CHAPTER EIGHT
Thirty minutes later, a freshly
showered Emma stepped out of Sam’s apartment building wearing a
borrowed pair of jeans—with a hundred borrowed dollars tucked in
the front pocket—and a short-sleeved white button-up shirt. The
shirt was more feminine than anything she’d worn in years, and the
jeans about three inches too short, but she’d stuffed them inside
her boots, added one of Jace’s thick black belts, and pulled
together an outfit that was nice and plain and hopefully wouldn’t
attract attention.
Outside, the summer day was picking up steam, but
the wind still felt cool as it blew through her damp hair.
God, it was hard to believe it was barely eight in
the morning. She felt like she’d lived three days in the past few
hours. Still, she wasn’t sleepy. Once the last of the sluggishness
left her limbs, she’d felt energized, sharp, the way she usually
felt after a feeding.
That sharpness had convinced her that she had to go
back to her apartment and take another look around. Her gut was
telling her she’d missed something in her first, messed-up stagger
through the wreckage. It still seemed odd that nothing of value had
been taken. She would have thought that even the Death Ministry
would take the television. The men at the top of the gang were rich
thugs, but the younger men, like Greg, lived in slums inside the
ruins until they’d gained sufficient status in the organization.
Surely a guy like that wouldn’t pass up a free television. But
then, the police wouldn’t trash her place without a warrant, so who
else could it be?
The only thing she could think of was that Ginger
was on someone’s shit list. But whose? Maybe an old boyfriend? Or
the wife of one of the married men she occasionally messed around
with at the bar?
Unfortunately, Emma had no way of finding out
anything from Ginger. Ginger still wasn’t answering her bud. She’d
tried to reach her roommate twice on the wall phone at Sam’s.
She’d also sent Andre a message from Sam’s home
computer, letting him know where she was headed.
Like it or not, she and Andre were in this
together. He’d made that call when he urged her to keep Little
Francis out of the loop. Besides, she couldn’t deny that she wanted
to see him again, wanted to try to convince him that she hadn’t
been lying about the drugs.
Looked like she’d get the chance sooner than she’d
expected.
Half a block away, a tall, handsome man in a
ridiculously expensive suit lounged outside Good Stuff market,
looking as out of place on this side of the barricade as ever. She
should have realized that Andre was smart enough to figure out
which direction she’d be coming from and head her off at the pass,
but still ... it was surprising to see him leaning against the
brick near the market’s recycling machine, looking as pulled
together as he had a few hours ago, despite the chaotic events of
the morning.
Emma cocked her head, taking him in as she closed
the distance between them. Damn, but the way he wore fancy clothes
was almost enough to make her reconsider her definition of wasteful
spending. Was it really wasteful to drop a few grand on a garment
that made a man look like that?
“Good morning. Glad to see you got the dust off
your suit,” Emma said.
“You’re crazy, you know that?”
“Good to see you, too.”
“I’m serious. What were you thinking?” Andre’s tone
left little doubt how very angry he was, despite the fact that his
eyes were hidden behind dark sunglasses.
Too bad it didn’t get in the way of the energy that
leapt between them, a spark of sexual recognition that made her
acutely aware of how her borrowed jeans clung to her body. She
wondered whether Andre would notice, whether he’d check out her ass
the way he had when they’d left the diner.
“I see you found that shower you were looking for.
You look ... clean.”
Emma smiled. Looked as if he had noticed.
“Thanks. You look pretty, too.”
Andre grunted and fell into step beside her, his
shoulder brushing against hers as they threaded their way through
the early morning shoppers. “Little Francis was getting ready to
send a search party until I told him I’d heard from you.”
“You didn’t tell him we were—”
“I told him you were meeting me uptown. He assumes
you’re in a cab waiting to get through the barricade, so we should
have a few hours,” Andre said. “Not that I think it’s a good idea
for you to go back to your apartment.”
“But you think it’s a good idea for someone to go
back and check things out.”
“I do, but—”
“And I’m the best someone for the job. I’m the only
one who will know if something’s missing.” Aside from Ginger, of
course. Ugh. Ginger. Why did today have to be the day she
went completely off the deep end? “So I guess you heard Ginger ran
away from the people trying to take her into the safe house?”
“I did,” Andre said. “Between the two of you, I
think you’ve made Little Francis suspicious that you’re keeping
secrets.”
“I have no idea why she ran,” Emma said, willing
Andre to believe her. “We don’t have any secrets. At least not any
shared secrets.”
“Still, this is going to make telling him about
your connection to the missing body a hell of a lot more
complicated.” Andre sighed, a weary sound that reminded her that
not everyone had supernatural energy to draw upon. He’d been up
since four in the morning and had carried a
hundred-and-twenty-pound woman down two flights of rickety stairs.
He was probably starting to feel this day in a major way. “I should
have just told him everything when we—”
“No, I think you were right,” Emma said, strangely
tempted to smooth her hand along the tense line of Andre’s
shoulders.
She never wanted to touch people. Ever. Her first
impulse was to keep her hands to herself, especially with people
she cared about. The mark had made her wary of offering physical
comfort, but she couldn’t deny she wanted to reach out to Andre, to
feel the strength hidden beneath his clothes, to press herself
against him the way she had this morning.
That kiss ... It had occupied far too much space in
her troubled mind. But she hadn’t been able to keep from
remembering the way his lips moved against hers, the taste of him,
the smell of him. A part of her had wished she could linger in
Sam’s shower, take her time moving the soap over her own body,
imagining her hands were Andre’s hands.
Emma cleared her throat and moved a few inches away
as they walked, ignoring the way her body began to ache just
thinking about the places she wanted Andre’s hands.
She had to pull herself together. She didn’t have
time to ogle some bossy, womanizing lawyer or think about how
insanely attractive she’d started to find him. Good guy or not,
Andre was still the same man he’d been before.
And he wasn’t interested; he’d made that clear. He
didn’t want to get naked with her. He wanted to check her into the
nearest loony bin, or a demon drug rehab, or maybe a demon drug
rehab for loonies ... if they had such a thing.
The thought banished the last of the tingles
sizzling along her skin. She had to remember this was business,
life-and-death business if it turned into a street war between the
Contis and the Death Ministry. She debated telling Andre her theory
but decided it was best to wait until she had some sort of
evidence. Obviously Andre wasn’t going to believe anything just
because it came out of her mouth.
“I think it’s best if we try to get more
information first,” she said. “The fewer people in on the secret,
the safer the secret.” At least that’s what her years with Father
Paul had taught her. For the second time in less than a few hours,
she longed to call the father, to hear whatever words of wisdom and
criticism he cared to speak.
“True, but his younger brother is the one I
contacted to do the collection this morning.” Andre turned right,
heading back toward her apartment. “Mikey’s going to keep quiet for
now, but it’s understood I’ll have to tell the rest of the family
about this eventually.”
“Maybe you won’t.” Emma tilted her face up to catch
the sun. She might be a creature of the night most of the time, but
she loved the feel of warm summer sunshine, even when it was
responsible for baking the Southie garbage until the entire
barricaded area smelled like rotten vegetables. “Maybe a demon ate
the body and it will never turn up. Or maybe the cops found it and
they’ll get my fingerprints from the state database and come arrest
me.”
“One can always hope,” Andre said, the husky note
in his voice making her turn her head and catch him looking at
her.
Or she assumed he was looking at her. She cursed
dark glasses and fought the flustered feelings swimming around
inside of her. She was Emma Quinn, a demon-marked predator—she
didn’t do fluster.
“Ha-ha.” She turned back to look at the sidewalk,
counting the squares in the cement, anything to keep her mind off
the fact that Andre might be feeling the same way she was
feeling—inappropriately lustful and stupidly unfocused, considering
the situation they were in.
“I doubt it was the police, but even if it was ...
why would your fingerprints be in the database?” Andre asked. “Have
you been taken in for public intox on an illegal substance
or—”
Emma stopped and spun to face him, ignoring the
frustrated grunt of the Mohawked man behind her who nearly ran her
over before veering to the side with a few choice cusswords. The
guy could get over it. He shouldn’t have been following her so
closely. She couldn’t deal with Andre’s calm assurance that she was
a drug addict for another second.
“No, I’ve told you several times that I don’t do
drugs. My fingerprints were taken when I was admitted to the
hospital when I was a baby. Along with blood samples and DNA that
they used to search the public databases,” Emma said, staring up at
her own reflection in Andre’s glasses. “The doctors were using
genetic fingerprinting to see if they could track down any of my
close relatives. For a while they thought I needed a kidney
transplant.”
“This was when you were taken from the cult?”
“No, it was a year or so after.” Emma wished for
the third or fourth time that she could see Andre’s eyes. Not that
it would really help. When he was in lawyer mode, she couldn’t read
a thing in those dark brown depths, and he was definitely in the
mode now. His voice reeked of practiced impartiality. “I was in the
hospital until I was three.”
“They found a way to help you.”
“I found a way to help myself,” she countered. “I
learned how to feed the demon mark with human life force. I—”
“Emma, I don’t—”
Emma reached up and snatched Andre’s glasses off
his face, shocking him into silence and giving her a glimpse into
the man’s true thoughts. He didn’t believe her, but he didn’t
completely not believe her, either. She had a chance to
convince him she was telling the truth, and there was only one
story she could think of that might do the job.
“It was an accident. There was a night nurse named
Betty who worked the children’s floor of the hospital,” Emma said,
willing herself to maintain control. She wasn’t a person who cried
often, but thinking about Betty always hit her hard, no matter how
many times Father Paul had assured her that what had happened
wasn’t her fault. “She was so nice to all the kids, but especially
to me. She’d let me sit in her lap and read me stories for hours. I
... I really loved her. And she loved me.”
Emma sucked in a deep breath and dropped her eyes
to the dirty sidewalk. Thankfully, Andre stayed silent, as if he
sensed the story wasn’t finished.
“One day, she asked me if I wanted to be her little
girl. Even though I was sick, she and her husband wanted to adopt
me.” Emma kept her eyes on the ground. “I remember being so excited
that I turned on her lap and hugged her around her neck. My hands
ended up in her hair, and ... that was the first time the blue
light came.”
Andre stepped closer. “So you’re saying ...”
Emma lifted her head, a little shocked to find her
lips only inches away from Andre’s, troubled by how naked she felt
as she looked into his eyes. “I killed her. She died of a heart
attack a few hours later.”
“Emma, you were just a little girl; you
didn’t—”
“I did,” Emma said, maintaining eye contact even
when the empathy in Andre’s eyes made her want to turn and run.
Sometimes there was nothing in the world as painful as kindness.
“Right after I fed on her, I walked on my own for the first time.
The man who raised me worked at the hospital and heard what had
happened. He’s a priest and has done a lot of research into aura
demons. He’s the one who figured out that I must have been marked.
He took me away from the hospital a few days after Betty’s death.
I’ve never been sick a day since.”
Andre shook his head, his eyebrows pulling together
and his lips opening and closing at least three times before he
finally spoke. “I don’t know what to say.”
“Say that you believe me.”
“I ... don’t know if I believe you.” The confusion
in his tone made her want to kiss him again.
Instead, she stepped away and shoved his glasses on
her own face. “Well, I guess that’s a start.” With a sigh, Emma
turned and started back down the street. “And just for the record,
I’d like to say again that I never have and never will use demon
drugs. I felt fucking awful this morning.”
“You looked pretty bad, too,” Andre said,
noticeably abstaining from any commentary on whether or not he
believed her about the demon drugs, either.
“Thanks. But I don’t really worry about stuff like
that. Some people have more important things to do than spend half
their lives primping.”
“I don’t spend half my life primping. Maybe a
fourth, at most.”
Emma snorted. “Right.”
“It pays off. You should try it sometime.” He
nudged her arm with his elbow as they turned one last corner and
her building came into view. “At least let me take you to the girl
who does my eyebrow wax.”
She laughed, an unexpected squawk that made Andre
chuckle along with her. “Oh my god, you have your eyebrows waxed?
That is so weird. Isn’t that against the Conti manly man code, or
something?”
“Screw the Conti manly man code. The eyebrows are
the frames of the face, and look at this face.” He smiled down at
her, a real smile that made the corners of his eyes crinkle in a
way that she found unexpectedly cute. “Of course I have my
eyebrows waxed, Emma.”
Despite the heat, a shiver whispered across her
skin. There was just something about the way he said her name. “You
are ... unbelievable.”
“I know.” He winked and his smile took on a
predatory edge that made Emma’s body resume its foolish tingling.
“That’s what all the women tell me, anyway.”
This doesn’t mean anything, Emma’s internal
voice warned. This man would flirt with a dog as long as it was
female.
Still, she couldn’t help but smile back at him. The
bastard really was almost irresistible.
“I moisturize, too, every day,” Andre continued,
playing to his grinning audience. “And exfoliate. The ladies can’t
get enough of this girly man stuff.”
“Hmm, so I’ve seen.” Emma debated whether to tell
him she knew about his addiction, that sleeping around wasn’t just
recreational for him, but a compulsion he couldn’t always
control.
In the end, she decided to give Andre a break and a
chance to believe her story before she pulled out the big guns,
detailed all the things she’d seen in his mind, and forced him to
believe her. After all he’d done for her, he deserved that chance.
Besides, they were nearly at the door to her apartment. It was time
to quit flirting and start watching out for bad guys who might have
returned to the scene of the crime.
They really had been flirting. It was a
first for Emma. She’d lured men into dark corners with a seductive
look plenty of times, but she’d never laughed and teased like this
before. It was ... nice.
“You stay down here. I’ll go up and make sure it’s
safe.” Andre moved ahead of her to open the door to the apartment
building. It was ajar, as usual, the dent in the metal rendering
the first barrier to potential intruders completely useless.
Emma darted forward, shouldering in front of Andre,
her body thrilled to be this close to him once more. “No, I’m
coming, too.”
“No, you’re not.”
“Yes, I am. You might run into someone up there and
need protection.”
“I brought protection,” Andre said, discreetly
opening one side of his suit jacket, revealing a small stun gun
tucked in the inside pocket.
“You know how to use that?” Emma asked, shocked to
see the weapon. She was used to seeing her sister’s husband, Jace,
with stun weapons and the occasional automatic, but he was a demon
killer, not an exfoliating, eyebrow-waxing lawyer. Andre would
probably end up stunning himself and she’d have to carry him
down the stairs.
“I do. I worked demon bounty for about five
years.”
“Really?” That was ... surprising. Maybe he’d once
used those muscles for something other than flexing in front of the
mirror. “I didn’t know that about you.”
“There are a lot of things you don’t know about me,
little girl.”
“Not as many as you think, old man.” She turned her
head, lifting her chin, giving him access to her lips should he
choose to take it.
Andre leaned into her, and for a breathless second
Emma thought he was going to kiss her again. Instead, he shifted
his head, turning his attention back to the door in his hand.
Apparently his self-imposed embargo on twenty-year-old women with
unplucked eyebrows still stood. Emma would have felt the snub more
keenly if Andre’s breath wasn’t coming faster. She was
affecting him, and it was only a matter of time until he gave under
pressure.
Now she just had to decide whether she wanted to
keep applying that pressure. Was she ready for a one-night stand
with a man she’d be forced to see with an endless stream of other
women at family dinners every Thursday?
Of course, that was assuming she wasn’t killed by
gang members in the next day and a half. She might not have the
luxury of worrying about things like jealousy and the stupidity of
taking a sex addict as her first lover. If she didn’t want to die a
virgin, she might need to take her persuasive efforts to another
level.
“So we’re agreed I’m coming inside?” she asked,
watching the way the pulse in Andre’s neck beat faster as her
breath puffed against his throat.
He swallowed, hard, before speaking. “Fine. You can
come inside, but stay behind me and get ready to run if there’s
trouble.”
“I don’t run from trouble, Andre.” Emma handed him
his glasses and nudged him out of the way with her hip when he
tried to move in front of her. “That’s something you should
know about me.”
She stepped into the cramped, moldy-smelling foyer
and started up the stairs, grateful for the sunlight streaming in
the door, illuminating the bottom steps. She didn’t need light to
climb stairs she’d trekked up and down a hundred times, but Andre
would need it if he was going to stare at her ass while she did
it.
She could be seconds away from a confrontation with
real criminals, and she was focused on some guy and the chances
that he’d be checking out her backside instead of the potential
danger ahead. It was wrong on so many levels.
But then, where Andre was concerned, Emma was
starting to think she didn’t care that much about being
right.