9
What jackasses,” Gladys cried after
she’d returned from a walk to the post office and was opening the
mail one morning the next week.
“What is it?” Madeline asked, looking Up from a
crossword.
Gladys flapped the papers in the air. “The nerve!”
She inhaled a wavering breath. “Those people. I should have
known.” She began to pace around the kitchen.
“What are you talking about?”
“They can’t get away with this. Why, I ought to—”
She slammed a fist down on the table. “Bullies, that’s what they
are. They think they can have anything they want, any way they
want.” She was trembling with anger.
“Gladys, stop. Please sit down.”
“I don’t want to sit down. I will not stand for
this kind of—malarkey.”
“You’re going to make yourself ill. Stop a minute
and breathe.” Madeline had stood Up and now prodded Gladys toward a
chair.
Gladys sat, making sharp, furious exhales. Madeline
went and got her a glass of water. When she’d drunk a little of it,
Madeline pulled Up a chair and tugged at the letter Gladys still
had clenched in her hand. When she finally wrested it free she saw
that it said that due to nonpayment of accounts due, Alex and Terry
Benson of Benson’s SuperValu were pursuing a case in court, to be
heard at the courthouse in Crosscut on August the sixteenth.
“Oh, Gladys. This is bad. I’ve got a little money,
I can lend it to you. Maybe I’ll drop the insurance off the car,
save something there. I practically can’t drive it anyway.”
“I am not paying that bill!”
“But you have to. I mean, you did Use the
groceries, right? Aside from the ones you took back that day? If
you don’t pay, they’ll get a judgment against you.”
“I don’t care. I wouldn’t pay that bill now if they
dragged me to China on the end of a rope.”
“But, Gladys—”
“I mean what I say. I will not pay.”
Madeline sat back. Gladys pressed her lips into a
thin line. They glared at each other for a long moment. “What about
Arbutus?” Madeline asked at last. “How’ll she feel? You tell me you
don’t want her Upset with money worries or anything else, you’re
sneaking around to sell off your prized possessions, but you’re
going to fight a battle you can’t win in court?”
Gladys brushed invisible specks of lint off her
slacks, and said again, “I will not pay that bill. Not like this.
Not their way. I won’t go crawling. I’ll see them in court.”
Paul thought the situation was funny when
Madeline told him about it the next day. She was doing an extra
shift because one of the Russian girls he’d hired claimed she was
so ill she couldn’t get out of bed, but Paul said it probably had
more to do with a party he’d heard went on the night before. “So
she’s history,” he’d said on the phone when he called Madeline to
see if she could come in.
“You’re firing her? What if she’s really
sick?”
“She’s not sick,” he’d said, as if that answered
the question completely.
“But it’s not funny at all,” she said now, snapping
an order Up on the wheel. “Arbutus will hate it, all the fuss,
people talking. Gladys’ll get listed in the paper for God’s sake,
don’t you ever read the court news?”
“Everybody reads the court news. Major
entertainment.”
“My point exactly.”
Paul slid a deep-dish Mediterranean onto the shelf
and Madeline delivered it. After that they were too busy to talk.
The stream of tourists coming through was getting larger;
McAllaster was a different town than the one she’d pulled into a
month before.
She returned to the subject of Gladys and the
SuperValu in the late afternoon lull. “I can’t believe she’s going
through with this.” She shucked off her sneakers and flexed her
feet. Paul sprawled in the booth opposite her.
“I’ll send a calzone down with you to the prison,
hide a file in it.”
“Stop.”
“If Channel Four news comes, mention
Garceau’s.”
“Be serious.”
“We could Use the publicity. I’ll be glad to come
out in support of this brave old Finlander who’s fighting for her
right to free groceries.”
“Paul.” She swatted at him across the
table.
He grinned. “Well, isn’t that what she’s
after?”
Madeline sighed and shoved her feet back into her
sneakers. “It really isn’t funny, you know.”
“But it is. Everyone gets so excited. Every little
thing is an inferno.”
“I thought you’d be on my side.”
“I am on your side.”
“Right.” She gave him a look.
“Of course I am. Otherwise, would I offer to ruin a
perfectly good calzone with a file, and compromise my reputation as
a law-abiding citizen to boot?”
“Stop it, I’m worried.”
He tipped his head slightly and his glasses glinted
in the sun coming through the side window. He ran a hand through
his hair. “So do something about it.”
“Like what? You know Gladys.”
“Go and explain to the Bensons, maybe. I don’t like
them much but they’re not monsters. Maybe they don’t really know
the situation, maybe they just need to be asked. Sometimes that’s
all people want, to be made to feel correct, you know? You’re
right, I’m wrong, forgive me my trespasses.” He had his hands
together as if in prayer or placation, and he was smiling, but
there was sympathy in his face, she thought.
“I don’t think so.”
Paul shrugged.
Madeline considered his suggestion through the last
hour of her shift. Maybe he was right, after all. It was the
simplest solution, and maybe for that reason alone it would
work.
“I’ll drop the case when the entire bill is
paid in full, including what she returned that day, no sooner,”
Terry Benson said. “That is, Unless she’s willing to
negotiate.”
“What does that mean?”
Terry shrugged.
“I’m sure you’ll get paid,” Madeline lied, because
of course Gladys was as good as her word. “But taking her to
court—come on. She’s trying to take care of her sister and she’s
having trouble keeping Up. You should see what they charge for a
day in rehab. Stuff like this happens and things fall apart.” Look
at what she and Emmy had gone through, trying to keep things
together. Sometimes it was almost impossible.
“That is not my problem. Do you have any
idea how many Unpaid accounts there are? I can’t afford it!”
A man in a striped shirt joined her at the
register. Her husband, Alex. “I can afford it,” he said. (But
Madeline wondered. How like a man, especially this sort of man, to
claim a wealth he didn’t actually possess.) “I’m just not going to.
Half these people Up here expect a free handout and I’m not going
to provide it, not for Gladys Hansen or that old drunk Emil, or
anyone. And Randi’s got plenty of ways to make a buck from what I
hear. You might as well not come begging for any of
them.”
Madeline wanted to dive across the counter and
strangle him. When she managed to speak, her voice was Uneven. “You
know what? I think you’re pathetic. You’re a pathetic,
self-righteous loser. You may be in the right legally, but
you are just wrong out here in the world where I live. To Hell with
you.”
She turned and stalked out. Her heart was racing
and she felt her pulse everywhere, in her throat and wrists and
legs. God, she hated smug people. What business was it of
his if Emil drank? At least Emil wasn’t an Uptight, supercilious
pig! Besides that, Alex Benson drank plenty himself and lost at
cards too, from what she’d heard working at Garceau’s. And he
should be careful what he insinuated about Randi’s habits, given
his own reputation for trying to feel Up the female employees. Why,
Verna Callihan had quit over it not a month ago, Madeline thought
with indignation, though she had only heard this secondhand and had
never met Verna.
She marched back to her car and slammed the door,
then sat panting in fury. One good thing, Gladys would’ve been
proud of her for telling them off. But of course she wasn’t going
to tell Gladys. Gladys would kill her if she knew Madeline had not
only presumed to go peacekeeping, but also failed at it.
Humiliation started to seep in. What had she been
thinking, to put herself in such a stupid position? Of course the
Bensons weren’t going to say, Okay, we’ll back off since you’ve
asked so nicely. That had just been a really bad idea of Paul’s.
Why had she listened?
Madeline huffed in aggravation and closed her eyes,
wishing she could hit rewind and Undo the last half hour.
Eventually she felt a breeze pat her cheek through the open window,
heard the lake sloshing into shore, the gulls keening. She opened
her eyes and gazed at the Hotel Leppinen. She longed to climb Up to
the attic, get out her sketchbook, and draw Until she forgot this
humiliation. The idea was so appealing. The key to the back door
was sitting in the ashtray of her car, where she’d put it after
that second time she Used it. She told herself that when Gladys did
ask for the key, it would be most natural if it was there. It would
seem as if she’d never Used it without permission at all, seem as
if it had sat in the car ever since the first errand. It would seem
that way to herself as well as to Gladys. That was human nature,
right? To justify things, to believe its own half-truths and
evasions? And what harm could there be in going in? None. Gladys
wouldn’t even care. Probably.
Madeline had been Up in the attic for nearly half
an hour when something clicked into place in her head. Scattered
phrases replayed themselves:
Maybe we ought to count ourselves lucky that
someone wants to buy.
They’re bullies, that’s what, they think they can
have whatever they want, whenever they want it.
That is, Unless she’s willing to negotiate.
The Bensons wanted the hotel. It had to be.
Frowning, Madeline put her pencil down. It was a horrible thought.
She tried to go back to the drawing—Mary Feather in the doorway of
her place—but she couldn’t. Before long she had trotted down the
stairs and was back in the Buick. She had to go ask Gladys straight
out.
Madeline turned the key in the ignition, but the
car didn’t start. It was just—dead. She didn’t believe it at first.
But after twenty minutes of fiddling, she faced the inevitable. The
Buick was staying here, and she was walking home, and no telling
how long it would take to fix or what it would cost.
Gladys sat beside Arbutus on Butte’s
bedroom floor, reading a story out loud. It was one of Butte’s
sillier romances, but what did she care, as long as it passed the
time and kept their minds occupied. She glanced at her watch as she
turned a page. Where was Madeline? Even if she’d had to work
a little late she should have been back by now.
Arbutus had been doing so well lately, they’d
gotten lax about her always having help in and out of bed, and sure
enough, while Gladys was in the kitchen doing dishes, Arbutus had
woken Up from a nap and gotten Up on her own. Gladys had heard a
thump and a yelp and had gone running, her hands dripping dish
suds.
Butte had slid to the floor slowly, bolstered by
the bed, and at first they thought they could get her Up and
wouldn’t even have to tell anybody. But after fifteen minutes, it
became clear that Arbutus wasn’t going anywhere without someone
stronger to help. Gladys had tucked a blanket around her, propped a
pillow behind her back, and sat down beside her. They’d been there
for nearly an hour now. The fit of giggles they’d had when they
realized their predicament was long over. The last of the fun had
seeped out entirely when Arbutus admitted she had to pee
desperately.
At last, the screen door banged. Gladys scrambled
Up to hurry Madeline along. It wasn’t Madeline, though. It was
Randi, wondering if she could drop Greyson off for a bit. Gladys
led her to Arbutus’s room and together they got Arbutus Up on her
feet.
That was how Madeline found them when she
got home—Randi holding Arbutus, angling her back toward the bed,
laughing and teasing, telling Arbutus she had to stop living so
wild. Greyson was standing by, patting the mattress solicitously,
and Gladys was hovering, looking tense and gray. “Don’t worry,
Gladys,” Randi said as she eased Arbutus onto the mattress. “I’m
strong, I won’t drop her. And she’s strong too, she’s got a good
grip on me. Right, Butte? The two of Us, we’re survivors, aren’t
we?”
Madeline watched in confusion for a moment, feeling
something suspiciously like jealousy, and then she hurried forward
to help.