CHAPTER XIV.
In the course of this sad autumn of 1845, a
new interest came up; faint, indeed, and often lost sight of in the
vivid pain and constant pressure of anxiety respecting their
brother. In the biographical notice of her sisters, which Charlotte
prefixed to the edition of “Wuthering Heights and Agnes Grey,”
published in 1850—a piece of writing unique, as far as I know, in
its pathos and its power—she says:—
“One day in the autumn of 1845, I accidentally
lighted on a MS. volume of verse, in my sister Emily’s
hand-writing. Of course, I was not surprised, knowing that she
could and did write verse: I looked it over, and something more
than surprise seized me-a deep conviction that these were not
common effusions, nor at all like the poetry women generally write.
I thought them condensed and terse, vigorous and genuine. To my ear
they had also a peculiar music, wild, melancholy, and elevating. My
sister Emily was not a person of demonstrative character, nor one,
on the recesses of whose mind and feelings, even those nearest and
dearest to her could, with impunity, intrude unlicensed: it took
hours to reconcile her to the discovery I had made, and days to
persuade her that such poems merited publication...... Meantime, my
younger sister quietly produced some of her own compositions,
intimating that since Emily’s had given me pleasure, I might like
to look at hers. I could not but be a partial judge, yet I thought
that these verses too had a sweet sincere pathos of their own. We
had very early cherished the dream of one day being authors......
We agreed to arrange a small selection of our poems, and, if
possible, get them printed. Averse to personal publicity, we veiled
our own names under those of Currer, Ellis, and Acton Bell; the
ambiguous choice being dictated by a sort of conscientious scruple
at assuming Christian names, positively masculine, while we did not
like to declare ourselves women, because-without at the time
suspecting that our mode of writing and thinking was not what is
called ‘feminine,’—we had a vague impression that authoresses are
liable to be looked on with prejudice; we noticed how critics
sometimes use for their chastisement the weapon of personality, and
for their reward, a flattery, which is not true praise. The
bringing out of our little book was hard work. As was to be
expected, neither we nor our poems were at all wanted; but for this
we had been prepared at the outset; though inexperienced ourselves,
we had read the experience of others. The great puzzle lay in the
difficulty of getting answers of any kind from the publishers to
whom we applied. Being greatly harassed by this obstacle, I
ventured to apply to the Messrs. Chambers, of Edinburgh, for a word
of advice; they may have forgotten the circumstance, but I have
not, for from them I received a brief and business-like, but civil
and sensible reply, on which we acted, and at last made way.”
I inquired from Mr. Robert Chambers, and found, as
Miss Brontë conjectured, that he had entirely forgotten the
application which had been made to him and his brother for advice;
nor had they any copy or memorandum of the correspondence.
There is an intelligent man living in
Haworth,1 who has
given me some interesting particulars relating to the sisters about
this period. He says:—
“I have known Miss Brontë, as Miss Brontë, a long
time; indeed, ever since they came to Haworth in 1819. But I had
not much acquaintance with the family till about 1843, when I began
to do a little in the stationery line. Nothing of that kind could
be had nearer than Keighley before I began. They used to buy a
great deal of writing paper, and I used to wonder whatever they did
with so much. I sometimes thought they contributed to the
Magazines. When I was out of stock, I was always afraid of their
coming: they seemed so distressed about it, if I had none. I have
walked to Halifax (a distance of 10 miles) many a time, for half a
ream of paper, for fear of being without it when they came. I could
not buy more at a time for want of capital. I was always short of
that. I did so like them to come when I had anything for them; they
were so much different to anybody else; so gentle and kind, and so
very quiet. They never talked much. Charlotte sometimes would sit
and inquire about our circumstances so kindly and feelingly?....
Though I am a poor working man (which I have never felt to be any
degradation), I could talk with her with the greatest freedom. I
always felt quite at home with her. Though I never had any school
education, I never felt the want of it in her company.”
The publishers to whom she finally made a
successful application for the production of “Currer, Ellis, and
Acton Bell’s poems,” were Messrs. Aylott and Jones, Paternosterrow.
Mr. Aylott has kindly placed the letters which she wrote to him on
the subject at my disposal. The first is dated January 28th, 1846,
and in it she inquires if they will publish one volume octavo of
poems; if not at their own risk, on the author’s account. It is
signed “C. Brontë.” They must have replied pretty speedily, for on
January 31 1 st she writes again:—
“GENTLEMEN,
“Since you agree to undertake the publication of
the work respecting which I applied to you, I should wish now to
know, as soon as possible, the cost of paper and printing. I will
then send the necessary remittance, together with the manuscript. I
should like it to be printed in one octavo volume, of the same
quality of paper and size of type as Moxon’s last edition of
Wordsworth. The poems will occupy, I should think, from 200 to 250
pages. They are not the production of a clergyman, nor are they
exclusively of a religious character; but I presume these
circumstances will be immaterial. It will, perhaps, be necessary
that you should see the manuscript, in order to calculate
accurately the expense of publication; in that case I will send it
immediately. I should like, however, previously, to have some idea
of the probable cost; and if, from what I have said, you can make a
rough calculation on the subject, I should be greatly obliged to
you.”
In her next letter, February 6th, she says:—
“You will perceive that the poems are the work of
three persons, relatives—their separate pieces are distinguished by
their respective signatures.”
She writes again on February 15th; and on the 16th
she says:—
“The MS. will certainly form a thinner volume than
I had anticipated. I cannot name another model which I should like
it precisely to resemble, yet, I think, a duodecimo form, and a
somewhat reduced, though still clear type, would be preferable. I
only stipulate for clear type, not too small; and good
paper.”
On February 21 st she selects the “long primer
type” for the poems, and will remit 311. 1 Os. in a few days.
Minute as the details conveyed in these notes are,
they are not trivial, because they afford such strong indications
of character. If the volume was to be published at their own risk,
it was necessary that the sister conducting the negotiation should
make herself acquainted with the different kinds of type, and the
various sizes of books. Accordingly she bought a small volume, from
which to learn all she could on the subject of preparation for the
press. No half-knowledge—no trusting to other people for decisions
which she could make for herself; and yet a generous and full
confidence, not misplaced, in the thorough probity of Messrs.
Aylott and Jones. The caution in ascertaining the risk before
embarking in the enterprise, and the prompt payment of the money
required, even before it could be said to have assumed the shape of
a debt, were both parts of a self-reliant and independent
character. Self-contained also was she. During the whole time that
the volume of poems was in the course of preparation and
publication, no word was written telling anyone, out of the
household circle what was in progress.
I have had some of the letters placed in my hands,
which she addressed to her old school-mistress, Miss Wooler. They
begin a little before this time. Acting on the conviction, which I
have all along entertained, that where Charlotte Brontë’s own words
could be used, no others ought to take their place, I shall make
extracts from this series, according to their dates.
“January 30th, 1846.
“MY DEAR MISS WOOLER,
“I have not yet paid my visit to -; it is, indeed,
more than a year since I was there, but I frequently hear from E.,
and she did not fail to tell me that you were gone into
Worcestershire; she was unable, however, to give me your exact
address. Had I known it, I should have written to you long since. I
thought you would wonder how we were getting on, when you heard of
the railway panic,2 and you
may be sure that I am very glad to be able to answer your kind
inquiries by an assurance that our small capital is as yet
undiminished. The York and Midland is, as you say, a very good
line; yet, I confess to you, I should wish, for my own part, to be
wise in time. I cannot think that even the very best lines will
continue for many years at their present premiums; and I have been
most anxious for us to sell our shares ere it be too late, and to
secure the proceeds in some safer, if, for the present, less
profitable investment. I cannot, however, persuade my sisters to
regard the affair precisely from my point of view; and I feel as if
I would rather run the risk of loss than hurt Emily’s feelings by
acting in direct opposition to her opinion. She managed in a most
handsome and able manner for me, when I was in Brussels, and
prevented by distance from looking after my own interests;
therefore, I will let her manage still, and take the consequences.
Disinterested and energetic she certainly is; and if she be not
quite so tractable or open to conviction as I could wish, I must
remember perfection is not the lot of humanity; and as long as we
can regard those we love, and to whom we are closely allied, with
profound and never-shaken esteem, it is a small thing that they
should vex us occasionally by what appear to us unreasonable and
headstrong notions.
“You, my dear Miss Wooler, know full as well as I
do, the value of sisters’ affection to each other; there is nothing
like it in this world, I believe, when they are nearly equal in
age, and similar in education, tastes, and sentiments. You ask
about Branwell; he never thinks of seeking employment, and I begin
to fear that he has rendered himself incapable of filling any
respectable station in life; besides, if money were at his
disposal, he would use it only to his own injury; the faculty of
self-government is, I fear, almost destroyed in him. You ask me if
I do not think that men are strange beings? I do, indeed. I have
often thought so; and I think, too, that the mode of bringing them
up is strange: they are not sufficiently guarded from temptation.
Girls are protected as if they were something very frail or silly
indeed, while boys are turned loose on the world, as if they, of
all beings in existence, were the wisest and least liable to be led
astray. I am glad you like Bromsgrove, though, I dare say, there
are few places you would not like, with Mrs. M. for a companion. I
always feel a peculiar satisfaction when I hear of your enjoying
yourself, because it proves that there really is such a thing as
retributive justice even in this world. You worked hard; you denied
yourself all pleasure, almost all relaxation, in your youth, and in
the prime of life; now you are free, and that while you have still,
I hope, many years of vigour and health in which you can enjoy
freedom. Besides, I have another and very egotistical motive for
being pleased: it seems that even ’a lone woman’ can be happy, as
well as cherished wives and proud mothers. I am glad of that. I
speculate much on the existence of unmarried and
never-to-be-married women now-a-days; and I have already got to the
point of considering that there is no more respectable character on
this earth than an unmarried woman, who makes her own way through
life quietly, perseveringly, without support of husband or brother;
and who, having attained the age of forty-five or upwards, retains
in her possession a well-regulated mind, a disposition to enjoy
simple pleasures, and fortitude to support inevitable pains,
sympathy with the sufferings of others, and willingness to relieve
want as far as her means extend.”
During the time that the negotiation with Messrs.
Aylott and Co. was going on, Charlotte went to visit her old
school-friend, with whom she was in such habits of confidential
intimacy; but, neither then nor afterwards, did she ever speak to
her of the publication of the poems; nevertheless, this young lady
suspected that the sisters wrote for magazines; and in this idea
she was confirmed when, on one of her visits to Haworth, she saw
Anne with a number of “Chambers’s Journal,” and a gentle smile of
pleasure stealing over her placid face as she read.
“What is the matter?” asked the friend. “Why do you
smile?”
“Only because I see they have inserted one of my
poems,” was the quiet reply; and not a word more was said on the
subject.
To this friend Charlotte addressed the following
letters :—
“March 3, 1846.
“I reached home a little after two o’clock, all
safe and right yesterday; I found papa very well; his sight much
the same. Emily and Anne were gone to Keighley to meet me;
unfortunately, I had returned by the old road, while they were gone
by the new, and we missed each other. They did not get home till
half-past four, and were caught in the heavy shower of rain which
fell in the afternoon. I am sorry to say Anne has taken a little
cold in consequence, but I hope she will soon be well. Papa was
much cheered by my report of Mr. C.’s opinion, and of old Mrs. E.’s
experience; but I could perceive he caught gladly at the idea of
deferring the operation a few months longer. I went into the room
where Branwell was, to speak to him, about an hour after I got
home; it was very forced work to address him. I might have spared
myself the trouble, as he took no notice, and made no reply; he was
stupefied. My fears were not vain. I hear that he got a sovereign
while I have been away, under pretence of paying a pressing debt;
he went immediately and changed it at a public-house, and has
employed it as was to be expected. - concluded her account by
saying he was a‘hopeless being;’ it is too true. In his present
state it is scarcely possible to stay in the room where he is. What
the future has in store I do not know.”
“March 31, 1846.
“Our poor old servant Tabby had a sort of fit, a
fortnight since, but is nearly recovered now. Martha” (the girl
they had to assist poor old Tabby, and who remains still the
faithful servant at the parsonage) “is ill with a swelling in her
knee, and obliged to go home. I fear it will be long before she is
in working condition again. I received the number of the Record
you sent..... I read D’ Aubigné’s letter. It is clever, and in
what he says about Catholicism very good. The Evangelical Alliance
part is not very practicable, yet certainly it is more in
accordance with the spirit of the Gospel to preach unity among
Christians than to inculcate mutual intolerance and hatred. I am
very glad I went to - when I did, for the changed weather has
somewhat changed my health and strength since. How do you get on? I
long for mild south and west winds. I am thankful papa continues
pretty well, though often made very miserable by Branwell’s
wretched conduct. There—there is no change but for the
worse.”
Meanwhile the printing of the volume of poems was
quietly proceeding. After some consultation and deliberation the
sisters had determined to correct the proofs themselves. Up to
March 28th the publishers had addressed their correspondent as C.
Brontë, Esq., but at this time some “little mistake occurred,” and
she desired Messrs. Aylott and Co. in future to direct to her real
address, “Miss Brontë,” &c. But she had evidently left it to be
implied that she was not acting on her own behalf, but as agent for
the real authors, as in a note, dated April 6, she makes a proposal
on behalf of “C., E. and A. Bell,” which is to the following
effect, that they are preparing for the press a work of fiction,
consisting of three distinct and unconnected tales, which may be
published either together, as a work of three volumes, of the
ordinary novel size, or separately, as single volumes, as may be
deemed most advisable. She states in addition, that it is not their
intention to publish these tales on their own account; but that the
authors direct her to ask Messrs. Aylott and Co. whether they would
be disposed to undertake the work, after having, of course, by due
inspection of the MS., ascertained that its contents are such as to
warrant an expectation of success. To this letter of inquiry the
publishers replied speedily, and the tenor of their answer may be
gathered from Charlotte’s, dated April 11th.
“I beg to thank you, in the name of C., E. and A.
Bell, for your obliging offer of advice. I will avail myself of it,
to request information on two or three points. It is evident that
unknown authors have great difficulties to contend with, before
they can succeed in bringing their works before the public. Can you
give me any hint as to the way in which these difficulties are best
met? For instance, in the present case, where a work of fiction is
in question, in what form would a publisher be most likely to
accept the MS.? Whether offered as a work of three vols., or as
tales which might be published in numbers, or as contributions to a
periodical?
“What publishers would be most likely to receive
favourably a proposal of this nature?
“Would it suffice to write to a publisher on the
subject, or would it be necessary to have recourse to a personal
interview?
“Your opinion and advice on these three points, or
on any other which your experience may suggest as important, would
be esteemed by us as a favour.”
It is evident from the whole tenor of this
correspondence, that the truthfulness and probity of the firm of
publishers with whom she had to deal in this her first literary
venture, was strongly impressed upon her mind, and was followed by
the inevitable consequence of reliance on their suggestions. And
the progress of the poems was not unreasonably lengthy or long
drawn out. On April 20th she writes to desire that three copies may
be sent to her, and that Messrs. Aylott will advise her as to the
reviewers to whom copies ought to be sent.
I give the next letter as illustrating the ideas of
these girls as to what periodical reviews or notices led public
opinion.
“The poems to be neatly done up in cloth. Have the
goodness to send copies and advertisements, as early as possible,
to each of the undermentioned periodicals.
‘“ Colburn’s New Monthly Magazine.’
‘“Bentley’s Magazine.’
‘“ Hood’s Magazine.’
‘“Jerrold’s Shilling Magazine.’
‘“ Blackwood’s Magazine.’
“‘ The Edinburgh Review.’
“‘ Tait’s Edinburgh Magazine.’
‘“ The Dublin University Magazine.’
“Also to the ‘Daily News’ and to the ’Britannia’
newspapers.
“If there are any other periodicals to which you
have been in the habit of sending copies of works, let them be
supplied also with copies. I think those I have mentioned will
suffice for advertising.”
In compliance with this latter request, Messrs.
Aylott suggest that copies and advertisements of the work should be
sent to the “Athenæum,” “Literary Gazette,” “Critic,” and “Times;”
but in her reply Miss Brontë says, that she thinks the periodicals
she first mentioned will be sufficient for advertising in at
present, as the authors do not wish to lay out a larger sum than
two pounds in advertising, esteeming the success of a work
dependent more on the notice it receives from periodicals than on
the quantity of advertisements. In case of any notice of the poems
appearing, whether favourable or otherwise, Messrs. Aylott and Co.
are requested to send her the name and number of those periodicals
in which such notices appear, as otherwise, since she has not the
opportunity of seeing periodicals regularly, she may miss reading
the critique. “Should the poems be remarked upon favourably, it is
my intention to appropriate a further sum for advertisements. If,
on the other hand, they should pass unnoticed or be condemned, I
consider it would be quite useless to advertise, as there is
nothing either in the title of the work, or the names of the
authors, to attract attention from a single individual.”
I suppose the little volume of poems was published
sometime about the end of May, 1846. It stole into life; some weeks
passed over, without the mighty murmuring public discovering that
three more voices were uttering their speech. And, meanwhile, the
course of existence moved drearily along from day to day with the
anxious sisters, who must have forgotten their sense of authorship
in the vital care gnawing at their hearts. On June 17, Charlotte
writes:—
“Branwell declares that he neither can nor will do
any thing for himself; good situations have been offered him, for
which, by a fortnight’s work, he might have qualified himself, but
he will do nothing, except drink and make us all wretched.”
In the Athenœum of July 4th, under the head
of poetry for the million, came a short review of the poems of C.,
E. and A. Bell. The reviewer assigns to Ellis the highest rank of
the three “brothers,” as he supposes them to be; he calls Ellis “a
fine, quaint spirit;” and speaks of “an evident power of wing that
may reach heights not here attempted.” Again, with some degree of
penetration, the reviewer says, that the poems of Ellis “convey an
impression of originality beyond what his contributions to these
volumes embody.” Currer Bell is placed midway between Ellis and
Acton. But there is little in the review to strain out, at this
distance of time, as worth preserving. Still, we can fancy with
what interest it was read at Haworth Parsonage, and how the sisters
would endeavour to find out reasons for opinions, or hints for the
future guidance of their talents.
I call particular attention to the following letter
of Charlotte’s, dated July 10th, 1846. To whom it was written,
matters not; but the wholesome sense of duty in it—the sense of the
supremacy of that duty which God, in placing us in families, has
laid out for us, seems to deserve especial regard in these
days.
“I see you are in a dilemma, and one of a peculiar
and difficult nature. Two paths lie before you; you conscientiously
wish to choose the right one, even though it be the most steep,
straight, and rugged; but you do not know which is the right one;
you cannot decide whether duty and religion command you to go out
into the cold and friendless world, and there to earn your living
by governess drudgery, or whether they enjoin your continued stay
with your aged mother, neglecting, for the present, every prospect
of independency for yourself, and putting up with daily
inconvenience, sometimes even with privations. I can well imagine,
that it is next to impossible for you to decide for yourself in
this matter, so I will decide it for you. At least, I will tell you
what is my earnest conviction on the subject; I will show you
candidly how the question strikes me. The right path is that which
necessitates the greatest sacrifice of self-interest—which implies
the greatest good to others; and this path, steadily followed, will
lead, I believe, in time, to prosperity and to happiness; though it
may seem, at the outset, to tend quite in a contrary direction.
Your mother is both old and infirm; old and infirm people have but
few sources of happiness—fewer almost than the comparatively young
and healthy can conceive; to deprive them of one of these is cruel.
If your mother is more composed when you are with her, stay with
her. If she would be unhappy in case you left her, stay with her.
It will not apparently, as far as short-sighted humanity can see,
be for your advantage to remain at -, nor will you be praised and
admired for remaining at home to comfort your mother; yet,
probably, your own conscience will approve, and if it does, stay
with her. I recommend you to do what I am trying to do
myself.”
The remainder of this letter is only interesting to
the reader as it conveys a peremptory disclaimer of the report that
the writer was engaged to be married to her father’s curate3—the very
same gentleman to whom, eight years afterwards, she was united; and
who, probably, even now, although she was unconscious of the fact,
had begun his service to her, in the same tender and faithful
spirit as that in which Jacob served for Rachel. Others may have
noticed this, though she did not.
A few more notes remain of her correspondence “on
behalf of the Messrs. Bell” with Mr. Aylott. On July 15th she says,
“I suppose, as you have not written, no other notices have yet
appeared, nor has the demand for the work increased. Will you
favour me with a line stating whether any, or how many copies have
yet been sold?”
But few, I fear; for, three days later, she wrote
the following :-
“The Messrs. Bell desire me to thank you for your
suggestion respecting the advertisements. They agree with you that,
since the season is unfavourable, advertising had better be
deferred. They are obliged to you for the information respecting
the number of copies sold.”
On July 23rd she writes to the Messrs.
Aylott:—
“The Messrs. Bell would be obliged to you to post
the enclosed note in London. It is an answer to the letter you
forwarded, which contained an application for their autographs from
a person who professed to have read and admired their poems. I
think I before intimated, that the Messrs. Bell are desirous for
the present of remaining unknown, for which reason they prefer
having the note posted in London to sending it direct, in order to
avoid giving any clue to residence or identity by post-mark,
&c.”
Once more, in September, she writes, “As the work
has received no further notice from any periodical, I presume the
demand for it has not greatly increased.”
In the biographical notice of her sisters, she thus
speaks of the failure of the modest hopes vested in this
publication. “The book was printed; it is scarcely known, and all
of it that merits to be known are the poems of Ellis Bell. The
fixed conviction I held, and hold, of the worth of these poems, has
not, indeed, received the confirmation of much favourable
criticism; but I must retain it notwithstanding.”