CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
LOVE BITES
That declaration got as warm a reception as you
might have imagined. Ethan turned away and immediately flipped open
his cell phone, unwilling to engage in a discussion about the
possibility that our current havoc was being wreaked by one of his
own bodyguards.
One of my colleagues.
Ethan called the House, updating Malik and Luc
about the threat but offering no information about my group of
suspects. As if nothing was amiss, the guards were put into full
investigation mode, their assignment to identify any and all
information regarding the purported threat against Jamie.
I was also in full investigation mode, and I’ll
admit that my suspect list was pretty short. A woman had made the
call to the Breckenridge house . . . and I’d seen Kelley arriving
at Cadogan after spending the day somewhere else. Had she been the
Cadogan vampire with a chip on her shoulder? The link to
Celina?
Eager to solve the mystery, I borrowed the house
phone and put in a call to the Ombud’s office, updating my
grandfather on
the evening’s revelations. I also talked to the man with the
skills I needed.
“Jeff, I have a problem.”
“I’m glad you’ve finally realized I’m your answer,
Merit.”
Okay, so the mood wasn’t exactly light, but I
couldn’t help but smile at the comeback.
“Someone’s using e-mail to make threats on behalf
of Cadogan House,” I told him, flipping open my cell and pulling up
my e-mail client. Ever efficient, Nick had already forwarded the
e-mail message.
If it was us, we’d get a good solid aspen stake.
But aspen’s too good for you. Maybe quartering.The guts and
appendages removed while you’re still conscious so that you can
feel the pain. Understand what it’s like. Drowning? Hanging?
A slow death at the tip of a sword, a slice from stem to stern, so
that blood and gore and meat are all that’s left of you?
By the way, the youngest one gets it first.
I shivered as I read it, but appreciated that the
author of this threat, unlike the last one I’d seen, hadn’t tried
to rhyme. I also wondered if Kelley was capable of that kind of
violence. That kind of anger. Those questions unanswered, I asked
Jeff for his e-mail address and sent the message on.
“Phew,” he said after a moment, apparently having
reviewed it. “That’s a doozy.”
It was a doozy. It was, however, notably empty of
details about why, exactly, Jamie had been chosen. That he was a
Breckenridge seemed to be the only knock against him.
“It is a doozy,” I told him. “And we need to figure
out who it came from. Can you work some of your mojo?”
“Easy breezy,” Jeff absently said, the sound of
furiously clicking keys in the background. “He’s disguised the IP
address—
rudimentary stuff, but I’ll have to do some backtracking. The
e-mail addy is pretty generic, but being a representative of our
fine city, I might be able to make a call.”
“Call away,” I told him, “but there’s one small
catch. I need the details on this as soon as you can get them.” I
checked the time on my cell—it was nearly midnight. “How’s your
schedule looking for the next few hours?”
“Flexible,” he said. “Assuming the price is
right.”
I rolled my eyes. “Name your price.”
Silence.
“Jeff?”
“Could I—can I get back to you on that? I’m kind of
at a loss, and I want to make sure I take complete advantage of
this situation. I mean, unless you’re willing to give me two or
three—”
“Jeff,” I said, interrupting what was destined to
become a very lascivious list. “Why don’t you just give me a call
when you’ve got something?”
“I’m your man. I mean, not literally or whatever, I
know you and Morgan have kind of a thing going—although you’re not
officially together-together, right?”
“Jeff.”
“Yo?”
“Get to work.”
With our contacts on the trail of information that
might mollify the Brecks, Ethan and I slipped out of my father’s
office and headed back through the crowd to the front door. The
house was packed, and it took us a few minutes of squeezing through
bodies and handshaking to make it to the other side. I think I
managed a polite smile in the direction of the people I passed, but
my mind was completely focused on a particular Breckenridge.
I didn’t understand how he could think I was
capable of the
accusations he’d leveled against us. How could a childhood
romance, a decades-long friendship, turn into something so
ugly?
I nibbled the edge of my lip as we traversed the
crowd, recalling scenes from my childhood. Nick had been my first
kiss. We’d been in his father’s library, me a girl of eight or
nine, wearing a sleeveless party dress with an itchy crinoline
petticoat. Nick had called me a “dumb girl” and kissed me because
I’d dared him to, a quick peck on the lips that seemed to disgust
him as much as it delighted me, albeit not as much as the fact that
I’d beaten him at whatever game we’d been playing. As soon as he’d
kissed me, he was off again, running out of his father’s office and
down the hallway. “Boys have cooties!” I’d yelled, Mary Janes clomp
ing as I ran after him.
“Are you all right?”
I blinked and looked up. We’d reached the other end
of the room. Ethan had stopped and was gazing at me
curiously.
“Just thinking,” I said. “I’m still in shock about
Nick, about his father. About their attitude. We were friends. Good
friends, Ethan, for a long time. I don’t understand how it came to
this. There was a time when Nick would have asked me, not accused
me.”
“The gift of immortality,” Ethan dryly said, then
glanced back at Chicago’s rich and famous, who sipped champagne
while the city buzzed around them. “Infinite opportunities for
betrayal.”
There were a bevy of his own stories behind that
little aphorism, I guessed, but I couldn’t see past my own.
Ethan shook his head as if to clear it, then put a
hand at my back. “Let’s go home,” he said. I nodded, not even up to
an argument that Cadogan wasn’t “home.”
We’d just moved into the foyer when Ethan stopped,
his hand falling away. I glanced up.
Morgan stood just inside the door, arms crossed
over worn jeans and a long-sleeved white T-shirt. A single brown
curl
draped rakishly across his forehead, and his blue eyes—accusing
blue eyes—stared back at me.
I exhaled a curse, realizing what Morgan had seen.
Me in a ball gown, Ethan in a tux, his hand at my back. The two of
us together, in my parents’ house, after I couldn’t be bothered to
return Morgan’s phone calls. This was definitely not good.
“I believe someone has crashed your party,
Sentinel,” Ethan whispered.
I ignored him, and I’d just taken a step toward
Morgan when I felt like I was falling through a tunnel. I had to
touch Ethan’s arm just to keep myself upright.
It was the telepathic connection Morgan and I had
formed when he’d challenged Ethan at Cadogan House. The link was
supposed to work only between vampire and Master, which might have
been why the link with Morgan had such a strong effect. And why it
seemed so wrong.
I’m sure you have an explanation, he
silently said.
I wet my lips, uncurled my fingers from Ethan’s
arm, and forced my spine straight. “I’ll meet you outside,” I told
Ethan. Without waiting for a response, I walked toward Morgan,
forcing myself to keep my eyes on his.
“We need to talk,” Morgan said aloud when I reached
him, his gaze lifting to the man behind me, at least until that man
slipped silently beside us and out the door.
“Come with me,” I said, my voice flat.
We followed a concrete hallway to the back of the
house, the walls still imprinted with the grain of their wooden
forms. I picked a random door—a breach in the concrete—and opened
it. Moonlight streamed through a small square window in the facing
wall, providing a single beam of light in the otherwise pitch-black
space. I stood quietly for a second, then two, and let my predatory
eyes adjust to the darkness.
Morgan stepped into the room behind me.
“Why are you here?” I asked him.
There was a moment of silence before he met my
gaze, one eyebrow raised in accusation. “Someone suggested I might
see something interesting in Oak Park tonight, so here I am. You’re
busy working, I assume.”
“I am working,” I replied, my tone all business.
“Who told you we’d be here?”
Morgan ignored the question. Instead he arched his
eyebrows, and with a look that would have melted a lesser woman,
raked his gaze across my body. Had waves of angry magic not
radiated from him as he did it, I’d have called the move an
invitation. But this was different. A verdict, I think, of my
guilt.
He crossed arms over his chest. “Is that what he’s
dressing you in these days while you’re . . . working?”
He made it sound like I was less a Sentinel than a
call girl.
My voice was tight, words clipped, when I finally
spoke. “I thought you knew me well enough to know that I wouldn’t
be here, in my father’s house, if there weren’t a phenomenally good
reason for it.”
Morgan gave a strangled, mirthless half laugh. “I
imagine I can guess what the phenomenally good reason is. Or maybe
I should say, who the reason is.”
“Cadogan House is the reason. I’m here because I’m
working. I can’t explain why, but suffice it to say that if you
knew, you’d be sufficiently concerned and more supportive than
you’re being now.”
“Right, Merit. You blow me off, avoid me, and then
turn it around, blame me for being suspicious, for wanting some
answers. You haven’t returned my phone calls and yet”—he crossed
his hands behind his head—“you’re the victim here. You should take
Mallory’s place at McGettrick, great as that spin is.” He nodded
his head, then looked down at me. “Yeah, I think that would really
work out well for you.”
“I’m sorry I didn’t call you. Things have been a
little crazy.”
“Oh, have they?” He released his hands, walked
toward me. He reached out a finger and traced his fingertip across
the top edge of my bodice. “I notice you aren’t wearing your sword,
Sentinel.” His voice was soft. Lush.
I wasn’t buying it. “I’m armed, Morgan.”
“Mmm-hmm.” He lifted his eyes from my chest and met
my gaze. I could see the hurt in his face, but that hurt was
tempered by anger. Predatory anger. I’d seen him in the same mode
before, when he’d challenged Ethan at Cadogan House, wrongly
believing that Ethan had threatened Celina. That Ethan had made a
move after his own Master. Apparently this was a theme for
Morgan—the anger of a man who believed another vamp was sniffing
around his girl.
“If you have something to say,” I told him, “maybe
you should just put it out there.”
He stared at me for a long, long time, neither of
us moving, but when he spoke, the words were softer, sadder, than
I’d expected. “Are you fucking him?”
A kiss in Mallory’s hallway or not, we were hardly
dating, Morgan and me. He had no right to this kind of jealousy,
and certainly no basis for it. I was just about reaching the limit
of my tolerance for ignorant men today. My anger rose, peppering my
arms with goose bumps. I let it flow around me, working to keep the
emotions off my face, the silver out of my eyes, the vampire
asleep.
“You,” I began, my voice low and on the edge of
fury, “are being incredibly presumptuous. Ethan and I are
not together, and you and I don’t exactly have a commitment. You
have no right to accuse me of being unfaithful, much less any
basis.”
“Ah,” he said. “I see.” He looked down at me, his
expression flat. “So you two aren’t together. Is that why you
danced with him?”
I could have confessed that it was part of a plan
to build relationships,
to build connections. That it had been intended to get close to a
reporter who had the power to make things very, very difficult for
vampires, however unlikely that story seemed now.
But Morgan had a point. I’d had a choice. I could
have walked away.
I could have set boundaries with Ethan, could have
reminded him that we were at the party for information, not
entertainment. I could have reminded him that I’d given up time
with friends to do my job, and asked for a pass on the dance.
I hadn’t done any of those things.
Maybe because he was my Master. Because I was
duty-bound to accept his orders.
Or maybe because in some secret way, I wanted to
say yes, as much as I’d wanted to tell him no, in spite of the
discomfort that I felt around him. Despite the fact that he didn’t
trust me as much as I deserved.
But how could I admit that to Morgan, who’d
gate-crashed my parents’ party in order to catch me in the act of
infidelity?
I couldn’t, either to me or to him.
So I did the only other thing I could think
of.
I took my exit.
“I don’t need this,” I told Morgan, sweeping up my
skirt. I turned on my heel and headed for the door.
“Great,” he called after me. “Walk away. That’s
mature, Merit. I appreciate that.”
“I’m sure you can find your way out.”
“Yeah, sorry to have interrupted your party. You
and your boss have a great evening, Sentinel.”
He spit it out like a curse. Maybe it was, but what
right did he have to criticize? Ethan was my obligation. My duty.
My burden. My Liege.
I knew it was immature. I knew it was childish and
wrong,
but I was pissed, and I couldn’t help myself. I knew it was the
one thing that as a Navarre vamp Morgan couldn’t do. But it was the
perfect line, the perfect exit, and I couldn’t resist.
I glanced back at him, silk swirling around my
legs, and, single eyebrow raised, gave him the haughtiest look I
could muster.
“Bite me,” I said, and walked away.
Ethan was outside, waiting beside the car in the
gravel drive. His face was tilted up, eyes on the full moon that
cast shadows against the house. He lowered his gaze as I began to
cross the gravel.
“Ready?” he asked.
I nodded and followed him to the car.
The mood during the ride back to Hyde Park was
even more somber than it had been on the ride to my parents’. I
stared silently out the car window, replaying events. That was
three times tonight that I’d managed to alienate people. Mallory.
Catcher. Morgan. And for what? Or better yet, for whom? Was I
pushing everyone else away in order to get closer to Ethan?
I glanced over at him, his gaze on the road, hands
at ten and two on the steering wheel. His hair was tucked behind
his ears, brow furrowed in concentration as he drove. I’d given up
my life as a human for this man; not willingly, of course, but
still. Was I giving up everything else? The things I’d brought with
me across the transition—my home in Wicker Park? My best
friend?
I sighed and turned back toward the window. Those
questions, I guessed, weren’t going to be answered tonight. I was
hardly two months into my life as a vampire—and I still had an
eternity of Ethan to go.
When we reached the House, Ethan parked the car,
and we walked up from the basement together.
“What can I do?” I asked when we reached the first
floor, not that I hadn’t done enough already on behalf of Cadogan
and its Master.
He frowned, then shook his head. “Keep me up to
date about Jeff’s progress with the e-mail. The Masters are
investigating on their ends; I’m going to make some calls on my own
until they arrive. In the meantime—” He paused, as if he was
debating my skills, then finished, “Try the library. See what you
can find.”
I arched my eyebrows. “The library? What am I
looking for?”
“You’re the researcher, Sentinel. Figure that
out.”
Experienced enough to know that a ball gown wasn’t
appropriate research attire, I returned to my room to change,
trading the silk for jeans and a short-sleeved black top. (A fusty
suit wasn’t, to my mind, research attire, either.) I was relieved,
physically relieved, to hang the dress back in the closet, don
jeans and pick up my katana. It felt right in my hand—comforting,
as if I’d stepped out of a costume and back into my own skin. I
stood in my room for a moment, left hand on the scabbard, right
hand on the handle, just breathing.
When I was calmer and ready to face the world
again, I grabbed a pen and a couple of notebooks, ready to begin my
own brand of investigation.
The more I thought about it, the more I agreed with
Ethan that Celina had a role in this. We didn’t have much in the
way of evidence, but this was totally her style—to sow discord, put
the players in motion, and let the battle proceed on its own. I
wasn’t sure where Kelley fit in, or if she fit in at all, and I
didn’t exactly have the skills of a private investigator.
But I could research, study, peruse the library for
information
that might give us a clue—about Celina’s plans, her connections,
her history. Whether it would help us in the long run remained to
be seen, but it was something proactive, something I had the skills
to do.
And more importantly, it was something I could sink
into, something that would keep my mind off other things. Off
Morgan, and what seemed the inevitable end of that relationship.
Off Ethan, and the attraction that, however ill-advised, lingered
between us. Off Mallory.
I found the library quiet and empty—and this time,
I double-checked—dropped my pens and notebooks on the table, and
headed for the shelves.