19
WHEN MAB AND I GOT BACK TO MY APARTMENT, IT WAS
two in the morning and Kane was watching live coverage of the
zombie protest. There wasn’t much left to cover, now that the march
had ended and the zombies had all gone home. No violence, no
arrests, no bloodshed. The media must have been disappointed. The
last time hundreds of zombies had gathered—at the Paranormal
Appreciation Day concert in February—a Morfran attack that was
invisible to news cameras had caused mass panic, a stampede, and
nearly a dozen deaths. The entire norm world thought the zombies
had gone crazy. In comparison, tonight’s event was a big
snooze.
Still, after-the-fact commentators analyzed the
march to death; talking heads who hadn’t been there spouted off on
the protest’s significance, twisting events to fit their own
political agendas. For some, the march ushered in a new era of
freedom and autonomy for Deadtown’s residents. For others, it was a
clear signal that the government needed to crack down on the
monsters. One crazy-eyed preacher from an obscure cult claimed it
was the final sign that the world would end two weeks from
tomorrow.
Sweet. Maybe I wouldn’t have to pay my electric
bill.
I picked up the remote. “Are you still watching
this?”
Kane shook his head, and I clicked off the TV. He
lay down with a sigh and put his head on his paws, staring at
nothing.
It had to be hard for him, sitting on the
sidelines. I’d called his office to let them know he’d be “away”
for a few weeks, but I knew he hated missing out on this kind of
action. Normally, he’d be in one of those television studios right
now, setting the norms straight and advocating for PA rights. He’d
point out that the march had been nonviolent, and that the zombies
(he’d say previously deceased humans, or PDHs) weren’t looking for
trouble; they only wanted to stretch their boundaries a bit. And
even though the zombies had pushed their way out of Deadtown,
there’d been no Reaper murder tonight. Hampson’s restrictions were
meaningless.
But he couldn’t say any of that. He could only sit
in my living room and watch it on TV.
I sat on the sofa beside him and scratched behind
his ears. It didn’t solve anything, I knew, but I’ve always found
that a well-placed scalp massage makes everything seem
better.
Mab had gone to bed; I’d insisted she stay in my
room. This should be snuggling time for Kane and me, but, well,
things weren’t the same right now. We sat on the sofa, his head
pressed against my thigh, my fingers moving through his warm fur. A
girl and her wolf. No, not the same at all.
Kane got up and stretched. He flicked his tongue
against my cheek, then jumped down to the floor. He went to the
front door and sniffed along its edge. Then he circled once and lay
down. Protective, making sure the bad guys didn’t cross the
threshold. But I didn’t want a guard dog, I thought as I turned out
the light. I wanted Kane.
If Myrddin stayed true to his pattern, the Reaper
would strike again tomorrow night. To prevent another murder—and to
force Myrddin to change Kane back—we had to find Pryce. If the Old
Ones were hiding him, Juliet was our best chance for rooting him
out. She’d been involved with the Old Ones for weeks; she must know
where they were holed up. But Juliet was in some kind of vampire
coma, and unless Daniel’s lab guy came through with an antidote, I
had no idea how to wake her up.
These thoughts circled my brain like sharks
circling a shipwreck survivor in a rudderless boat. I would have
sworn I didn’t sleep at all, but when the phone rang, it jolted me
awake. I blinked against the daylight streaming through the
windows. I remembered I was on the sofa and fumbled around on the
end table until I found the phone.
“Yeah?” I croaked.
“Vicky Vaughn, please,” said an unfamiliar male
voice.
“Speaking.” I rubbed my eyes, wondering what time
it was.
“Are you related to a child named Maria
Santini?”
I sat straight up. My pulse surged as terrifying
words like accident and abduction leapt into my mind.
“She’s my niece. Why, what—?”
“We’ve got her here at the Milk Street checkpoint,
Boston side. She was trying to leave the city and enter Designated
Area 1. To find you, she says.”
“Don’t let her through.” The idea of Maria
wandering around Deadtown by herself terrified me.
“No, ma’am. That’s why I’m calling. She’s an
unaccompanied minor without the proper paperwork.”
“What about her parents—shouldn’t you call them,
let them know where she is?”
“She won’t give me her folks’ number, and I don’t
have time to call all the Santinis in the phone book.”
“My sister’s number is unlisted, but I can—”
“Hang on.” His voice grew distant and muffled as he
spoke away from the phone. “Well, this is highly irregular,” he
said, coming back on the line, “but she wants to talk to
you.”
I waited a moment as he passed her the phone.
“Maria?”
“Aunt Vicky, please don’t call my mom. Please. I
need to talk to you first.” Desperation pushed her voice to the
edge of tears.
“Okay, I won’t. Not until we’ve talked. But you
know she’s worried about you.”
Silence.
“Maria, stay right where you are until I get there.
I’ll be there in a few minutes, okay?”
“Okay.” Her breath caught in a tiny sob. “Can you
hurry?”
“I will, sweetie. I’ll be there as fast as I can.
Put the man back on the phone.”
“Yes?” the guard said a moment later.
“I’m on my way. Please keep an eye on her until I
get there.”
“Of course. Make sure you bring proper ID. You must
prove you’re her aunt. I can’t release a child to just
anyone.”
“You’d better not. I’ll be there in ten minutes.
What time is it now?”
“Almost ten thirty.”
“Okay. Ten minutes.”
Kane sat in front of me, watching, his ears pricked
up. I told him where I was going and scrawled a note for Mab. I
didn’t want to disturb Mab in my bedroom, so I raided the bathroom
hamper for clothes. I found a pair of jeans and a long-sleeved
T-shirt that weren’t too wrinkled and smelled okay—not that any of
that mattered with Maria waiting, alone and frightened.
I grabbed my ID and my passport. In the living
room, a bookshelf displayed a framed photograph of Maria and me
from last summer. We’d spent the day at an amusement park near
Springfield, and when we rode the roller coaster they snapped a
photo at the steepest part. Maria and I sat together. She leaned
forward, hair streaming back, her cheeks glowing pink, her eyes lit
up with excitement. It was my favorite photo of her. I stuck it in
my purse. It wouldn’t mean a thing to the border guard, but to me
it showed Maria and I were family.
MARIA SAT ON THE CURB BESIDE THE WALK-UP
CHECKPOINT booth. She huddled there, her chin resting on a pink
backpack propped in her lap. I called her name. Her head snapped in
my direction, and she jumped up and ran to me. She hugged me like
she hadn’t seen me in years.
“Boston’s big,” she said, her face pressed into my
shoulder. “It didn’t look so big when my class took a field trip to
the aquarium.”
“No worries.” I kept my voice light. “I know my way
around.”
As if suddenly remembering she was almost a
teenager, not a scared little kid, she unwrapped her arms from my
waist and stepped back. But she stayed close as I talked to the
checkpoint guard.
“You live in DA-1?” the guard said, looking at my
ID. “You can’t take her in there, you know. She doesn’t have the
paperwork.”
“Fine with me.” I had no intention of escorting my
niece through the zombie-filled streets, even though most of the
zombies were home sleeping off the excitement of their protest.
“We’ll stay on the human side.”
The guard swiped my card and squinted at his
computer screen. He tapped some keys, then tapped a few more. I put
my arm around Maria’s shoulders and gave her a squeeze. She stood
as stiff and rigid as a concrete pillar.
I thought the guard would insist on calling Maria’s
parents, but he didn’t. He seemed more interested in getting the
problem of an unaccompanied minor off his desk than in making sure
she got home safely. When the database confirmed I was family, he
printed out two papers and pushed them over for me to sign. One was
an application for a permit to leave Deadtown under code-red
restrictions. The other document stated that I was Maria’s aunt and
accepted responsibility for her.
The guard stamped the application and printed out a
permit, which he instructed me to keep with me at all times. He
nodded at me, indicating we were free to go. The problem was out of
his hair.
I hoisted Maria’s backpack over my left shoulder
and hugged her close with my right arm. She was still stiff, but
she relaxed a little against me.
“You must be hungry,” I said. “How about some ice
cream?” It was one of those March days that made you think maybe
winter would loosen its hold before too much longer. Not hot enough
to be real ice-cream weather, but with enough promise of future
warmth to make ice cream seem like a pretty good idea.
Maria started to shake her head, her eyes clouded
with apprehension, but she changed her mind and nodded. Her lips
curved a little, but the half-smile didn’t push away the
worry.
I kept my arm loosely around her shoulders as we
walked the block or so to the ice-cream parlor. Neither of us said
anything, but my mind roiled with questions. Foremost among them:
Why on earth had Maria skipped school to try to visit me in
Deadtown? And why didn’t she want me to call Gwen?
Inside the shop, smells of coffee and vanilla
greeted us. I moved toward the soda fountain–style counter. With
its spinning stools, it was always the kids’ favorite place to sit.
But Maria stopped in the middle of the room. “Can we sit over
there?” she asked, nodding toward a booth.
“Sure. Wherever you’d like.”
When the waitress came over to take our order,
Maria glanced at me, uncertain. So instead of getting a cup of
coffee as I’d intended, I ordered a hot fudge sundae. Might as well
pretend we were having fun until Maria was ready to open up. She
ordered a sundae with chocolate ice cream and peanut butter sauce,
yes to whipped cream, no to a cherry, her voice as serious as if
she were giving a report at school.
“Hey,” I said. “Remember this picture from last
summer?” I pulled out the roller-coaster photo. “I brought it in
case I needed to convince the guard I know you. That was a fun day,
huh?”
She studied the photo. Something in her face
suggested she barely recognized the people it depicted. She nodded
politely and handed the picture back to me. Then she folded her
hands on the table, examining them as though she’d never seen
anything quite so fascinating. All at once she looked up.
“Promise you won’t call Mom.”
I made my voice gentle. “Honey, I can’t promise
that. If your mom doesn’t know where you are, she’ll worry.” I
didn’t need to remind her of how frantic Gwen had been when Maria
had been kidnapped and held in New Hampshire. I knew that was
already on her mind. “But here’s what I can promise: We’ll talk
first. You tell me what’s going on, and then we’ll figure out how
to keep your mom from worrying, okay?”
She hooked a strand of pale blonde hair behind her
ear. Her fingers trembled, but she nodded.
The waitress brought over our ice cream. Maria
picked up her spoon and pushed it into her sundae, but she didn’t
eat.
I got started on my own sundae, scooping up a
spoonful of whipped cream, hot fudge, and melting ice cream. After
a second, Maria tasted hers, too.
Maybe this was about Mab’s visit to her dream. “I
was expecting you to call again,” I said, trying to open up the
topic without pushing. “And here you surprise me with a visit
instead. It’s not often I get to take an ice cream break so early
in the day.”
“What did he mean, paperwork?”
“Who? Oh, the guard at the checkpoint? Well, it can
be a little complicated getting in and out of Dead—I mean, the part
of town where I live. They don’t let people in unless they have
business there.”
“Or live there.”
“Right. Or live there.”
She stirred her ice cream, making it soupy. “So the
people who live there can’t get out, either?”
“That depends. The zombies—” Fear flickered across
her face at the word, so I backpedaled. “You know, the people they
call the ‘previously deceased.’ They can’t come and go whenever
they feel like it. Someone has to sponsor them, get a permit,
before they can leave.”
“That’s paperwork?”
“It’s one kind of paperwork. If someone from
outside wants to visit where I live, they need to get permission
from the city, and that’s the kind of paperwork he was talking
about. It’s sort of like getting a visa when you travel to another
country.”
“Do you have to do that?”
“Nope. I’m a different classification, a
demi-human, so it’s easier for me. I just have to show my ID card.
They swipe it, and I’m through.” I wouldn’t go into the intricacies
of traveling outside of Boston. “Piece of cake. You saw how easy it
was.”
“Mom thinks I’m one of those. What you just said
you are.”
“A demi-human.”
“I heard her talking to Dad last night. She was
crying. She said it would kill her to take me to Deadtown to live.
So I . . .”
Ah. “So you thought you’d make it easier on
her by coming to Deadtown yourself.”
Brimming tears spilled from one eye, then the
other, as she nodded.
I slid out of my seat and scooted in beside her,
catching her in a hug. She pressed her face against me.
“You know how moms worry about everything, right?”
I said, stroking her hair. “Your mom doesn’t know what will happen
yet. Nobody does. And nobody is going to make you live in Deadtown
if you don’t want to. Your mom and I won’t let them.”
“Are there kids there?”
“Some. Tell you what. One of these days, we’ll do
that paperwork and you can come for a visit. A sleepover, if you
want—and if your parents will let you.” I gave Maria a hug and then
reached for my ice cream dish. “We’ve got even better ice cream
over there.”
“Really?”
“Uh-huh. Zombies are big eaters. It’s junk food
heaven.”
Her smile was more genuine this time. “Maybe that’s
why Mom doesn’t want me to live there. She’d freak if she knew I
was having ice cream for lunch.”
Oh, Maria. I could guarantee that Gwen would
be freaking over far more than a late-morning sugar rush.
For several minutes, I watched my niece eat her
sundae. “You want to tell me about your dream? The one you called
me about?”
She licked the last drops of peanut butter sauce
from her spoon. “I don’t remember it as much now. But it wasn’t
like those other dreams I told you about. I wasn’t flying or
running or swimming. It was . . . I remember there was this mist
with different colors. It was so pretty. And a lady came through.
She said you needed help. Everything else is kind of fuzzy. There
was something about the aquarium, but I don’t know how that fit in.
Anyway, I woke up really worried about you.”
“You had your mom call to make sure I was
okay.”
Maria nodded. “She said she left you a message, and
when she went to yell at Zack to hurry up in the bathroom, I tried
calling you, too. I wanted to tell you about the dream before I
forgot it. But you weren’t there. All day at school I felt kind of
sick, but then after I got home Mom told me you’d called back. She
acted like I was silly to worry about a dream, but she seemed kind
of mad, too.”
Maria had saved my life by answering Mab’s
dream-phone call—and she didn’t even know what the dream phone was.
Mab had called her an impressive child, and she was, but she was
also a confused little girl. Gwen might not like it, but I owed
Maria an explanation of what happened.
“So let me tell you about that dream. Your mom’s
part of the family—mine, too—is called the Cerddorion. We’re part
human, but we’re also more than human. And that means we can do
some cool things.”
“Like shapeshift?”
“Yes, that’s part of it. We can also communicate
with each other while we’re asleep. When we were your age, your mom
and I called it the dream phone.”
“Mom did?” Maria squinted at me skeptically.
“She did. Your mom loved the dream phone. We used
it to keep talking about stuff—you know, school and music and
boys—after your grandma told us to go to sleep.”
“That’s so cool.”
“You know those pretty colors you saw? Everyone
who’s Cerddorion has their own special colors. When you’re asleep
and you focus on somebody’s colors, you can contact that
person.”
“But how can you do that if you’re asleep?”
“It’s not hard, but it takes some practice.”
“So . . . the lady I dreamed about was real?” She
frowned. “And you were really in trouble?”
I nodded. “Thanks to you, she was able to help me.
And here we are having ice cream together. So, you see, everything
worked out fine.”
“Who is she?”
“Her name is Mab, and she’s your great-aunt.” Time
to tread carefully. I didn’t want Maria getting all curious about
Mab if Gwen wasn’t okay with it. “But Mab and your mom don’t get
along.”
“That’s why Mom got mad?”
“Probably. Did you tell her about the dream?”
“I just said I dreamed about an old lady who told
me you were in danger.”
“Well, you see. Your mom didn’t like it that Mab
contacted you without her permission.” Careful, careful.
“Mab is a good person. I don’t know what happened between her and
your mom, but you didn’t do anything wrong by letting her into your
dream, okay?”
“Because I helped you.”
“Right. You helped me out a lot.”
Maria smiled at that. “Can you show me how to do
the dream phone?”
“If your mom says it’s okay.” At this point, there
wasn’t really anything Gwen could do to prevent Maria from
experimenting with the dream phone, but I wasn’t going to encourage
it behind Gwen’s back, either. “Speaking of your mom, I think we
should call her now, don’t you?”
Maria bit her lip, thinking, then nodded. “I guess
so. She’ll be worried when I don’t get off the school bus.”
Except try making a call when you don’t have a
mobile phone. Maria was supposed to carry one of those kids’ cell
phones for emergencies, but she’d left it home because she didn’t
want to turn it on and find it filled with frantic messages from
Gwen.
I was the one who’d have the pleasure of talking
with a frantic Gwen. But I could handle my sister.
I asked the waitress if there was a pay phone
nearby. She scratched her head, as if trying to remember what a pay
phone was, and then she said I could use the restaurant’s phone if
it was a local call and I was quick.
I was glad about the “quick” part when Gwen’s voice
exploded over the line. “Where are you? Where’s Maria?”
“We’re in an ice cream shop near Downtown Crossing.
Everything’s fine, Gwen.”
“Put her on.” Gwen’s voice thrummed with anger. It
seemed like a good idea to let her calm down before she spoke with
Maria.
“She’s on the other side of the room. It’s okay, I
can see her. But I’m using the restaurant’s phone and I promised to
keep this short.”
“Her school called this morning to report that she
was absent. I’ve been sick with worry ever since. Do you hear me?
Sick!” Gwen voice kept creeping up the scale. It was a full octave
higher than when she’d answered the phone. “When I called your
apartment to see whether you’d heard from her, do you know who
answered?”
“Gwen—”
“You tell that old bitch she is not to go anywhere
near my daughter. Not in dreams, and not in the waking world. Got
that?”
“We can talk about that later. Right now—”
“Do. You. Understand?”
“Yes. Yes, Gwen, I do. Now, let’s figure out how to
get Maria home.”
“Wait for me at South Station. I’ll be on the next
train. No, damn it, I have to be here when Zack gets home from
kindergarten. All right, I’ll pick him up and then drive in—”
“Listen, there’s no need to haul the boys into
town. It might be easiest if I drop her off at Nick��s
office.”
“He’s not there. He’s at a training seminar all
afternoon.”
“Okay, then how about I bring her out there? You
and I need to talk, anyway. Let’s do it at your house instead of in
the middle of Boston.” I didn’t have the proper permit to go all
the way to Needham, but I didn’t care.
“You’re right, we do need to talk. Again.” Gwen’s
voice barely contained her anger. “All right, are you driving or
taking the train?”
I hadn’t picked up my Jag from the shop yet, so I
told her we’d take the train.
Working out the details calmed Gwen down. Before we
hung up, she said, “You should’ve called me earlier. But thanks for
taking care of Maria. Tell her I love her.”
“I will.”
And I did. Maria rolled her eyes like she’d been
practicing for just such an occasion, but she also looked pleased
and a little relieved. And very, very ready to go home.