CHAPTER THREE
South of the barricade, Andre
Conti’s Canali suit stood out like a perfectly shaped thumb in a
hand full of sore fingers.
Just the fact that he’d brushed his teeth before
jumping in the car that had spirited him through a sleepy Manhattan
would have attracted attention, but the suit ... It was definitely
overkill.
Heads turned, and bleary, red-eyed men and women
stared as he slipped into the coffee shop. The small, cramped room
smelled of burned beans and fried eggs with a top note of
sweat—compliments of the drunk people who had spent most of their
night partying before stumbling into Hair on Your Chest just before
dawn to wait for the barricade to open. The tile was dirty and
cracked, the white walls smeared with streaks of brown, and not
even the large, framed photographs of the ruins just after the
demon emergence were able to distract from the absolute
filth.
It figured Emma would want to meet in a place like
this.
She was the complete opposite of her sister. Sam
ran a flower shop, dressed in flowing, filmy skirts, and surrounded
herself with soft, fresh-smelling things—except for her husband,
Jace, of course. Emma ran a bar, wore black unisex jeans and
T-shirts, and gravitated toward the roughest crowd she could
find.
Andre spotted her right away, huddled in a corner
booth over a cup of coffee, her dirty blond hair hanging limply
around her narrow face. She was thin but muscular, with
well-defined arms that made her look like she could kick a little
ass if she had to.
Which she did, occasionally, working at the Demon’s
Breath. Andre would have said it was a dumb call to give a teenage
kid responsibility for managing a rowdy bar, but Emma usually
handled herself. She was tough, hard ... acidic, like the oily
coffee in the cup she clutched so tightly her fingertips were
nearly white.
“Your nails are filthy,” Andre said; the words came
out of his mouth before he could think better of them. But then,
her nails were filthy, and it wasn’t quite five in the
morning. He couldn’t be expected to achieve lawyer levels of
diplomacy this early.
Emma looked up, her brown eyes soft and vulnerable
for a moment before the familiar toughness seeped in. “Yeah ...
well, that’s the least of my problems,” she said, letting her gaze
roam over his suit as he sat down. “You’re looking pretty. As
usual.”
“Thanks. Due in court later this morning.” Andre
smiled, deliberately ignoring the derision in her tone.
Emma didn’t care for him, and that was fine. He
didn’t really care for her, either, but his cousin Jace had asked
him to take “excellent” care of his wife’s little sister while he
was away, and that’s what he intended to do. Even if she was a
little ... rough around the edges for his taste.
He might take hygiene to
obsessive-compulsive-disorder extremes, but she didn’t take it
nearly far enough. She was usually clean, but the girl neglected
all the little touches that made a pretty woman beautiful. An
eyebrow wax, makeup, highlights, and some intense exfoliation could
have made Emma the type men dropped their briefcases and turned to
stare at. As things stood, she was more the type some beefy biker
would throw over his shoulder and drag back to his seedy
apartment.
Which made Andre wonder ...
Did her “trouble” involve a man? If it did, if some
Southie piece of shit had messed with his cousin’s wife’s sister,
he was going to have to call Uncle Francis. He didn’t dirty his
hands with that sort of thing anymore, but he couldn’t deny that
he’d want a man who hurt one of the women in his family castrated
or worse.
Realizing that Emma might have been hurt,
remembering how small and frightened she’d sounded on the phone,
made him feel like an ass. She looked okay—aside from the filthy
hands—but he knew better than most people that some scars couldn’t
be seen by the naked eye.
“So ... what’s up? Are you okay?” He deliberately
softened his tone. He and Emma might be total opposites and suffer
from a case of mutual antipathy, but they were family now. He owed
her protection and civility if nothing else. “You aren’t hurt, are
you?”
“No, I’m not hurt. I’m just a disgusting girl with
filthy fingernails,” she said, her sarcasm offering assurance her
words didn’t. Emma’s smart mouth was clearly in working order; she
couldn’t have been hurt too badly. “I don’t see how you can stand
to sit across from me.”
Andre inclined his head, giving her the point she
was obviously looking for. “Sorry. I’m an asshole.”
“You are an asshole ... but I appreciate you
coming.” She paused, eyes darting back to her coffee. The cup was
completely full. It didn’t look like she’d taken a sip. “I didn’t
know who else to call.”
Andre sighed. He really was a jerk. At
thirty-one, he was more than a decade older than Emma and—despite
working in the bounty-hunting business with his cousin Jace during
his undergrad years—Andre hadn’t experienced one-third the violence
she had endured in her life.
Jace had never told him the entire story, but Andre
gleaned from their conversations that Emma had nearly died when she
was a baby in the same cult ritual that had left Sam blind. He knew
that she’d had a very rough childhood in a halfway house upstate.
And that was before she’d spent nine months locked in a
basement, the prisoner of some psycho who thought she could help
him pacify a bunch of invisible demons.
She’d been through all that without losing her mind
and had even retained her sense of humor—a dry, cynical one, but a
sense of humor nonetheless. So she had a tendency to bait him and
get on his last nerve. So what? He should be above responding in
kind. He should know better than to pick fights with a messed-up
kid. He was an adult.
Allegedly ...
“You did the right thing.” He reached across the
table, encircling her slim wrist in his hand and giving a gentle
squeeze. “I’m always here, anytime you need me.”
She looked up, eyes narrowed, as if searching for
the punch line in a bad joke.
“I’m serious,” he said, thumb rubbing back and
forth against the bare skin at her wrist. She felt so much softer
than he’d imagined she would, her narrow bones delicate and fragile
in his hand. “You’re family. Anytime you’re in trouble, you can
call me. And I promise not to be an asshole next time.”
“I don’t know if that’s possible.” Emma pulled away
from his touch, crossing her arms at her chest, brown eyes rolling
toward the ceiling. “For you, anyway.”
Andre laughed and motioned to the waitress staring
at him from behind the greasy counter that he didn’t want to order.
He’d rather lick his own shoe than willingly put anything made or
washed in this establishment in his mouth.
“Well, I’ll at least try. How’s that?”
“Thanks.” She smiled, a tight twist of her lips
that quickly faded. “But I don’t really care if you’re nice ... as
long as you get the job done.”
“What kind of job?”
“I ... I found a body ... behind the bar.”
“You what?” he asked, looking around, making sure
no one was listening to their conversation. But they were seated a
good distance from the other patrons, and Emma’s voice was a soft,
husky whisper that didn’t travel.
“I found a body, a dead body. Behind the bar.” Her
hands returned to her coffee cup, clutching it like it was the last
thing she had left to hold on to. “I stuffed it between the
Dumpsters.”
“What?” The stupidity of touching a corpse was ...
epic. He had to fight to keep his voice calm and even. “Why didn’t
you call the police?”
“I couldn’t. The guy was Death Ministry.”
“And?” It was all he could do not to grab her by
her scrawny shoulders and shake some sense into her. Relations
between the Death Ministry and the Contis were at an all-time
terrible. The last thing they needed was someone close to the
family implicated in a gang-member death. “That’s even more reason
to call the—”
“No, I ... just ... I couldn’t.” Her voice was
infected with a healthy dose of pure fear. “I’m not sure how he
died.”
“You’re not sure how he died? What do you mean
you’re not sure how he died?” he asked, already knowing he wasn’t
going to like her answer. He’d heard that tone before, usually
right before people told him—
“I think ... I’m worried that ... I think maybe
I did it. That I killed him.”
Right before people told him that they were in some
kind of deep legal shit they expected him to dig them out of.
Damn it. He’d gone back to school to get his
master’s in taxation law for exactly this reason. He was
sick of dealing with the criminal element—his family included. He
might cook the books and bribe a judge or two when the occasion
called for it, but he didn’t mess with murder and mayhem
anymore.
Not even for blood relatives, let alone a
cousin-in-law by marriage.
“I’m sorry.” Andre flicked an imaginary piece of
dirt from his sleeve. “I can’t help you. I—”
“Please.” She grabbed his hand when he tried to
stand, her strong fingers threading through his in a way that was
surprisingly intimate.
How long had it been since he’d held hands with a
woman? Months, maybe? Even longer, perhaps? He’d had a couple of
women in his bed this week alone, but he hadn’t held hands with a
single one. As a tried-and-convicted womanizer, Andre knew better
than to give a female any evidence that he might be looking for
more than fun of the horizontal variety.
Or the vertical variety.
He’d had Terry in the shower last night, pressed up
against the slick wall, driving inside her until they both
screamed, their wellpleasured voices echoing off the tile. Just
thinking about it made things stir low in his body, and that
all-too-familiar hunger sparked inside him.
He was going to have to figure something out for
tonight. He couldn’t call Yasmin or Hannah again—they’d been over
last week, and he didn’t like to issue invitations two weeks in a
row—but most of his other go-to girls were out of town. But ... it
was Wednesday. The sex addicts support group met on the
Upper East Side tonight. If things at the office were quiet, he
could make it up to the meeting by six o’clock. The group leader
frowned on addicts facilitating each other’s dependency, but what
Amir didn’t know wouldn’t hurt him.
And what did he really expect? That he’d get a
bunch of sex addicts together in a room talking about their driving
urge to screw and not have them hooking up as soon as they
hit the streets? It was ridiculous. He expected far too much of
people who would do just about anything to get laid.
“Please. Don’t go. I don’t know who else ... I
don’t have anyone else,” Emma said, tightening her grip on his
hand. For the first time, he noticed the flecks of gold in her deep
brown eyes and the insanely thick lashes that framed them. She
really did have a lot of potential.
But not that kind of potential.
Andre took a deep breath and eased back into his
seat, pulling his hand from Emma’s. She was a kid and family and
possibly a murderer; he shouldn’t be considering her potential for
anything—aside from landing herself and the Contis in a huge mess
of trouble.
“Okay.” Andre leaned close and whispered his next
words. “But how do you ‘think’ you killed someone? Either you
killed him or you didn’t.”
“Maybe in your world,” she said, the tension in her
expression enough to make Andre’s jaw ache. “But for some of us,
life is a little more complicated.”
“For some of who?”
“For people ...” She swallowed, clearly not
thrilled to be saying whatever she was preparing to say. “For
people who have been marked by aura demons. Sometimes we’re
different. Things aren’t so black and white.”
Andre dropped his face into his hands, sending up a
silent prayer for patience.
Great. She was going there, to the crazy
head space where she and Sam had dragged half the men in his
uncle’s operation. Conti Bounty now employed a dozen hunters who
believed in invisible demons. They swore they’d been attacked by
aura demons the night they’d helped save Sam and Jace at the museum
last spring and couldn’t be convinced that there was any other
explanation for what they’d experienced.
Andre suspected some sort of nerve gas, but no one
seemed interested in his realistic, plausible theories. Even
Uncle Francis—a man who didn’t believe in anything he couldn’t see,
including God and germs—had taken to wearing a demon-protection
pendant from the New Age store beneath his white dress
shirts.
It was ridiculous. There was no such thing as
invisible demons, especially invisible demons that could turn grown
men into monsters or make a blind girl see. Uncle Francis swore
he’d seen Sam and Emma’s big brother, Stephen, transform into some
kind of demon-man hybrid, and Jace insisted that Sam’s eyes changed
colors and she was able to see people on the verge of major change
in their lives, but Andre had a hell of a time believing the
stories. Any rational person would.
Demons were animals hunted for money or killed for
the mind-melting effects of their various parts. They were flesh
and bone, not myth and shadow. And they weren’t one-fifth as
dangerous as the human monsters roaming New York. People killed
thousands of other people in the city each year. The demons took
down maybe a couple hundred, even in the years when harsh winters
killed off many of the smaller demons the larger depended upon for
food. Demons weren’t anything to be afraid of, as long as you
stayed smart and sober and out of their territory.
People, on the other hand ...
“So, you’re saying the invisible demons made you
kill this man?” He really didn’t want to think Emma was a killer,
but people had been making up stories to explain away the horrible
things they’d done for centuries.
“No, I’m not saying that at all.” She abandoned her
coffee cup to grab a handful of napkins from the dispenser and
promptly began tearing them into shreds. She would be a horrible
witness. Her every action screamed “guilty conscience.” “I ... I
don’t even know if I killed him.”
“Once again, I’ll ask: How can you not—”
“He and I were talking in the alley behind the
bar.”
“Talking? Why were you talking to a Death
Ministry—”
“Okay, fine.” Emma rolled her eyes, and her napkin
shredding grew a bit more frantic. “We weren’t talking. He was the
kind of guy I ... Let’s just say he met my needs.”
“Oh. Okay.” Andre stared dumbly at Emma’s hands for
a second, shocked and the tiniest bit ... aroused by her
words.
The shocked part was easy to understand—he’d come
to think of Emma as a kid, like her sister and his cousin did. The
aroused part was just ... wrong. Sex addict or no sex addict, he
shouldn’t be turned on by the thought of Emma dragging some thug
into an alley for a quickie.
But he was. God help him.
“And right after we’d finished ... talking, he
started throwing up,” she continued, meeting his eyes, obviously
having no clue she’d made him start looking at her full, soft lips
in a way he never had before. “I was going inside to find someone
to help him, but I passed out before I could reach the door.”
“What?” Perverted thoughts fled in the wake of
concern. Once more Emma went from potential sex object to troubled
kid. Silently, Andre vowed to keep her in the latter category,
where she belonged. “How much were you drinking? You’re nineteen,
for Christ’s—”
“I’m twenty, almost twenty-one.”
“That’s still not—”
“And I only had a couple of beers. It takes a lot
more than that to get me wasted,” she said, sounding like the
petulant near teen she was. “I don’t know why I passed out; I just
... did. And when I came to an hour later and tried to wake the guy
up, I couldn’t. He was dead.”
Andre breathed a little easier. If what she’d told
him was true, she had no reason to worry ... aside from the fact
that the guy had died outside her place of business. “So he
probably choked on his own vomit. Or maybe he overdosed on alcohol
or a mix of alcohol and whatever else he might have been on. You
didn’t kill him; you were—”
“We weren’t just talking, Andre.”
“Yeah. I gathered that, Emma.” Andre tried to
ignore the odd thrill of intimacy inspired by saying her name. “I’m
a big boy. I know how those things work.”
“I’m sure you do,” she said, meeting his gaze with
those intense eyes of hers. “But you don’t know how I
work.”
No, but I’d sure be interested in
learning.
Andre silently vowed to attend the meeting uptown
for reasons other than scoring a partner for the night. He
obviously needed a meeting badly if he was having inappropriate
thoughts about a girl like Emma at five o’clock in the goddamned
morning.
“The aura demons ... they did things to me when I
was a baby,” she continued, blissfully unaware of his thoughts.
“They changed me. I’m not ... I’m not a normal girl.”
“Not a normal girl? You look pretty normal to me,
except for the lack of fashion sense and—”
“This isn’t funny,” she said, loudly enough to make
a couple of heads turn. She bit her lip, visibly forcing herself to
regain control before continuing in a whisper. “I really think I
killed that man.”
“I get that, Emma. What I don’t get is why.”
“The aura demons feed on the pain and suffering of
humans,” she explained. “When my parents offered me as a sacrifice
when I was little, the demons made me like them. I need the energy
of other people to—”
“Emma, I’m sorry.” He had to stop this crazy talk
before it went any further. “But I don’t believe in invisible
demons. And I really don’t believe you’re some kind of life-sucking
vampire—”
“How can you not believe in aura demons? Jace and
Sam and your uncle—”
“My family and I are different in a lot of ways,”
Andre said, digging out his wallet.
It was time to leave some money for Emma’s coffee
and go call Uncle Francis to take care of the body behind the bar.
Emma clearly hadn’t killed the man. She was insane, but she wasn’t
a killer. Still, she’d touched the corpse, so this had to be taken
care of right away. The police would check for fingerprints, and
Emma didn’t deserve to go to jail.
And the Contis didn’t need a dead Death Ministry
thug to be found behind a place of business where they had close
affiliations—no matter what had killed the guy. It would be better
for everyone if this body was never found.
“I love my family,” Andre continued, throwing a
twenty on the table. “But that doesn’t mean I don’t think they’re
crazy.”
“So you think I’m crazy?”
“Maybe confused is a better word.”
“I’m not confused.” Her hands fisted in the napkins
she had ruined, her anger apparent to anyone who cared to look. “I
spent two years in a children’s hospital when I was a baby. I
almost died three times before I learned how to get what I
needed from the people around me. I have to—”
“Okay, fine. You eat people. Can we go now?”
“I don’t eat people; I—”
“Then how does it work?” Andre asked, the part of
him that had minored in psychology strangely intrigued. “How do you
do this life-sucking thing you have to do?”
“I ... I start off by touching the person.
...”
“Okay.” He kept his face in the neutral position,
an expression he’d mastered in his early years of practicing
law.
“And then I sort of reach into their mind, their
memories, looking for all the bad things they’ve done,” she said.
“When I find the bad stuff, I pull it out.”
“With your hands, or with—”
“No. Psychically. I psychically pull the bad
deeds, the bad karma—whatever you want to call it—out of them and
into me.”
“All right.”
She sighed and drove her long, thin fingers through
her hair. “You still don’t believe me.”
“No, I don’t.”
“Well, you should,” she said, shaking her head in
disgust at his lack of imagination. “My hands fucking glow while
I’m feeding on people. I’m not making this shit up. Why would
I?”
“So why don’t you show me?”
“What?” She seemed as shocked as Andre felt.
He had no idea why he’d thrown out the challenge.
Did he want to prove to Emma that she wasn’t the freak she thought
she was, or did he just want to know what it felt like to have her
hands on him? He couldn’t answer the question, which should have
made him get up and leave. But it didn’t. He stayed, meeting her
eyes, watching her lips part in surprise as she struggled to
understand what he was asking.
“Show me the glowing hands,” he said. “Suck my bad
deeds.”
Wow. That had come out sounding filthy.
Thankfully, Emma didn’t seem to notice.
“Are you nuts? Haven’t you been listening to a
thing I’ve said? I might have killed a man tonight because I
took too much from him, and you—”
“Then just suck a little bit.”
Still filthy sounding, absolutely filthy. And
what’s worse, Andre sort of liked it. He had to fight the grin
teasing at the corners of his mouth, knowing Emma would probably
strangle him if she caught him laughing at her.
“It will still hurt you. That’s why I only take
from bad people, dumb-ass,” she said, her casual name-calling
increasing his urge to laugh at her. Her toughness was strangely
... cute, though he knew telling her that would be a good way to
end up on her shit list. “I usually stop before I kill anyone, but
what I do still shortens people’s lives. I know that for a fact.
They all die of heart attacks a few months, or maybe a few years,
later. I’ve been doing this long enough to—”
“Then just take a teeny, tiny bit,” Andre said. “I
don’t mind giving you a year or two in the name of separating fact
from fiction.”
She shook her head, the genuine concern in her eyes
sending a sliver of doubt into Andre’s assurance that she was nuts.
She might be crazy, but she was so sure of herself ...
positive that she hurt people. How could she have become so
sure of something without some sort of evidence?
The part of him that missed the danger of being a
bounty hunter, that still craved the high of pushing life’s
boundaries, thrilled at the possibility that he was playing with
something truly dangerous.
“You don’t know what you’re saying,” she said. “You
still think I’m crazy.”
“I do. I really do. I think you’re a crazy little
girl with dirty fingernails,” Andre said, throwing the words down
on the table between them, an open challenge. “Now ... don’t you
want to suck my life force? Just a little?”
“No, I don’t.”
“Okay, then how about this ... ?” The noble part of
him screamed for him to shut his mouth, but the ignoble part of him
won out. It usually did. “I won’t help you get rid of the body
unless you show me what you can do.”
“The dead guy’s friends saw him go outside with
me,” she said. “This isn’t a game. They’ll think I know something
about his death. I’ll have the Death Ministry all over me. They
could kill me, and they’ll know that I have connections to the
Contis; they’ll know—”
“Then I guess there’s a lot riding on you proving
yourself to me, isn’t there?” he asked, hating himself for pushing
her but unable to stop this ball now that it was rolling. He was
just so curious about her. ...
“Fine,” she said, forcing the word out through
gritted teeth. “But not in here.” Emma stood and headed toward the
door. Andre followed, doing his best not to notice the way her ass
filled out her jeans, and failing miserably.
Finally, he gave up on nobility and let his eyes
roam over Em-ma’s subtle but undeniably sexy curves. Sometime in
the past half hour, she had transformed from a scruffy girl to an
attractive young woman in his eyes, and there was no way he
couldn’t notice her in a sexual way. That didn’t mean he was
going to treat her any differently, however. She was still family
and a great deal younger than he was, not to mention his cousin’s
kid sister by marriage. Sleeping with Emma would be a very dumb
idea, even if she was interested in a purely physical
relationship.
Which she certainly wasn’t. She still thought he
was an annoying jerk of a pansy-ass lawyer.
Her disdain was clear in her swift, irritated
stride, in the way her ass twitched from side to side as if even
her bottom were frustrated with his stupidity. When she finally
stopped—stepping into the deep shadows of a recessed doorway a half
block from the coffee shop—her eyes flashed, and her slim body
practically vibrated with anger. It was enough to make him pause,
uncertain whether to follow her into the shadows. The rational part
of him knew there was nothing to fear, but another part of him
warned that a predator lurked nearby, ready to take what it needed
from him, the weaker, more vulnerable creature.
“Well, come on, Andre. No second thoughts now.”
Emma reached for him, burying her fingers in his hair, pulling him
close, until his forehead rested on hers and her
peppermint-gum-scented breath teased at his nose.
His arms went around her instinctively, and
apprehension fled in a wave of desire. She was all muscle with only
the slightest bit of softness, but she felt good pressed up against
him. More than good. She felt ... perfect, better than any woman in
years, better than anyone he’d ever had.
Except for one other.
Andre regretted the thought immediately, as the
memories descended like carrion-eating birds, picking away at all
the time and emotional distance he’d put between himself and
thoughts of her. Katie. The only woman he’d ever loved, the
one it had nearly killed him to lose.