CHAPTER 28
MARIQUE STARTED, NOT
because she had not expected her father’s reaction, but because she
had underestimated his fury. He banged open the bronze doors to her
chamber and marched in as if he were already a god. Anger had
flushed his face purple and sharpened his features into a fearsome
mask.
“What have you done?”
She folded the light purple tunic and laid it on
top of a saddlebag before she turned to face him. She kept her
expression serene, hiding her racing heart. “I am doing as you
ordered, Father.”
Her answer stopped him. Shock softened his
features, but only for a moment. He pointed toward her chamber’s
floor. “Akhoun has told me that the Beast That Lurks has returned.
Neither Ukafa nor any of those who accompanied him have come back.
Their submersible coracles are lost. They failed, you failed! The
girl is gone. Your mother is gone.”
“Calm yourself, Father.”
“I cannot be calm, Marique!” His clawed hands rose
toward the ceiling, his angry words filling her domed chamber.
“Ever have I been patient with you. For your sake. For your
mother’s sake. But now . . . now that we are so close, so very
close, you have failed me. Again! How am I
to feel calm, Marique? Where do I find a wellspring of
peace?”
“Here, Father.” She beckoned him to a side table
which had been topped in forgotten times with a mosaic map of the
Acheronian empire. The coastline had changed. Rivers flowed in
different courses, but the mountains remained the same and created
suitable landmarks for navigation. A rounded crystalline bell had
been fitted over the top of the table. Beneath it had been trapped
a single insect.
Khalar Zym’s rage simmered. “An old map of an old
world.”
“A world to be made again anew, Father. That’s what
you want. And the monk, she is of old blood.” Marique smiled
casually. “This is why we had trouble locating her. The monk Fassir
changed her, hid her, so that as we looked for an ancient bloodline
in a modern world, we could not find it. But when we look for her
blood on a world in which it was born, we find it.”
“How?”
“Is it not obvious?” Marique pointed.
“A bug on the ocean, daughter, does not cheer
me.”
“A hornet, Father. The ship
she is on is the Hornet. Right now it lurks
here, off the coast. The scrap of cloth still bears her essence and
puts her on the ship, but not forever.” She glanced at the baggage
on the bed. “I go with a handpicked squad to ride and to retrieve
her.”
Khalar Zym shook his head. “From Khor Kalba to
there will take four days, and that would be riding horses to
death.”
“Yes, Father, but you forget. I am my mother’s
daughter.” Marique laughed. “With the magick at my command, what
was once a horse will no longer be, and riding them unto death and
beyond will make all the difference.”
Khalar Zym threw his head back and laughed, anger
drained from his voice. “Very clever, beloved daughter. Proceed.
But mark me. Return without the monk, or fail to bring her here for
the ritual on the night of the moon’s death, and all the sorcery in
the world will not save you from my wrath.”
TAMARA STOOD ON the wheel
deck, dressed as a pirate should be, with her long, dark hair
dancing in the dying day’s breeze. She watched Conan below as he
bid his fellows farewell. She’d awakened in her bed, naked but
wrapped tenderly in a blanket, and knew who had done her that
kindness. Her ritual had provided her some peace and more clarity,
though the latter only extended so far.
She hoped that by standing there, standing tall and
looking every inch as a corsair should, she would give Conan heart.
She wanted terribly to beg him not to go—not because she feared for
her safety on the Hornet. Not only would
her skills with a knife and bow save her from unwanted attention,
but Artus had declared her the little sister he’d never had and had
suggested, none too subtly, that the rest of the crew should do
likewise.
Unspoken was the fact that to fail in that regard
would be to face her wrath, or his wrath, or Conan’s wrath, in no
particular order.
No, Tamara feared for Conan. Oddly enough it was
not because she doubted his skill with arms or courage—she had
never seen a man so fearsome in combat. Though she would never have
wished them to oppose each other, she would have felt certain that
even Master Fassir would fall to the Cimmerian.
It was instead his grim fatalism that caused her
anxiety. All of the pirates appeared to go through dark moments,
but Conan dwelt most comfortably there. Quick and clever and vital
as he was, in those moments of quiet where she found peace, he
retreated into melancholy. Tamara worried that there might come a
time when he could not find his way back.
But she smiled bravely when he looked up at her.
“May the gods speed you, Conan.”
He nodded once, solemnly, then shouldered a supply
satchel and headed down the gangway to the abandoned stone pier by
which they had dropped anchor. Without looking back, the
broad-shouldered barbarian marched to shore and started up the
nearest hillside.
Artus looked up at her. “Well, woman?”
“What, Captain Artus?”
“I like the sound of that, ‘Captain Artus.’ You poxed dogs remember that.” Artus
plucked a rolled piece of canvas from his belt. “The Cimmerian
forgot his map. I’d send a man, but they all need to be filling our
water casks. I need someone fleet to catch him.”
Smiling, Tamara leaped to the main deck. “I’ll
gladly . . .”
Artus extended the map to her, but did not yet let
go. “We sail with the tide. Be back by dawn.”
“Aye, Captain.”
Artus smiled. “And if you have a chance, Tamara,
tell him he’d best meet me in Hyrkania, or I will hunt him
down.”
EVEN BEFORE HE caught
sight of her, Conan knew it was Tamara. She made more noise,
deliberate noise, than an advancing company of freebooters. He
paused on a sandy switchback, the breeze teasing long blades of sea
grass, and smiled as she turned the corner. Beyond her, on the
beach, Artus waved.
She held the map out to him. “Artus said you forgot
this.”
Conan patted a folded piece of canvas at his belt.
“You’ll have to take that back. He’s forgotten I made my own
copy.”
Her face fell.
“But not yet, Tamara.”
She closed the distance between them and slipped
her hand into his. “You’ll think me silly, but in all my time at
the monastery, I never had to say good-bye.”
The Cimmerian resumed his hike up the hillside with
her in tow. “People must have died.”
“Yes, but you knew that you would never see them in
this life again. There was no wondering as to their fate. No
anticipating a return, or hearing bad news.” She shook her head. “I
would not have thought it so hard.”
“Hard are the times when you never have the chance
to say good-bye.” They crested the hill and turned inland. There,
just on the other side of the hill, lay another cove similar to the
one where the Hornet anchored. At this one,
however, the beach had risen to bury ruins, leaving visible only
two massive statues. White sand covered them to the waist. They
stared blindly at the ocean, and the fanglike stones that warded
the cove and kept all ships at sea.
Tamara stopped. “Who were these people? Did they
think they could conquer earth and sea?”
“Perhaps for a time they did conquer earth and sea.”
“And now all they know is ruin.” She squeezed his
hand, then looked up into his face. “Do you think our lives are
part of some grand plan?”
Conan shook his head. “I do not know. I do not
care. I live, I slay, I love, I call no man master. If there is a
purpose to life beyond that, it means nothing to me.”
Tamara’s gaze met his openly, with no guile or
hidden intent. She raised his hand to her lips and kissed it. “I
want nothing of you, Conan, save that, for this night, you do not
have to pass it alone.”
Two dozen yards along the path and back up a bit,
they found shelter in the ruins of what had once been a watchtower.
A cleared floor and a small stack of firewood revealed that other
travelers had used it before them. The Cimmerian kindled a fire and
Tamara spread out a blanket. She shed her clothes, then freed him
of his.
It was not the first time he had seen her naked,
but that morning, aboard the Hornet, it had
been entirely different. Now her long hair fell forward of her
shoulders, but did not conceal her full breasts with their dark
nipples. Her body tapered at the waist, then flared gently through
her hips down into long, slender legs. Her face, though half
shadowed, had a regal beauty that insisted she must be of nobility,
and her slender hands, which caressed his chest, testified to her
femininity.
Conan took her in his arms and kissed her, deeply
and passionately, but she broke the kiss and forced him to lie down
on the blanket. She knelt at his feet, then worked her way up his
body, kissing each of his scars, solemnly and slowly, the intimacy
of her caresses all the greater for their simple innocence.
She was not the first woman he had bedded since his
days on the Black Coast. He could not remember all of them. He had
sought their company to hold ghosts at bay. He’d thought to bury
Bêlit’s memory and the pain in the anonymity of hot couplings. That
effort had failed, for the hollowness of the acts resonated within
the void in his heart, mocking with their shallowness the depth of
what he had once had.
But Tamara . . . she saw him differently than the
legions of whores and concubines. She continued kissing him, but
when her lips met a scar on his left hip, he flinched.
She looked up. “Did I . . . ?”
Conan shook his head. That wound he’d taken aboard
the Argus, as Bêlit and the Tigress’s crew had overwhelmed the smaller ship.
She’d made him her consort and king. She had danced for him and
then, later, kissed that same scar.
Tamara’s eyes glistened. “She must have been very
special.”
Conan nodded.
Hot tears anointed the scar. “And so fortunate to
have won your heart.”
The Cimmerian reached down and drew her up. His
fingers slipped into her dark hair and he brought her mouth to his.
He kissed her fiercely, as if it were the last kiss he might ever
give, then crushed her to him.
Theirs was not the sloppy, clumsy lovemaking of
children, nor the passionless joining of bodies performing for pay
or duty. At first it was frenzied and urgent, because of the primal
hunger that united them. Khalar Zym’s machinations may have thrown
them together, but this union was of their choice, for them and
them alone. And through it, and as it settled into a more sustained
course, they confirmed their existences. It gave each of them a
piece of the other, a slice of time shared, that guaranteed they
would never be alone. Without regret, and yet with great joy, they
came together again and again and, eventually, with hungers sated,
lay entwined in the dying firelight.
He held her so she could not escape, but she made
no attempt to do so. Instead she traced fingers over his myriad
scars like a palm reader tracing the lines of his hands. She kissed
the scars, though this time more quickly and playfully, wistfully,
then snuggled in with her cheek pressed to his chest.
“I shall be thinking of you always on your journey,
Conan.”
“Three days to Asgalun, and another to Khor
Kalba.”
“Artus said that if you did not meet him in
Hyrkania, he would hunt you down. Will you meet him?”
He pulled back, and looked her full in the face. “I
will find him. I shall need to know that he brought you to safety.
If, for some reason, he failed, then I shall have to know who to
kill.”
She kissed his lower lip. “He will not fail, Conan.
On the tide he shall bear me safely away.”
With another woman, these words would have been an
invitation to ask her to come with him, but he did not take them as
such. Tamara did not look at him quizzically, wondering why he
refrained. She smiled and nestled deeper into his arms.
He kissed the top of her head. “There are hours
before the tide, Tamara. I shall return you to the ship soon, and
see you off. Then I am bound for Khor Kalba, to see you free
forever.”