Chapter 10
A shrill series of beeps wrenched Layla out of a dreamless sleep. All the lights in her apartment were on, and the phone was ringing in the front room. Something was wrong. Her apartment was alarmed.
She fell out of bed, blinking dumbly, and stumbled through the bedroom doorway to pick up the receiver.
An automated voice said, “A wraith incursion is in progress at the Segue perimeter. Please remain in your room until—” Which cleared her mind completely with a jet of adrenaline. Wraiths? “—you have further instructions. The Segue building is in lockdown for your safety.”
The line went dead. Layla dragged a hand through her hair to steady herself. The dregs of sleep were now flotsam in her waking mind.
And then she remembered everything.
What had she done?
Correction. What had she allowed to be done to her? Just thinking of it made her skin heat with embarrassment. She wrapped her arms around herself. Squeezed to extinguish the burn of humiliation. Khan was hiding something from her. Bastard. And he was going to tell her.
“Khan?”
No answer.
She found her sweats, a pair of Segue loaners, and shoved her feet into her shoes. She peeked out her window. It was still dark. All was quiet on her side of the building except the beat of her heart.
“Khan?” She was freaking talking to herself.
Far away, she heard shots fired. Her adrenaline kicked up a notch. What she wouldn’t give to see Segue in action.
She tried the front door. Locked. She turned the bolt. Still locked.
Which was dumb. A door wouldn’t stop wraiths. Besides, the wraiths weren’t near the building, and with all of Segue’s firepower, they weren’t likely to get close. There was no reason she should be locked inside. This was her story, after all, the only thing keeping her sane. Especially after . . .
Layla dropped onto the sofa, her head in her hands. This was not acceptable. Tomorrow she and Adam would have to come to an agreement. “I hate controlling men.”
In the silence of the moment, the lock to her apartment door went snick.
Khan. So he was still there.
Layla rose, tried her hand on the lever, which now worked.
Very handy trick. “Okay,” she said to the air, “but we’ve got to talk later.”
Layla threw open the door and jogged toward the elevator. Damn it, she wanted her camera. Her camera, stolen with her car, and her gun, which was in Zoe’s possession. A sense of being followed had her glancing over her shoulder; so Khan had her back. No gun necessary. A sensuous whoosh of darkened air on her skin made her abdomen clench. Yeah, he was there all right. Damn him.
She opened the door to the stairs, which must have signaled something to Segue security, because two steps inside the stairwell and a metal wall of bars came down in front of her, cutting off her progress down the stairs. She turned back just as another sudden wall trapped her in the space, like a cage. It had to be some kind of precaution against wraiths, built along with Segue’s renovation. And she guessed it made sense that they’d block entrances and passageways in the event of a wraith attack, but it was hugely inconvenient for her.
Or was it? The teleport thing, what Khan called “passing.” She debated for half a sec, then decided. “Do you mind taking me to where I need to go? You know, close enough to see, but not so close I get my head bitten off?”
The stairwell darkened. Layla clutched the railing. A slow stroke of air moved around her body. A rush of Shadow, an embrace of shuddering magic, and she was on uneven earth.
Layla blinked hard against the dramatic shift from Segue light to predawn dark. The horizon was just barely beginning to whiten. The sharp winter air singed her lungs but she didn’t feel cold.
Sparks flashed with a volley of automatic weapons fire, startling her heart. She could make out human shapes, but whether man or wraith, she couldn’t tell. She picked her way forward, squinting to see. There was movement to her left. The low buzz of a voice. Male. A bunch of men.
Had to be Segue soldiers. One turned, as if sensing her presence.
“Ms. Mathews?”
Adam.
“For chrissake, you should be inside.”
“I’m not a stay-inside kind of girl.” Reckless was her middle name. Adam had no idea.
Layla knelt down behind them. Adam didn’t object. He and his men went back to peering at some kind of army technology that displayed glowy human forms moving across a gridded terrain.
Adam tapped on the screen, which shifted vantages. “Where’s Khan?”
Of course, Adam would know how she got there, and so quickly. How else could she get through his security and out of the Segue building, some three hundred yards away?
“Somewhere. He won’t show himself.”
Adam grunted. Obviously, Khan’s behavior wasn’t unusual to him.
Layla scanned the woods, letting her eyes adjust to make out a couple of crouched soldiers in the thick brush. Bullets couldn’t kill a wraith, but they’d slow it down long enough that a trained team could incapacitate and take it into custody.
“How many?” she whispered.
“At least six,” Adam answered. “This isn’t a full-blown attack. They’re just testing the perimeter with small parties.”
“What are they after?”
He flicked his gaze over. “Talia. Always Talia.”
The look in his eyes—worry, anger, frustration—made Layla like him for once. Every day he worked to stop the wraiths, crouching in the cold dark to keep his wife and children safe. He was a soldier, like these men, dedicated to a cause. If he was hard and controlling, she guessed he had reason to be.
“The perimeter is secure, Mr. Thorne. One casualty. One wraith in custody. No further wraith-sign.”
“Doesn’t feel right,” he answered.
Could’ve been the cold, but Layla had that bad, skinprickling feeling, too. Like she was in the center of a bull’s-eye, oblivious to the arrow winging her way. The soldiers at least had night-vision gear. Adam had his technology. She was in a T-shirt and sweats. But yeah, okay, with Mr. Enigma, dark lord of the fae, nearby.
Layla cast her gaze around, though she knew she wouldn’t find him, especially in the dark. A wooly group of pines darted from the earth into the atmosphere. She followed them up to the faint twinkles in the sky.
Just in time to see a . . . a thing, a body, dropping from above. It altered its trajectory toward her, its length flattening as it descended. So not dropping, flying. It had no visible feet or hands, though its trunk seemed to have mass. Old, ripped clothes hung off its shoulders. Its face was ravaged with decay, mouth open, teeth extended to feed. Wraith, but not wraith.
Layla grabbed the gun from Adam’s holster, flicked the safety off, and fired above into shadow-webbed branches.
“In the trees!” someone shouted a little too late. Rapid gunshot report battered her ears.
A roar of wind darkness blew through the air, riffling her hair and blasting across her back.
Her trigger finger stalled as the wraith was caught midair, twisting, almost crawling up the sky. A hideous crack broke the quiet as it bent double, but the wrong way, then fell to the earth with the hollow clatter of loose bones in a fleshy bag.
She’d seen a couple of wraiths brought down before. She’d written about the experience. But never had she seen one shredded like that. Had to be Khan at work again. Khan, her door opener, dream lover, and wraith killer.
She searched the sky, heart pounding, breath coming in great puffs of frosty air.
Another crack, and she turned, bracing in fear as a wraith fell dead to the ground.
The soldiers fired their guns again, but if not for Khan, men would be dying.
Layla grabbed Adam’s arm. “Will they hurt him?”
Adam had dark, hungry glee in his eyes, a sharp smile cracking his face. “Not a bit.”
The sky went ashy, the sun finally claiming the day. For a moment, Layla saw a swath of Shadow whipping like a cloak around the silhouette of a man. Khan. He was all darkness, arms outstretched, hands raised, body midpivot in the sky. With a pulse, he dispersed into a gritty ink stain and reformed some distance away, a tornado of black to cast another wraith to death on the ground.
“Show-off,” Adam muttered.
Layla was breathless. “How does he do that?”
“Do what?”
“Kill them so quickly, so easily. I’ve never actually seen one die.”
Adam’s eyes glittered. “The wraiths are dead already. He just, uh, seals the deal.”
The explanation made no sense. It had to be a fae thing, a magic thing.
Adam was up, moving toward Khan’s first kill. Which was crazy. More wraiths could be out there, yet Adam seemed perfectly comfortable to move around without cover. His men followed suit. Everyone was confident of their safety in Khan’s presence.
Layla craned to look above and all around her. Khan was still nowhere in sight, so she leapt, stumbling through the brush, after Adam to follow the story.
“I want the wraith remains picked up and delivered to the holding cell for examination,” he was saying. “This one here first.”
The smell was extraordinary, as if the wraith had been long dead. Layla had to cover her mouth and nose with her hand as she gazed down at the dry, yellowed husk of wraith tissue and bone. In the bushes was a swatch of stringy, dirty hair above jellied eyes. The remains lacked cohesion and weren’t remotely recognizable as human.
“And to think,” Adam said, “not too long ago you were camped out in my woods, all by yourself.”
The memory made her wince with a belated realization of how much danger she’d been in. She easily could’ve been killed.
“What were you really after that day?” Adam took a pair of surgical gloves out of his pocket, put them on, crouched down.
Layla thought of how she’d sat with her camera, willing Talia to step out of Segue. “A photo to run with my story.”
She crouched down, too. What did Adam think he could learn from the body? Was it still possible to identify the man the wraith had once been?
But Adam was looking at her. “You traveled down from New York, hiked for hours from Middleton, climbed my wall, and waited out in the cold for a photograph?”
“I know it sounds insane.” She couldn’t believe she’d done it either.
Adam shook his head, his hard expression softening. “Talia was all tears when she got back from visiting you the other night. I think I understand a little better now.”
Adam’s face was haggard with exhaustion, there was a blood smear at his neck, and by the looks of things, he had a day’s worth of work ahead of him before he could rest. And if the wraiths were “testing the perimeter,” as he’d said, then he might just be back out there again come nightfall.
A team of men in plastic coveralls joined them. They were masked and carried large, industrial-looking gray boxes, presumably containing equipment to gather and clean up the mess.
“We can talk more later, if you like,” Adam said. “I’ve got to take care of things here now. And you can keep the gun. You clearly know how to use it.”
She still gripped the handle, finger light on the trigger. “Segue’s safe, then?”
“For the moment.”
She nodded, then stood and stepped back to let the team do its thing while Adam managed the situation. Kept the gun in her hand, though.
It was interesting, if disgusting, work. She’d never seen a wraith killed before or been privy to the collection of its remains. Her adrenaline tanking, Layla crossed her arms to dispel a shiver of cold. The sun was over the horizon, the world washed with pink. The smell of the woods seemed to warm, but the temperature didn’t. Soldiers walked among the trees and occasionally pinned the earth with a red flag to indicate the location of remains. And somewhere above, Khan was watching. He’d saved her life again.
An image of the wraith diving through the air flashed through her mind. And here the public thought that wraiths were diseased human beings.
“Can they all fly?” The alteration in the wraith’s trajectory easily had been the most frightening moment of the battle. And she’d been searching out their nests to discover what made them work. How long would it have taken for her to arrive at a paranormal explanation? Probably forever.
Adam looked over at her. “Wraiths can’t fly any more than people can.”
Layla understood his reasoning, but . . . “This one did. I swear it.”
Adam’s face subtly tightened, but he didn’t respond.
“Really.” No one ever believed the crazy shit she saw. She figured Adam would be different. “Ask Khan.”
The cleanup team worked a slender spatula tool into the earth, and Adam turned back to monitor their work. She reeled back coughing when the movement of the remains sent fresh stink into the air. Okay, discussion over.
She shivered again. Her ears ached from the cold, though the sun was bright yellow through the trees. Time to get back, take some notes on what she’d witnessed. She had a vision of a wall of Post-its in her bedroom divided into three parts for the three worlds. Maybe if she asked very nicely, someone would get her a whiteboard and a handful of markers.
As she stepped away, Adam said grudgingly, “I’ll check the tapes. Flying wraiths could be a problem.”
The trees and growth around her required some clambering and skin scratches before she got the few yards away she needed to feel comfortable calling for Khan to take her back.
“Khan?” She waited like a dummy for him to pick her up in his whoosh of darkness, but that didn’t happen. Was he there, and not answering? Or had he gone? Either way, she’d have to walk the whole way back to Segue. Great. His mysterioso business was getting to her. Yet another thing to talk about.
A pop above had her whirling, her gaze searching the branches. A resounding crack, and she whipped to aim the gun overhead. Wrong move. A great, black branch hurtled downward, and she threw herself into the prickly thatches to escape its strike. Got the skin scraped off her calf and ankle. Lost her shoe.
She panted in shock as the men nearby crashed through the growth toward her.
Her heart wouldn’t stop pounding, even as she felt strong hands lifting her and placing her on the cold earth. An army jacket was thrown over her shoulders, warm, while some guy took a look at her leg.
“Damn it, I forgot. . . . By violence or by accident,” Adam was saying.
“What?”
“Nothing,” he bit back. “I just fucked up, that’s all.”
“I’ll live,” Layla assured him, though the scrapes stung pretty bad. Whatever spray that soldier guy was using numbed the pain a little. No need to get upset. Just a branch.
Adam scowled, his face going red, so she figured she’d better shut up.
“I guess Khan’s gone,” she offered.
“Yeah. I wish he’d told me first.” Adam gestured to a couple of men—one of whom had been her ruddy-faced escort, Kev, on the day of her ill-planned Segue photo op. “Get her back to Segue. Make sure Patel looks at that leg. She’s prone to life-threatening infection, I just know it.”
“No, I’m not,” Layla interjected. Now he was really going overboard.
Adam lasered her with his gaze.
She put her hands up in surrender. “Fine. I’ll see Dr. Patel again. But I’m fine.”
“And watch for bears,” Adam said to Kev. “If there are any left on the mountain, they’re sure to come out of hibernation to be in these woods today with Layla around.” To her, he said, “You stay inside, take stairs very carefully, and chew your food well. Talia’s not losing you a second time if I can help it.”
Chew my food? What?
Layla went very still, the blood in her veins rushing to a stop. Would these people never stop speaking in riddles? “What’s going on?”
Adam’s frown deepened. He closed his eyes, shook his head. “Never mind.”
“What did Khan tell you?” And how convenient for him that he wasn’t there to answer the question himself.
Kev and his partner looked confused.
Branch. Infection. Bears. Chew her freaking food? Her stomach turned as she mentally added to the list: assault, car accident, gunfire.
“I’m going to die, right?” That had to be it.
Adam went still and looked at her with those tortured gray eyes of his. Finally, he exhaled. “Not if we can help it. Not again.”
There was a resignation in Adam’s gaze, a sad kind of premature “You’ve finally got it.” So Layla worked fast to parse the riddle.
She was Kathleen, who had died. . . . Yeah, around Layla’s age.
But she was still young. Healthy. She should have years ahead of her. This was nonsense. She wasn’t going to believe it at all.
Layla looked up at Adam. “How much time do I have?”
His nostrils flared. His jaw twitched. “As far as I know, you’ve been borrowing time for the past twenty-four hours.”
 
 
Khan hung in the air like a crow, dark wings stretched over the wood, his eyes keen for signs of the living malice, called wraiths, or their even hungrier brothers, the wights.
Wights. They were bound to emerge, for one kind of monster would always beget another. Starve a wraith for long enough so that all humanity is eroded, its body self-consumed with its unforgiving hunger, and you have a wight. Adam’s tight boxes wouldn’t hold them. Gravity couldn’t hold them. They had too little substance to mind mundane restrictions. Yet they were still not spirit, not ghost, and never could be, because they had no soul. Only their appetites drove them.
What Adam needed now was an old technology, one of earth, stone, and magic. A barrow, a grave. Khan would suggest something of the sort to Talia.
The sun was just cresting the horizon. Below Khan, in the forest, Layla was moving with Adam toward the remains of Khan’s first kill, the wight who’d almost had her in its grasp. Dead now.
A sear on Khan’s skin signaled the approach of yet another race to the field of battle, The Order, shining bright enough to light the bare lawns near the main building of Segue. The wraiths had come for Adam and Talia, but Khan knew the angels were here for him.
He hung in the sky considering their approach. The wraiths were dead or fleeing. Layla was in Adam’s care, and yes, the angels had to be dealt with. They had the gate in their keeping. Eventually they would have to ask its maker how it might be destroyed.
After their first failed attempt, he’d been expecting them.
He left the wood, stretched across the sky, and gathered himself before the five angels who were situated on the dried lawn in a V, as if they were geese flying south for the winter. Custo stood in the ranks, coolly meeting Khan’s gaze, even as Shadow roiled in the boy’s eyes.
Khan did not concern himself with his appearance, as he did with Layla; they all knew who he was. Whatever their individual conceptions of Death, how they conceived the fae entity before them, Khan didn’t care. To one he was evil-eyed, skeletal. To another, a dark, horned thing. To Custo, he was an echo of Kathleen’s Shadowman, but harsher, more vicious, yet still a man.
The angels’ combined presence scorched him, but he stood fast as his skin flecked, blackened, sloughed into darkness, then repaired itself again. In mortality, however monstrous the form, pain accompanied the burn, but he preferred it that way. It was something physical, earthly, to feel, and thus brought him closer to Layla.
The angel at the head of the V was yellow blond, with pale blue eyes, and slightly pink, fair skin. “I am Ballard,” he said. It was an old Norse name, meaning “strong.” “By now you know that we can destroy the hellgate you created.”
Quiet, somber conviction filled the air around the host—so they hadn’t come to ask him anything; they’d come to state their intent.
Khan guessed what that was. “No.”
“Doing so,” Ballard continued, “will take the life of Layla Mathews, a life we know to already be at its end.”
“No,” Khan repeated, with greater force. He should never have let Custo take the gate in the first place. “You cannot. Such an act would be—”
Ballard held up a hand. “We would certainly do everything in our power to mitigate the pain she’d have to endure. None of us want to cause harm, but we know that nature, in due course, will eventually take her life.”
Not if Khan could help it. Not today, or tomorrow, or the day after that. They’d just found each other.
When the sun rose this morning, Khan had thought he’d soon fight a devil. It was a fight he could win without difficulty. In the mortal world, the devil might be stronger, faster, more vicious than humans, but it was still mortal and Khan was not.
His Shadow burned, his cloak whipping with his fury.
But never did Khan think he would have to fight the angels. In fact, via Custo he thought he’d found a reluctant peace with them. But if they sought to harm Layla, they sought war. Khan himself would strike the first blow.
“Think a moment,” Ballard continued. “Consider the alternative, the worst possible. She is bound to the gate, that much we know. To destroy the gate, she also must be destroyed. What if the only way to destroy the gate is to take the life that is bound to it? And what if she should die a random death, her fate bearing down on her, and our opportunity is lost? Should she die and the gate remain, it may never be able to be destroyed. We cannot risk that eventuality. We cannot suffer such a thing to exist on Earth. And let us not forget, she should be dead already. So we return to our first course of action: destroy the gate, regrettably killing Layla in the process. It is the only solution, and after great deliberation, Custo Santovari has agreed to take on this burden, as he was the one to give you the hammer in the first place.”
“You speak of murder.” Khan looked at Custo, who looked back, steady and sure.
“The devil that escaped Hell has already murdered nine people,” Ballard returned. “You should have told us you opened the gate.”
Khan hadn’t opened it, but he wouldn’t inform the angels and give them another reason to harm Layla.
War, then.
He reached long for Shadow and found it plentiful in the break-of-dawn filter of trees. Always at the brink of change was Shadow, ready and available. He’d need it all to fight the angels. And if they died and lost their souls, he would not care. He could teach them evil and darkness the likes of which no devil could contemplate. If the angels harmed Layla, he would do just that.
Ballard lifted a hand. “Hold a moment, before you strike us down.”
A black mist rolled across the grass, hissing as it met the shins of the angels. Khan would drown them in it while Shadow strengthened him. No angel was as old and canny as Death. No angel, even of Valhalla, could defeat the Grim Reaper in battle. Without Layla, he would become all his names, marshal the fae and knock down all the walls, all gates.
The angels stood fast, as was their nature.
In the midst of the gathering darkness, Ballard cocked his head thoughtfully. “Do you know how rare it is that the same soul is permitted two lives in mortality?”
Khan gave a fierce grin. His Kathleen, his Layla, could do anything she put her will to. That’s how magnificent she was. And these emissaries of Heaven wanted to kill her?
“And to be reborn in a space of time so near to the last is . . . well, it’s nothing short of miraculous. As far as The Order knows, it’s never been done, and we maintain excellent records.”
Shadow darkened Khan’s vision. He was filled with it, gorging in preparation.
“We believe she had to have a divine purpose in order to come back to Earth. She had to have some great work that only she could do to be permitted this second chance.”
“Layla came back for her child. Our child.”
Ballard frowned. “Over the millennia there have been countless mothers who have longed for their children with equal desperation. All of them had to wait. Kathleen, we believe, was no different in that regard.”
Kathleen was different in every regard, but Khan’s attention was caught. “Then what?”
“We have no idea.” Ballard shrugged and smiled in spite of the darkness grasping up his legs, his imminent demise. “These are momentous times, and she was there, with you, when all things changed. So, while it would be prudent to take immediate action with the gate, we will wait and watch with great interest.”
Khan stilled, the Shadow rippling with his surprise. “You will not harm her?”
Ballard nodded. “Layla is on borrowed time already. I wish her Godspeed with whatever it is she’s supposed to do.”
Never had Khan known an angel to lie, yet he was loath to believe this turnabout. But if Ballard spoke true, then for now, Layla was spared.
She was spared.
The Shadow on the earth thinned.
“There remains, however, the problem of the gate and the escaped devil. The Order has some small hope that you, as the creator, can dismantle it without harming Layla. At the very least, we’d like you to try in the event she should suddenly pass and the world be left with a gate to Hell and a devil run amuck.”
Khan could not leave her, not with such precious little time they had left together, not with a devil headed to Segue, and Layla’s life in the balance. Not with the wraiths and wights bearing down. Not now that he’d known the lost, abandoned child she’d been. “No.”
Ballard’s jaw flexed at the refusal. “You misunderstand me,” he said. “We are running out of options. We want to give Layla the time she needs, but we will act on our own if we must. In either case, the gate to Hell cannot remain on Earth.”
Again that conviction pouring out of them. Shadow still seethed across the winter frigid Earth, but they paid it no mind. They were all ready to die.
“Please try,” Custo said. “I do not like the alternative.”
“As ever, you are a murderer,” Khan cut back.
“Shadowman!” It was a new voice, Talia’s.
Khan bent his head in the direction of his daughter, who was pushing a stroller across the grass, the babes within bundled for a morning walk. Her arrival was so convenient, it smacked of prearrangement.
“This is not your concern, Talia,” Khan said.
“The hell it isn’t. I lost her, too.” His daughter’s face was pale, eyes sad. She’d heard everything: the gate; the devil; Layla’s life, now at its end.
“This morning wraiths were falling from the trees,” Shadowman said, “and you expect me to leave her here?”
“Is it safe for my children?”
Nowhere was safe for those children.
Talia’s gaze grew hot. “Besides, I’d like a little time with her myself. And if this gate business is as hellish as I’ve been told, then you need to destroy it. It’s your responsibility.”
So indeed her presence here this morning was not a coincidence. It was part of The Order’s design for his compliance. Clever.
“Please don’t let Layla’s life become connected to such a legacy of pain and fear,” she said.
“Her life is already at its end, and you ask me to give her up again?”
“Not give her up. Never that.” Talia stepped forward. “We’ll keep her safe for you. The devil is mortal, so Segue security has a good chance of keeping it out.”
By nature, the fae did not age, but Khan felt himself grow old. “A wight nearly had her just moments ago, and they are not mortal.”
Ballard’s interest sharpened. “A draug? Are the wraiths so far along then?”
“Yes, yet another reason why I am needed here.
Talia put her body in front of her children. Her eyes went dark as she, too, drew from Twilight for strength. Between clenched teeth, she asked, “What’s a wight or a draug?”
“Wight and draug are the same, old in the history of the world,” Ballard said. “It is a night creature, a wraith starved into an insubstantial corporeal form, so the Earth’s gravity does not hold it. They are hungry to feed, but lacking all human mores and intelligence.”
“They cannot be caged either,” Khan said. “Adam needs to begin digging barrows, or graves. Wights can only be trapped in the earth, as if they are buried.”
“You are safe enough during the day.” Ballard looked away from Talia, dismissing her.
“And I’ll be here at night,” Khan finished.
Ballard shook his head. “Not good enough. Every second the gate remains on Earth, mortality is in grave danger.”
“Mortality depends on Segue, too,” Custo said. “Shadowman’s solution makes sense.”
“Do not think to speak for me, boy,” Khan said.
Ballard inclined his head to Custo. “You forfeited your voice in this matter when you gave Shadowman the hammer.”
“I like it, too,” Talia interrupted, nodding, her breath coming hard with her relief. “Khan with you during the day, here at night.”
“The irony,” Ballard said to Khan, “is that you should be about your duty in Twilight, ushering the dead. No. I will not haggle the terms of your cooperation. You will come, now, and see to the gate, or we will see to the gate ourselves.”
Khan smiled, the plain of Shadow going utterly still. “You misunderstand me. Death does not haggle. Does not bargain. Does not bow. Harm Layla, and the devils and wights will be the least of your concerns.”
Silence reigned over the parley.
Then Ballard’s face flushed red to match his anger, but his expression was stone. “For the good of man, I concede.”
“Women, too, I hope,” Talia murmured.
Khan glanced over at the rising sun, yellow bright. The wraiths were gone; Layla was safe for the moment. Time was short. “I’m ready now.”
 
 
Layla was about to take a seat in the jeep when soldier-man Kev jerked her back.
“Black widow,” he said and swatted a big, black, and venomous spider. Once, twice, three times before it curled up its extralong legs and died.
Her time to die? Forget that. But Layla’s heart was thumping. The forest bramble gave way to bumpy grass, which climbed to a single-lane access road. Kev took the road at a good clip, and when he broke into the valley, she spotted the castle of Segue.
The sunlight was behind her now, the sky pale blue, yet the building was only partially illuminated. The Escher effect again. Inky darkness crawled up the west wing so that not even the windows reflected the morning. The other part of the building looked solid, lightening with the rising sun.
The sight tugged at her mind, as it had that day when she’d come to snap a photo of Talia Thorne. Something was off about the building. Something wrong, dangerous. It made her feel as if she were small and exposed while a massive, violent storm hung on the horizon, but on a horizon line that Layla did not understand.
This was exactly what she’d been talking about with Talia.
Squeezing her eyes shut, she concentrated on relaxing. On breathing.
All her life she’d fought these kinds of visions. She’d pushed them into the back of her mind and had gotten along just fine. Well, mostly fine. She paid her rent. Got an education. And she had a story to report. If she focused on that, the fever in her heart would quiet.
She opened her eyes and the shadow on the building pulsed. Grasped.
Which made Layla gulp hard. Somewhere inside that building, Talia was playing with her children.
“Don’t worry, Ms. Mathews,” Kev said. “We’re almost there.”
She should tell them, just in case. These people dealt with scary crap every day—angels and fae and Shadow and who knew what else. They might even already know the darkness was there and weren’t worried about it. After all, Khan used Shadow for his magic, and what was that thing on Segue but a great big shadow?
Or maybe . . . She might not be able to paint like Kathleen, but she had the same ability to see. And once in a while she could capture what she saw on film.
Dr. Patel, a couple of male nurses, and a stretcher were waiting for her at the rear of the building. A massive loading dock was open for their convenience, and Kev stopped there.
She shuffled out of the jeep on her own.
“I’m not getting on that thing,” Layla said, as she passed the stretcher. She left Patel no choice but to lead her through the underfloors of Segue to wherever he was going to look at her calf, which stung fiercely, but was in no way life-threatening. Though the ceilings were low, the corridors were modern, sleek, and white, a startling counterpoint to the restoration on the main floors. Offices and lab space were off to each side. They went through sliding doors to a small clinic.
Zoe was waiting there, irritation communicated in every tense muscle of her body. She pointedly ignored Layla with a hostile drag of her gaze to Patel. “I thought you were coming up.”
“I’m sorry,” he said, professional despite her demanding tone. “We had an emergency.”
Zoe jacked a thumb Layla’s way. “Her?”
“Yes, and I’ll need to take a look at Ms. Mathews’s injuries before I can see Abigail.” Dr. Patel gestured to a screen partition. Layla assumed an examination table was on the other side. “In the meantime, I can send one of the nurses.”
“I don’t want a nurse. I want you. Right now,” Zoe said. “And you’re wasting your time with Ms. Mathews. She’s going to die anyway. Abigail’s seen it.”
Which was the last straw. Zoe was mean, but Layla suddenly felt a whole lot meaner. “I’m not going to die. Not now, not ever. Got it?”
Took a sec for the “not ever” to sound stupid.
Zoe was already laughing in her face. “There are forces at work here that you can’t even imagine.” To Dr. Patel she said, “Look. Abigail can’t keep anything down. It’s been twenty-four hours. Twenty-four and a half with”—Zoe tilted her head toward Layla—“her drama.”
“Ms. Mathews, if you will please . . .”
My drama? Layla had just dodged death for the fifth time in twenty-four hours. And apparently, she was destined to die any second now. A little drama was warranted. And as for forces beyond her imagination, if someone would loan her a camera, she’d show them something that would make them squeak but good.
“I’ll be up shortly,” Dr. Patel repeated to Zoe, pulling the screen open.
Sure enough, a stainless steel table waited. Layla used her arms to lift herself up, then scooted to lie on her side. Her scratches did not need this much attention.
The clinic door whisked open, and Talia walked in, her gaze dark with worry. “What happened?”
“Oh, shit,” Zoe said, “if it isn’t Princess Die.”
“Nice to see you, too, Zoe.”
“Abigail is starving and your Dr. Patel is bent on looking at Ms. Mathews’s boo-boo.”
Dr. Patel was unwrapping Layla’s field dressing, murmuring, “Not bad at all.”
“Zoe,” Talia said, “will you please wait outside?”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
Talia took a deep breath, for strength, Layla guessed. “I’m not asking.”
That’s when Layla noticed that Zoe was shaking, her gaze filling with resentment as she looked at Talia. “You did this to Abigail. Made her sick. Made her use Shadow. She wouldn’t be this bad off if it weren’t for you. Abigail saved your life, and you’re letting her go hungry.”
“She has the absolute best care. We’ve done and are doing everything possible for her. Every recourse has been taken. You know this is true, because you’ve been by her side the whole time,” Talia answered. “Dr. Patel will be up shortly. Sooner, if you leave now and let us take care of Layla.”
With a slap, Zoe upended a tray of tools, which clattered to the floor. She glared her anger at them, burning Talia the longest.
Nobody moved, though Layla almost opened her mouth to tell the doctor to put a Band-Aid on her leg and take care of Abigail. The pain emanating from Zoe was palpable.
“This won’t take but a few minutes,” Dr. Patel assured her.
Zoe stuck up her chin and stalked out, her hands fisted at her sides.
The door hadn’t slid shut when Talia rounded on the doctor. “How bad is Layla?”
Dr. Patel cleared his voice. “She’s got an ugly scrape, that’s all. I’ll keep an eye on her, just in case. Adam seemed inordinately concerned when he called about it as well.”
Probably because she was supposed to die any minute now.
Layla felt the moment Talia finally settled her gaze on her, and she was immediately filled with a pressing, bright warmth. It was a mixed-up feeling, so sharp and sweet as to be near pain.
And Khan? Where was he?
“I promised my father that we’d keep you alive,” Talia said. “Don’t make a liar out of me.”
“I’m not dying,” Layla said.
“Ever,” Patel added, deadpan.
“Well, that’s good news,” Talia said, grinning.
Layla forced her gaze back on the table. She concentrated on the microstriations in the metal to get her mind off the pressure in her heart. Reincarnation. A family. After all these years.
And somehow too late.
“But I still plan to keep you inside and out of harm’s way for the rest of the day,” Talia said.
So Talia knew, too. Damn Khan. It seemed he’d filled everyone in, but her.
“You could meet the kids—” Talia’s voice broke. “If you want, I mean.”
Talia Thorne’s children. Her little boys. The shadow hanging over Segue.
The fullness in Layla’s chest turned painful, cutting off all her air so that the beat of her heart drummed loud in her head.
A baby smell sweetened the clinic’s air. It was a mother smell, too. She concentrated on the pain of her scrapes, let it burn, burn, burn, so she wouldn’t embarrass herself. If they were trying to wreck her, completely demolish her, they were doing a fantastic job. Meet the kids, but sorry, any time now you’re going to die.
“Or not,” Talia said. “That’s okay, too.”
But Layla could hear the hurt in Talia’s voice.
Layla’s face heated. Her eyes and nose pricked, ready to embarrass her. Damn it. The pressure in her chest was going to kill her if she didn’t do something.
With a cough, she cleared the thickness blocking her voice. “No, really, I’d love to meet them. That would be . . . just . . . great. And then, if you don’t mind, I’d like to borrow a camera.”