CHAPTER VII
CATHY STAYED
at Thrushcross Grange five weeks: till Christmas.
By that time her ankle was thoroughly cured, and her manners much
improved. The mistress visited her often in the interval, and
commenced her plan of reform by trying to raise her self-respect
with fine clothes and flattery, which she took readily; so that,
instead of a wild, hatless little savage jumping into the house,
and rushing to squeeze us all breathless, there 'lighted from a
handsome black pony a very dignified person, with brown ringlets
falling from the cover of a feathered beaver, and a long cloth
habit, which she was obliged to hold up with both hands that she
might sail in. Hindley lifted her from her horse, exclaiming
delightedly, 'Why, Cathy, you are quite a beauty! I should scarcely
have known you: you look like a lady now. Isabella Linton is not to
be compared with her, is she, Frances?' 'Isabella has not her
natural advantages,' replied his wife: 'but she must mind and not
grow wild again here. Ellen, help Miss Catherine off with her
things—Stay, dear, you will disarrange your curls—let me untie your
hat.'
I removed the habit, and there shone forth beneath a grand plaid
silk frock, white trousers, and burnished shoes; and, while her
eyes sparkled joyfully when the dogs came bounding up to welcome
her, she dared hardly touch them lest they should fawn upon her
splendid garments. She kissed me gently: I was all flour making the
Christmas cake, and it would not have done to give me a hug; and
then she looked round for Heathcliff. Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw watched
anxiously their meeting; thinking it would enable them to judge, in
some measure, what grounds they had for hoping to succeed in
separating the two friends. Heathcliff was hard to discover, at
first. If he were careless, and uncared for, before Catherine's
absence, he had been ten times more so since. Nobody but I even did
him the kindness to call him a dirty boy, and bid him wash himself,
once a week; and children of his age seldom have a natural pleasure
in soap and water. Therefore, not to mention his clothes, which had
seen three months' service in mire and dust, and his thick uncombed
hair, the surface of his face and hands was dismally beclouded. He
might well skulk behind the settle, on beholding such a bright,
graceful damsel enter the house, instead of a rough-headed
counterpart of himself, as he expected. 'Is Heathcliff not here?'
she demanded, pulling off her gloves, and displaying fingers
wonderfully whitened with doing nothing and staying indoors.
'Heathcliff, you may come forward,' cried Mr. Hindley, enjoying his
discomfiture, and gratified to see what a forbidding young
blackguard he would be compelled to present himself. 'You may come
and wish Miss Catherine welcome, like the other servants.' Cathy,
catching a glimpse of her friend in his concealment, flew to
embrace him; she bestowed seven or eight kisses on his cheek within
the second, and then stopped, and drawing back, burst into a laugh,
exclaiming, 'Why, how very black and cross you look! and how—how
funny and grim! But that's because I'm used to Edgar and Isabella
Linton. Well, Heathcliff, have you forgotten me?' She had some
reason to put the question, for shame and pride threw double gloom
over his countenance, and kept him immovable. 'Shake hands,
Heathcliff,' said Mr. Earnshaw, condescendingly; 'once in a way,
that is permitted.' 'I shall not,' replied the boy, finding his
tongue at last; 'I shall not stand to be laughed at. I shall not
bear it!' And he would have broken from the circle, but Miss Cathy
seized him again. 'I did not mean to laugh at you,' she said; 'I
could not hinder myself: Heathcliff, shake hands at least! What are
you sulky for? It was only that you looked odd. If you wash your
face and brush your hair, it will be all right: but you are so
dirty!' She gazed concernedly at the dusky fingers she held in her
own, and also at her dress; which she feared had gained no
embellishment from its contact with his. 'You needn't have touched
me!' he answered, following her eye and snatching away his hand. 'I
shall be as dirty as I please: and I like to be dirty, and I will
be dirty.' With that he dashed headforemost out of the room, amid
the merriment of the master and mistress, and to the serious
disturbance of Catherine; who could not comprehend how her remarks
should have produced such an exhibition of bad temper. After
playing lady's-maid to the new-comer, and putting my cakes in the
oven, and making the house and kitchen cheerful with great fires,
befitting Christmas-eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by
singing carols, all alone; regardless of Joseph's affirmations that
he considered the merry tunes I chose as next door to songs. He had
retired to private prayer in his chamber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw
were engaging Missy's attention by sundry gay trifles bought for
her to present to the little Lintons, as an acknowledgment of their
kindness. They had invited them to spend the morrow at Wuthering
Heights, and the invitation had been accepted, on one condition:
Mrs. Linton begged that her darlings might be kept carefully apart
from that 'naughty swearing boy.' Under these circumstances I
remained solitary. I smelt the rich scent of the heating spices;
and admired the shining kitchen utensils, the polished clock,
decked in holly, the silver mugs ranged on a tray ready to be
filled with mulled ale for supper; and above all, the speckless
purity of my particular care—the scoured and well-swept floor. I
gave due inward applause to every object, and then I remembered how
old Earnshaw used to come in when all was tidied, and call me a
cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a Christmas-box; and
from that I went on to think of his fondness for Heathcliff, and
his dread lest he should suffer neglect after death had removed
him: and that naturally led me to consider the poor lad's situation
now, and from singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck me
soon, however, there would be more sense in endeavouring to repair
some of his wrongs than shedding tears over them: I got up and
walked into the court to seek him. He was not far; I found him
smoothing the glossy coat of the new pony in the stable, and
feeding the other beasts, according to custom. 'Make haste,
Heathcliff!' I said, 'the kitchen is so comfortable; and Joseph is
up-stairs: make haste, and let me dress you smart before Miss Cathy
comes out, and then you can sit together, with the whole hearth to
yourselves, and have a long chatter till bedtime.' He proceeded
with his task, and never turned his head towards me. 'Come—are you
coming?' I continued. 'There's a little cake for each of you,
nearly enough; and you'll need half-an-hour's donning.' I waited
five minutes, but getting no answer left him. Catherine supped with
her brother and sister-in-law: Joseph and I joined at an unsociable
meal, seasoned with reproofs on one side and sauciness on the
other. His cake and cheese remained on the table all night for the
fairies. He managed to continue work till nine o'clock, and then
marched dumb and dour to his chamber. Cathy sat up late, having a
world of things to order for the reception of her new friends: she
came into the kitchen once to speak to her old one; but he was
gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the matter with him, and
then went back. In the morning he rose early; and, as it was a
holiday, carried his ill-humour on to the moors; not re-appearing
till the family were departed for church. Fasting and reflection
seemed to have brought him to a better spirit. He hung about me for
a while, and having screwed up his courage, exclaimed
abruptly—'Nelly, make me decent, I'm going to be good.'
'High time, Heathcliff,' I said;
'you have grieved Catherine: she's sorry
she ever came home, I daresay! It looks as if you envied her,
because she is more thought of than you.'
The notion of envying Catherine was incomprehensible to him, but
the notion of grieving her he understood clearly enough.
'Did she say she was grieved?' he inquired, looking very serious.
'She cried when I told her you were off again this morning.' 'Well,
I cried last night,' he returned, 'and I had more reason to cry
than she.' 'Yes: you had the reason of going to bed with a proud
heart and an empty stomach,' said I. 'Proud people breed sad
sorrows for themselves. But, if you be ashamed of your touchiness,
you must ask pardon, mind, when she comes in. You must go up and
offer to kiss her, and say—you know best what to say; only do it
heartily, and not as if you thought her converted into a stranger
by her grand dress. And now, though I have dinner to get ready,
I'll steal time to arrange you so that Edgar Linton shall look
quite a doll beside you: and that he does. You are younger, and
yet, I'll be bound, you are taller and twice as broad across the
shoulders; you could knock him down in a twinkling; don't you feel
that you could?' Heathcliff's face brightened a moment; then it was
overcast afresh, and he sighed. 'But, Nelly, if I knocked him down
twenty times, that wouldn't make him less handsome or me more so. I
wish I had light hair and a fair skin, and was dressed and behaved
as well, and had a chance of being as rich as he will be!' 'And
cried for mamma at every turn,' I added, 'and trembled if a country
lad heaved his fist against you, and sat at home all day for a
shower of rain. Oh, Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come
to the glass, and I'll let you see what you should wish. Do you
mark those two lines between your eyes; and those thick brows,
that, instead of rising arched, sink in the middle; and that couple
of black fiends, so deeply buried, who never open their windows
boldly, but lurk glinting under them, like devil's spies? Wish and
learn to smooth away the surly wrinkles, to raise your lids
frankly, and change the fiends to confident, innocent angels,
suspecting and doubting nothing, and always seeing friends where
they are not sure of foes. Don't get the expression of a vicious
cur that appears to know the kicks it gets are its desert, and yet
hates all the world, as well as the kicker, for what it suffers.'
'In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton's great blue eyes and
even forehead,' he replied. 'I do—and that won't help me to them.'
'A good heart will help you to a bonny face, my lad,' I continued,
'if you were a regular black; and a bad one will turn the bonniest
into something worse than ugly. And now that we've done washing,
and combing, and sulking—tell me whether you don't think yourself
rather handsome? I'll tell you, I do. You're fit for a prince in
disguise. Who knows but your father was Emperor of China, and your
mother an Indian queen, each of them able to buy up, with one
week's income, Wuthering Heights and Thrushcross Grange together?
And you were kidnapped by wicked sailors and brought to England.
Were I in your place, I would frame high notions of my birth; and
the thoughts of what I was should give me courage and dignity to
support the oppressions of a little farmer!' So I chattered on; and
Heathcliff gradually lost his frown and began to look quite
pleasant, when all at once our conversation was interrupted by a
rumbling sound moving up the road and entering the court. He ran to
the window and I to the door, just in time to behold the two
Lintons descend from the family carriage, smothered in cloaks and
furs, and the Earnshaws dismount from their horses: they often rode
to church in winter. Catherine took a hand of each of the children,
and brought them into the house and set them before the fire, which
quickly put colour into their white faces. I urged my companion to
hasten now and show his amiable humour, and he willingly obeyed;
but ill luck would have it that, as he opened the door leading from
the kitchen on one side, Hindley opened it on the other. They met,
and the master, irritated at seeing him clean and cheerful, or,
perhaps, eager to keep his promise to Mrs. Linton, shoved him back
with a sudden thrust, and angrily bade Joseph 'keep the fellow out
of the room—send him into the garret till dinner is over. He'll be
cramming his fingers in the tarts and stealing the fruit, if left
alone with them a minute.' 'Nay, sir,' I could not avoid answering,
'he'll touch nothing, not he: and I suppose he must have his share
of the dainties as well as we.' 'He shall have his share of my
hand, if I catch him downstairs till dark,' cried Hindley. 'Begone,
you vagabond! What! you are attempting the coxcomb, are you? Wait
till I get hold of those elegant locks—see if I won't pull them a
bit longer!' 'They are long enough already,' observed Master
Linton, peeping from the doorway; 'I wonder they don't make his
head ache. It's like a colt's mane over his eyes!' He ventured this
remark without any intention to insult; but Heathcliff's violent
nature was not prepared to endure the appearance of impertinence
from one whom he seemed to hate, even then, as a rival. He seized a
tureen of hot apple sauce (the first thing that came under his
gripe) and dashed it full against the speaker's face and neck; who
instantly commenced a lament that brought Isabella and Catherine
hurrying to the place. Mr. Earnshaw snatched up the culprit
directly and conveyed him to his chamber; where, doubtless, he
administered a rough remedy to cool the fit of passion, for he
appeared red and breathless. I got the dishcloth, and rather
spitefully scrubbed Edgar's nose and mouth, affirming it served him
right for meddling. His sister began weeping to go home, and Cathy
stood by confounded, blushing for all. 'You should not have spoken
to him!' she expostulated with Master Linton. 'He was in a bad
temper, and now you've spoilt your visit; and he'll be flogged: I
hate him to be flogged! I can't eat my dinner. Why did you speak to
him, Edgar?' 'I didn't,' sobbed the youth, escaping from my hands,
and finishing the remainder of the purification with his cambric
pocket-handkerchief. 'I promised mamma that I wouldn't say one word
to him, and I didn't.' 'Well, don't cry,' replied Catherine,
contemptuously; 'you're not killed. Don't make more mischief; my
brother is coming: be quiet! Hush, Isabella! Has anybody hurt you?'
'There, there, children—to your seats!' cried Hindley, bustling in.
'That brute of a lad has warmed me nicely. Next time, Master Edgar,
take the law into your own fists—it will give you an appetite!' The
little party recovered its equanimity at sight of the fragrant
feast. They were hungry after their ride, and easily consoled,
since no real harm had befallen them. Mr. Earnshaw carved bountiful
platefuls, and the mistress made them merry with lively talk. I
waited behind her chair, and was pained to behold Catherine, with
dry eyes and an indifferent air, commence cutting up the wing of a
goose before her. 'An unfeeling child,' I thought to myself; 'how
lightly she dismisses her old playmate's troubles. I could not have
imagined her to be so selfish.' She lifted a mouthful to her lips:
then she set it down again: her cheeks flushed, and the tears
gushed over them. She slipped her fork to the floor, and hastily
dived under the cloth to conceal her emotion. I did not call her
unfeeling long; for I perceived she was in purgatory throughout the
day, and wearying to find an opportunity of getting by herself, or
paying a visit to Heathcliff, who had been locked up by the master:
as I discovered, on endeavouring to introduce to him a private mess
of victuals. In the evening we had a dance. Cathy begged that he
might be liberated then, as Isabella Linton had no partner: her
entreaties were vain, and I was appointed to supply the deficiency.
We got rid of all gloom in the excitement of the exercise, and our
pleasure was increased by the arrival of the Gimmerton band,
mustering fifteen strong: a trumpet, a trombone, clarionets,
bassoons, French horns, and a bass viol, besides singers. They go
the rounds of all the respectable houses, and receive contributions
every Christmas, and we esteemed it a first-rate treat to hear
them. After the usual carols had been sung, we set them to songs
and glees. Mrs. Earnshaw loved the music, and so they gave us
plenty. Catherine loved it too: but she said it sounded sweetest at
the top of the steps, and she went up in the dark: I followed. They
shut the house door below, never noting our absence, it was so full
of people. She made no stay at the stairs'-head, but mounted
farther, to the garret where Heathcliff was confined, and called
him. He stubbornly declined answering for a while: she persevered,
and finally persuaded him to hold communion with her through the
boards. I let the poor things converse unmolested, till I supposed
the songs were going to cease, and the singers to get some
refreshment: then I clambered up the ladder to warn her. Instead of
finding her outside, I heard her voice within. The little monkey
had crept by the skylight of one garret, along the roof, into the
skylight of the other, and it was with the utmost difficulty I
could coax her out again. When she did come, Heathcliff came with
her, and she insisted that I should take him into the kitchen, as
my fellow-servant had gone to a neighbour's, to be removed from the
sound of our 'devil's psalmody,' as it pleased him to call it. I
told them I intended by no means to encourage their tricks: but as
the prisoner had never broken his fast since yesterday's dinner, I
would wink at his cheating Mr. Hindley that once. He went down: I
set him a stool by the fire, and offered him a quantity of good
things: but he was sick and could eat little, and my attempts to
entertain him were thrown away. He leant his two elbows on his
knees, and his chin on his hands and remained rapt in dumb
meditation. On my inquiring the subject of his thoughts, he
answered gravely—'I'm trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley
back. I don't care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I
hope he will not die before I do!' 'For shame, Heathcliff!' said I.
'It is for God to punish wicked people; we should learn to
forgive.' 'No, God won't have the satisfaction that I shall,' he
returned. 'I only wish I knew the best way! Let me alone, and I'll
plan it out: while I'm thinking of that I don't feel pain.' 'But,
Mr. Lockwood, I forget these tales cannot divert you. I'm annoyed
how I should dream of chattering on at such a rate; and your gruel
cold, and you nodding for bed! I could have told Heathcliff's
history, all that you need hear, in half a dozen words.' Thus
interrupting herself, the housekeeper rose, and proceeded to lay
aside her sewing; but I felt incapable of moving from the hearth,
and I was very far from nodding. 'Sit still, Mrs. Dean,' I cried;
'do sit still another half-hour. You've done just right to tell the
story leisurely. That is the method I like; and you must finish it
in the same style. I am interested in evercharacter you have
mentioned, more or less.' 'The clock is on the stroke of eleven,
sir.' 'No matter—I'm not accustomed to go to bed in the long hours.
One or two is early enough for a person who lies till ten.' 'You
shouldn't lie till ten. There's the very prime of the morning gone
long before that time. A person who has not done one-half his day's
work by ten o'clock, runs a chance of leaving the other half
undone.' 'Nevertheless, Mrs. Dean, resume your chair; because
to-morrow I intend lengthening the night till afternoon. I
prognosticate for myself an obstinate cold, at least.' 'I hope not,
sir. Well, you must allow me to leap over some three years; during
that space Mrs. Earnshaw—' 'No, no, I'll allow nothing of the sort!
Are you acquainted with the mood of mind in which, if you were
seated alone, and the cat licking its kitten on the rug before you,
you would watch the operation so intently that puss's neglect of
one ear would put you seriously out of temper?' 'A terribly lazy
mood, I should say.'
'On the contrary, a tiresomely
active one. It is mine, at present; and, therefore, continue
minutely. I perceive that people in these regions acquire over
people in towns the value that a spider in a dungeon does over a
spider in a cottage, to their various occupants; and yet the
deepened attraction is not entirely owing to the situation of the
looker-on. They do live more in earnest,
more in themselves, and less in surface, change, and frivolous
external things. I could fancy a love for life here almost
possible; and I was a fixed unbeliever in any love of a year's
standing. One state resembles setting a hungry man down to a single
dish, on which he may concentrate his entire appetite and do it
justice; the other, introducing him to a table laid out by French
cooks: he can perhaps extract as much enjoyment from the whole; but
each part is a mere atom in his regard and remembrance.'
'Oh! here we are the same as anywhere else, when you get to know
us,' observed Mrs. Dean, somewhat puzzled at my speech. 'Excuse
me,' I responded; 'you, my good friend, are a striking evidence
against that assertion. Excepting a few provincialisms of slight
consequence, you have no marks of the manners which I am habituated
to consider as peculiar to your class. I am sure you have thought a
great deal more than the generality of servants think. You have
been compelled to cultivate your reflective faculties for want of
occasions for frittering your life away in silly trifles.' Mrs.
Dean laughed. 'I certainly esteem myself a steady, reasonable kind
of body,' she said; 'not exactly from living among the hills and
seeing one set of faces, and one series of actions, from year's end
to year's end; but I have undergone sharp discipline, which has
taught me wisdom; and then, I have read more than you would fancy,
Mr. Lockwood. You could not open a book in this library that I have
not looked into, and got something out of also: unless it be that
range of Greek and Latin, and that of French; and those I know one
from another: it is as much as you can expect of a poor man's
daughter. However, if I am to follow my story in true gossip's
fashion, I had better go on; and instead of leaping three years, I
will be content to pass to the next summer—the summer of 1778, that
is nearly twenty-three years ago.'