother you?”
“Well, it’s still a lot of dough.”
“You don’t find it dishonest?”
“Shucks, everybody does it.”
“How about the ones who offer themselves on a
silver platter and there are no takers? They have neither honesty
nor money.”
“That’s the chance you take—the way the cooky
crumbles.”
“Yes, it’s crumbling, isn’t it?” Ethan said.
“And so are your manners. Sit up! Have you dropped the word ‘sir’
from the language?”
The boy looked startled, checked to see if it
was meant, then lounged upright, full of resentment. “No, sir,” he
said.
“How are you doing in school?”
“All right, I guess.”
“You were writing an essay about how you love
America. Has your determination to destroy her stopped that
project?”
“How do you mean, destroy—sir?”
“Can you honestly love a dishonest thing?”
“Heck, Dad, everybody does it.”
“Does that make it good?”
“Well, nobody’s knocking it except a few
eggheads. I finished the essay.”
“Good, I’d like to see it.”
“I sent it off.”
“You must have a copy.”
“No, sir.”
“Suppose it gets lost?”
“I didn’t think of that. Dad, I wish I could go
to camp the way all the other kids do.”
“We can’t afford it. Not all the other kids
go—only a few of them.”
“I wish we had some money.” He stared down at
his hands and licked his lips.
Ellen’s eyes were narrowed and
concentrated.
Ethan studied his son. “I’m going to make that
possible,” he said.
“Sir?”
“I can get you a job to work in the store this
summer.”
“How do you mean, work?”
“Isn’t your question, ‘What do you mean, work?’
You will carry and trim shelves and sweep and perhaps, if you do
well, you can wait on customers.”
“I want to go to camp.”
“You also want to win a hundred thousand
dollars.”
“Maybe I’ll win the essay contest. At least
that’s a trip to Washington anyway. Some kind of vacation after all
year in school.”
“Allen! There are unchanging rules of conduct,
of courtesy, of honesty, yes, even of energy. It’s time I taught
you to give them lip service at least. You’re going to work.”
The boy looked up. “You can’t.”
“I beg your pardon?”
“Child labor laws. I can’t even get a work
permit before I’m sixteen. You want me to break the law?”
“Do you think all the boys and girls who help
their parents are half slave and half criminal?” Ethan’s anger was
as naked and ruthless as love. Allen looked away.
“I didn’t mean that, sir.”
“I’m sure you didn’t. And you won’t again. You
stubbed your nose on twenty generations of Hawleys and Allens. They
were honorable men. You may be worthy to be one someday.”
“Yes, sir. May I go to my room, sir?”
“You may.”
Allen walked up the stairs slowly.
When he had disappeared, Ellen whirled her legs
like propellers. She sat up and pulled down her skirt like a young
lady.
“I’ve been reading the speeches of Henry Clay.
He sure was good.”
“Yes, he was.”
“Do you remember them?”
“Not really, I guess. It’s been a long time
since I read them.”
“He’s great.”
“Somehow it doesn’t seem schoolgirl
reading.”
“He’s just great.”
Ethan got up from his chair with a whole long
and weary day pushing him back.
In the kitchen he found Mary red-eyed and
angry.
“I heard you,” she said. “I don’t know what you
think you’re doing. He’s just a little boy.”
“That’s the time to start, my darling.”
“Don’t darling me. I won’t stand a
tyrant.”
“Tyrant? Oh, Lord!”
“He’s just a little boy. You went for
him.”
“I think he feels better now.”
“I don’t know what you mean. You crushed him
like an insect.”
“No, darling. I gave him a quick glimpse of the
world. He was building a false one.”
“Who are you to know what the world is?”
Ethan walked past her and out the back
door.
“Where are you going?”
“To cut the lawn.”
“I thought you were tired.”
“I am—I was.” He looked over his shoulder and up
at her standing inside the screened door. “A man is a lonely
thing,” he said, and he smiled at her a moment before he got out
the lawnmower.
Mary heard the whirring blades tearing through
the soft and supple grass.
The sound stopped by the doorstep. Ethan called,
“Mary, Mary, my darling. I love you.” And the whirling blades raged
on through the overgrown grass.