The Stoker: A Fragmente
AS SIXTEEN-YEAR-OLD KARL ROSSMANN, whose poor
parents had sent him off to America because a maid had seduced him
and then had his child, sailed into New York harbor on the now
slowly moving ship, he saw the Statue of Liberty, which he had
already been watching from far off, stand out as if shining in
suddenly brighter sunlight. The arm with the sword13
reached up as if freshly thrust out, and the free breezes blew
around the figure.
“So high!” he said to himself, and without any
thought of disembarking, he was pushed farther and farther along,
all the way to the railing, by the constantly swelling throng of
porters pressing past him.
On his way by, a young man with whom he had been
briefly acquainted during the voyage said to him: “Well, don’t you
feel like going ashore yet?” “Oh yes, I’m ready,” said Karl,
laughing, and out of sheer joy and youthful strength, he hoisted
his trunk onto his shoulder. But as he looked beyond his
acquaintance, who was already moving off and lightly swinging his
stick, he remembered with dismay that he had left his own umbrella
below deck. He hastily begged his acquaintance, who seemed none too
pleased, to be kind enough to watch his trunk a moment; he surveyed
his surroundings to regain his bearings and hurried off. Down below
he was disappointed to find that a passageway that would have
shortened his route considerably was barred now for the first time,
probably because of all the disembarking passengers, and he had to
arduously make his way through a long series of small rooms, down
countless short staircases, one after another, through continually
winding corridors, past a room with a deserted desk, until finally,
as he had only gone this way once or twice before and always in a
large group, he was utterly lost. In his bewilderment he came to a
stop by a small door, and because he encountered no one and could
hear only the endless trampling of thousands of human feet
overhead, and from a distance like a sigh the final whine of the
engines shutting down, he began, without consideration, to pound on
the door.
“It’s open,” a voice called from inside, and Karl
opened the door with a genuine sigh of relief. “Why are you
pounding on the door like a madman?” asked a huge man, barely
glancing at Karl. Through some kind of overhead hatch murky light,
long stale from its use on the decks above, seeped into the
miserable cabin, where a bed, a closet, a chair, and the man were
crowded together side by side as if stowed there. “I’ve lost my
way,” said Karl. “I never really noticed it during the voyage, but
this is an awfully large ship.” “Yes, you’re right about that,” the
man said with a certain degree of pride but did not stop fiddling
with the lock of a small footlocker that he kept pressing shut with
both hands to hear the catch snap home. “But come on in!” the man
continued. “You don’t want to stand around outside!” “Am I
intruding?” asked Karl. “No, how would you be intruding!” “Are you
German?” Karl tried to reassure himself further because he had
heard a lot about the dangers that threatened newcomers to America,
from the Irish especially.14 “That I
am, yes indeed,” said the man. Karl still hesitated. Then the man
unexpectedly seized the door handle and swiftly shut the door,
sweeping Karl into the cabin. “I can’t stand being peered at from
the corridor,” he said, fiddling with the chest again; “they all
run by and peer in, who can put up with it!” “But the corridor is
totally empty now,” said Karl, who was pressed uncomfortably
against the bedpost. “Yes, now,” said the man. “But we’re talking
about now,” thought Karl; “this is a difficult man to talk to.”
“Why don’t you lie down on the bed, you’ll have more room,” said
the man. Karl crawled in as best he could and chuckled loudly at
his first unsuccessful attempt to pitch himself across the bed. But
as soon as he was in the bed he exclaimed: “Good God, I’ve
completely forgotten my trunk!” “Well, where is it?” “Up on deck,
someone I met is watching it. Now what was his name?” And from a
secret pocket that his mother had sewn into his jacket lining
specially for this voyage, he fished out a visiting card.
“Butterbaum, Franz Butterbaum.” “Is your trunk really necessary?”
“Of course.” “Well then, why did you give it to a complete
stranger?” “I had forgotten my umbrella down below and ran to get
it, but I didn’t want to lug my trunk along. And then I got lost
too.” “Are you alone? No one accompanying you?” “Yes, I’m
alone.”—“Maybe I should stick with this man,” went through Karl’s
mind, “where could I find a better friend?” “And now you’ve also
lost your trunk. Not to mention the umbrella.” And the man sat down
on the chair as if he had developed some interest in Karl’s
problem. “But I don’t believe the trunk is really lost yet.”
“Believe what you want,” said the man, vigorously scratching his
short, dark thatch of hair, “on a ship the morals change as often
as the ports. In Hamburg, your Butterbaum might have guarded your
trunk; here there’s most likely no trace left of either of them.”
“Then I must go look for it immediately,” said Karl, looking around
to see how he could leave. “Stay where you are,” the man said, and
thrust a hand against Karl’s chest, pushing him roughly back onto
the bed. “But why?” Karl asked peevishly. “Because it makes no
sense,” said the man; “in a little while I’m going and then we can
go together. Either the trunk is stolen and there’s no help for it,
or the man has left it there and we’ll find it all the more easily
when the ship is empty. The same goes for your umbrella.” “Do you
know your way around the ship?” asked Karl warily, as it seemed to
him that there must be some catch in the otherwise convincing
notion that his things would be best found on an empty ship. “Well,
I’m a stoker,”f the man
said. “You’re a stoker!” Karl cried happily, as if this exceeded
all expectation and, propping himself up on his elbows, he
inspected the man more closely. “Just outside the cabin where I
slept with the Slovak there was a porthole through which you could
see into the engine room.” “Yes, that’s where I worked,” said the
stoker. “I have always been interested in technology,” said Karl,
pursuing his own train of thought, “and would surely have become an
engineer later on if I hadn’t had to leave for America.” “Why did
you have to leave, then?” “Oh, that!” said Karl, waving away the
whole business with his hand. At the same time he looked at the
stoker with a smile as if asking his indulgence for what he hadn’t
even admitted. “I’m sure there was some reason,” said the stoker,
and it was hard to tell whether he was demanding or dismissing the
story behind that reason. “Now I could become a stoker too,” said
Karl, “my parents don’t care what becomes of me.” “My job will be
free,” said the stoker, and as a show of this he put his hands in
the pockets of his creased and leathery, iron gray trousers and
flung his legs across the bed in order to stretch them out. Karl
had to move over closer to the wall. “Are you leaving the ship?”
“Yes, we’re moving out today.” “But why? Don’t you like it?” “Well,
that’s the way things go, it’s not always a matter of what pleases
you or not. But as a matter of fact you’re right, I don’t like it.
You’re probably not seriously thinking of becoming a stoker, but
that’s exactly when it’s easiest to become one. So, I strongly
advise you against it. If you wanted to study in Europe, why don’t
you want to study here? The American universities are incomparably
better than the European ones.” “It’s certainly possible,” said
Karl, “but I have almost no money for a university. I did read
about someone who worked all day and studied at night until he got
a doctorate and became a mayor, I believe, but that requires a lot
of perseverance, doesn’t it? I’m afraid that’s something I lack.
Anyway, I was never a very good student, and leaving school was not
particularly hard on me. And perhaps the schools here will be even
more stringent. I speak almost no English. And besides, I think
people here are prejudiced against foreigners.” “So you’ve found
that out already? Well, that’s good. Then you’re my man. Look,
we’re on a German ship, it belongs to the Hamburg-America line, so
why aren’t we all Germans here? Why is the chief engineer a
Romanian? His name is Schubal. It’s beyond belief. And that villain
makes us slave away on a German ship! Don’t go thinking”—he was out
of breath and flailing his hand—“that I’m complaining just to
complain. I know you have no influence and are just a poor young
lad yourself. But it’s a shame!” And he beat the table repeatedly,
his eyes fixed on his fist as he banged. “I’ve served on so many
ships”—and he fired off twenty names as if they were one word,
making Karl dizzy—“and I’ve always excelled, I was praised, the
captains always liked my work, I even worked for several years on
the same merchant ship”—he stood up as if this had been the high
point of his life—“and here on this tub, where everything is done
by the book and no brains are required, here I’m no good, here I’m
always in Schubal’s way, I’m a lazybones who deserves to be thrown
out and only get his pay out of mercy. Can you understand that? I
can’t.” “You shouldn’t put up with that,” said Karl heatedly. He
felt so at home here on the stoker’s bed that he had almost lost
any sense of being on the unsteady ground of a ship off the coast
of an unknown continent. “Have you been to see the captain? Have
you asked him to see to your rights?” “Oh, go away, just go away. I
don’t want you here. You don’t listen to what I say and then you
give me advice. How am I supposed to go to the captain?” And the
stoker wearily sat down again and buried his face in both
hands.
“I can’t give him any better advice,” Karl said to
himself. And the overwhelming thought occurred to him that he would
have been better off going after his trunk instead of staying here
and offering advice that was only considered stupid. When his
father had handed over the trunk to him for good he had jokingly
asked: “How long will you keep it?” and now this precious trunk
might already be well and truly lost. His sole consolation was that
his father, even if he did make inquiries, could hardly find out
about his present situation. The shipping company could only say
that he had gotten as far as New York. But Karl was sorry that he
had hardly used the items in the trunk, though he ought to have,
for instance, long since changed his shirt. So he had economized in
the wrong place, and now, at the very start of his career, when it
was necessary to arrive neatly dressed, he would have to appear in
a dirty shirt. Otherwise the loss of the trunk would not have been
so bad, as the suit he was wearing was actually better than the one
in the trunk, which was only an emergency suit that his mother had
had to mend just before his departure. Now he also remembered that
a piece of Verona salami was still in his trunk; his mother had
packed this as a special treat, but he had eaten only the tiniest
bit of it because he had had no appetite during the voyage and the
soup served in steerageg amply
sufficed. But he would gladly have that sausage in hand now, so
that he could present it to the stoker. For people such as this are
easily won over if one slips them any old trifle; Karl had learned
that from his father, who by distributing cigars won over all the
underlings with whom he had to do business. At present all Karl had
to give away was his money, and he did not want to touch that for
the moment, considering he might have already lost his trunk. Again
his thoughts returned to the trunk, and now he could not understand
why he had kept watch over it so vigilantly during the voyage that
it had almost cost him his sleep, when he had later allowed the
same trunk to be taken from him so easily. He remembered the five
nights during which he had incessantly suspected a little Slovak,
lying two berths to his left, of having designs on the trunk. This
Slovak had merely been waiting for Karl to be overcome by fatigue
and nod off for a moment so that he could hook the trunk and pull
it over to him with a long pole that he played or practiced with
all day long. During the day the Slovak seemed innocent enough, but
as soon as night fell he would periodically rise from his berth and
mournfully eye Karl’s trunk. Karl could see him quite clearly, for
there was always someone lighting a lamp here or there, even though
this was forbidden by the ship’s regulations, with the restless
anxiety of an emigrant trying to decipher the incomprehensible
brochures from the emigration agencies. If such a light was nearby,
Karl could doze off for a while; but if the light was far away or
it was totally dark, then he had to keep his eyes open. This strain
had thoroughly exhausted him and now it may have all been in vain.
Oh, that Butterbaum, if he ever saw him again somewhere!
At that instant the absolute silence was broken by
brief little thuds in the distance like children’s footsteps; they
came nearer and grew louder until it was the steady tread of men
marching. They were evidently walking single file as was natural in
the narrow passage, and a clattering sound like weapons could be
heard. Karl, who had been on the verge of stretching out on the bed
and sleeping, free from worry over trunks and Slovaks, started up
and nudged the stoker to fully alert him, as the head of the
procession seemed to have just reached the door. “That’s the ship’s
band,” said the stoker, “they’ve been playing on deck and now
they’re going to pack up. It’s all clear now and we can go. Come
on!” He seized Karl by the hand, took a framed picture of the
Madonna off the wall at the last moment and stuffed it in his
breast pocket, grabbed his footlocker, and hastily left the cabin
with Karl.
“Now I’m going to the office and giving those
gentlemen a piece of my mind. There are no more passengers, so I
don’t have to mince words.” The stoker kept repeating variations of
this, and as he went along he kicked out sideways, attempting to
stomp on a rat that scurried across their path but only driving it
faster into a hole that it reached in the nick of time. The stoker
was generally slow in his movements, for while his legs were long
they were just too heavy.
They passed through a section of the kitchen where
some girls in dirty aprons—they were deliberately splashing
themselves—were washing dishes in large tubs. The stoker called
over a girl named Line, put his arm around her waist, and led her a
ways away while she pressed herself coquettishly against his arm.
“It’s time to get our pay, do you want to come along?” he asked.
“Why should I bother; bring the money back here,” she replied, and
slipped under his arm and ran away. “Where did you pick up that
beautiful boy?” she called back, but did not wait for an answer.
There was laughter from all of the girls, who had stopped their
work.
But Karl and the stoker kept walking until they
came to a door with a small pediment over it supported by little
gilded caryatids. It looked quite extravagant for a ship’s decor.
Karl realized that he had never been in this area of the ship,
which had probably been reserved for first- and second-class
passengers during the voyage, whereas now all the partitions had
been removed for the scouring of the ship. In fact, they had
already run into some men with brooms on their shoulders, who had
greeted the stoker. Karl marveled at the intense flurry of
activity; he knew little of it, of course, in steerage. Running
along the passageways there were also wires from electrical lines,
and a little bell could be heard ringing constantly.
The stoker respectfully knocked at the door, and
when a voice called, “Come in,” he motioned at Karl with a wave of
his hand to be brave and enter. This he did, but then remained
standing by the door. Beyond the three windows of the room he saw
the waves of the ocean, and his heart soared as he took in their
buoyant motion, as if he had not been looking incessantly at the
ocean for five long days. Immense ships were crossing in front of
one another, yielding to the swell of the waves only as much as
their tonnage allowed. Through narrowed eyes the ships appeared to
be staggering under their own massive weight. Their masts bore slim
but elongated flags which were drawn taut by the ships’ movement
yet kept fluttering to and fro. Salvos, probably fired from
warships, rang out; one such ship was passing fairly nearby and its
gun barrels were glinting in the sunlight, seemingly enveloped by
the sure, smooth, but rippling glide of the ship through the water.
The smaller ships and boats, from the doorway at least, could only
be seen in the distance as swarms of them darted through the gaps
between the larger ships. But beyond all this towered New York,
examining Karl with the hundred thousand windows of its
skyscrapers. Yes, in this room one knew where one was.
Three gentlemen were sitting at a round table, one
a ship’s officer in a blue naval uniform and the other two,
officials of the harbor authority, in black American uniforms. On
the table lay a mountainous stack of different documents, which the
first officer skimmed through with pen in hand, then turned over to
the other two, who read them, made excerpts, then filed them away
in their briefcases, except when one of the two officials, who was
almost constantly clacking his teeth, dictated something for his
colleague to record.
A small man sat at a desk by one window with his
back to the door and fussed over weighty ledgers, which were
arranged side by side on a solid bookcase just in front of him.
Beside him lay an open cash box, which appeared empty at first
glance.
The second window was clear and provided the best
view. But two gentlemen stood by the third window, conversing in
low tones. One of them, who was leaning against the window, also
wore a naval uniform and was toying with the hilt of a sword. The
man with whom he was speaking was facing the window, and every so
often his movements partially revealed a row of medals on the other
man’s chest. He was dressed in civilian clothes and held a thin
bamboo cane which, since he stood with his hands on his hips, also
jutted out like a sword.
Karl did not have much time to ingest all this, for
an attendant quickly stepped up to them and asked the stoker, with
a purposeful look conveying that he had no business here, what it
was he wanted. Responding as softly as he had been asked, the
stoker replied that he wished to speak to the chief purser.h The
attendant, for his part, dismissed this request with a wave of his
hand but nevertheless tiptoed, giving the round table a wide berth,
over to the man with the ledgers. This gentleman—as was
obvious—abruptly stiffened at the attendant’s words but eventually
turned to face the man who wanted to speak to him and proceeded to
gesticulate furiously at the stoker to ward him off and then, as a
further precaution, at the attendant too. The attendant returned to
the stoker and said in a confidential manner: “Get out of this room
at once!”
Upon receiving this response, the stoker looked
down at Karl as if Karl were his heart to which he was silently
bemoaning his sorrows. Without further thought Karl charged forward
and ran straight across the room, brushing the officer’s chair on
his way past; the attendant also set off running, crouching low
with arms spread wide and ready to scoop, as if he were hunting
some sort of vermin, but Karl was the first to reach the chief
purser’s desk, which he held on to tightly in case the attendant
should try to drag him away.
Naturally the whole room came immediately to life.
The ship’s officer at the table sprang to his feet; the men from
the harbor authority looked on calmly but attentively; the two
gentlemen by the window had moved side by side; the attendant,
feeling out of place now that his superiors were interested,
stepped back. The stoker waited anxiously by the door for the
moment when his help would be needed. The purser finally swung his
armchair forcefully around to the right.
Karl, rummaging in his secret pocket, which he had
no qualms about revealing to these people, pulled out his passport,
which he opened and laid on the desk in lieu of further
introduction. The purser seemed to consider the passport
irrelevant, for he flicked it aside with two fingers, whereupon
Karl, as if this formality had been concluded to his satisfaction,
put it back in his pocket.
“Please allow me to say,” he then began, “that in
my opinion the stoker has been done an injustice. There is a
certain Schubal on board who’s on his case. The stoker has worked
on many ships, all of which he can name and all of which were very
satisfactorily served; he is industrious and serious about his
work, and it’s difficult to comprehend why his performance would
not be up to standard on this ship, where the duties are not nearly
so taxing as they are, for example, on a merchant ship. Therefore
it can only be slander that prevents his advancement and robs him
of the reward that would otherwise assuredly be his. I have only
outlined this matter in general terms, he can enumerate his
specific grievances for you himself.” Karl had directed his remarks
to all the gentlemen present because they were all in fact
listening, and it seemed much more likely that a just man could be
found among all of them than that this just man should be the
purser. Karl had also been clever enough to conceal the fact that
he had known the stoker only a short time. But he would have spoken
more effectively if he had not been disconcerted by the red face of
the man with the bamboo cane as he first viewed it from his current
position.
“Every single word is true,” said the stoker before
anyone asked him anything or even looked in his direction. This
over zealousness would have been a gross error if the gentleman
with the medals, who, it suddenly dawned on Karl, was obviously the
captain, had not clearly made up his mind already to hear the
stoker out. For he extended a hand and called to the stoker: “Come
here!” with a voice firm enough to be hit with a hammer. Now
everything hinged upon the stoker’s conduct, for Karl did not doubt
the justness of his cause.
Fortunately it became evident at this point that
the stoker was an experienced man of the world. With perfect calm
he reached into his little chest and unerringly pulled out a small
bundle of papers and a notebook, and then, as if it were the most
natural thing to do, he completely ignored the purser, walked
directly to the captain, and spread out his evidence on the
windowsill. Having no choice, the purser was forced to make his own
way across. “The man is a known whiner,” he said by way of
explanation. “He spends more time in my office than the engine
room. He has driven that poor, calm Schubal to distraction. Now
listen for once!” He turned to the stoker. “This time you’re really
taking your obtrusiveness too far. How many times have you already
been thrown out of pay rooms, and it served you right with your
demands, which are without exception totally and completely
unjustified! How many times have you then come running to the
purser’s office! How many times have you been told nicely that
Schubal is your immediate superior, with whom you have to come to
terms yourself! And now you even have the gall to come in here when
the captain’s present and you have no shame about pestering him;
you even have the effrontery to go so far as to bring this boy
along, whom you’ve trained as the mouthpiece for your ridiculous
accusations, and yet this is the first time I have ever seen him on
this ship!”
Karl had to forcibly restrain himself from jumping
forward. But the captain had already intervened, saying: “Let’s
listen to what the man has to say. In any case Schubal is becoming
much too independent for my liking, by which, however, I don’t mean
to imply anything in your favor.” These last words were directed to
the stoker; it was only natural that the captain could not
immediately take his side, but everything appeared to be moving in
the right direction. The stoker began his explanations and was in
control of himself enough at the start to give Schubal the title of
“Mister.” How Karl rejoiced, standing at the purser’s abandoned
desk, where he took great pleasure in pressing down on a postal
scale again and again.—Mr. Schubal is unfair! Mr. Schubal prefers
foreigners! Mr. Schubal had ordered the stoker out of the engine
room and made him clean toilets, which was certainly not the
stoker’s job!—At one point, Mr. Schubal’s competence was challenged
as being more apparent than actual. At that moment Karl eyed the
captain very closely and openly, as if they were colleagues, to
ensure that the captain would not be unfavorably influenced by the
stoker’s somewhat awkward manner of expression. Still, nothing
tangible emerged from the stream of words, and even though the
captain’s gaze was still fixed ahead of him as a sign of his
resolve to hear the stoker through to the end this time, the other
gentlemen were growing impatient and soon the stoker’s voice no
longer dominated the room unquestionably, which was disturbing to
Karl. First, the gentleman in civilian clothes started playing with
his bamboo cane, tapping it, albeit softly, against the parquet
floor, and the other gentlemen naturally looked his way from time
to time. The harbor officials, who were obviously in a hurry, took
up their documents again and began, if somewhat distractedly, to
look through them; the ship’s officer edged closer to his table,
and the chief purser, believing he had won this round, heaved a
deep and ironic sigh. Only the attendant seemed exempt from the
gathering lack of interest; sympathetic to the sufferings of a poor
man surrounded by the great, he nodded earnestly at Karl as if he
wanted to explain something.
Meanwhile, outside the windows, life in the harbor
continued: A flat barge with a mountain of barrels, which must have
been ingeniously stowed because none of them rolled around, tugged
past and almost completely darkened the room; small motor-boats,
which Karl could have minutely examined if he had had the time,
roared by in straight lines, each obeying the jerking hands of a
man standing upright at the wheel; here and there peculiar bobbing
objects surfaced on their own from the restless waves and were
submerged just as quickly, sinking before Karl’s astonished eyes;
boats from the ocean liners surged past, rowed by furiously working
sailors and full of still, expectant passengers sitting exactly as
they had been squeezed in, although some of them could not resist
turning their heads to look at the shifting scenery. An endless
movement, a restlessness passed from the element of restlessness to
the helpless human beings and their works!
But everything called for haste, for clarity, for
accurate description, and what was the stoker doing? He was
certainly talking up a storm, his trembling hands were long past
being able to hold the papers on the windowsill, complaints about
Schubal came flooding into his mind from all directions, and in his
opinion, each and every one would have sufficed to bury Schubal
forever, but all he could present to the captain was a pitiful
tangle of everything jumbled together. For a long time the
gentleman with the bamboo cane had been whistling up at the
ceiling, the harbor officials had already detained the ship’s
officer at their table and showed no signs of releasing him, the
chief purser was visibly held back from an outburst only by the
calmness of the captain, and the attendant was standing at the
ready, awaiting at any moment the captain’s orders concerning the
stoker.
Karl could remain idle no longer. Therefore he
approached the group slowly, considering all the quicker how to
tackle the situation as cleverly as possible. It was now or never,
it could not be long before they were both thrown out of the
office. The captain might well be a good man and in addition he
might, or so it seemed to Karl, have some special reason for
demonstrating that he was a fair superior at present, but in the
end he was not an instrument that one could play into the
ground—and that was just how the stoker was treating him, although
it was only out of his profound sense of indignation.
So Karl said to the stoker: “You must tell the
story more simply, more clearly; the captain can’t fully appreciate
it the way you’re telling it now. Does he know all the engineers
and cabin boys by their last names, let alone by their first names,
so that you just mention such a name and he instantly knows who it
is? Sort out your complaints and tell him the most important first
and then the others in descending order; perhaps then you won’t
even have to voice most of them. You’ve always explained it to me
so clearly!” “If one could steal trunks in America, one could also
lie now and again,” he thought to justify himself.
If only it would help! Might it not be too late
already? The stoker did fall silent upon hearing the familiar
voice, but his eyes were so blinded by tears of wounded pride,
awful memories, and the extreme distress of the moment that he
could barely recognize Karl anymore. How could he now—and Karl
privately realized this upon seeing his silent friend—how could he
suddenly change his tack now when he felt that he had already said
all there was to say without receiving the slightest
acknowledgment, and yet on the other hand he had really not said
anything at all and could hardly expect these gentlemen to listen
to everything again. And at this particular point Karl, his sole
supporter, steps in wanting to give good advice but instead shows
him that everything, absolutely everything is lost.
“If only I’d come forward sooner instead of staring
out the window,” Karl said to himself, bowing his head before the
stoker and slapping his hands on his thighs to signal that all hope
had vanished.
But the stoker misinterpreted this, probably
sensing that Karl was secretly reproaching him, and with the honest
intention of convincing him otherwise, he superseded all his
previous deeds by starting to argue with Karl. Now of all
times—when the gentlemen at the round table had long since grown
aggravated by the pointless barrage that was disrupting their
important work, when the chief purser had gradually found the
captain’s patience incomprehensible and was on the verge of
exploding, when the attendant, by now fully reestablished within
the sphere of his superiors, was measuring the stoker with menacing
looks, and when the gentleman with the bamboo cane, to whom even
the captain was sending friendly glances now and then, was
completely inured to and even disgusted by the stoker and pulled
out a small notebook and, evidently preoccupied with other matters,
let his eyes wander back and forth between the notebook and
Karl.
“Yes, I know, I know,” said Karl, who was having
difficulty fighting off the stoker’s tirade yet still managed to
keep up a friendly smile throughout the quarreling, “you’re right,
quite right, I’ve never once doubted it.” He would have liked to
restrain the stoker’s flailing hands for fear of being struck, or
better yet, he would have liked to press him into a corner and
whisper a few calm, soothing words that no one else need hear. But
the stoker was beyond the pale. Karl began to take some comfort in
the thought that, if necessary, the stoker could overpower all
seven men present with the strength of his despair. However, on the
desk, as a peek in that direction informed him, there lay a panel
crammed with push buttons connected to electrical wires: One hand
simply pressing them down could turn the entire ship rebellious,
its passages full of hostile men.
Here, the seriously indifferent gentleman with the
bamboo cane stepped up to Karl and asked, not too loudly but
audibly enough to be heard above all the stoker’s racket: “So what
is your name?” At that moment, as if someone behind the door were
awaiting this remark, there came a knock. The attendant looked over
to the captain, who nodded. At this the attendant went to the door
and opened it. Outside, in an old imperial coat, stood a man of
medium build who, judging by his appearance, did not seem suited to
engine work but was nevertheless—Schubal. If Karl had not inferred
this from the look in everyone’s eyes, which exuded a certain
satisfaction that even the captain was not immune to, then he would
have been horrified to realize it by looking at the stoker, who
clenched his fists at the end of his stiffened arms as if this
concentration of force were the most important thing to him,
something for which he was willing to sacrifice the very life in
his body. All his strength, even the power to keep himself upright,
was concentrated in his fists.
And so here was the enemy, jaunty and fresh in his
festive dress, a ledger under one arm—probably records of the
stoker’s work and pay—making it unabashedly clear by scanning each
face in turn that it was his intention to ascertain the mood of
each individual. All seven were already friends of his, for even if
the captain had had reservations about him, or perhaps had only
pretended to, he could probably not find fault with Schubal after
all the pain he had just been subjected to by the stoker. A man
like the stoker could not be dealt with severely enough, and if
Schubal were to be reproached for anything at all it was for
failing to succinctly and sufficiently subdue the stoker’s
recalcitrance and thus prevent him from having the audacity to
appear before the captain today.
Now one might still assume that the confrontation
between the stoker and Schubal could not fail to have the same
effect upon men as it would certainly have before a higher
tribunal; for even if Schubal could disguise himself well, he might
not be able to keep up this ruse to the very end. A single flash of
his wicked temperament would be enough to enlighten these
gentlemen, and Karl wanted to make sure of that. He already had
some insight into the acumen, the weaknesses, the moods of these
men individually, and from that standpoint the time he had already
spent here had not been wasted. If only the stoker were in better
shape, but he seemed entirely incapable of fighting. If Schubal
were held in front of him, he would probably have battered that
hated skull with his fists. But even the few steps separating them
were most likely more than the stoker could manage. Why had Karl
not foreseen the so easily foreseeable: That Schubal was bound to
turn up in the end, if not of his own accord, then summoned by the
captain? Why had he not discussed a plan of action with the stoker
on the way here instead of simply marching, hopelessly unprepared,
through a random door, which in fact is what they did? Was the
stoker still capable of speech, of saying yes and no as would be
necessary during the cross-examination, which, however, would only
happen in the most hopeful scenario? The stoker stood there, his
legs spread apart, his knees slightly bent, his head half raised,
and the air flowing through his open mouth as if he had no lungs
within to process it.
Karl on the other hand felt more vigorous and alert
than he had perhaps ever been at home. If only his parents could
see him now: fighting the good fight in a foreign country before
highly respected persons, and although not yet triumphant, entirely
prepared for the ultimate conquest! Would they revise their opinion
of him? Sit him down between them and praise him? Look once, just
once, into his devoted eyes? Uncertain questions, and the most
inappropriate moment to ask them!
“I have come here because I believe the stoker is
accusing me of some sort of dishonesty. A girl from the kitchen
told me she’d seen him on his way here. Captain, sir, and the rest
of you gentlemen, I am ready to refute any charge with my own
documents and, if necessary, with statements by impartial and
unbiased witnesses who are waiting outside the door.” So spoke
Schubal. This was indeed the clear speech of a man, and from the
change in the listeners’ faces one might have thought that these
were the first human sounds they had heard in a long time. They
failed to notice, of course, that even this eloquent speech had
holes in it. Why was the first word that occurred to him
“dishonesty”? Should the accusations have started here, rather than
with his national prejudices? A girl from the kitchen had seen the
stoker on his way to the office and had understood immediately? Was
it not a sense of guilt that sharpened his mind? And he had
automatically brought witnesses along with him and then called them
impartial and unbiased? A fraud, nothing but a fraud! And these
gentlemen tolerated it and even acknowledged it as proper conduct?
Why had he apparently let so much time elapse between the kitchen
girl’s message and his arrival here? Evidently it was for the
purpose of allowing the stoker to weary the men to the point where
they would gradually lose their capacity for clear judgment, which
Schubal had most to fear. Had he not, obviously having stood behind
the door for a long time, only knocked after the gentleman asked
his casual question and when he had reason to hope that the matter
of the stoker was disposed of?
It was all very clear and that was how it was
unwittingly presented by Schubal, but it had to be clarified for
these gentlemen in a different, more tangible manner. They needed
to be jolted awake. So Karl, quick, at least take advantage of what
time is left to you before the witnesses arrive and take over
everything.
At that moment, however, the captain waved off
Schubal, who—since his affair appeared to be momentarily
postponed—immediately stepped aside and was joined in quiet
conversation by the attendant; the two men kept leering at the
stoker and gesturing emphatically, and it seemed to Karl that
Schubal was rehearsing his next grand speech.
“Didn’t you wish to ask the young man something,
Mr. Jakob?” the captain said to the gentleman with the bamboo cane
amid general silence.
“Indeed,” he said, acknowledging this courtesy with
a slight bow. And then he asked Karl once more: “So what is your
name?”
Karl, who believed the main issue would best be
served by dispensing with the stubborn inquisitor quickly, answered
tersely and without his usual custom of presenting his passport,
which he would have had to hunt for first: “Karl Rossmann.”
“Well,” said the man addressed as Mr. Jakob, taking
a step backward at first with an almost incredulous smile. The
captain too, the chief purser, the ship’s officer, and even the
attendant were all extremely astonished upon hearing Karl’s name.
Only the men from the harbor authority and Schubal remained
indifferent.
“Well,” repeated Mr. Jakob, approaching Karl
somewhat stiffly, “then I am your Uncle Jakob and you are my dear
nephew. I suspected it all along!” he said to the captain before he
embraced and then kissed Karl, who suffered all this in
silence.
“And what is your name?” Karl asked very politely,
yet wholly unmoved after he felt himself released; he struggled to
foresee the consequences this latest development might have for the
stoker. For the moment, there was no indication that Schubal could
derive any benefit from it.
“You don’t seem to understand your luck,” said the
captain, believing that Karl’s question had wounded Mr. Jakob’s
personal dignity, since he had withdrawn to the window, evidently
to conceal his agitated face, which he kept dabbing at with a
handkerchief. “That’s Senator Edward Jakob who has just introduced
himself to you as your uncle. Now a brilliant career awaits you, no
doubt completely contrary to your previous expectations. Try to
grasp this as best you can right now and pull yourself
together!”
“Indeed I do have an Uncle Jakob in America,” said
Karl, turning to the captain, “but if I understood correctly, Jakob
is merely the Senator’s surname.”
“So it is,” said the captain expectantly.
“Well, my Uncle Jakob, who is my mother’s brother,
has Jakob for his Christian name, but his surname would naturally
be the same as my mother’s, whose maiden name is
Bendelmayer.”
“Gentlemen!” exclaimed the Senator, reacting to
Karl’s statement as he cheerfully returned from his recuperative
break at the window. Everyone present, except for the harbor
officials, burst out laughing, some as if moved to do so, others
for no apparent reason.
“But what I said was by no means ridiculous,”
thought Karl.
“Gentlemen,” repeated the Senator, “you are taking
part, contrary to both my intentions and yours, in a little family
scene, and therefore I cannot avoid providing you with an
explanation, since I believe only the captain”—at this mention they
exchanged bows—“is completely informed of the circumstances.”
“Now I must really pay attention to every word,”
Karl told himself, and was delighted to note, from a sideways
glance, that life was beginning to return to the stoker.
“During all the long years of my sojourn in
America—although the word ‘sojourn’ is hardly fitting for an
American citizen, which I am heart and soul—well, during all these
long years, I have been living entirely without contact with my
European relatives for reasons that, in the first place, have no
business here, and secondly, would truly be too painful to discuss.
I actually dread the moment when I may be forced to explain them to
my dear nephew, and unfortunately it will be impossible to avoid
frank references to his parents and their nearest and
dearest.”
“He is my uncle, no question,” Karl told himself as
he listened; “he’s probably changed his name.”
“My dear nephew is now—let us use the proper
word—quite simply cut off by his parents, the same as a cat tossed
out the door when it has become annoying. I wish by no means to
gloss over what my nephew did to be so punished, but his fault was
such that its mere mention is absolution enough.”
“That sounds fair enough,” thought Karl, “but I
don’t want him to tell everyone the story. Besides, he can’t
possibly know about it. Who could have told him?”
“He was, in fact,” his uncle continued,
occasionally rocking forward on his bamboo cane, whereby he did
indeed successfully avoid the unnecessary solemnity the situation
was otherwise bound to assume, “in fact, he was seduced by a
maidservant, Johanna Brummer, a woman of thirty-five. I do not mean
to offend my nephew by using the word ‘seduced,’ but it is
difficult to find another word equally suitable.”
Karl, who had moved much closer to his uncle,
turned around at this point to gauge the reactions on the faces of
those present. No one was laughing, they were all listening
patiently and earnestly. After all, one does not laugh at a
senator’s nephew at the first opportunity that presents itself. The
most that could be said was that the stoker was smiling at Karl,
albeit faintly, which was encouraging in the first place as a sign
of renewed life and pardonable in the second as Karl, in the
stoker’s cabin, had tried to keep secret this very same affair that
was now being made public.
“Now, this Brummer woman,” his uncle went on, “had
a child by my nephew, a healthy boy who was christened Jakob, no
doubt after my humble self, who I’m sure was casually mentioned by
my nephew but made a great impression on the girl. Fortunately, I
may add. For the parents, in order to avoid paying for child
support or being further involved in personal scandal—I must
emphasize that I am not familiar with either the laws over there or
the parents’ situation—therefore, so as to avoid paying for child
support and their son’s scandal, they shipped my dear nephew off to
America miserably unprovided for, as one can see, so that he would
soon, without the miracles that still happen, at least in America,
in all likelihood have met his lonely end in some alley near New
York harbor if that maid hadn’t sent me a letter, which reached me
the day before yesterday after a long odyssey and which provided me
with the whole story, a personal description of my nephew, and
also, very sensibly, the name of the ship. If my purpose here were
to entertain you gentlemen, I could read a few passages of this
letter”—he pulled out and flourished two huge, densely written
pages from his pocket. “It would surely affect you, as it was
written with a somewhat simple yet well intentioned cleverness and
with much love for the father of the child. But I wish neither to
entertain you anymore than is necessary to enlighten you nor to
potentially wound any feelings my nephew may still harbor; he can,
if he so desires for his own information, read the letter in the
privacy of the room that already awaits him.”
Karl however had no feelings for that girl. In the
rush of memories from an ever-dimming past, she sat in her kitchen,
with her elbows propped up on the kitchen cupboard. She would stare
at him whenever he would come into the kitchen for a glass of water
for his father or to pass on some instructions from his mother.
Sometimes she would be writing a letter, awkwardly sitting beside
the kitchen cupboard and drawing her inspiration from Karl’s face.
Sometimes she would hide her eyes behind her hands, and then no
words could get through to her. Sometimes she would kneel in her
narrow little room next to the kitchen, praying before a wooden
cross; Karl would then shyly watch her from the passage through the
narrow crack of the door. Sometimes she raced around the kitchen
and jumped back, laughing like a witch, if Karl got in her way.
Sometimes she would shut the kitchen door after Karl came in and
hold on to the latch until he demanded to leave. Sometimes she
brought him things he did not at all desire and pressed them
silently into his hands. But one time she said, “Karl,” and led
him, still shocked at the unexpected familiarity, into her little
room, which she then locked with much grimacing and sighing. She
almost choked him as she clung to his neck, and while asking him to
undress her, she actually undressed him and put him into her bed as
if she wanted no one else to have him from now on and wished to
caress him and coddle him until the end of the world. “Karl, oh, my
Karl!” she cried, as if by gazing at him she were confirming her
possession, while Karl saw absolutely nothing and felt
uncomfortable in the warm bedding that she seemed to have piled up
specially for his benefit. Then she lay down next to him and wanted
to extract some secrets from him, but he could tell her none and
she was annoyed, either in jest or in earnest; she shook him, she
listened to his heart beating, she offered her own breast for him
to do the same, but she could not induce Karl to do so; she pressed
her naked belly against his body, fondled him between the legs so
repulsively that Karl thrust his head and neck from the pillows,
then ground her belly against him a few times—it felt as if she
were part of him, and perhaps this was the reason he was seized by
a dreadful helplessness. He was weeping when he finally reached his
own bed, after she entreated him repeatedly to visit her again.
That was all it was and yet his uncle had succeeded in making a
grand story out of it. And that cook15 had
evidently been thinking of him and notified his uncle of his
arrival. That was very kind of her and he hoped to one day repay
her16.
“And now,” cried the Senator, “I would like to hear
loud and clear whether I am your uncle or not.”
“You are my uncle,” said Karl, kissing his hand and
receiving a kiss on the forehead in return. “I’m very glad to have
met you, but you are mistaken if you believe that my parents speak
only ill of you. But aside from that, your speech contained several
errors, that is to say, I mean, everything didn’t really happen
like that. But you can’t judge things so well from here, and
besides, I don’t think it will cause any great harm if these
gentlemen are slightly misinformed about the details of a matter
that could hardly interest them very much.”
“Well said,” remarked the Senator, guiding Karl
over to the visibly sympathetic captain and asking: “Don’t I have a
splendid nephew?”
“I am happy,” said the captain, with a bow that
only a militarily trained person can execute, “to have made your
nephew’s acquaintance, Mr. Senator. It is a particular honor for my
ship to have provided the setting for such a meeting. But the
voyage in steerage must have been less than pleasant, it’s
difficult to know who’s traveling down there. Of course we do
everything possible to make the passengers in steerage as
comfortable as possible, much more, for example, than the American
lines, but we have not succeeded yet in making this excursion a
pleasure.”
“It did me no harm,” said Karl.
“It did him no harm!” the Senator repeated,
laughing loudly.
“Only I’m afraid I’ve lost my trunk—” and with this
he was reminded of everything that had happened and all that still
remained to be done; he looked around him and saw all those
present, still in their former positions, ogling him and struck
dumb with awe and amazement. Only the harbor official, as much as
their harsh complacent faces could be read, betrayed regret at
having come at such an inopportune time, and the pocket watch they
had now laid before them was probably more important to them than
anything that was happening or might still happen in the
room.
The first person to express his sympathy, after the
captain, was oddly enough the stoker. “I heartily congratulate
you,” he said, and shook Karl’s hand, trying to impart something
like appreciation with this gesture. When he attempted to turn and
address the same words to the Senator, the Senator pulled back as
if the stoker were overstepping his bounds, and the stoker left off
immediately.
But the others now understood what was expected of
them and formed a huddle around Karl and the Senator at once. And
so it happened that Karl received congratulations from Schubal,
which he accepted and thanked him for. The last to step in, once
order was somewhat restored, were the harbor officials, who said a
couple of words in English that made an absurd impression.
The Senator was now well disposed to make the most
of this pleasurable occasion by recalling, for his own benefit and
that of the others, some of the more incidental details, which were
naturally not only tolerated but greeted with interest. Thus he
pointed out that he had recorded in his notebook, should he need
them on short notice, Karl’s most distinguishing features as listed
in the cook’s letter. And then, during the stoker’s unbearable
rambling, he had taken out the notebook for no other purpose than
to distract himself and tried, for the sake of amusement, to
compare Karl’s appearance with the cook’s observations, which were
naturally not up to the standards of a detective. “And that is how
one finds one’s nephew!” he concluded, in a tone that seemed to
invite further congratulations.
“What will happen to the stoker now?” asked Karl,
ignoring his uncle’s latest anecdote. He believed his new position
gave him the freedom to express whatever crossed his mind.
“The stoker will get what he deserves,” said the
Senator, “and what the captain deems appropriate. I believe we have
had enough and more than enough of the stoker, and I’m sure that
every gentleman present here will agree.”
“But that’s not the point in a matter of justice,”
said Karl. He stood between his uncle and the captain and believed,
perhaps because of this position, that he could influence a
decision.
And yet the stoker seemed to have abandoned all
hope. His hands were shoved halfway into his trouser belt, which
had been exposed along with a strip of checked shirt due to his
agitated movements. This did not trouble him in the least: He had
vented all his woes and now they might as well see the few rags
that covered his body, after which they could carry him away. He
imagined that Schubal and the attendant, being the two lowest in
rank of those present, should perform this final kindness. Schubal
would have his peace then and no longer be driven to distraction,
as the chief purser had put it. The captain would be free to hire
no one but Romanians, Romanian would be spoken everywhere, and
maybe everything really would run smoother that way. No stoker
would be yammering away in the purser’s office; only his last
yammering would be fondly remembered since, as the Senator had
explicitly stated, it led indirectly to the recognition of his
nephew. This nephew, by the way, had previously attempted to help
him a number of times and had been more than fully repaid by the
stoker’s aid in the recognition; it did not even occur to the
stoker to ask anything further of him now. Besides, even if he were
the Senator’s nephew, he was still a long way from being a captain
and it was from the captain’s lips that the foul verdict must
fall.—And in accordance with this view, the stoker did his best to
avoid looking at Karl but, unfortunately, in this room full of
enemies there was no other place to rest his eyes.
“Do not misunderstand the situation,” the Senator
said to Karl; “it may be a matter of justice, but at the same time
it is a matter of discipline as well. Both matters, especially the
latter, are for the captain to decide in this case.”
“So it is,” murmured the stoker. Those who heard
and understood this smiled uneasily.
“In any event, we have kept the captain from his
official duties far too long, and these undoubtedly accumulate
immeasurably upon arriving in New York, so now it is high time we
left the ship rather than make matters worse by turning this petty
squabble between two engineers into a bigger incident through our
completely unnecessary intervention. And I do understand your
conduct perfectly, my dear nephew, but that is precisely what gives
me the right to take you away from here posthaste.”
“I will have a boat lowered for you immediately,”
said the captain, without, to Karl’s utter amazement, raising the
least objection to the uncle’s words, although these could
unquestionably be considered self-abasement on his uncle’s part.
The chief purser raced to his desk and telephoned the captain’s
order to the boatswain.
“Time’s running out,” Karl said to himself, “but I
can do nothing without offending everyone. I can’t desert my uncle
after he’s just found me again. The captain is certainly polite,
but that’s where it ends. When it comes to discipline, his courtesy
stops, and I’m sure my uncle spoke from the captain’s soul. I don’t
want to speak to Schubal and I regret I ever shook his hand. And
all the other people here aren’t worth a hill of beans.”
And with these thoughts in his mind, Karl walked
slowly over and drew the stoker’s right hand out of his belt,
gently cupping it in his own. “Why don’t you say anything?” he
asked. “Why do you take everything lying down?”
The stoker merely furrowed his brow, as if
searching for the right words to express what he had to say.
Meanwhile he gazed down at Karl’s hand and his own.
“You’ve been wronged like no one else on this ship,
that I know.” And Karl ran his fingers to and fro between the
fingers of the stoker, who peered around with gleaming eyes as if
he were experiencing a joy that no one ought to begrudge him.
“But you must defend yourself, say yes and no;
otherwise people will have no idea of the truth. You must promise
me that you will do as I say, for I have every reason to fear that
I will no longer be able to help you.” And now Karl wept as he
kissed the stoker’s hand, and then took that cracked and almost
lifeless hand and pressed it to his cheeks like a treasure that
must be forsaken. —But his uncle the Senator was already at his
side, leading him away, if only with the gentlest of
pressures.
“The stoker seems to have cast a spell over you,”
he said, glancing knowingly at the captain over Karl’s head. “You
felt lost, then you found the stoker, and now you feel grateful,
that’s all very commendable. But don’t go too far, if only for my
sake, and please try to understand your position.”
Noises erupted outside the door and shouts were
heard, it even sounded as if someone were being brutally shoved
against the door. A sailor entered in a rather disheveled state and
had a girl’s apron tied around his waist. “There’s a crowd of
people out there,” he yelled, swinging his elbows as if he were
still in the crowd. He finally collected himself and was about to
salute the captain when he noticed the apron, ripped it off, threw
it to the floor, and shouted: “This is disgusting, they’ve tied a
girl’s apron on me.” Then he clicked his heels together and
saluted. Someone almost laughed, but the captain said severely:
“That’s what I call a good mood. Just who is it outside?”
“They’re my witnesses,” said Schubal, stepping
forward. “I humbly beg your pardon for their improper behavior.
When the crew has the voyage behind them, they sometimes go a
little crazy.”
“Call them in immediately!” commanded the captain,
and turning directly to the Senator, politely but rapidly said:
“Please be so good as to take your nephew and follow this sailor,
who will bring you to the boat, Mr. Senator, sir. I hardly need say
what an honor and a pleasure it has been, Mr. Senator, to have met
you in person. I only hope to have the opportunity soon to continue
our interrupted conversation about the state of the American fleet,
sir, and that it may be interrupted in as agreeable a manner as
today.”
“This one nephew is enough for now,” said Karl’s
uncle, laughing. “And now please accept my deep gratitude for your
kindness, and I bid you farewell. It is by no means impossible,
after all, that we”—he hugged Karl closely to himself—“might be
able to spend a longer time with you on our next journey to
Europe.”
“That would please me greatly,” said the captain.
The two gentlemen shook hands, Karl could only mutely grasp the
captain’s hand, for the captain was already preoccupied with the
fifteen or so people led by Schubal, who were pouring into the room
slightly cowed but still very noisy. The sailor asked the Senator
if he could be permitted to lead the way, and then he cleared a
path through the crowd for the Senator and Karl, who passed easily
through the bowing people. It was apparent that these people, a
good-natured bunch in general, regarded Schubal’s quarrel with the
stoker as a joke that was still amusing even in the presence of the
captain. Among them, Karl noticed Line the kitchen maid, who,
winking gaily at him, put on and tied the apron the sailor had
thrown down, for it belonged to her.
Still following the sailor, they left the office
and turned into a short pasageway, which, after a few steps,
brought them to a smaller door from which a short ladder led down
to the boat that had been made ready for them. The sailors in the
boat, into which their guide had leapt in a single bound, stood up
and saluted. The Senator was just admonishing Karl to exercise
caution in climbing down when Karl, still on the topmost rung,
burst into violent sobs. The Senator put his right hand under
Karl’s chin and held him tight, stroking him with his left hand.
Clinging together in this way, they slowly descended step-by-step
and landed in the boat, where the Senator selected a comfortable
seat for Karl just opposite himself. At a sign from the Senator the
sailors pushed off from the ship and were immediately rowing at
full steam. They were hardly a few yards from the ship when Karl
made the unexpected discovery that they were on the same side of
the ship as the windows of the office. All three windows were
filled by Schubal’s witnesses, who greeted them with friendly
waves; even Karl’s uncle acknowledged them with a wave, and a
sailor accomplished the feat of blowing them a kiss without ever
breaking his even stroke. It was truly as if the stoker no longer
existed. Karl more closely examined his uncle, whose knees were
almost touching his, and he began to doubt whether, for him, this
man could ever replace the stoker. And his uncle, avoiding his
gaze, stared out at the waves jostling their boat.