Epilogue
One Year Later
The bay began to freeze over in the end
of February, and by the first week of March there were shanties on
the ice. Paul looked out the attic windows as he sipped his coffee
one morning. “We should go fishing. Tom won’t need me today and I
don’t have any lessons scheduled.”
Madeline carried Marley from where he’d been
napping on the rocker. Two shanties sat near shore, one bright
blue, the other Unpainted plywood. “Scary. Is it safe?”
Paul drew her close. “As long as you stay in the
bay. You want to be careful. But yeah, those guys know what they’re
doing. There’s probably eight, ten inches of ice. That’s plenty to
hold you.”
Madeline started to feel excited about the idea.
There were a few more people staying this year than last, but it
was slow enough that she could go.
“Buddy, you want to go fishing with Us? Maybe we
could steal you out of school for an afternoon,” Paul said when
Greyson came out of his room.
Greyson shook his head. “Mrs. Callihan comes for
arts and crafts today. And it’s pizza at lunch.”
“Oh well, then.” Paul gave him a skeptical
look.
“Mrs. Callihan always brings treats. Last week
she brang candy bars.”
“Brought,” Madeline said.
Greyson shrugged. “We’re making pot holders. I’ll
make you one, Madeline. I’m making Mom one too.”
Madeline called Gladys and asked if she could
come down and babysit the hotel in case someone wanted to check in
or call with a reservation.
“I’ll be there in fifteen minutes. Just have to
get my coat on.”
“You’re sure? I don’t want to be a bother.”
“No bother,” she snapped. “I ran that hotel
before you were a glimmer in your mother’s eye, I guess I can
handle it for a few hours, and Greyson too.”
“I only meant—”
“It’s nothing.”
“There’s no hurry, I can get Grey off to
school.”
“That child is absolutely no trouble, we’ll be
fine. Maybe Butte will come down, too, I’ll ask her. Either way,
I’ll see you in a jiffy.” She slammed down the phone.
Paul was watching. “She can come, I take
it?”
“Yep. Glad to. Annoyed I suggested it might be a
bother.”
“You’ve given her a new lease on life.”
“She didn’t need one. She owns
life.”
They loaded snowshoes into the back end
of Paul’s truck, as well a sled, an ice spud to chisel the hole
open with, a bucket stocked with ice-fishing poles and bobbers and
sinkers, and a kerosene lantern. They bought minnows and fishing
licenses at the hardware, then drove to the marina.
Paul lit the lantern in the shelter of the cab,
and they trekked along the shore and out across the ice. He strode
along, testing the ice with the spud, and Madeline followed.
Looking out toward the open water she thought they could have
floated in time, landed anywhere in the last thousand years.
Abruptly, Paul stopped. “Here’s as good as anywhere, I
guess.”
He spudded the first hole in the ice and let her
try the second one. It was harder than he’d made it look, but after
twenty minutes of pounding she broke through, and the icy water
burbled Up. Paul scooped it clear with a sieve on a long handle,
then tested the depth of the water with a weight on the line. He
baited a hook with a minnow and squeezed a weight on the line with
pliers and dropped it down the hole, then attached a bobber. “You
do the other one.” Madeline did, balking a little at stabbing the
minnow onto the hook.
“Now what?”
“Now we wait.”
The bobbers floated in the holes. Water froze on
the lines, which made a tiny scritchling noise as they fluttered in
the breeze. Madeline’s face got cold, and she turned her back to
the wind. Now and then they warmed their hands around the glass
globe of the hissing lantern.
“So, how’s married life treating you?” he asked
at one point.
Madeline grinned. “Not bad. Survived the first
year, almost.”
They’d gotten married in April at the courthouse
in Crosscut. They had a reception at the hotel and invited
everyone: Paul’s family, everyone they knew in McAllaster and
Crosscut, all their friends from everywhere. Madeline started
crying when Dwayne and Estelle and Candice walked in. Dwayne
grinned and picked her Up for a hug and told her to stop bawling or
they’d turn right back around for Chicago. Ted and Lisa Braith
brought Walter, who sat tapping his foot to the music and smiling
at everyone all afternoon.
Time had flown by since then. The summer and fall
had disappeared in a haze of work, but the winter was theirs.
Paul trained his gaze on the bobbers again.
Madeline squatted down and warmed her hands around the
lantern.
“Randi’s coming Up for a parole review,
eh?”
Madeline nodded, but she didn’t want to think
about it. The trial had happened in June and Randi’d gotten a year
in the county jail. Maybe she’d only serve part of that before they
let her come home.
“She’ll want Grey back when she gets out.”
Madeline squinted off across the lake. The wind
made snow dervishes rise in swirls Up off the ice. “I know.”
“She’s better with him lately.”
“Yeah. Better.” Randi wrote Greyson letters, made
him things in the craft shop. She was allowed to go out in the yard
with him—she was Using a walker now—to play games and visit in an
open room, and she was more herself again, tickling and hugging him
to make him giggle, calling him her little man.
“Maybe she’ll let him stay with Us some. Or even,
I don’t know, a lot. I mean, if that’s what you want.”
“You know it is. But it might not be what he
wants. I mean, it probably isn’t. And that’s—” Madeline couldn’t
bring herself to say, That’s okay. She loved Greyson. And he
loved them, but when Randi was back, he would want to go home. It
was inevitable, it was probably—maybe—even right, but the thought
broke her heart.
“It’ll work out,” he said. Madeline wished she
could share his certainty. The fishing lines fluttered in the
breeze, the bobbers bobbed. She hunkered down, stared across the
horizon. Felt the vast cold world spread out all around her and was
reassured by the impersonality of it. This land—wild and serene,
huge, ruthless and gentle by turns, was always Unconcerned with
her, small Madeline who was a tiny dot on its landscape for a
moment in time. It reminded her over and over that there was only
now. The future would come, Unfolding itself as it did.
“It will,” he said, giving her a funny little
smile. “Things do. Not the way you expect, but still all
right.”
“Yeah. Maybe.”
Paul studied her a moment and then shuffled
through his layers of clothes for a pocket, fished around for
something, and came Up with a folded piece of paper. He handed it
to her. She Unfolded it and frowned, not remembering at first, and
then remembering and being baffled. It was a letter. Dear
Paul, it said. We miss you. That’s all I’m writing to say.
We’re okay, but—
“Where’d you get this?”
“Greyson sent it to me. Last year before I came
back.”
“How did he get it?”
Paul shrugged. “Don’t know. But things do work
out.”
Madeline decided it would be silly to be
embarrassed by this revealing letter now. After all, things had
worked out. And Greyson—what nerve. She smiled to herself. She read
the letter, studied the little drawings. They were pretty good, she
could see from this remove of a little more than a year. They had
charm. They gave her an idea for the book she was going to
illustrate. It was a self-published thing a woman in town had done,
nothing big, but she liked the story and it would pay a
little.
An hour passed. Her feet began to get very cold.
She wondered when they would eat the sack lunch they’d
packed.
“Hey,” Paul hissed. “Look.”
The bobber quivered, then dipped down into the
water. Paul grabbed the pole from where he propped it in the snow,
fed out a little line. The bobber rose and dipped again, faster and
deeper. Madeline stared at it, transfixed. The possibility that
they might catch their dinner galvanized her. She glanced Up at
Paul and saw a look of concentrated glee on his face. She watched
in anticipation for what would happen next.