CHAPTER ONE
Emma Quinn took a pull on her beer
and scanned the crowded bar—Death Ministry gang members, some frat
boys from Columbia looking for danger they couldn’t handle, and a
couple of prostitutes trying to masquerade as party girls. The real
party girls never wore dresses or heels. They stuck with jeans and
sensible shoes, even in the soupy humidity of August in New York.
When you lived on the wrong side of the barricade, you never knew
when you might need to make a run for your life. Heels weren’t
suited for a jog through the rubble of the demon ruins.
No, the real party girls had left hours ago, the
frat boys were well on their way to being too drunk to stand—let
alone make their way to one of the all-night diners where they
could get a coffee and sober up while waiting for the barricade to
open at five a.m.—and the gang members ... well, they just stank of
trouble.
Death Ministry thugs had never come into the bar
before. They usually preferred to haunt the abandoned docks near
what had once been East River Park, plotting their drug runs,
planning who to kill, and taking care of whatever other assorted
business Very Bad Guys had on their nightly to-do list. But tonight
... they were here shooting tequila—and interested looks in the
prostitutes’ direction.
It was three a.m. at the Demon’s Breath Pub, and
all was not well.
But it never was at this time of night; Emma had
learned that much in her first few weeks as manager.
Most of the tourists had left hours ago—trundled
across the barricade that ran along Fourteenth Street in their tour
buses—and demon-infested New York City had dropped its civilized
veneer. Gone were the shiny-faced men and women offering guided
tours and the food trailers selling demon-inspired snacks—ice cream
cones painted gold to look like Hamma demon claws, funnel cakes
dusted with silver sugar to mimic the Squat demon nests.
In their place were hard men and women tough enough
to party in the urban jungle, addicts looking for their fix of
demon drugs, and nocturnal predators waiting for humans foolish
enough to wander too close to the ruins. The demons—ancient
monsters descended from dinosaurs—were amazingly well adapted to
the habitat they’d created when they’d surged from caves deep in
the earth during the earthquakes of the previous century.
They lurked in wait for easy prey, killed, ate, and
disappeared back into the rubble. The bounty hunters and gang
members who earned their livings killing and harvesting demon parts
were their only predators—aside from one another. The demon
ecosystem was as well balanced as any other on earth. Large demons
fed on smaller ones, and smaller ones fed on rats and mice. New
York City hadn’t had a vermin problem for years.
It was something Emma had been grateful for during
the months she’d spent locked in her sister’s psycho ex-boyfriend’s
basement. It was cold and dark down there, but at least there
hadn’t been any rats.
Always looking on the fucking bright side,
Quinn.
Emma grimaced and downed the rest of her beer. She
did look on the bright side, in her own jaded fashion.
Growing up where she had, the way she had, she’d been forced
to create her own happiness. Even Father Paul had only so much
time, so much energy, and most of it was used up by the time he got
back to the halfway house at the end of the day. He’d saved her
life, but Father Paul was too busy to worry about her
contentment.
Her long-lost sister and brother had been able to
lean on each other, but Emma had only ever had herself. Even
now—months after she had helped save her sister, Sam, from her
ex-boyfriend and the nasty aura demons he’d been trying to summon
onto the earthly plane—she still hadn’t learned to depend on anyone
else. Even her new family. Sam and her husband, Jace, were good
people, but they were just so ... grossly in love—and
lust—with each other.
Emma didn’t do love. Or lust. She’d never been able
to afford the luxury of either.
“Dude, do you think we should call demon patrol? Or
... somebody?” Ginger, the bartender on duty, asked, pouring a shot
of whiskey as she closed out one of the frat boys’ tabs.
Ginger cast a pointed look toward the corner of the
room, where several Death Ministry members—easily identified by the
scars marking their faces, one long slash for each life they’d
taken in the name of gang business—sat sharing a bottle of
tequila.
“Nope.” Emma placed her empty beer glass in the
dishwasher under the bar. “Demon patrol doesn’t deal with gang
stuff.”
“What about the police?”
“They haven’t done anything illegal.” She shrugged
and started up the machine, holding it closed as hot water blasted
the glasses. It wasn’t staying shut on its own anymore, the
dishwasher just one of the things that was falling apart around the
pub since her brother’s “disappearance” five months before.
Since her brother’s death. But most people
didn’t know Stephen Quinn was dead. No one but Emma, Sam, Jace, and
a handful of Italian mobsters—Jace’s family—knew the truth, and
they meant to keep it that way. The last thing Emma needed was
police sniffing around, wondering why the former owner of the
Demon’s Breath was still missing in action.
“They’re just drinking,” she said.
“So far. But who knows what they’ll do after
they’ve had a few.” Ginger slammed back the whiskey shot and took a
deep breath. “Why couldn’t they come in when Jace was here?”
“Don’t worry. We’ll be fine.” Emma watched Ginger
pour herself another shot without saying a word.
According to rules, Ginger wasn’t supposed to be
drinking while she was bartending, but Emma wasn’t going to tell.
Hell, she wasn’t supposed to be drinking, either. She was
still a year away from the legal drinking age of twenty-one, but no
one questioned her right to imbibe.
Emma didn’t look underage. Despite her
shoulder-length blond bob and soft brown eyes, she looked hard,
edgy, and far older than her years. Sam said it was because she was
too skinny for a woman who was five-eight. Emma knew it was because
she was too messed up for a girl who was still a teenager.
But then, when you spent the first couple of years
of your life in a hospital after nearly being killed by your
own parents, you sort of got a head start on the messed-up thing.
Emma, Sam, and Stephen had all been scarred by what their parents
had done when they were kids—using them as human sacrifices for
their cult’s aura-demon summoning ritual—but Emma wondered whether
she wasn’t the most twisted of the three.
The aura demons—invisible demons most people
believed were an urban legend—had been banished from the earth last
March, but their mark on the Quinn family remained. Sam, though
legally blind, had prophetic dreams, as well as moments when her
eyes changed colors and she was literally able to see men
and women who were on the verge of major psychic shifts in their
lives. It was creepy to watch Sam’s brown eyes turn blue, but
nothing compared to Emma’s own demon mark.
Sam’s mark hadn’t mutated something at the very
heart of her. It didn’t drive her to steal in the name of survival.
It didn’t make her feel aged and rotten on the inside—a wine gone
bad that no one would ever want to drink.
“I’m going to have another shot. You want one?”
Ginger asked.
Emma’s stomach cramped. No, a shot wasn’t a good
idea. It was time for her to get something real to eat, something
more than beer and stale pretzels. “No, I’m good. But you go
ahead.” She couldn’t care less if Ginger was trashed on the
job.
In fact, it worked in her favor if her roommate and
coworker was too smashed to pay much attention to Emma as she
prepped for closing at three thirty. It would make it easier for
Emma to sneak away and find something to sustain her. Or maybe she
wouldn’t have to go out to find food. ... Maybe she had something
suitable right in the bar.
Emma’s eyes drifted back to the Death Ministry
thugs. There were five of them, each one scarier than the last.
Still, they were paying customers, customers who looked like they
were running low on tequila.
“Check on the frat boys again, will you? I think
they need another pitcher,” Emma said, waiting until Ginger turned
away before grabbing a bottle of Jose Cuervo and slipping out from
behind the bar.
She let a little wiggle creep into her walk as she
crossed to the darkened corner. Her low-heeled biker boots thumped
on the bare floorboards, catching the rhythm of whatever angsty,
techno-pop tune the frat boys had selected from the jukebox. She’d
never been dancing at a club, but she imagined this was the kind of
crap they played at the places where young men and women went to
grind against complete strangers for a few hours every Friday and
Saturday night.
It was painful listening, and for the hundredth
time Emma was glad she had no urge to grind against another person
... at least not in a public place, and not for the reasons the
average twenty-year-old girl would press her body up against
someone else’s in the dark.
“Looked like you guys were running low.” Emma
plunked the fresh tequila bottle in the middle of the Death
Ministry table.
A shiver raced along her skin as five pairs of
flat, cruel eyes tracked up her body—taking in her tight black
jeans and black tank top on the way up to her face—but it wasn’t
fear that made the blond hairs on her arms stand on end. It was
excitement ... anticipation.... Oh, yeah, these men were bad.
Plenty bad for her purposes.
She’d bet one of their lives on it.
“We didn’t order another bottle.” The man who spoke
had bright blue eyes and seemed a little younger than the rest, but
his face was still heavily lined with kill scars.
He’d taken a dozen lives, if those ruined cheeks
were anything to judge by. Surely not all of those people had
deserved a grisly death. Odds were at least a few had been
innocents. The Death Ministry was notorious for taking out an
addict’s entire family when drug tabs weren’t paid in a timely
manner—using moms and dads and sisters and brothers to get the
message across that unpaid debt to the DM was a bad idea. It was
one of the major reasons for the occasional violent clash between
the gang and the Conti family. The Contis didn’t make a habit of
killing innocent people. They also didn’t like losing money. For
every demon killed or mutilated by the Death Ministry in the name
of acquiring more drugs to sell, the Contis had one less demon body
to turn in to the city. The demon-control agencies wanted their
specimens taken alive or not at all.
“Yeah, I know,” Emma said, cocking her head in Blue
Eyes’ direction. “Consider it a gesture of good faith. This bottle
is on the house, provided you guys don’t make trouble while you’re
here tonight.”
“Make trouble? What kind of trouble would we make,
blondie?” guy number one asked.
“Vanish, chica. Leave the bottle.” The
speaker was a brown-skinned man with a Mohawk and a low opinion of
women. He didn’t bother to look at her when he spoke but kept his
dark eyes trained on the tiny dance floor, where one of the
prostitutes writhed to the pounding beat.
Most of the other men had shifted their eyes
elsewhere as well—unimpressed by the skinny blonde with the crooked
nose and mud brown eyes—except for the young guy. The blue-eyed
dude with the crew cut and a sprinkling of acne across his wide
forehead was still looking—and he would do just fine. More than
fine.
God, Emma could already feel how good it would be,
how much stronger she’d be afterward.
Her heart raced as if she’d downed a triple shot of
espresso instead of a couple of light beers, pounding so hard her
ribs ached. Her pulse thudded unhealthily in her ears. It had been
too long. She should have taken care of this sooner, before she
needed it so badly. But she always tried to put it off, to find a
way to keep from committing the same, necessary sin.
That was the thing about necessary sin. ...
It was just so ... necessary.
“Exactly.” Emma stared at her victim through
lowered lashes. “I’m sure you boys aren’t anything to worry about.
I’m just going to take out the trash. Be good while I’m gone. Or
... not.”
Emma turned slowly, maintaining eye contact with
Blue Eyes until the last second before sauntering away. On her way
back across the room, she did one last sweep of the bar, making
sure Ginger was occupied and none of the other patrons were paying
attention as she slipped through the thick plastic strips
separating the pub from the storage room. All eyes were elsewhere.
She was clear. No one would notice the thug slipping out behind her
and think about playing hero.
Hurrying across the cracked brown tile, Emma headed
for the silver door and the back alley beyond, certain the man was
behind her. He didn’t seem to be the sharpest knife in the case,
but he was smart enough to read the interest in a woman’s eyes and
horny enough to go for a chick who barely filled out an A
cup.
Or maybe he was simply frugal—preferring to get his
pussy for free instead of paying for it like his buddies were
intending to do. Not everyone cared to spend their hard-earned
money on prostitutes.
Emma could sympathize. Money had always been tight
around the halfway house growing up. Father Paul worked as a
chaplain for a hospital, and collecting weird kids was an expensive
habit. There were nights when everyone went hungry for
traditional sorts of food. No one ever had their
supernatural needs unmet, however; Father Paul made sure of that.
He considered it a holy calling to provide for the strange children
in his care, to teach them how to manage their inhuman powers, to
control their baser cravings, to feed their unnatural hungers with
the appropriate sort of food.
Food. Damn, she was hungry. The dark craving
that had been her companion since the day her parents offered her
as a sacrifice surged through her body, making her fingertips itch
and burn.
“Come and get it,” Emma whispered under her breath
as she slipped into the shadows behind the bar.
The alley was wide and clear except for two small
Dumpsters and an oversized ashtray—the city made sure the streets
were kept tidy to prevent infestation by demons who made their
nests in tight, crowded places—but it was still dark. It wasn’t a
place where a woman should walk alone. There were predators in
Southie who didn’t need teeth or claws, who used fists and knives
and guns to dominate, steal, and kill.
She wondered what kind of weapon Blue Eyes was
packing—the trademark DM knife or something with a little more
firepower. Either way, it wouldn’t matter, not as long as she got
him close enough to touch before he whipped anything out.
Anything other than his dick, of course. Emma
didn’t mind when men whipped out that particular “weapon.” A man
with his dick in his hand was a man with his head in the clouds. Or
maybe someplace less wholesome than the clouds, someplace darker,
more dangerous ...
The door creaked open, and Blue Eyes stepped out of
the bar, his movements confident but careful. He was a man used to
watching his back, accustomed to keeping one eye peeled for
possible threats. But she was one “threat” he would never see
coming. They never did, not one person in all the time she’d been
stealing from the wicked.
“Over here,” she said, her voice trembling a bit.
The man turned toward her, looking even scarier in the shadows.
“What’s up?”
“You said you were taking out the trash. Figured I
had something that needed to be thrown away.” He held up the nearly
empty tequila bottle, and his features twisted into what Emma
supposed was meant to be a smile.
“That was thoughtful of you.”
“That’s me. Thoughtful.” He closed the distance
between them in four long steps and reached out, cupping her breast
in his hand and squeezing, making his intentions abundantly
clear.
Guess he wasn’t much for verbal foreplay. Good. She
wasn’t, either.
“So you want to do this here?” she asked, running
one hand up into his greasy hair as he pulled her close, willing
her fingertips to find the pressure points on the skull that made
her job so much easier. She had to make sure he was one of the bad
guys. It was what Father Paul had insisted upon, and she’d never
gone against his teachings. She’d never wanted to. She might be a
killer, but she wasn’t a monster.
“Fuck yeah. Here’s good.” He laughed and tipped the
tequila bottle back, emptying it before throwing it against the
bricks behind them.
“Good, I—” Emma groaned as he slammed his mouth
down on hers, his tongue probing between her lips, sending
secondhand tequila rushing into her throat. It was swallow or gag,
but Emma regretted her decision to drink as soon as the tequila hit
her stomach.
Her belly clenched and cramped, and the dark
craving grew even stronger, sizzling along her nerve endings,
making her fingers feel like they would catch fire at any moment.
The telltale blue light erupted from her hands before she could
control it. She’d waited too long. She couldn’t remember feeling
this weak, this needy, even in the months she’d been Ezra’s
captive. He’d known what she was and helped her survive, bringing
her suitable “snacks” every few days.
Thankfully, the thug’s eyes were closed, but he’d
notice the pale blue glow sooner or later. She had to hurry.
Forcing her attention away from the thick tongue
that moved sluggishly in her mouth and the meaty fingers squeezing
first her breasts and then her ass, Emma concentrated on the hands
pressed against Blue Eyes’ greasy head, sending her intention out
through her fingertips.
Almost immediately, images flashed on her mental
screen—Blue Eyes’ rat hole of an apartment near the ruins, the
interior of a nearly empty fridge, a pile of dirty laundry he’d dug
through to find his shirt for the evening. The mundane flooded in
first, as it always did, but Emma swam deeper, sending her mind
into the man she touched, the need within searching for what it
craved.
She found it seconds later—the pale face of a
little girl with a split lip, bleeding from where one of Blue Eyes’
fists had connected with her face, the gutted corpse of a man he’d
shoved out of a boat into demon-infested waters, the
mascara-stained cheeks of a woman who screamed as his hand fisted
in her hair.
Emma had seen enough. More than enough.
Silently, she reversed the flow of her energy, no
longer diving into her victim, but swimming to the surface, pulling
his evil along with her. The sin-filled memories flowed into her
fingers, up her hands, surging through her arms and into her chest,
where her heart slammed against her ribs, her body working to
disperse the energy to her demon-altered cells.
The aura demons fed on the pain and suffering of
humans; Emma fed on evil. It was a slight difference but an
important one. When her parents had given her blood to the demons,
the very essence of her had been changed, mutated. A part of her
became more demon than human. In many ways, she was like the
monsters that had nearly killed her. She craved human life force
and had to steal the vitality of others to survive. But she stole
only from those who deserved what she did to them, those whose
karmic balance was firmly tipped into the realm of evil. The choice
allowed her to sleep at night, and as an added bonus ...
Evil was damned tasty.
Emma moaned as she pulled harder on the man’s soul,
sucking out all the bad mojo he’d created with every horrible thing
he’d ever done. She didn’t know how her body fed on the nastiness
flowing into her fingers, but it did. God, it did. She
hadn’t felt this good in weeks, since the last time she’d lured a
very bad man into a very dark alley.
Faster and faster the energy flowed, until the blue
glow in her hands burned so bright that Emma could see it behind
her closed eyes.
Blue Eyes pulled his mouth away from hers, removing
the repugnant tongue Emma had hardly noticed was still moving
against hers. Once the feeding began, the awareness of everything
else faded away. “What? What the ...” The man’s voice cracked, and
he swayed on his feet.
“Don’t stop. You feel so, so good.” Emma smiled up
into his face, not at all troubled by what she saw there.
The blue light from her hands lit up Blue Eyes’
head like a jack-o’-lantern, revealing a second face lurking
beneath the skin and bone. It was the face of his soul, the hidden
visage only she could see. She watched as the face shriveled before
her eyes, wrinkles became tears in the spirit flesh, rotten places
that would fester long after she removed her hands.
No one else would ever witness the
transformation—she herself would see nothing but a healthy young
man as soon as the blue light faded—but the damage had been done.
She’d sucked away his vital energy, gobbled up his life force, and
there would be a price to pay. He’d die from what she’d done,
sooner or later, simply fall over dead from a heart attack or
stroke that no one would ever understand.
And no one would be able to connect it to her ...
assuming she stopped before it was too late.
With more effort than she would have liked, Emma
pulled her hands away from Blue Eyes’ head. Immediately the blue
light disappeared and the soul face vanished. Once again, he looked
like what he had been—a healthy young monster at the beginning of a
lifetime career of evil.
But now that lifetime was going to be a whole hell
of a lot shorter.
“I feel ... sick. ...” The man’s hands fell to his
sides.
“Bummer.” Emma looped his arm around her shoulders
when he swayed again. “Must be the tequila.”
“Yeah. Fuck. Just give me a second ... and I’ll be
ready to go. ...” He groaned and clutched at his stomach. Emma had
just enough time to jump back before he bent double and emptied his
stomach on her favorite pair of black boots.
“Great,” she whispered beneath her breath, hand
flying to press against her nose. Ugh. The smell was noxious, like
rotten eggs mixed with pizza and a tequila-and-stomach-acid
cocktail. It was all she could do not to gag. “I’ll go get your
...”
Gang buddies? Fellow killers? BFFs?
Blue Eyes heaved again. Emma flinched and danced
back a few steps.
“I’ll get somebody,” she said, turning toward the
door. Or maybe she wouldn’t. The man was a monster, and she’d just
taken the majority of his life away. It seemed hypocritical to
fetch someone to hold his hair while he barfed. Not to mention the
fact that he had a crew cut.
Yeah. He could sleep in his own vomit for all she
cared. She’d just have to make sure he was gone ... before they
closed up. ... Maybe she could ...
Her head spun, and black flecks teased the edges of
her vision, but Emma didn’t think much of it until she tried to
reach for the silver door handle and found that her arm wouldn’t
move.
Just. Wouldn’t. Move.
Her legs followed the disturbing trend seconds
later, her knees buckling, sending her pitching toward the
pavement. Her bony shoulder hit first, followed by her temple. Pain
bloomed inside her head, like something from her sister Sam’s
flower shop.
“Ginger ...” Emma heard her own voice from a
distance, as if the sound were drifting through water. Then she was
pulled under the waves, too, swept away from the conscious
world.