18
The morning of the hearing dawned hazy and
humid. “So today’s the day,” Madeline said glumly.
“Yes,” Gladys said.
Arbutus sighed. “This is no fun. I don’t think I’ll
go after all. I think I’ll just stay here and read my book.”
“I think I’ll join you,” Madeline said.
But of course in the end all three went, riding to
Crosscut in Gladys’s car. Gladys insisted on driving—determined to
be the master of her own destiny from start to finish. Madeline sat
in the back, her knees hunched Up Under her chin. The huge bright
blue of Lake Superior disappeared in the rearview mirror, the acres
of mossy swamp with tiny patches of water near their middles shone
in the sun, the greenish-gray firs poked into the sky. Magic. But
there was grimness along with the beauty, too.
It got worse as they headed inland. They passed the
scattered cabins and camps that were too lonesome and poor to be
quaint. There were old trailers surrounded by broken-down cars and
trucks, discarded toilets and cast-off woodstoves, black plastic
garbage bags stuffed with God knew what. It all sat listless in the
sun, as eternal as the big lake and the pointed firs. Dogs lay
panting on short chains in bare yards, and everywhere there was the
barren, thin-lipped look of poverty. By the time they got to
Crosscut, Madeline was in a hopeless mood.
She Unfolded herself from the backseat and pulled
Arbutus’s walker from where it had been jammed in next to her, and
lumbered after the sisters into the courthouse.
It looked like half of McAllaster was there,
divided along opposite sides of the courtroom like guests at a
wedding. On Gladys’s side were John Fitzgerald and Mabel Brink,
some women from the Lutheran church, a few others, some Madeline
recognized and some she didn’t. Also Randi, sitting near the back,
holding Greyson, looking serious. Madeline was surprised.
Impressed, really. She wouldn’t have expected Randi to have the
sense to take an interest. Neither Mary nor Emil was there but she
hadn’t expected them. Crosscut was a world away to them, only to be
visited in an emergency like a hospital visit or a funeral, and
then only their own funeral, and preferably not even that, probably
they both envisioned themselves being buried at home in a plain
pine box. Gladys had told her that, as far she knew, Emil had not
gone any farther from home than he trusted his old truck to take
him—maybe as far as Crosscut, but probably not—in the last
forty years.
Besides, Mary and Emil had their pride. They were
the crux of the matter. It was them Gladys was defending, really,
and Randi. Madeline wondered if Randi realized it. Randi gave her a
tamped-down version of her usual grin and lifted Greyson’s hand to
wave it at her as they made their way down the aisle. His face lit
Up and he cried, “Madeline! Hello!”
She gave him a wave and a big smile and continued
after Gladys thinking how young Randi was. It stood out in a way it
hadn’t before. The majority of the people on Gladys’s side of the
room were old, natives of McAllaster who’d been brought Up with
Gladys and Arbutus and thought the same way. There weren’t so many
of them as there must once have been. And Randi—for one moment
Madeline felt what Gladys and Arbutus must feel. For better and
worse she was the next generation, one of them. The angles of her
face, the brightness of her grin, the color of her hair, that husky
voice even, must echo her grandmother’s and great-grandmother’s,
women who had been their friends.
Most of the people on the Bensons’ side were
younger, better off. The old-timers, the old ways of looking at the
world, were being pushed out. It was the end of an era, a way of
life, a whole culture. But even as Madeline had these thoughts she
had to admit that it wasn’t just a matter of old versus new, it
wasn’t that simple. It was a matter of philosophy. Some people had
a sense of humor and proportion and some people didn’t, and this
trait was scattered on both sides of the divide.
McAllaster had never noticed the Great Depression,
Arbutus had told her one day, because everyone was dirt poor and
half-starved, only they didn’t know it. It had always been that way
and everyone was the same. But it was different now. Some people
had managed to make a little money, just enough for it to go to
their heads. Madeline recognized Edith Baxter and Tracy York on the
Bensons’ side, and the county sheriff, and a few others whose names
she’d never learned. And on the old-timers’ side were some
newcomers besides herself.
The Bensons were sitting in the front. Terry wore a
flowered dress with a white lace collar, and Alex was dressed in
tan pants and a polo shirt. They looked smug and self-righteous to
Madeline. She supposed she looked the same to them. She’d put on
her good slacks and a sleeveless white blouse with a shirred front,
and had dug out her good leather sandals. Arbutus was wearing her
new pink shirt again, with a pale pink skirt and white old-lady
loafers. She had put two spots of rouge on her cheeks. Gladys was
the most sober of them, in a navy skirt with a white blouse
buttoned to the neck, and a small black hat pinned (pinned!) to her
head.
She gave a nod of curt acknowledgment to the
Bensons and slid into the bench opposite the aisle from theirs. The
Bensons leaned together and whispered to each other, but Gladys
didn’t take any more notice of them. Arbutus plunked down with an
oof, and Madeline brought Up the rear. Gladys had carried
her purse in—square, covered with dull black taffeta, with a silver
clasp that wouldn’t snap shut any longer—and held it in her lap
with both hands. Madeline wished she had something to hold. She
fidgeted, and coughed, and coughed again, wondering if she was
getting a summer cold. Gladys gave her a quelling look and fished
in her purse for something, then handed a cherry lozenge in a
waxed-paper wrapper across Arbutus’s lap.
There was a murmur in the room when the judge
walked in. He was tall and thin with thick white hair and looked
like what might have been called a ladies’ man in his day. After a
moment, the day’s hearings began. Madeline hadn’t realized there
would be others ahead of them.
The first complainant was a landlord who couldn’t
get any money out of his renter. The man was three months behind
and the landlord wanted to evict him, but the man had three kids
and so he hadn’t been able to do it. The man was dressed in grungy
jeans and a faded Budweiser T-shirt. Yeah, he was behind, yeah, he
had a job, yeah, he was getting some assistance, yeah, he’d try to
do better. Things had been screwed Up lately. The man half hung his
head and looked off into space rather than at the judge. The judge
told him to catch Up the rent or he’d garnishee his wages. He
slammed his gavel and held out his hand to the clerk for the
paperwork in the next case.
It was a woman whose ex was behind on child
support. She was a tiny person with long brown hair, wearing a
dress that looked like it had come from the free box at a thrift
store. She tipped her head so that her hair hid her face. The judge
was gentler with her. How long since her husband had paid, how
regular was he, how many children were there? She gave low,
monosyllabic answers. The judge remained patient and Madeline
wondered how he did it. He started asking harder questions, and it
dawned on Madeline that he thought the guy was beating her Up and
he wanted her to bring charges. He did all this in an almost kindly
way that surprised her—kindly didn’t seem to be his nature,
exactly—but the woman refused to say, and finally he swore out a
bench warrant for nonpayment and slammed his gavel.
It went on like this. Gladys didn’t belong here.
Madeline wished more than ever that she’d ignored Gladys’s feelings
and Used her hoarded money to pay off the bill.
At last the clerk announced, “Benson’s
SuperValu versus Gladys Hansen in the matter of nonpayment
of accounts.” Gladys took a quick deep breath. The judge read aloud
from a sheet of paper he had in front of him, describing the case.
In short, one Gladys Hansen had run Up a bill at the grocery store
that she now refused to pay. “Mr. and Mrs. Benson, is that
accurate?” he asked.
Terry Benson nodded, her face already red with
emotion. “Yes. She hasn’t paid a cent since—” The judge made a
shushing motion.
“I Understand. Mrs. Hansen, do you feel this is
accurate?”
Gladys rose from the bench, still clutching her
purse. She stood very straight. “Almost. Not quite. May I say
something?”
The judge motioned her forward. She felt very small
standing on the floor below him, and he had to lean over to see
her. “Come Up here,” he said. She climbed into the witness box.
“You can sit down.”
“No thank you. If it’s all the same to you, I’d
prefer to stand.”
The judge made a face and shrugged. Gladys cleared
her throat and began. “According to my figures, I owe the Bensons
five hundred and thirteen dollars and seventy-two cents. They claim
I owe seventy-five thirteen more than that, but I returned that
last batch of groceries within two hours of getting them, and I
will not agree to pay for those. There wasn’t one thing missing
from that bag, and not one thing opened, and not one thing harmed,
I’ll swear to that.”
“Returned them.”
“Yes.”
“And why did you return them?”
“Well. I stopped at Mabel Brink’s on my way home
and she told me that the Bensons had cut off people’s credit. They
cut them off without so much as a how-do-you-do or a five-minute
warning, and there was no call for it. They were brand-new to town,
they hadn’t even been there a year yet, and they cut off people
who—” Gladys was as angry now as she’d been that afternoon, and she
had to stop talking. She pressed her lips hard together and shook
her head. The judge leaned toward her.
“They cut off people who have had credit at that
store for as long as they’ve been alive,” she finally went on. “And
it wasn’t right. I meant to let them know it wasn’t. They can’t
just move in from away and change everything. There was just no
call to cut off Randi Hopkins, with that child to take care of and
she’s just a child herself—”
“Randi Hopkins has got money to eat out any time
she pleases,” Terry Benson burst out, “but never a dime to put down
on her grocery bill! I have had to hound every payment I ever got
out of her, and I’m tired of it. She can drink and party and go
out, but she can’t pay for her milk and cereal? I do not
feel sorry for Randi Hopkins.”
Gladys saw Randi’s cheeks turn red. Well, she’d
made her bed, she’d have to lie in it. She would. Despite all her
poor choices and flaws, Randi was one of them, a true native with
that stone core that would withstand everything. She would grow Up
one day.
“And you’re just as bad,” Terry went on. “You’ve
got assets, why should I have to carry your bill?”
Assets! Two decrepit old houses and one family
heirloom hotel that they’d been pressuring her to sell. Assets. “Be
that as it may. Randi is a child and she has a child. She
was born and raised here and so were her parents and grandparents,
she’s not some fly-by-night passing through.” Like you, she
meant, and Terry saw that she meant it, and Gladys was glad. “We
have a responsibility. I guess that makes me old-fashioned but
that’s what I think.”
Terry snorted. “That’s a bunch of—”
“Ladies.”
Gladys looked over at the judge and nodded, to
agree with him that things were getting out of hand. “Mabel told me
they’d cut off Emil Sainio too—”
Alex Benson said, “He’s an old drunk.”
Gladys gazed at them with contempt and severity.
“Emil Sainio’s personal life is not your business.”
“He buys enough liquor to pickle a horse every
week!” Terry cried.
Gladys lifted her chin. “Emil is Emil. He is what
he is, it’s no business of yours.”
“Well I don’t have to pay for his habit, and I
won’t!”
“How much does Emil owe right now?” Gladys asked,
narrowing her eyes.
“That’s not the point—”
“How much?” the judge asked.
“Nothing.” Terry flashed a sour look at
Gladys.
“Nothing?” the judge asked with lifted brows.
“Someone sent in a payment, cleared out his bill
the other day.”
“And how often does that happen?” Gladys asked,
forgetting for a moment that she was not in charge of these
proceedings.
Terry didn’t answer.
“How often?” the judge said.
“Every few months, if he hasn’t paid it himself,”
Terry admitted, as sullen as a teenager. Which is all she was,
really. An overgrown, spoiled child who never put herself in
someone else’s shoes, not even for a moment.
“That’s right,” Gladys said. “Every so often
somebody pays off Emil’s bill, that’s just how things are done,
that’s how things have always been done, and there was nothing
wrong with it, no need to bring it all out into the light. You can
afford to wait those few months, don’t tell me you can’t, and if
you can’t it’s your own fault. Overextended, that’s what you are.
I’ve seen that new truck you’re driving, those fancy bikes you
bought your kids, the clothes you wear. You took a vacation over
Christmas to Colorado. Ski-ing.” The Bensons’ faces flushed
with outrage. Well, too bad.
“My kids’ bikes are none of your business,” Alex
said.
“And if Emil has pickled his liver, that’s
his business, not yours. He’s got a lot of friends. Somebody
always pays.”
“That’s not the point,” Terry said.
Gladys ignored this piece of nonsense. “And Mary
Feather. Cutting her off, I never heard the like.”
“Old Mary Feather, she’s still kicking?” the judge
asked with a kind of wondering delight. “She’s got to be older than
God.”
“Well, not as old as that. She’s not so much older
than me, really. I guess she must be ninety, maybe a little more, I
recall when she moved Up to McAllaster—”
The judge closed his eyes, clearly losing interest,
and Gladys hurried on.
“Mary helped me out when times were hard, just like
she’s helped a lot of people. Lots of people found fish on their
doorstep when they needed it. She never made any fuss about it.
Fish, berries, syrup, whatever she had she gave it. Maybe that’s
why she’s got almost nothing today.”
“How much did Mary owe?” the judge asked Terry
Benson.
“Over a thousand dollars. We let it go and
go.”
“It was over the winter!” Gladys cried. “You know
she can’t make any money in the winter, about everything she has
comes in the summer, off the syrup and the berries and the fish she
sells, and since you won’t buy that now, she’s got to try and
peddle it herself, and she couldn’t half of last summer. She was in
the hospital with the bronchitis, you know that! And you know very
well she’d have paid as soon as she could. Mary’s the proudest
woman ever born and she’s as good as her word, and you go and make
her out to be some kind of thief.”
“Mrs. Hansen.”
“It’s the truth.”
“This has all been most interesting. But I’m
bringing this back to your bill. Am I to Understand you admit to
owing the Bensons over five hundred dollars?”
“Five hundred and thirteen dollars and seventy-two
cents. They say I owe seventy-five thirteen more but I
don’t.”
“Because you returned those groceries.”
“That’s right. And I don’t feel I should have to
pay for them and I won’t pay for them, stick me in jail if
you have to.”
“Heh,” the judge said, as if this was funny, but
not very. He made a tent of his fingers. After a long pondering
moment he said, “I guess I agree with you.”
“Hold on a minute!” Alex Benson shot Up from his
pew. The judge fired him a warning look, which he ignored. “We’ve
acted in complete accordance with every law!”
“You’ve acted like a couple of jackasses. Lay off
the old ladies and be happy you’re getting your five hundred
dollars.” He slammed his gavel down and wiggled his fingers to the
clerk, wanting the next file.
“Thank you.” Gladys couldn’t help feeling smug. She
set her purse Up on the rail in front of her and fished out a large
manila envelope. “Since I’ve said my piece and you’ve agreed about
those returned groceries, I’d like to pay off my bill, right here
in the presence of witnesses, because between you and me, I don’t
trust those people any further than I could throw a sack of
cement.”
“You want to pay them now, this minute?”
“If I may.”
He shrugged and made a motion with his hand as if
to say, Knock yourself out.
Gladys removed a wad of cash from the envelope and
set it with care Up on the podium, then dumped the envelope Upside
down to catch the change that clattered out: the seventy-two cents.
She clutched the change in one hand, gathered the wad of bills in
the other, and made her way down from the witness box and across
the room to stand in front of the Bensons and pay them in front of
God and everyone. She heard John Fitzgerald chuckle and Randi say,
“You go, girl.” Mabel Brink clapped her hands together twice and a
buzzing murmur of disapproval rose from the Bensons’ side of the
courtroom. Arbutus and Madeline sat with their faces aglow,
grinning like simpletons. Gladys gave them a little wink and then
crossed the room to count five hundred and thirteen dollars and
some-odd change out to the Bensons in ones and fives and
tens.