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Panther was waiting for me over at Carl’s Jr. She
drove me back down to Manhattan Beach. All the way she talked about
getting back at Lisa for what she’d done to her apartment and
clothes. All the way I told Panther to be patient, to wait a little
while longer.
I told her about the commotion at Shutters.
Panther said, “China Doll had an attack of the
sticky fingers in Freeman’s room.”
“What all she take?”
“All she could. I told her to just get the
briefcase. Her rougish butt.”
“Don’t think that matters too much right now.
What’s done is done.”
“Regrets?”
“I’m accumulating regrets every time I
breathe.”
My car was right where I left it. Had a parking
ticket to go along with the dirt and bricked-out window. Panther
popped her trunk. I took Freeman’s briefcase from her ride and put
it inside my trunk. Stared at it for a moment. Tried the lock.
Decided not to break it open.
I told her, “Don’t go back to your place.”
“Why not?”
“Won’t be safe. Get a room. Call me.”
She asked, “Where you rolling?”
“Have to see a man about a horse.”
“I’m going.”
“No.”
“Yes.”
“You gonna have to trust me.”
“That’s a million-dollar prize, Driver.”
I nodded.
She said, “I should go with you.”
I shook my head. “They might follow me.”
She asked, “You know how they’re doing it?”
I told her.
She bit her lip.
I pulled her to me. Kissed her. Looked in her brown
eyes and saw that she didn’t trust me, not on the level I needed
her to. Money put that kinda barrier between people. I couldn’t ask
her to trust me. I didn’t know what I was going to do. Didn’t know
what I would have to do.
We kissed and kissed and kissed.
She said, “When this is done, maybe we can go to
the museums, jazz cafés, hook up and do all the touristy
sightseeing stuff. Haven’t really done any of that since I’ve been
out here.”
“Sure.”
“Picnics?”
“Cool.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
“Cross your heart and hope to die, stick a needle
in your eye?”
“Yeah. All that.”
She smiled at all of my lies. She was a smart
woman, read my face, knew it was all a front. We were talking about
tomorrow because we didn’t think there would be one, not for
me.
Lisa had destroyed all Panther’s clothing, left her
that one black dress. A dress to wear when she watched them give me
back to Mother Earth. A dress for my pending funeralization.
I touched her face, said, “One of us is gonna have
to come up on some furniture.”
“All we need is a bed and a nice sturdy
chair.”
“Cool.”
“And someplace for me to cook.”
We kissed again. If I could’ve packed up and moved
inside that kiss, I would’ve.
I got inside my car, took a long look at her. And I
stared long and hard. It was like when a man was on the bus heading
to prison. He stared at things long and hard, tried to absorb and
memorize them, etch them in his mind. I was absorbing, remembering,
etching.
I rolled down the window and asked Panther, “You
working tonight?”
She shrugged, wiped her eyes with the back of her
hands. Her face had reddened, heated up by her insides. Her fearful
tears were about to come on, but she was holding them back.
She asked, “What you need me to do?”
I told her, “Don’t go to work. I don’t want you
anyplace they can find you. Do like I told you and get a room. Go
to San Bernardino if you have to. I’ll call you in a little
while.”
“Take me with you.”
“No.”
“Driver—”
“No.”
She nodded.
I asked, “You know any good clubs near
Hollywood?”
“A few. Club 360 is tight. That hot spot is on
Highland and Willoughby. Why?”
“Get that room. I’ll call you if I can.”
“What do you mean if you can?”
We looked at each other. Her sadness was about to
erupt. What saved us was her cellular phone. It rang. It was her
mother calling. She answered, still staring at me.
I drove away, took to the madness in L.A. traffic
once again, Club 360 on my mind.
A newspaper clipping was on my seat. Read it while
I drove. Police had reported to the scene of a car on fire in Lake
Terrace. When they put it out they found a body in the trunk.
I tossed that threat to the wind.
My cellular rang. It was Lisa. My number one
jeva.
I answered talking, told her, “Wolf knows
everything.”
She didn’t say anything.
I said, “Lisa, and I know that his family keeps
their eyes on him. I know. Smart move.”
Nothing on her end.
I said, “You there?”
“Look in the mirror. Look in the eyes of a dead
man.”
My jeva hung up.
His family keeps their eyes on him. She knew
what that meant.
I loosened my tie, let my window down, put my hand
in the wind, let my fingers dance while I drove from Manhattan
Beach to the edges of Hollywood, made a stop on Willoughby, drove
in circles, checking to see if they had picked up my scent, then
moved on.
La Brea and Melrose.
Bright lights were shining. Mrs. Robinson was on
stage, in diva mode, once again in her fur coat, high heels, and
thong. Once again that ass, tummy tuck, and upgraded breasts were
seducing her young costar. She sang, she moved those hips, she
seduced, had the room three degrees hotter than hell.
Arizona came to the doorway, motioned at me. She
had on leather pants, high heels, makeup done, hair down, long and
wavy. Her finesse peppered the air.
She said, “You double-crossed me.”
“You don’t sound surprised.”
She gave me a one-sided smile. “Where is the
Maltese Falcon?”
“Talk first.”
She pushed her lips up, looked like she was trying
to figure out what to do with my tense mood, how to play me away
from my anger. She knew I needed her to make this happen.
Right now I had more desperation than anger. That
was her saving grace.
Arizona said, “If I told you there was a truck down
the street and it had a million dollars inside, and we were going
to rip it off at noon tomorrow, tell me, would you wait until noon,
or try and get the jump on me, be there at sunrise and claim that
million-dollar prize for yourself?”
“Smart woman.”
Her expression was slick, cunning. “Let’s
walk.”
“Sure. Let’s put one foot in front of the other and
take a stroll.”
She handed me her leather jacket. I held it while
she slipped it on. Valet ran up as soon as we stepped out the door.
The worker was anxious to please. She spoke to him in Spanish. I
don’t know what she said, but he looked at me, then looked away.
She lit up a cigarette. Cloves scented the air, mixed with the
exhaust from bumper-to-bumper traffic. The light was taking too
long. She took out her MIRT and made the light change in our favor.
She walked like she kept a bottle of time in her pocket. By the
time we crossed La Brea she’d tossed her smoke to the concrete.
Over at Pink’s we stood in the long line, mixed with everybody from
regular Joes to dignitaries and grabbed two turkey burgers, fries,
and sodas. Arizona found a table and we sat down. I sat down with
my back to the wall, had to be able to see who walked in.
They were out there. I felt it.
“Nice night,” Arizona said.
“Get to the business.”
“You’re pissed off.”
“I don’t like being played.”
“No one does, Driver. No one does.”
We took bites of our burgers. Tasted like heaven.
Seemed like I hadn’t eaten in days.
She asked me, “What gave me away?”
“Freeman still had his passkey. When we got back to
the hotel Freeman still had his passkey. Pickpocket never lifted
his wallet. I don’t think she intended to get it. It was a
show.”
“If you had dropped them off and left, you never
would’ve known.”
“But I didn’t drop them off and leave. I hung
around.”
Again she smiled, this one like she was happy to
know where her scheme fell apart. She said, “I’m still learning.
Seems like something always falls through the cracks. That’s the
thing about this business, in every operation something always goes
wrong.”
“So, it was all a show.”
She looked down at my ankle. “Pull your pant leg
down.”
I looked down and saw why it had bunched up, pulled
it down, looked around.
Arizona smiled at me. “It’s cool. Everybody is too
busy eating to notice your little wardrobe malfunction. Straighten
your collar too.”
I nodded and looked around, then back at her.
She went back to our conversation, asked, “What was
a show?”
“LAX. Come clean. How many wallets did your girl
lift at the airport?”
She sipped her soda, chewed a fry. “When you picked
up Freeman? One. Just yours.”
“The stash of wallets you showed me at the
pickpocket’s apartment?”
“Wallets she had lifted here and there, but not
that day. Not at LAX.”
“A million limo drivers in L.A. Why me?”
“In this business you have to pick your mark. Have
to pick your team. Have to read everybody. Find out what people
need or want, play their emotions. I learned from the best.”
“Is that right?”
“Pussy and money, Driver.”
“What about ‘em?”
“The man who taught me all I know, he told me that
the promise of either draws men in.”
“Pussy and money.”
“With you it was about the money. After I had
picked the limo service, I pulled bank statements for a few people.
You had the profile. Newest employee. No real job for a long time
before that one. Bank account was low. Pay not that good, just
enough to cover your bills.”
“That’s everybody in L.A.”
“You were one paycheck away from being
homeless.”
“Give me a break. Motherfuckers in Malibu are one
paycheck from being homeless.”
“True. But you had a prison record that didn’t
exactly leave you upwardly mobile.”
I told her, “A man’s heart and soul, what he’s
about ain’t in a damn computer. You couldn’t pull up my ethics on a
credit report or a bank statement. Or on a prison record.”
“Or how good you were going to look. Saw you at
Back Biters and ... and ... damn.”
“Don’t start with that
you-love-men-in-nice-suits-and-chocolate bullshit.”
She laughed.
I said, “So you walked in Back Biters and dangled a
carrot.”
“Your profile. Low bank account. Felony. Easier to
get a criminal to do a crime.”
“Bullshit. Most niggas would rather die than go
back to jail. It ain’t Club Med. It’s a cage. And when you get out
that cage comes with you, stays in your mind
twenty-four-seven.”
“When you get angry you slip, your speech changes,
gets gruff, sounds so street.”
“Then don’t piss me the fuck off. Hate to show you
how street I can get.”
Her expression was smooth and easy, never
intimidated by my size or irritation.
Without sounding apologetic she said, “I
digress.”
“That getting a criminal to do a crime, straight
bullshit.”
“Most times, not all the time. But you have to
remember that I’m the craftswoman at this table. You’re the working
stiff pulling a nine-to-five. A legit man might be too hard to
sway, and if he sways he’s too unpredictable. They might have a
moral attack or something.”
“The felony. My record. That was what drew you to
me.”
“Of course. That and your bank account needed some
re vitalization.”
I took a breath.
She said, “Be real. A felon doesn’t get a lot of
chances to make this much money.”
“Martha Stewart.”
“You know what I meant.”
I said, “So, you’d never planned on breaking into
Freeman’s room.”
“It was still a big improvisation. Yeah, I planned
on getting the computer. That’s original and could be profitable.
But I had to get you to do that for me, boo.”
“You could’ve done it yourself.”
“Oh, no. I’m not a thief. Not that kind.”
“Uh huh.”
“That hotel has too much security. A smart grifter
never shows her face. My girl knows that too. She’s rising up in
Hollywood, so she wouldn’t take any chances on getting
busted.”
“You could’ve rented a room on the same floor.
Worked it like that.”
She shook her head. “Never show your face.”
“I’ll jot that down in my criminal notepad.”
We ate some more, each bite tasting better than the
one before. The night air became cooler. L.A. was always like that
at night. The bitch always sent you to bed with a chill.
I asked, “How did you know I’d steal it?”
“Didn’t. Just fed you enough information. You
didn’t know me. Didn’t trust me.”
“Still don’t.”
“I know. And I don’t trust you. So that keeps us in
a good position.”
“I hit Freeman. I straight up double-crossed
you.”
“I would’ve done the same. Like I told you, a
million dollars on a truck.”
I told her, “I’m not buying all of that bullshit.
Somebody put you on to me.”
“Kill the conspiracy theory. It was random.”
“Like searching for a four-leaf clover on a
sidewalk.”
“Nice analogy. Can I use that?”
“Stop the bullshit. Yesterday you said you
protected your sources. Today it’s random.”
She gave another one of those cute and criminal
smiles.
I asked, “You pulled Freeman’s bank info?”
She reached inside her purse, handed me a golden
envelope. Making red lights change to green. Pulling a man’s bank
information. I was impressed and nervous with what she could
do.
Freeman had six thousand in his savings. Around
three hundred in his checking.
I said, “To be a baller, he’s conservative.”
“Look here. He bounced quite a few checks in the
past year.”
“Damn. He sure did. On his old Quitman,
Mississippi, bank account.”
“He needs a better accountant.”
“This is just checking and savings. Checking gets
no interest and savings is so low it might as well be no interest.
He has to have his real money somewhere else.”
“I expected him to be like the typical Nuevo
baller, big money in useless accounts.”
I said, “Doubt if he hooked up with a woman like
Folasade because he’s stupid.”
“Well, I wouldn’t sleep with my nest egg under my
pillow. I’d diversify my investments, buy property. Any disposable
income would be in a high-interest account.”
“He got a seven-figure deal, so this is his chump
change. He probably has more accounts than he can count. What else
did you come up with?”
“My contact is still on it. You done eating?”
“Yeah. Shoulda picked up a bottle of JD to wash
this down.”
I tossed our garbage. We headed back toward the
theater. She fired up another cigarette while we strolled, stood at
the corner and smoked more than half before she tossed it. Once
again she made the light change in our favor. Pushed a button, made
the world stop for her.
I asked, “Besides using the lot to fence hot goods,
what’s your connection to the play?”
“What makes you think there is one?”
“The way the valet and doorman looked at you. Like
you’re a queen.”
“I tip well.”
“They looked at you like that before you
tipped.”
“We have some money invested.”
“Legit money?”
“Yeah. Me and Mrs. Robinson.”
“Your personal pickpocket.”
She laughed.
I said, “Saw her headshot on the wall. Pamela
Quinones.”
“The one and only. That’s my partner. I’d prefer to
do it alone. That way there is no split. All the guts and all the
glory. But she’s cool. We’ve been hanging tough for two years now.
Rent scams. Vending machine scams. God, we’ve done more shit than I
can remember.”
“Quinones. Spanish?”
“Part Puerto Rican. A mutt, just like me.”
“Lovers?”
She laughed, shook her head, but didn’t answer with
any words.
I said, “That’s how she got the lead. Invested in
her own play, hired herself as the star.”
“It was either that or do like Angelyne—buy herself
a pink Corvette and lease a billboard on the Sunset Strip. You have
to showcase. You do what you have to do in this town.”
“Tummy tuck. Breasts enhanced.”
“Teeth capped. You name it and they do it in the
name of Hollywood.”
“What about you?”
“No upgrades.”
I checked my watch. It was getting to be that time
of night, the time when trouble woke up and took to the streets.
Lisa’s bullyboys should be on the prowl by now.
I was ready to get it over with, but I wasn’t going
to rush.
I asked Arizona, “How’s the play going?”
“Losing money. This production has turned out to be
a money pit.”
“Why don’t you shut it down?”
“Not yet. It’s a great way to clean up some dirty
money.”
“You’re doing a lot. Got your hands in a lot of
pots.”
“I want to work my way up the ladder and be Queen
Scamz one day.”
“Credit cards. Ripping off the Internet. Sounds
more like organized crime.”
“A fool is born every minute and there’s enough
business for everybody.”
“Ambitious.”
“Would love for you to tag along. For personal
reasons if nothing else.”
She tiptoed and kissed me. Her tongue got
reacquainted with mine.
I thought about Panther.
Arizona said, “When I was naked in front of you, I
wanted you to take it.”
“That’s what got Kobe in the situation he’s in
now.”
“Baby, this ain’t Denver.” She laughed. “Was so wet
for you.”
We kissed again.
She whispered, “Imagined your tongue moving inside
me ... just ... like ... that.”
I wasn’t into her, not like I was the night we met.
Was playing the role. I was doing like Panther did at her job. In
the back of my mind I saw how she let men touch her, how she teased
them with her real estate in order to get over. Ten dollars a song.
Slow dance to heaven.
Arizona pulled away, held my hand, looked me in the
eyes, her eyes dreamy, that cunning smile back on her lips, and
asked me, “That package you have ... ?”
“Back to the money.”
“Yeah.”
“Told you I don’t like being played.”
She asked, “What are we going to do about
Freeman?”
“The ball is already rolling.” I let her hand go.
“I want a bigger cut.”
“Define a bigger cut.”
I said, “My crew gets fifty. Your team gets the
same.”
“You’re insane. No deal.”
“Fifty percent.”
She laughed, still gloating from the work she had
done.
I didn’t laugh. I told her, “So you get a dime, I
get two nickels.”
“And if I get nothing?”
“I get half of that.”
She twisted her lips. “Fifty percent. Geesh.”
“My crew bumped it. Now it’s between you and
Freeman.”
She ran her tongue over her bottom lip.
Time danced around us while I waited for her
decision.
She said, “Guess we should look at the merchandise.
Right, partner?”
I told her, “I’ll get the briefcase.”
Her lips went back up into that slick smile. “I
already have it.”
“I’m not surprised.”
“Bummer.”
“Expected your valet guy to go through my car. I’m
guessing that’s what you told him in Spanish. Figured that was why
you wanted to take a stroll over to Pink‘s, to buy some
time.”
“You’re thinking like a con man. I like
that.”
I said, “One more thing.”
“Uh huh?”
“Let’s say I buy the bullshit you sold me about
picking me at random, about looking at all the employees at Wolf’s
company. That meant you could find me at work. Or home. But how did
you know I’d be at Back Biters? That’s not on my resume or in my
credit report.”
She chuckled, didn’t give up any answer. Kept that
answer to herself.
I followed her around the corner. Her car was
there. Another one of her workers was waiting for her. More Spanish
words and he used the remote to open the trunk. Her trunk was
filled with more high-end clothes, all sorts of designer dresses
and shoes. Freeman’s silver briefcase was resting on top of it all.
She checked the locks, then said more Spanish words. Her worker ran
off, came back with a black bag, pulled out tools that would make
any lock useless.
She asked, “In a hurry?”
I wasn’t. Nothing but trouble and death were
waiting for me.
“Let’s inspect the merchandise.”
I nodded. Didn’t expect Arizona to let me raise up
without an inspection. Didn’t want to leave before I knew what I
had given her. I hadn’t opened it, not because of the lock,
could’ve broke that myself, but I was scared of what might be
inside. Or what might not be inside. Scared that what China Doll
had grabbed might not be the real prize, but a briefcase loaded
with those damn bobbleheads. The lock popped. I held my breath.
Expected it to fly up and see a hundred little Freemans running for
freedom, heads wobbling, images of the new black aesthetic with two
books held high, the Moses of the book world.
The briefcase was sturdy and professional, designed
especially for a laptop, lined with black protective foam. Had
separate compartments for the power cord and other
accessories.
Snuggled inside that foam was a computer. Silver. A
Sony VAIO.
I had expected it to have a radioactive glow like
the Holy Grail did in one of those Indiana Jones movies, or
its contents lighting up the room like that briefcase did in the
movie Paycheck. It didn’t glow. Doubt if it was the latest
VAIO Sony had to offer.
Arizona powered it up. I didn’t think it would come
on. It did. I expected to need a password. I didn’t. The
screensaver was a picture of Freeman and Sade. Both had I-love-you
smiles. Had to be a couple of years old. No ring was on her finger.
She looked happy.
I noticed that the briefcase looked thicker than
the compartment.
“Looks like Freeman’s briefcase has a false
bottom.”
Arizona smiled, shut off the computer, and closed
the briefcase. She didn’t check to see what was hidden underneath
Freeman’s million-dollar book.
I nodded.
She did the same.
“One more thing.”
“Sure.”
I handed her a business card. Told her to turn it
over. A name and an address were on the other side, written in
black ink, my own handwriting, block style so it would be
readable.
I told her, “If for any reason I’m not around,
that’s who I want you to give my cut to.”
“If you’re not around?”
I nodded.
She said, “You trust me?”
“Don’t think I have a choice.”
“I know they busted your head. Things that
bad?”
My head wound didn’t hurt anymore. I asked, “Can
you do that?”
She read the card. “Rufus—”
“My brother. Anything happens to me, wanna make
sure ... can you do that?”
I’d already left Rufus a message, told him to kick
some cash down to Panther, left her number. Told him to remember
and honor what we had said about not wasting money on funerals. And
I told him to remember the rules of the streets; no police.
A big red clock was over my head, ticking
down.
Momma. Reverend Daddy. Thought about both of
them.
Hoped Rufus and Pasquale ... hoped they worked that
shit out some kinda way. I didn’t have time to call. Should’ve
gotten over my own issues and called my brother. Hated that I acted
like Reverend Daddy with him all the damn time. But that was all I
knew, all I understood.
Arizona smiled, this one not that of a grifter. Her
walls came down and everything about her became softer. She looked
like a lost little girl who was trying too hard to be a conniving
woman. Her smile was real. Held sincerity and worry. In that moment
I saw some innocence, corners of who she used to be before life
tripped her up and she landed on this side of the fence.
Then it was gone. That tenderness lasted as long as
a candle’s flame in a hurricane.
She said, “Sure.”
She reached over, patted my hand, touched my flesh
like she wanted to feel its warmth.
Feel the warmth before it went cold. Touch this
skin before it changed back to dirt.
Rufus wouldn’t be involved, would be out of harm’s
way. Panther wouldn’t be involved. Nobody I cared about would be
caught up in this game, not any more than they already were.
That was that.
I told her, “They’re out there looking for
me.”
“What are you going to do?”
“It’ll never end. I have to do what I have to
do.”
“Be careful.”
“Just live up to your end of the bargain.”
She said something in Spanish and the valet nodded,
ran off, came back with my ride.
Arizona reached inside her purse and took out her
blade. She made it dance open, then made it dance back into its
shelter, then offered it to me.
I thought about it, but shook my head, a thankful
smile on my weary face.
Think I understood how Lancaster felt in that
movie. Tired. Just plain old tired.
She told me, “He’s dead. The man who taught me all
I know, he’s dead.”
“I kinda figured that.”
“I know you’re a big and strong man, but be
careful.”
She put her blade back in her purse, headed back
inside the theater. She didn’t look back this time. Think it was
too hard for her to. Death had been a part of her world, probably
had been the trauma that made her who she was right now. She
vanished into the theater. I heard a huge applause. The stage show
was ending, curtain was coming down, the pretending was over.
I got in my car and started driving, out of habit
my tired eyes went to the rearview.
Cold air came in through the broken rear
window.
Felt strange not having my glasses on.
Felt stranger not having my cellular at my
side.
That phone had been on my hip for months.
Lisa had given me Italian suits.
And she had given me that cellular phone.
It was a high-tech phone with a GPS inside. The
same kinda phone some parents gave their children so they could
keep geographical tabs on them. Twelve thousand miles over my head
a satellite had been tracking me, making me a blip on her screen.
She might’ve been able to pull that information up on her cellular
phone. Lisa had been able to follow me for months.
Brilliant. Her flapdoodle had been nothing short of
being brilliant.
Still felt like I was being followed.
Like death was behind me.
That was good.