CHAPTER XX
When the two youths turned with the flag they saw
that much of the regiment had crumbled away, and the dejected
remnant was coming slowly back. The men, having hurled themselves
in projectile fashion, had presently expended their forces. They
slowly retreated, with their faces still toward the spluttering
woods, and their hot rifles still replying to the din. Several
officers were giving orders, their voices keyed to screams.
“Where in hell yeh goin‘?” the lieutenant was
asking in a sarcastic howl. And a red-bearded officer, whose voice
of triple brass could plainly be heard, was commanding: “Shoot into
’em! Shoot into ‘em, Gawd damn their souls!” There was a mêlée of
screeches, in which the men were ordered to do conflicting and
impossible things.
The youth and his friend had a small scuffle over
the flag. “Give it t’ me!” “No, let me keep it!” Each felt
satisfied with the other’s possession of it, but each felt bound to
declare, by an offer to carry the emblem, his willingness to
further risk himself. The youth roughly pushed his friend
away.
The regiment fell back to the stolid trees. There
it halted for a moment to blaze at some dark forms that had begun
to steal upon its track. Presently it resumed its march again,
curving among the tree trunks. By the time the depleted regiment
had again reached the first open space they were receiving a fast
and merciless fire. There seemed to be mobs all about them.
The greater part of the men, discouraged, their
spirits worn by the turmoil, acted as if stunned. They accepted the
pelting of the bullets with bowed and weary heads. It was of no
purpose to strive against walls. It was of no use to batter
themselves against granite. And from this consciousness that they
had attempted to conquer an unconquerable thing there seemed to
arise a feeling that they had been betrayed. They glowered with
bent brows, but dangerously, upon some of the officers, more
particularly upon the red-bearded one with the voice of triple
brass.
However, the rear of the regiment was fringed with
men, who continued to shoot irritably at the advancing foes. They
seemed resolved to make every trouble. The youthful lieutenant was
perhaps the last man in the disordered mass. His forgotten back was
toward the enemy. He had been shot in the arm. It hung straight and
rigid. Occasionally he would cease to remember it, and be about to
emphasize an oath with a sweeping gesture. The multiplied pain
caused him to swear with incredible power.
The youth went along with slipping, uncertain feet.
He kept watchful eyes rearward. A scowl of mortification and rage
was upon his face. He had thought of a fine revenge upon the
officer who had referred to him and his fellows as mule drivers.
But he saw that it could not come to pass. His dreams had collapsed
when the mule drivers, dwindling rapidly, had wavered and hesitated
on the little clearing, and then had recoiled. And now the retreat
of the mule drivers was a march of shame to him.
A dagger-pointed gaze from without his blackened
face was held toward the enemy, but his greater hatred was riveted
upon the man, who, not knowing him, had called him a mule
driver.
When he knew that he and his comrades had failed to
do anything in successful ways that might bring the little pangs of
a kind of remorse upon the officer, the youth allowed the rage of
the baffled to possess him. This cold officer upon a monument, who
dropped epithets unconcernedly down, would be finer as a dead man,
he thought. So grievous did he think it that he could never possess
the secret right to taunt truly in answer.
He had pictured red letters of curious revenge. “We
are mule drivers, are we?” And now he was compelled to throw them
away.
He presently wrapped his heart in the cloak of his
pride and kept the flag erect. He harangued his fellows, pushing
against their chests with his free hand. To those he knew well he
made frantic appeals, beseeching them by name. Between him and the
lieutenant, scolding and near to losing his mind with rage, there
was felt a subtle fellowship and equality. They supported each
other in all manner of hoarse, howling protests.
But the regiment was a machine run down. The two
men babbled at a forceless thing. The soldiers who had heart to go
slowly were continually shaken in their resolves by a knowledge
that comrades were slipping with speed back to the lines. It was
difficult to think of reputation when others were thinking of
skins. Wounded men were left crying on this black journey
The smoke fringes and flames blustered always. The
youth, peering once through a sudden rift in a cloud, saw a brown
mass of troops, interwoven and magnified until they appeared to be
thousands. A fierce hued flag flashed before his vision.
Immediately, as if the uplifting of the smoke had
been prearranged, the discovered troops burst into a rasping yell,
and a hundred flames jetted toward the retreating band. A rolling
gray cloud again interposed as the regiment doggedly replied. The
youth had to depend again upon his misused ears, which were
trembling and buzzing from the mêlée of musketry and yells.
The way seemed eternal. In the clouded haze men
became panic-stricken with the thought that the regiment had lost
its path, and was proceeding in a perilous direction. Once the men
who headed the wild procession turned and came pushing back against
their comrades, screaming that they were being fired upon from
points which they had considered to be toward their own lines. At
this cry a hysterical fear and dismay beset the troops. A soldier,
who heretofore had been ambitious to make the regiment into a wise
little band that would proceed calmly amid the huge-appearing
difficulties, suddenly sank down and buried his face in his arms
with an air of bowing to a doom. From another a shrill lamentation
rang out filled with profane allusions to a general. Men ran hither
and thither, seeking with their eyes roads of escape. With serene
regularity, as if controlled by a schedule, bullets buffed into
men.
The youth walked stolidly into the midst of the
mob, and with his flag in his hands took a stand as if he expected
an attempt to push him to the ground. He unconsciously assumed the
attitude of the color bearer in the fight of the preceding day. He
passed over his brow a hand that trembled. His breath did not come
freely. He was choking during this small wait for the crisis.
His friend came to him. “Well, Henry, I guess this
is good-by—John.”ag
“Oh, shut up, you damned fool!” replied the youth,
and he would not look at the other.
The officers labored like politicians to beat the
mass into a proper circle to face the menaces. The ground was
uneven and torn. The men curled into depressions and fitted
themselves snugly behind whatever would frustrate a bullet.
The youth noted with vague surprise that the
lieutenant was standing mutely with his legs far apart and his
sword held in the manner of a cane. The youth wondered what had
happened to his vocal organs that he no more cursed.
There was something curious in this little intent
pause of the lieutenant. He was like a babe which, having wept its
fill, raises its eyes and fixes them upon a distant toy. He was
engrossed in this contemplation, and the soft under lip quivered
from self-whispered words.
Some lazy and ignorant smoke curled slowly. The
men, hiding from the bullets, waited anxiously for it to lift and
disclose the plight of the regiment.
The silent ranks were suddenly thrilled by the
eager voice of the youthful lieutenant bawling out: “Here they
come! Right onto us, b‘Gawd!” His further words were lost in a roar
of wicked thunder from the men’s rifles.
The youth’s eyes had instantly turned in the
direction indicated by the awakened and agitated lieutenant, and he
had seen the haze of treachery disclosing a body of soldiers of the
enemy. They were so near that he could see their features. There
was a recognition as he looked at the types of faces. Also he
perceived with dim amazement that their uniforms were rather gay in
effect, being light gray, accented with a brilliant-hued facing.
Moreover, the clothes seemed new.
These troops had apparently been going forward with
caution, their rifles held in readiness, when the youthful
lieutenant had discovered them and their movement had been
interrupted by the volley from the blue regiment. From the moment’s
glimpse, it was derived that they had been unaware of the proximity
of their dark-suited foes or had mistaken the direction. Almost
instantly they were shut utterly from the youth’s sight by the
smoke from the energetic rifles of his companions. He strained his
vision to learn the accomplishment of the volley, but the smoke
hung before him.
The two bodies of troops exchanged blows in the
manner of a pair of boxers. The fast angry firings went back and
forth. The men in blue were intent with the despair of their
circumstances and they seized upon the revenge to be had at close
range. Their thunder swelled loud and valiant. Their curving front
bristled with flashes and the place resounded with the clangor of
their ramrods. The youth ducked and dodged for a time and achieved
a few unsatisfactory views of the enemy There appeared to be many
of them and they were replying swiftly. They seemed moving toward
the blue regiment, step by step. He seated himself gloomily on the
ground with his flag between his knees.
As he noted the vicious, wolflike temper of his
comrades he had a sweet thought that if the enemy was about to
swallow the regimental broom as a large prisoner, it could at least
have the consolation of going down with bristles forward.ah
But the blows of the antagonist began to grow more
weak. Fewer bullets ripped the air, and finally, when the men
slackened to learn of the fight, they could see only dark, floating
smoke. The regiment lay still and gazed. Presently some chance whim
came to the pestering blur, and it began to coil heavily away. The
men saw a ground vacant of fighters. It would have been an empty
stage if it were not for a few corpses that lay thrown and twisted
into fantastic shapes upon the sward.ai
At sight of this tableau, many of the men in blue
sprang from behind their covers and made an ungainly dance of joy
Their eyes burned and a hoarse cheer of elation broke from their
dry lips.
It had begun to seem to them that events were
trying to prove that they were impotent. These little battles had
evidently endeavored to demonstrate that the men could not fight
well. When on the verge of submission to these opinions, the small
duel had showed them that the proportions were not impossible, and
by it they had revenged themselves upon their misgivings and upon
the foe.
The impetus of enthusiasm was theirs again. They
gazed about them with looks of uplifted pride, feeling new trust in
the grim, always confident weapons in their hands. And they were
men.