9
REACHER LAY QUIETLY on the dirty straw in his
stall in the cow barn. Not asleep, but his body was shut down to
the point where he might as well have been. Every muscle was
relaxed and his breathing was slow and even. His eyes were closed
because the barn was dark and there was nothing to see. But his
mind was wide awake. Not racing, but just powering steadily along
with that special nighttime intensity you get in the absence of any
other distractions.
He was doing two things at once. First, he was
keeping track of time. It was nearly two hours since he had last
looked at his watch, but he knew what time it was to within about
twenty seconds. It was an old skill, born of many long wakeful
nights on active service. When you’re waiting for something to
happen, you close your body down like a beach house in winter and
you let your mind lock onto the steady pace of the passing seconds.
It’s like suspended animation. It saves energy and it lifts the
responsibility for your heartbeat away from your unconscious brain
and passes it on to some kind of a hidden clock. Makes a huge black
space for thinking in. But it keeps you just awake enough to be
ready for whatever you need to be ready for. And it means you
always know what time it is.
The second simultaneous thing Reacher was doing was
playing around with a little mental arithmetic. He was multiplying
big numbers in his head. He was thirty-seven years and eight months
old, just about to the day. Thirty-seven multiplied by three
hundred and sixty-five was thirteen thousand five hundred and five.
Plus twelve days for twelve leap years was thirteen thousand five
hundred and seventeen. Eight months counting from his birthday in
October forward to this date in June was two hundred and
forty-three days. Total of thirteen thousand seven hundred and
sixty days since he was born. Thirteen thousand seven hundred and
sixty days, thirteen thousand seven hundred and sixty nights. He
was trying to place this particular night somewhere on that endless
scale. In terms of how bad it was.
Truth was, it wasn’t the best night he had ever
passed, but it was a long way from being the worst. A very long
way. The first four or so years of his life, he couldn’t remember
anything at all, which left about twelve thousand three hundred
nights to account for. Probability was, this particular night was
up there in the top third. Without even trying hard, he could have
reeled off thousands of nights worse than this one. Tonight, he was
warm, comfortable, uninjured, not under any immediate threat, and
he’d been fed. Not well, but he felt that came from a lack of skill
rather than from active malice. So physically he had no
complaints.
Mentally, it was a different story. He was
suspended in a vacuum just as impenetrable as the darkness inside
the cow barn. The problem was the total lack of information. He was
not a guy who necessarily felt uncomfortable with some lack of
information. He was the son of a Marine officer and he had lived
the military life literally all the way since birth. Therefore
confusion and unpredictability were what he was accustomed to. But
tonight, there was just too much missing.
He didn’t know where he was. Whether by accident or
by design, the three kidnappers had given him absolutely no clue at
all where they were headed. It made him feel adrift. His particular
problem was, living the military life from birth, out of those
thirteen thousand seven hundred and sixty days of his life, he’d
spent probably much less than a fifth of them actually inside the
United States. He was as American as the President, but he’d lived
and served all over the world most of his life. Outside the United
States. It had left him knowing his own country about as well as
the average seven-year-old knows it. So he couldn’t decode the
subtle rhythms and feel and smells of America as well as he wanted
to. It was possible that somebody else could interpret the unseen
contours of the invisible landscape or the feel of the air or the
temperature of the night and say yes, I’m in this state now or that
state now. It was possible people could do that. But Reacher
couldn’t. It gave him a problem.
Added to that he had no idea who the kidnappers
were. Or what their business was. Or what their intentions were.
He’d studied them closely, every opportunity he’d had. Conclusions
were difficult. The evidence was all contradictory. Three of them,
youngish, maybe somewhere between thirty and thirty-five, fit,
trained to act together with a measure of efficiency. They were
almost military, but not quite. They were organized, but not
official. Their appearance shrieked: amateurs.
Because they were so neat. They all had new
clothes, plain chain store cottons and poplins, fresh haircuts.
Their weapons were fresh out of the box. The Glocks were brand-new.
The shotgun was brand-new, packing grease still visible. Those
factors meant they weren’t any kind of professionals. Because
professionals do this stuff every day. Whoever they are, Special
Forces, CIA, FBI, detectives, it’s their job. They wear working
clothes. They use weapons they signed out last year, the year
before, tried and trusted weapons, chipped weapons, scratched
weapons, working tools. Put three professionals together on any one
day, and you’ll see last night’s pizza on one guy’s shirt, another
guy won’t have shaved, the third guy will be wearing the awful old
pants his buddies make jokes about behind his back. It’s possible
you’ll see a new jacket once in a while, or a fresh gun, or new
shoes, but the chances of seeing everything new all at once on
three working professionals on the same day are so slim as to be
absurd.
And their attitude betrayed them. Competent, but
jumpy, uptight, hostile, rude, tense. Trained to some degree, but
not practiced. Not experienced. They’d rehearsed the theory, and
they were smart enough to avoid any gross errors, but they didn’t
have the habituation of professionals. Therefore these three were
some kind of amateurs. And they had kidnapped a brand-new FBI
agent. Why? What the hell could a brand-new FBI agent have done to
anybody? Reacher had no idea. And the brand-new FBI agent in
question wasn’t saying. Just another component he couldn’t begin to
figure. But not the biggest component. The biggest component he
couldn’t begin to figure was why the hell he was still there.
He had no problem with how he had gotten grabbed up
in the first place. Just a freak of chance had put him alongside
Holly Johnson at the exact time the snatch was going down. He was
comfortable with that. He understood freak chances. Life was built
out of freak chances, however much people would like to pretend
otherwise. And he never wasted time speculating about how things
might have been different, if this and if that. Obviously if he’d
been strolling on that particular Chicago street a minute earlier
or a minute later, he’d have been right past that dry cleaner and
never known a damn thing about all this. But he hadn’t been
strolling a minute earlier or a minute later, and the freak chance
had happened, and he wasn’t about to waste his time wondering where
he would be now if it hadn’t.
But what he did need to pin down was why he was
still there, just over fourteen hours later, according to the clock
inside his head. He’d had two marginal chances and one cast-iron
certainty of getting out. Right away, on the street, he could have
made it. Probably. The possibility of collateral damage had stopped
him. Then in the abandoned lot, getting into the white truck, he
might have made it. Probably. Three against one, both times, but
they were three amateurs against Jack Reacher, and he felt
comfortable enough about those odds.
The cast-iron certainty was he could have been out
of the cow barn, say an hour after the three guys returned from the
gas station with the truck. He could have slipped the cuff again,
climbed the wall and dropped down into the barnyard and been away.
Just jogged over to the road and walked away and disappeared. Why
hadn’t he done that?
He lay there in the huge inky blackness of
relaxation and realized it was Holly that was keeping him there. He
hadn’t bailed out because he couldn’t take the risk. The three guys
could have panicked and wasted her and run. Reacher didn’t want
that to happen. Holly was a smart, spirited woman. Sharp,
impatient, confident, tough as hell. Attractive, in a shy, unforced
sort of a way. Dark, slim, a lot of intelligence and energy. Great
eyes. Eyes were Reacher’s thing. He was lost in a pair of pretty
eyes.
But it wasn’t her eyes that were doing it to him.
Not her looks. Or her intelligence or her personality. It was her
knee. That’s what was doing it to him. Her guts and her dignity.
The sight of a good-looking spirited woman cheerfully fighting an
unaccustomed disability seemed like a brave and noble thing to
Reacher. It made her his type of person. She was coping with it.
She was doing it well. She wasn’t complaining. She wasn’t asking
for his help. And because she wasn’t asking for it, she was going
to get it.