INTRODUCTION: STATE OF MIND

a.k.a.

STRAIGHT FROM THE DOME

Tommy:="9%" Good morning, my man.

Dick:="9%" What’s up? Well, besides me? I’ve been up for a while. I’m always up before you.

Tommy:="9%" You got that right. Fucking go back to sleep, would ya? Why do you have to wake me up every morning? You know I like to sleep in.

Dick:="9%" I’m up because I ="9%"want="9%" to be up. It has nothing to do with you. You’re just attached to me, bro. This life you’re living, it’s not about you, Tommy, it’s about me. From your first trip to the bathroom in the morning to your last orgasm at night, it’s all about me. I’m the ="9%"man,="9%" bro. You’re the copilot. If it weren’t for me you’d sleep all day, and then where would you be?

Tommy:="9%" I’d be nice and rested.

Dick:="9%" You’d be rested without a life. Listen, I’m busy enough, but you ="9%"know what? You should make me your road manager, Tommy. I am the only one who can wake you up on time.

Tommy:="9%" This is insane. My own dick is busting my balls. ="9%"Dude!="9%" You can’t be my road manager, you’re a ="9%"penis!="9%" Well... maybe you’re right, a lot of road managers are dicks.

Dick:="9%" See what I mean? Well, now that you’re awake, what are we doing today? Are the strip clubs open yet? I can’t see the clock from here. Can we visit Hef up at the Playboy Mansion and see what honeys are lying out at the pool? I could use some sun.

Tommy:="9%" Sorry bud, no strip clubs, no mansion. I’m writing my book today.

Dick:="9%" Oh really! So are you going to come clean, tell the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, so help you God?

Tommy:="9%" Yes, your Honor. This book is going to be all truth, I promise you, whether the world can handle it or not. But dude, you’re bringing back bad memories with that court talk. Don’t you remember jail? Go easy, I haven’t even had my coffee yet.

Dick:="9%" Okay, but I’m glad you’re going to be honest, amigo. I’m glad you’re ready to publicly admit that I’m ="9%"way="9%" more famous than you. We both know that I’m the star and you’re the personal assistant, that I’m Batman and you’re Robin.

Tommy:="9%" Bro, that is so wrong.

Dick:="9%" Oh yeah? We all have God-given gifts, and I’m yours. Do you really think people want to read a book revealing what you think about every day? Those romantic notions you have concerning life and living? Right. All they want is me, me, and more me. If your body were a band, I’d be the front man. And the front man always does the interviews. So start taking dicktation. I’ll write this book myself.

Tommy:="9%" What the fuck? Have you lost your mind? You’re in my pants most of the day! I talk to the public, my man, and people want to hear what I have to say. I’m the one up here making the moves, you just starred in the movie. I’ve had a fucking crazy life and ="9%"yes, you’ve definitely done your part. There’s no denying that, but you’re not all there is to me. There’ll be plenty of sexy stuff you can cowrite with me. I could use your help recalling some of our finer collaborations over the years. But my man, I’m forty-one, I’ve lived a full life, and there’s a lot to tell, a lot of which has nothing to do with you. I’m the captain of this ship.

Dick:="9%" Whatever, skipper. If that helps you get through the day, hold tight to that notion. Just be sure to include this bit of truth: You owe your entire life to me. I made it all happen for you.

Tommy:="9%" Are you crazy?

Dick:="9%" No, ="9%"you’re="9%" crazy. I’m the cool, rational one in this relationship. I know what I want and I know how to get it. Fuck, I know what ="9%"you="9%" want and I know how to get it. Tommy, my dear friend, you’re old enough to know this by now: I have been behind every decision you’ve ever made since second grade. I got you everything and everyone you’ve ever had. Think about it. Heather Locklear? Pamela Anderson, and way too many others to list? Joining your first rock band? Picking up a drumstick? That was all me, my son. I planted those seeds and I sowed plenty of them too. Fact is, I knew how to get us what we wanted. There was no way I was going to wait around for you to figure it out.

Tommy:="9%" Dude! I’m going to put a fucking rubber on you if you don’t shut up.

Dick:="9%" Whatever, tough guy. No matter what you write in this book of yours, I promise you, people will buy it for one reason: to find out how long I really am.

Tommy:="9%" Dude! Please shut up, I gotta do some work. It’s hard enough just remembering the details of my life without you yappin’ at me. I’m not exactly the kind of guy who’s kept a journal all these years. Listen, I’ll write about you, I’ll even write with you, I promise. You’ll get your props, you’ll get your airtime. When I’m out doing my book tour, promoting this thing, doing signings, trust me, you’ll be with me, and they’ll be asking me all about ="9%"you. And don’t even think about asking Jay Leno for some couch time, because if you do, I’ll catch you in my zipper right there in the greenroom during my preshow piss. But listen, while I’m on the couch and you and the balls are sweatin’, I’ll make sure I shift you into a comfortable position so the camera captures your good side.

Dick:="9%" Bro, don’t disrespect me. I’ve always been a fan of yours.

Tommy:="9%" Yeah, I’ve always been a fan of yours too. But let’s get one thing straight. I am the face man in this circus. This is ="9%"my="9%" life, this is ="9%"my="9%" story. You’re a big part of it, but there is so much going on all the time. Life hands me new insanity every day. Some of it is good, some of it is very, very good, and some of it is pretty fucking bad. But, you know, I wouldn’t have it any other way. I’ve had the highest highs and the lowest lows that you can have in life. I’ve done some great things and I’ve made some really big mistakes. And I take responsibility for all of it. I’m telling you, people are going to learn the truth about me in this book. They’re going to learn that when I do something, anything at all, I always go big.

Dick:="9%" Uh-huh. Are you done yet? You really can ramble. So let’s start this book off right, with a chapter about groupies.

Tommy:="9%" Unbelievable! Just go down, would you please? Let me start writing already. We’ll cover that—don’t worry, you’ll have your chance to brag. Let’s get this straight, I drive the boat, you just honk the horn, remember?

Dick:="9%" Whatever, captain.

THIS IS MY LIFE, THIS IS MY STORY.