CHAPTER 10
CONAN STARED AT his
grandfather, waiting for an explanation.
Connacht walked out the doorway and let the hide
flap slide across to eclipse the sun.
The young Cimmerian shook his leg. The heavy chain
dragged at the shackle, digging into his ankle and grinding against
bone. He grabbed the chain and tugged, hard, but it didn’t give at
all. More importantly, the short chain didn’t allow him to move to
where he could brace himself against something to use his legs in
trying to pull free. The best he could do was to lay a foot on the
eyebolt sunk into the middle of the plate, but unless he could snap
the chain, that effort would be useless. And without some leverage,
actually ripping the plate out of the floor wouldn’t work.
On hands and knees he crawled over and looked at
the plate, chain, and eyebolt. All were solid steel and without
being softened in the forge’s fire, they’d resist his efforts to
break them. He examined each link in the chain, but could find no
weak ones. He rubbed a link against the plate’s edge, but his
grandfather had rounded off the edge, so wearing a link down would
take days.
Even the shackle was stout enough to frustrate his
attempts to pry it open. He had nothing with which he could force
the lock. Conan instantly understood the desire of a trapped fox to
gnaw its own foot off to escape a trap. Not only was he not
flexible enough to do that, he had no desire to cripple
himself.
There has to be a trick to
it. Conan’s icy eyes narrowed. No, if my
father had done this, there would have been a clever way out. Not
so Connacht.
The boy yanked at the chain, then howled in
frustration. He whipped the chain back and forth, hoping some
hidden weakness would shear the bolt off, but no such luck. He
wrapped the chain around the eyebolt and yanked, hoping to bend it.
It resisted his best efforts. In no time he sat in a puddle of his
own sweat, no closer to freedom than he’d been before.
Snarling, he pounded the chain against the
floorboards and made some headway. He peeled away wood, biting out
the splinters that lodged beneath his fingernails. He tore at the
wood, hoping to rip the whole plate free. As he dug down, however,
he discovered that his grandfather had secured it around one of the
floor’s crossbeams.
Even this fact did not discourage Conan. He
continued to rip away wood, hoping that he could loosen things
enough that he could rotate the plate around the crossbeam. That
would loop the chain around the crossbeam, and he could then haul
back on it to use the chain to saw through the crossbeam. Large
heavy links and seasoned hardwood would make the job difficult, but
he’d get through.
Then he learned that his grandfather had bolted the
plate to the crossbeam on the underside, which made the plate
immobile and his plan irrelevant.
The boy tossed pieces of wood at the hide flap. He
wanted to provoke a reaction from his grandfather. A laugh at his
predicament, a curse at the destruction he was causing, a reproving
stare and a comment he could think on. Anything. But all he got in
return was silence. It was as if he was completely alone in the
world.
That thought flushed frigid fear through his belly.
What if he was alone. What if Klarzin had
tracked him to his grandfather’s hut and sent an assassin after
him? What if Lucius No Nose was coming to finish what Klarzin
hadn’t let him do at the village? Conan grasped a piece of wood
with a pointed end because he refused to think of himself as
helpless, but with four feet of chain hobbling him, he’d be
slaughtered, weapon or no weapon, in a heartbeat.
He moved around to the far side of the plate, let
the chain play out, and sat with his shoulders and head against the
wall, watching the doorway. The rattle of chains reminded him of
Klarzin’s allies, and of the chain he’d failed to hold on to back
at the village. He looked at his hands, the scars visible but the
flesh pliable. There he sat, trapped by chains as his father had
been, as vulnerable as his father had been, and the last seconds of
his father’s life played through his mind over and over
again.
At some point the sun sank below the horizon,
leaving Conan in perfect darkness. His stomach growled but he
couldn’t get anywhere near his grandfather’s larder. He heard
nothing of the old man and the sounds he usually associated with
the coming of night in the forest remained elusive and
distant.
He grabbed the chain and smashed it against the
floor several times, relishing the din. He pulled at it some more,
then slumped onto his side and curled up around his empty belly to
sleep.
He awoke in the middle of the night and looked
around, but nothing had changed. His grandfather had not slipped
into the hut to take his bunk. He’d not brought the boy a sleeping
hide, or water, or any sort of food. Conan rubbed his hands
together, as he might have done to work his grandfather’s salve
into the scars. He grabbed the chain, intent on yanking it, but saw
the futility of this and stopped. He let the chain slip from his
hands and fell back to sleep.
He awoke with the dawn and found a bowl of water
within reach at the far side of the chain’s range. He leaped toward
it, crouching, then watched, wary. The door flap had been pulled
back. He imagined his grandfather waiting for him to begin drinking
before he sprang in and beat him with a stick. Or maybe the water is not good water, and will make me
sick. He waited, watchful, but burning thirst convinced him to
hook the bowl with a finger and pull it within reach. He retreated
to the hut’s rear wall and drank carefully. He made sure no water
slopped down his chest.
Before he knew it, the water was gone.
He thought about smashing the bowl or hurling it
out the doorway, but he didn’t give in to the impulse. His
grandfather might not give him another bowl. Instead he placed it
back on the spot where he’d found it, then returned to where he’d
slept. He shook his bound leg a couple of times, but the chain had
become no less strong, and he’d become weaker. He didn’t intend to
doze, but he did, and awoke to see his grandfather sitting on a
stool just inside the doorway.
“Do you want to be free, boy?”
Conan nodded.
“I don’t mean free of the chain.”
The young Cimmerian frowned. “What?”
Connacht pointed at the chain. “That chain is
revenge. It’s Klarzin. If your goal is to become the man who can
destroy him, you might succeed. But he will
destroy your life. Because the man who could defeat him needs to be
the man who will learn to fight out in my yard there. The boy who
remains trapped will never be that man.”
“But he killed my father. He killed your son.”
Connacht nodded. “I know. Blood calls for blood.
But blood feuds never solve anything. You know why I live here, in
the north, away from others, even though I’m from the tribes of the
south, yes?”
Conan shook his head.
“A blood feud. Spirits, a spirited girl, and hot
words led to blood flowing. I killed a few more of those who wanted
revenge, but they would never stop coming. So I walked away.”
“But Klarzin is not a Cimmerian. It won’t be like
killing one of our own.”
“But all you will become is the man who knows how
to kill Klarzin, which means you have no use after you’ve done
that.” His grandfather shook his head. “Since you were born, we
knew you were destined for great things. I’d rather see you die
here of starvation, chained to the floor, than for you to hobble
yourself because of some idea that you will avenge your father. It
won’t bring him back. It won’t bring any of them back. It won’t
even make them feel better about dying. And you will have wasted
your life.”
Conan’s chin came up defiantly. “So the man who
killed my father and destroyed my village is allowed to live as if
he did nothing?”
“You haven’t listened to me.” The old man glanced
out toward the yard. “I told you, out there you will learn what it
takes to kill this man. You will learn what it takes to kill
any man—which makes you very useful. And in
the big world, you will see many wonders, and have many adventures,
that will make you forget Klarzin. Imagine that instead of him and
his horde, it had been an avalanche that wiped out your village
while you were hunting. Would you go to war against it? Would you
look to slay avalanches or mountains?”
“I will never forget him.”
“And you would never forget the avalanche, but you
wouldn’t spend your life hunting avalanches. You would learn to
spot them, you would learn to deal with them, to survive them. You
would make sure that an avalanche would never hurt you again. If
you could, you would act to stop an avalanche from hurting others.
But vengeance? Life is too vast to allow it to be focused on so
tiny a thing. You want to live, to slay, to love; these are what
you want, not to hunt down a single man who likely has no more
memory of you and your village than you do of the first snowflake
you ever caught on your tongue.”
Conan snarled and kicked out. The chain rattled,
but the weight and the grinding against his anklebones underscored
the reality of his grandfather’s words. As much as he wanted to
dismiss them as nonsense, the chain reminded him of how limited his
goal really was.
“What if I find him, Grandfather? What if our paths
cross?”
The old man smiled venomously. “Then the man who
killed my son will admire the training I gave my grandson.
Klarzin’s life will splash in red rivers from his rent body. You’ll
kill his demon-spawn daughter, too . . . and the world will be
better for it. To be able to make that all happen, Conan, you will
have to learn some lessons. Very important lessons.”
The boy frowned. I want Klarzin
dead, but I am not yet the man who can kill him. He nodded
slowly.
Connacht stood. “That decision is the first you’ve
made as a man.”
Conan looked up. “How does a man get out of a
shackle?”
His grandfather laughed. “Depends on the shackle.
Been caught by a few myself, never cared for it, especially when
taken by slavers.” The old man tossed him a fist-size rock. “Now,
that shackle there lets a tongue slide into the lock and catch in
place. The key pulls the latch back.”
The boy looked at the rock. “This is not a
key.”
“But the trick of this kind of shackle is that a
small spring holds the latch in place. A sharp blow, right there
beside the keyhole . . .”
Conan scooted forward, pulled his ankle in, and hit
the shackle where his grandfather indicated. It took three tries
before the shackle slipped a little, and two more before it gave
enough to free his foot.
Connacht applauded. “If they do your wrists up with
them, just slamming one shackle into the other usually works to
have you out of them quickly.”
The youth smiled. “So, I have learned my first
lesson.”
“No, Conan, that’s your second lesson.”
The boy frowned. “Then what is the . . . Oh.” He
smiled. “Never stick yourself in a situation unless you know how
you’re going to get out of it.”
“Very good, though I expect you’ll need to be
reminded of that lesson from time to time.” Connacht stroked his
own unshaven chin. “And there are more shackles I’ll teach you to
escape from. I suspect you’ll find that information useful.”
Steadying himself against the wall, Conan stood.
“Fine. I will learn everything you would teach me. But please, out
in the yard.” He brushed the chain aside with a foot. “I am done
with children’s games.”