27
BACK AT MY APARTMENT, TINA WASN’T IN THE LIVING
ROOM. The TV was off, and the empty ice cream container sat on the
coffee table. A trail of candy wrappers led down the hallway toward
my bedroom. Tina’s laugh, never what you’d call subtle, boomed from
that direction.
I threw my jacket on the sofa. What the hell was
Tina thinking? One thing I had asked of her. One. Let Mab rest. And
there she was, in the bedroom, bothering my aunt. As I stormed down
the hallway, Kane slunk off in the other direction, into the
kitchen. I couldn’t say whether he was avoiding my scowl or Tina’s
“nice doggie” routine. Either way, I couldn’t blame him.
Outside my bedroom, I paused to take three deep
breaths. Calm. I had to stay calm and reasonable for my aunt’s
sake. No point in upsetting Mab because I was annoyed with Tina.
One more deep breath and I stepped through the doorway.
Tina sat on the edge of my bed, one leg tucked
under her, facing Mab, who sat propped up against the pillows. I
flung a peeved glance at Tina. “How about you let me talk to my
aunt?”
Tina stood up slowly and stretched like a cat.
Well, stiffer than that—a zombie cat. I had to squeeze past her to
get near Mab.
My aunt didn’t look any better. A little more
rested, maybe, but so old and ill. Her hands, folded on top of the
sheet, were rough and crisscrossed with veins. Those hands had
always been so strong, able to deal any problem, from treating
scrapes and bruises to fighting off Hellions. Now they were frail
and trembling. It was hard to imagine them lifting a cup of
tea.
I sat where Tina had been and patted Mab’s hands.
They were cold. “How are you feeling? Are you warm enough?”
“Don’t talk to me as though I’m an invalid, child.”
Coming from Mab, the quavering voice still managed to sound
sharp.
Behind me, Tina brayed a laugh. I turned around to
tell her off at the same time Mab said, “Be respectful, young
lady.”
“Sorry,” Tina mumbled at the floor.
“Wait for me in the living room,” I said, pointing.
“I’ll be there in a minute. I want to speak to you before you
go.”
Tina gave a sulky nod and stepped into the hall.
But she turned around immediately. “It was nice talking with you,”
she said to Mab.
Mab nodded regally.
“And . . . you won’t forget?”
“I’ll not forget. But you have some things to
remember as well, do you not?”
Tina’s eyes flicked to me, then away. She bit her
lip and nodded. Then she turned and fled down the hall.
“That young lady—” Mab began.
“I’m sorry she was in here bothering you. But I
don’t want to talk about Tina right now. I want to talk about you.”
I caught her hands and held them between mine, warming them.
“I’m as well as can be expected under the
circumstances. Rest did help. But unless the bloodstone is returned
to me, I shall continue to age at an accelerated rate.” She spoke
matter-of-factly, as if commenting on the weather. But that was
Mab. No matter how bad the situation, she always cut through
emotional distractions to focus on the practical. “So tell me,
child, what have you learned?”
“We didn’t find the bloodstone.”
“I assumed as much. If you had, I’d have felt
it.”
I briefed her on what Kane and I had learned. Since
that was virtually nothing, it didn’t take long. But as I spoke, I
had an idea. “Can you use your connection with the bloodstone to
locate the safe house?”
Mab shook her head. “Myrddin has cloaked it. Its
whereabouts are as much a mystery to me as they are to you.”
“How can we get it back?”
“I’m not happy with your plan to put yourself at
risk to draw Myrddin out. Let’s be up front about that. But I can’t
see any alternative. Myrddin intends, I believe, to pour your life
force into Pryce and then shut me away forever, suffering from the
knowledge of your fate.” Her cloudy eyes looked down at our joined
hands. “So there’s one piece of good news, at least.”
I attempted a smile. “I think your definition of
‘good news’ must be different from mine.”
“We’ve time to plan, child. My body is giving out,
but my mind is keen. Now, let me think, and then we’ll discuss
strategy.” She drew her hands away. Three quick pats on my arm let
me know I was dismissed.
The bed shifted as I stood. When I was at the
doorway Mab said, eyes still closed, “By the way, I told Tina you’d
most likely let her keep Russom’s a bit longer.”
“You did? Why?”
“She’s adequate on her overview of the
Inimicus genus but needs to spend more time on the
characteristics of individual species. If the child wishes to study
demonology on her own time, surely you can allow her to borrow a
text that would otherwise only gather dust on your
bookshelf.”
I opened my mouth to respond, then decided not to
bother. I wasn’t going to argue with Mab about anything right now,
least of all Tina. And really, I thought as I pulled the door shut,
Mab was right. What harm could it do to let Tina keep
Russom’s? As long as she understood that borrowing the book
didn’t mean she was still my apprentice, I had no problem with
it.
Something looked different as I walked down the
hallway back to the living room. As soon as I saw Tina holding a
trash bag, I realized what it was.
“You’re cleaning up.” The words sounded strange,
directed as they were at Tina.
“Yeah. Your aunt said I should. She was all about
how an orderly environment is important.”
That did sound like Mab. If she could get Tina to
pick up after herself, she was stronger than I was, even in her
weakened state.
I put out my hand for the bag. “Here, give me that.
I’ll take care of it.”
Tina handed it over, her eyes thoughtful. “What’s
wrong with your aunt? The last time I saw her, she didn’t look so .
. . I mean, I knew she was old and all. That’s how she got all that
awesome demon-fighting experience. But she didn’t look old
old. How sick is she?”
“She’ll be better in a couple of days.” I’d make
sure of that.
“Whew, that’s good. ’Cause I thought she looked
like . . . I don’t know, like she was about to die any minute or
something. She didn’t sound that way, though. Um . . .” Tina ground
the toe of her boot into the carpet. “Did she say anything about
me?”
“Right now, Mab and I have other things to talk
about.”
“Oh. Sure. I guess you do. I mean, she’s visiting
from another country and all.” Tina picked up a discarded pizza
box. I held open the trash bag, and she dropped it in. “Well, I
guess I’d better get home. I have to clean my room��that whole
orderly environment thing.”
Making Tina’s home environment orderly would
probably require a bulldozer and a hazmat team, but if the kid
wanted to clean her room, good. It would keep her out of trouble
for a month or two.
“Where’s Killer?” she asked, looking around. “I
want to say good-bye to him.”
I made a point of not looking toward the kitchen.
“Probably sleeping. We took a long walk.”
“Oh. Well, rub his tummy for me, okay?”
Heat rose in my face as my color turned beet-red.
Any tummy-rubbing I gave Kane would have to wait until things were
back to normal. And it would not be on Tina’s behalf.
Tina headed for the front door. I picked up
Russom’s from where it lay on the coffee table. “Wait a
second,” I said. “Mab did mention you. She said you needed to work
harder on the individual species of the Inimicus
genus.”
“That’s what she told me, too.”
“So I guess you can hang on to my copy of
Russom’s a little longer. I’m not using it right now.”
She grinned and reached for the book.
“But,” I added, pulling back slightly, “we need to
be clear on one thing. I’m still not taking you back as an
apprentice. You do understand that, right?”
Tina nodded, her eyes on Russom’s like it
was a container of butter-pecan ice cream and not some dry old
textbook about demons. “Yeah, sure. I understand. I just want to,
you know, brush up.” I let her take the book, and she hugged it to
her chest. “If you need somebody to stay with your aunt again, give
me a call, okay?” She let herself out.
Wow. Tina offering to do somebody a favor. I stood
and stared at the closed door like maybe another miracle would
happen. I could use one right about now.
I WENT TO BED BEFORE DAWN, BUT FOR A LONG TIME I
LAY on my back on the sofa, unable to sleep. When I did drift off,
I found myself in my usual dreamscape, an endless space of soft
twilight. Sort of how I imagined it would feel to float in a warm
ocean at midnight. Empty and restful.
Something stirred in the darkness, a small pulse in
the air like a soft sigh. It pulsed again. As I watched, it took on
form and color, becoming a small pink cloud. The cloud hiccupped
and grew a little larger. Sky blue streaks swirled up among the
pink.
I peered through the colors to see a young face
peering back at me.
“Hi, Maria.”
“Yes! I did it!” She pumped her fist. “I called
you.” My niece stood in the middle of a vast, colorless dreamscape,
like an actor on an empty stage.
“You certainly did. But isn’t it a school
night?”
“Nope. Tomorrow’s an in-service day. That means the
teachers have to go to school, but the kids stay home.” She did a
little happy dance. “I really called you! It wasn’t too hard,
either.”
“It gets even easier with practice. For example,
you can fill in your dreamscape with whatever scenery you want. You
can make it look like you’re in your bedroom at home, or you can
make it look like you’re a princess sitting on a throne in a big
castle.”
“Princess stuff is for little kids.”
“Well, whatever you want.”
“Can you show me how?”
“Sure. Start by closing your eyes.”
“My eyes are already closed. I’m sleeping.”
“Inside your dream. When you’re getting started,
imagining is easier with your eyes closed.”
She screwed her eyes tightly shut.
“Relax a little. Believe it or not, the harder you
try, the more difficult it gets.”
Her face smoothed out as she let some of the
tension go.
“Good. Now, think of somewhere you’d like to be.
Somewhere fun.”
“The beach.” Each summer, the Santinis spent a
week’s vacation on Cape Cod.
“Good choice. Now, imagine you’re there. Feel the
sand under your toes, the warm sun on your back. What do you
hear?”
“Seagulls. And the waves coming into the shore.”
She turned her head a little and sniffed. “Vicky! I can smell the
salt water!”
“Perfect. Hold all that in your mind.” As she did,
a seascape sketched itself around her. Colors and shapes filled
in—a beach umbrella, a plastic bucket, a sandcastle decorated with
shells. “Ready? Open your eyes.”
She did, and her eyes went wide with amazement. Her
pajamas had changed to a bright pink bathing suit, and pinkframed
sunglasses perched on top of her head. She spun around, laughing,
and ran to splash in the water. “It’s cold!” she shouted. “Just
like at the Cape!”
“You can warm it up if you want. It’s your
dream.”
“Really?” She closed her eyes again. Then she
opened them and threw herself into the water. She dived into the
waves, arcing through them like a porpoise. Briefly, a gleaming
porpoise superimposed itself on her as she swam. I saw both Maria
and the animal she’d be if she shifted right now.
Interesting. Maria’s shapeshifting abilities might
be developing faster than we’d realized.
But when she ran back up the beach, water streaming
from her hair, she was all Maria, an eleven-year-old girl having
fun. She looked around for a towel, but there wasn’t one. She
closed her eyes, and a towel patterned with seahorses draped itself
around her shoulders.
“That’s what your mom and I were talking about when
we said you’re in charge of your dreams. Eventually, you won’t even
have to close your eyes to make things happen.”
“Cool!” She sat down on the sand and tipped her
head back to look at the clear blue sky. “Thanks for teaching me,
Aunt Vicky.”
“I think that was a pretty good first lesson. Now
we should both get some real sleep.”
Maria drew lines in the sand with her finger.
Studying them, she asked, “What did Mom tell you about my
great-aunt? When she made me go outside.”
One thing Gwen was right about—Maria shouldn’t hear
that story. I did my best to answer without answering. “Your mom is
a good person. Aunt Mab is a good person. But there’s a
misunderstanding between them that probably can’t be fixed. It’s
sad, but sometimes things happen that way.”
“If it’s a misunderstanding, can’t you talk to
Mom?”
“I don’t think it would help. Not after all this
time.”
“Aunt Mab’s colors were so pretty. And she wanted
to help you. I don’t believe she’d do anything bad.”
“She didn’t. But you still have to obey your mom.
When she says that she and I are the only people you can talk to on
the dream phone, you listen.” In her current condition, I didn’t
think Mab had the strength to use the dream phone, and I didn’t
want Maria trying to call her.
“Okay. But maybe Mom will change her mind.”
Not on this issue. Not unless she could travel back
in time and turn around at the right moment, to see what Mab had
saved her from.
“Now I’m going to show you how to hang up the dream
phone. You know what you did to call me?”
“I thought about your colors.”
“Do that again.” She immediately closed her eyes.
“In your mind, make them rise up so it looks like I’m standing in
the fog.” As she concentrated, her own colors rose up around her
where she sat in the sand. They swirled around her waist, then her
shoulders. When the pink and blue tendrils of mist touched her
face, I said softly, “Good night, Maria.”
My dreamscape returned to its empty, dim twilight.
I heard the faint cry of a seagull, and then Maria’s voice, like an
echo from far away, bidding me good night.