9.
SKIN DIVING
★★THAT’S INTERESTING,★★ RAMONA SAYS TO THE pitch
darkness as I choke on a throatful of stinging cold saltwater, ★★I
didn’t know you could do that.★★ My chest is burning and it feels
like ice picks are shoving at my eardrums as I begin to thrash
around. I can feel my heart pounding like a trip hammer as the fear
grips me like a straitjacket. I manage to bang one elbow on the
side of the tunnel, a sharp stab of pain amidst the black pressure.
★★Stop struggling.★★
Slim arms slide around my chest; her heart is
hammering as she hugs me to her, pulling my face between her
breasts. She drags me down like a mermaid engulfing a drowning
sailor and I stiffen, panicking as I begin to exhale. Then we’re in
a bigger space—I can feel it opening up around me—and suddenly I
don’t need to breathe anymore. I can feel her/our gills soaking in
the cool refreshing water, like air off a spring meadow, and I can
feel her borrowed underwater freedom again.
★★Where are we?★★ I ask, shuddering. ★★What the
hell was that?★★
★★We’re right under the platform’s central
deflection circuit. I figure it throttled our link while we were
passing through.★★
My eyes are starting to adjust and I can see a
diffuse green twilight. A black ceiling squats above us, rough and
pitted as I run my fingertips across it: the tunnel is a square
opening in the middle of a room-sized dome under the middle of the
flat ceiling. Off to the sides I can just about see other black
silhouettes, support pillars of some sort that vanish into the murk
below. Beyond them, the turbidity speaks of open seas.
★★I thought it was poured onto the bottom?★★
★★Nope. The reef comes to within meters of the
surface, but offshore it falls away rapidly; the bottom hereabouts
is nearly sixty meters down. They built it on the edge of an
undersea cliff and jacked it off the bottom with those pillars.
★★
★★Right, right.★★ I experiment, pushing off and
swimming a little distance away from her until the tightness in my
chest begins to return. I can make it to about eight meters out on
my own, down here in the penumbra of the coastal defense ward. I
turn and drift slowly back towards her. ★★What was it you were
wanting to tell me? Before we got interrupted.★★
Her face is a ghostly shade in the twilight. ★★No
time. The bad guys are coming.★★
★★Bad guys—★★ I hear a distant churning rumble and
look up, out from under the poured concrete ceiling. ★★Let me see.
They’ve got spear guns?★★
★★Good guess, monkey-boy. Follow me.★★ She swims
out towards one of the pillars and I follow hastily, afraid of
being left behind by our bubble of entangled metabolic
processes.
The pillar is as thick as my torso, rough-pored
concrete covered with lumpy barnacles and shells and a few weird
growths that might be baby corals. Beyond it, the open sea:
greenness above us—we must be at least ten meters down— and
darkness below. Ramona pulls her knees up and rolls head down, then
kicks, spearing into the gloomy depths. I swallow, then turn and
clumsily follow her. My inner ear is churning but I can almost fool
it into thinking I’m climbing alongside the fat, gray pillar. I
feel a bit breathless, but not too bad—all things considered. ★★Are
you doing okay?★★ I ask.
★★I’m okay.★★ Ramona’s inner voice is tense, like
she’s breathing for two of us.
★★Slow down, then.★★ There’s a great beige wall
looming behind us in the gloom, bulging closer to the pillar. In
the distance I see the streamlined torpedo silhouettes of hunting
fishes. ★★Let’s get between the pillar and the cliff face.★★
Distant plopping, bubbling noises from above.
★★Here they come.★★ Ramona peers up towards the surface.
★★C’mon.★★ The cleft between the pillar and the
rock face is about a meter wide at this depth. I swim into it then
reach out and take her hand. She drifts towards me, still staring
up at the distant sky, as I pull her into the shadow of the pillar.
★★How long can we hide down here? If they figure we’re just
skinny-dippers, they may not think to come this deep.★★
★★No such luck.★★ She closes her eyes and leans
back against me. ★★Have you ever killed anyone, Bob?★★
★★Have I ever ... ?★★ It depends what you mean by
anyone. ★★Only paranormal entities. Does that count?★★
★★No. Has to be human.★★ She tenses. ★★I should
have asked earlier.★★
★★What do you mean, has to be human?★★
★★That’s an oversight,★★ she says tightly. ★★You
were supposed to be blooded.★★
★★What are you—★★
★★The geas. You have to kill one of them.★★ She
turns round slowly, her hair swirling around her head like a dark
halo. Here we are under twenty meters of seawater and my mouth’s
gone as dry as the desert. ★★There are steps you have to carry out
in sequence in order to adopt your role in the eigenplot. Jeopardy
in a distant city, meet the dark anima, kill one of the other
side’s assassins—at least one, more would be better—and then we
have to figure out a way around my—damn, here they come. We’ll have
to cover this later. Get ready.★★
She shoves something hard into my hand. After a
moment’s confusion I realize it’s the handle of a vicious-looking
knife with a serrated edge. Then she vanishes into the shadows
lining the cliff face. I glance round as a shadow glides overhead:
tracking up and over I see a diver in a wet suit, head down,
peering into the depths.
I pass through a moment of acute disbelief and
resentment. I’ve been in mortal danger before, but I’m not used to
being in mortal danger from humans. It feels wrong. Any one
of Alan’s mad bastards is probably capable of whacking half a dozen
al Qaeda irregulars before breakfast and not working up an
existential sweat, but I’m not prepared for this. I can shoot at
targets, sure, and I’m death on wheels when it comes to terminating
cases of demonic possession with extreme prejudice, but the idea of
killing a real human being in cold blood, some eating, breathing,
sleeping guy with a job on a rich man’s yacht, makes all the alarm
bells in my head go tilt. Trouble is, I also have a deep
conviction in my guts that whatever the hell Ramona is on about,
she’s right. I’m here for a purpose, and I’ve got to move my
feet through the occult dance steps in the right sequence or it’ll
all be for nothing. And it doesn’t matter what I want or don’t want
if Angleton’s right and Billington is gearing up to drop the hammer
on us. When you come down to it, if there’s a war on, the bombs
don’t care whether they’re falling on pacifists or patriots. And
speaking of bombs . . .
The diver has seen something. Either that or he’s
into swimming head down into the depths beside a decaying defense
station just for the hell of it. He’s heading parallel to the
pillar and he’s got something in his arms. I glance down and see
Ramona below me, her skin a silvery flash like moonlight on ice,
circling the pillar. My chest tightens. A stab of anger: ★★What the
hell are you playing at?★★
★★Hanging my ass out to give you a clear shot.★★
She sounds lighthearted, but I can tell she’s wound up like a watch
spring inside. I taste the overspill of her uncertainty: Is he
up to it? And my blood runs cold, because under the
uncertainty, she harbors the rock-solid conviction that, if I’m
not up to it, we’re both going to die.
Outmaneuvered.
The guy above me is turning in tight circles as he
descends, keeping an eye open for signs of an ambush as he heads
towards Ramona, who is feigning a false sense of security, her back
to the outside of the cliff next to the point where the pillar
merges with it in a jagged mass of crumpled volcanic rock. I
shelter in the cleft between pillar and cliff as he strokes
steadily down, hugging the far side of the pillar from Ramona. In
his arms he’s clutching something that looks like a shotgun, if
shotguns had viciously barbed harpoons jutting from their muzzles.
Just great, I think. What was it Harry the Horse tried to
beat into my head? Never bring a dagger to a harpoon duel,
or something like that.
My luck runs out while he’s still about three
meters above me, ten meters above Ramona. He slows his corkscrew,
peering into the shadowy cleft, and I see a change in his posture.
Shit. Everything happens in nightmarish slow-mo. I’ve got my
feet braced against the pillar and I let go like a spring, kicking
straight up towards him, knife-first. Something sizzles past my
shoulder, drawing a hot line across my chest, then I ram him with
my shoulder. He’s already tumbling out of the way of my knife and I
try and bring it back round towards him. I can’t breathe—I’m out of
range of Ramona’s gills—and in a bleak flash of clarity I realize
I’m going to die here. The pressure in my chest eases as he takes a
swing at me with a knife I sense rather than see, but I’m inside
his reach and I grab his forearm and we go tumbling. He’s strong
but I’m desperate and disoriented and I somehow manage to get my
other arm around his neck and something snags my knife. I yank on
it as hard as I can, as he tenses his knife arm—we’re arm-wrestling
at this point—and something gives way. He thrashes
spasmodically and lets go, kicks towards the surface, and there’s a
silvery stream of bubbles rising above him that’s much too big and
bright to be normal.
Ramona’s right below me. ★★Let’s go,★★ she gasps,
tugging at my ankle. ★★Deeper!★★
★★But I just—★★
★★I know what you just did! Come on before they do
it right back to us! Nobody in their right mind dives alone.★★ She
lets go for a moment, kicks out, and moves her grip to my arm.
★★Let’s move it.★★ She rolls us round and pulls me away from the
pillar, back up towards the murky gloom beneath the defense
platform. I feel her fear and let it pull me along behind her, but
my mind’s not home: I’m not feeling queasy, exactly, but I’ve got a
lot to think about. ★★We’ve got to get back to the tunnel,★★ she
says urgently.
★★The tunnel? Why?★★
★★They’ll have searched it first. And most divers
don’t like confined spaces, caves. I figure they’ll concentrate on
the open waters outside the reef, now they’ve got the sighting. We
just wait them out.★★
★★In the tunnel.★★
What are we doing here? I shake my head.
What’s it all for? I keep rerunning the video stream
captured in my mind’s eye, the silvery parabola of bubbles rising
above the drowning diver—
★★We’re missing something important,★★ Ramona muses
darkly.
★★How did they find us?★★
★★Not sure. They’ve opened a channel to let them
bring their minions in, but the core defensive wards are still
working, you’re cleaner than—★★ She blinks at me. ★★Oh.
That’s how.★★
The ceiling is right above our heads now, the dome
set into it framing the deeper blackness of the tunnel. ★★What is
it?★★
★★I was wrong about them planting a tracker on you.
They don’t need to bug you,★★ she says tersely. ★★They can find you
anywhere. All they have to do is zero in on the eigenplot. Except
here, right where you’re shielded by the defense platform’s wards,
even if they have hacked a tunnel right through them to let their
associates in ... ★★
★★What is this eigenplot you keep talking about?★★
I ask. I’m dangerously close to whining. I really hate it
when everyone else around me seems to know more about what’s going
on than I do.
★★The geas Billington’s running. It’s the occult
equivalent of a stateful firewall. It keeps out intruders, unless
they run through the approach states in a permitted sequence. The
sequence is determined by the laws of similarity and contagion,
drawing on a particularly powerful source archetype. When you run
through them, that’s called ‘walking the eigenplot,’ and you’re
doing it real well so far. Only a few people can do it at all—you
can but I can’t, for example—and there’s an added catch: You can’t
do it if you know what the requirements are beforehand, it doesn’t
permit recursive attacks. That’s why you’re just going to have to
be brave and ... ★★ she trails off ★★ ... shit. Forget I
said that bit. I mean forget it. You’ll just have to see for
yourself.★★ She centers herself under the pitch-black rectangle of
the tunnel mouth. ★★C’mon.★★
★★But you said—★★
★★If we’re outside the tunnel we’re not shielded.
You want to learn how to breathe with a harpoon through
you?★★
★★No way.★★ I swim closer to her, until we’re both
right under the mouth. ★★I nearly drowned last time we went through
here.★★
★★The effect’s attenuated only a couple of meters
in. Closer. Hug me. Not like that, like this.★★ She wraps her arms
and legs around me. ★★Think you can swim? Straight up, until you
don’t feel like you’re drowning?★★
★★Like I’m going to say no?★★ I look into her eyes
from so close that we’re almost touching noses. ★★Okay. Just this
once. For you.★★
Then I kick off straight up, into the black heart
of the drowning zone.
BANDS OF STEEL AROUND MY CHEST. A POUNDING in my
ears. Then the clean air of a spring meadow, Ramona’s arms cradling
me, her legs entwined around me, her lips locked against mine like
a lovesick mermaid trying to kiss the drowned sailor back to
life—or infuse his blood with oxygen through force of proximity
alone.
Oh. We’re in the tunnel. Totally black,
walls either side of me, five meters of water between my head and
the heavy iron grating, nothing but delirium’s arms holding my
sanity together. Distracting me. I am distracted. It’s
incongruous. There are divers out there hunting the waters for us,
and here I’m getting an erection. Ramona’s tongue, tentacular,
searches my lips. She’s aroused, I can feel it like an itch at the
back of my mind.
★★This is a really bad idea,★★ I overhear her
thinking. ★★We’re feeding off each other.★★ I’m drowning. I’m
horny. I’m drowning. I’m—feedback. Too far apart and I start to
choke, too close together and I start noticing her body, and
whichever I’m paying attention to bleeds through into her head.
★★Got to stop.★★
★★Tell me about it.★★ An uneasy thought. ★★How much
of this before the Other notices?★★
★★It’s not ready yet—I think.★★ She pulls back a
few centimeters while I concentrate on not thinking about drowning.
★★How long do you think we’ve been down here?★★
★★I’ve lost track,★★ I admit. ★★Half an hour?★★ I
lean back against the rough wall of the tunnel that shouldn’t
exist. ★★Longer?★★
★★Damn.★★ I can feel the clockwork of her thoughts,
tasting of rusty iron. It’s like there’s a weird tube of pressure
squeezing us together down here; the tunnel is a flaw in the
countermeasure wards, but outside it there’s an almost unimaginable
amount of power chained down and directed towards the exclusion of
occult manifestations—like our own entanglement. Threatening to
crush us to a bloody paste between walls of concrete. ★★Can we
leave yet?★★
★★Your breathlessness—have you ever been
claustrophobic before?★★
Is that what it is? ★★Great time to find
out.★★ I shudder and my heart tries to flutter away.
★★We’re in as much danger if we stay down here as
if we surface,★★ she announces. ★★Come on. Slowly.★★
Still locked together, we finger-and-toe our way up
the narrow chimney in the rock, feeling ahead for rough bumps and
the joints between concrete castings. As we rise, the nightmare
awareness of my own death begins to fade. All too soon we reach the
grating at the top, a cold wall of rusty iron. I tense up and try
not to give in to the scream that’s bubbling up inside. ★★Can you
lift it?★★ I ask.
★★On my own? Shit.★★ I feel her straining. ★★Help
me!★★
I brace my legs against one wall and my back
against the opposite and raise my arms; Ramona leans against me and
puts her back into it, too. The roof gives a little. I tense and
shove hard, putting all my fear of drowning into it, and the lid
squeals and lifts free above us.
★★Turn!★★ I start twisting, rotating the
rectangular lid so that when we let go it won’t settle back into
place. There’s a roaring in my ears. I can hear my pulse. And
suddenly I’m choking underwater with a lungful of air: we’ve lost
skin contact and I’m going to have aching muscles tomorrow—if there
is a tomorrow—and I can’t get enough oxygen, so I kick out in near
panic and the lid slides away and I kick out again, rising
nightmarishly slowly towards the silver ceiling high above me, with
my lungs on fire. Then I’m on the surface, bobbing like a cork in a
barrel and I breathe out explosively and start to inhale just as a
wave comes over the top of the reef and the platform and breaks
over me.
The next few seconds are crazy and painful and I’m
coughing and spluttering and close to panic again. But Ramona’s in
the water with me and she’s a strong swimmer, and the next thing I
know I’m on my back, coughing up my guts as she tows me towards the
shallows like a half-drowned kitten. Then there’s sand under my
feet and an arm round my shoulders.
“Can you walk?”
I try to talk, realize it’s a bad idea, and nod
instead. A sidelong glance tells me her glamour’s back in
place.
“Don’t look back. There’s a dive boat just over the
far side of the reef and they’re looking out to sea. I figure we’ve
got maybe two minutes before they check their tracker ward and see
you’re showing up again. Have you got any smoke screens on that
fancy phone of yours?”
Think fast. I try to remember what I’ve
loaded on it, remember the block I put on the car, and nod again.
I’m not certain it’ll work, but if it doesn’t we’re fresh out of
options.
“Okay.” We’re about waist-deep now. “Blanket’s over
there. Think you can run?”
“Blanket—” I start coughing again.
“Run, monkey-boy!”
She grabs my hand and tugs me forwards. At the same
time there’s a ghostly sensation in my chest: she starts coughing,
but I feel a whole lot better. Moments later I’m the one who’s
tugging her along through knee-deep water across a silvery beach,
sunlight blazing down on my shoulders. I feel horribly exposed, as
if there’s a target painted on the small of my back. The towel is
just ahead, up a gentle rise. Ramona stumbles. I get an arm round
her waist and help her up, then we stagger on up the beach.
Towel. Trunks. A little pile of everyday tourist
detritus. “This ours?”
She nods, gasping for breath: she’s swallowed my
water, I realize. I fumble under the towel and find the sealed
polythene bag. Fingers shaking, I unseal it and pull out my Treo.
The damn thing seems to take half an hour to boot up, and while I’m
waiting for it I see heads bobbing to the surface near the boat on
the far side of the reef. They’re tiny in the distance but we’re
running out of time—
Ah. Scratchpad. “Lie down on the towel. Make
like you’re sunbathing,” I tell her. Squinting at the tiny screen,
I shield it with one hand so that I can see the schematic. A
circuit design, I need a circuit design. But we’re on a beach,
right? Sand is porous. And about fifty centimeters below us there’s
a layer of conductive saline. Which means—
I squat on the sand and start drawing lines on the
beach around us with my fingertips. I don’t have to go all the way
down to the water, I just have to reduce the resistivity of the
layer of insulating sand above it in a regular pattern. Divers are
crawling back into the boat as I finish the main loop and add the
necessary terminals. Phone, phone . . . the bloody thing has
gone to sleep on me. I’m about to poke at the screen when I realize
there’s sand on my fingertips. Silly me. I wipe them on the
towel beside Ramona’s hip and carefully wake the Treo up, stroke it
into life, and hit the upload button. Then I sit down next to her
and wait to learn if I’ve rendered us invisible.
ABOUT HALF AN HOUR LATER, THE DIVERS GIVE up. The
boat turns, its outboard engine spouting a tail of white foam, and
it slowly motors around the headland. Which is just as well because
we don’t have any sunscreen and my shoulders and chest are
beginning to itch badly.
“You okay?” I ask Ramona.
“Pretty much.” She sits up and stretches. “Your
trick worked.”
“Yeah, well. Trouble is, it’s stationary: I can’t
take it with us. I figure our best bet would be to head back into
town as fast as possible and lose ourselves in the crowd.”
“You really got them stirred up. And their
surveillance net is disturbingly good.” She looks at me. “You’re
sure it was just Marc you were pushing on?”
“Yes.” I look at her closely. “Marc, and his
unfortunate habit of supplying single female tourists to friends
with a boat and an unlimited supply of Charlie.” Her expression
doesn’t change but her pupils tell me what I want to know. “Virgins
aren’t necessary, if this is what I think it is. But they have to
be healthy and relatively young. Ring any bells?”
“I didn’t know you were a necromancer, Bob.” She
looks at me calculatingly.
“I’m not.” I shrug. “But I do countermeasures. And
what I see here is that the island’s defenses aren’t worth jack
shit if you’ve got a scuba kit and a boat. Someone’s buying up
single women, and they’re sure as hell not shipping them to
brothels in Miami. There’s a surveillance net centered on
Billington’s boat, and it’s tied in to your friend Marc.” I stare
at her eyes. “Are you going to tell me it’s a coincidence?”
She bites her lower lip. “No,” she admits. A pause.
“Marc wasn’t a coincidence.”
“What, then?”
“It centers on Billington but it’s not all about
Billington.” She looks away from me and stares out to sea,
morosely. “He’s got his own . . . plans. To expedite them, he had
to hire a bunch of specialists with eccentric tastes and needs. His
wife—she’s not harmless. She’s scum.” If looks could kill,
the wave crests would be boiling into steam under her stare. “And
she’s got retainers. Call it a tactical marriage of convenience.
She’s got certain powers and he wants to make use of them. He’s got
shitloads of wealth and more ambition than—well, she likes that
because it buys her immunity. Eileen . . . her predecessor Erzsebet
was probably framed by a rival, a duke who wanted her lands and her
castle, but Eileen is the genius who figured out there was a
skincare program in the old legend, productized the hell out of it,
and sold it as Bathory™ Pale Grace™ 9 Cosmetics, with added
ErythroComplex-V. It’s basically a mass-produced level one glamour.
She sources most of the wholesale supplies from commercial
slaughterhouses and leftover blood bank stock, and on paper she’s
clean, but you still need a better than homeopathic quantity of the
real thing to make it work. And that’s before you start asking how
many regulatory committees she had to buy off to bury the details
of her research.”
“Why not go after her directly?”
“Because—” Ramona shrugs. “Eileen’s not the main
target. She’s not even the appetizer. What she does amounts to at
most a few dozen deaths per year. If Ellis gets what my boss thinks
he wants, the whole human species gets to deal with the fallout. So
he figured I should get close to Eileen—to introduce you to Ellis,
as much as anything else—and meanwhile get enough of a grip on the
rest of her project to mop them up afterwards.”
“You were going to get information out of Marc
after your Other got through chowing down on his soul?”
“You’d be surprised.” She sniffs primly. “Anyway,
you should know, mister computational demonologist: How hard would
it be to summon up a puppeteer and schedule a late-binding,
voice-directed linkage to keep the body dancing?”
I think back to the dead seagulls. To the bad guys
and what they did to Marc after his fatal heart attack. “Not
very.”
“Okay, just so you know the score.” She reaches out
and grasps my wrist. Her fingers are warm and much too human.
“Billington’s plans,” I prompt. “The business with
the Explorer.”
“I’m not allowed to tell you everything I know,”
she says patiently. “If you know too much, his geas will spit you
out like a melon seed and we won’t have any time to prep a
replacement.”
“But you need me to get aboard his ship because I’m
playing a role in some sort of script. While you stay entangled
with me so you get to come along, too.” I swallow. “Punching a hole
in his firewall.”
“That’s the idea.”
“Any idea how to do it?”
“Well—” a hint of a smile “—Billington usually
visits the casino every evening when he’s in range. So I’d say we
ought to get back to the hotel and get ready for a high-rolling
evening, and try to finesse an invitation. How does that
sound?”
I stand up. “That sounds like a plan,” I say
doubtfully. “I expected something a bit more concrete, though.” I
glance around. “Where did I put my boxers?”
WE HEAD BACK UP THE BEACH AND WHEN WE GET to the
car Ramona hands me my clothes. By the time I get out of the toilet
she’s changed into a white sundress, head scarf, and shades that
conceal her eyes. She’s unrecognizable as the naked blonde from the
beach. “Let’s go,” she suggests, turning the ignition key. I belt
in beside her and she guns the engine, backing out of the parking
lot in a spray of sand.
Ramona drives carefully along the coast road, back
towards the west end of the island and the hotels and casinos. I
slump down in the passenger seat and check my e-mail as soon as we
get adequate cell phone coverage. All that’s waiting for me are two
administrative circulars from the office, an almost plaintive
request for a Sitrep from Angleton, and an interesting business
proposition from the widow of the former president of Nigeria.
10 Ramona doesn’t seem to be in a
talkative mood right now, and I’m not sure I want to risk upsetting
her by asking why.
Eventually, as we’re entering Philipsburg, she nods
to herself and begins talking. “You’ll want to report in to your
support team.” She downshifts a gear and the engine growls. “Keep
your station chief off your back, pick up the toys your tech guys
have been unpacking, and call home.”
“Yes. So?” I study the roadside. Pedestrians in
bright summer holiday gear, locals in casuals, rickshaws, parked
cars. Heat and dust.
“Just saying.” We’re crawling along. “Then I figure
we need to meet up, late afternoon. To go sort out your invitation
to the floating party aboard the Mabuse.”
Late afternoon. A stab of guilt gets to me: it’s
about six o’clock back home, and I really ought to call Mo. I’ve
got to reassure her that everything’s under control and make sure
she doesn’t do something stupid like drop everything and come out
here. (Assuming everything is under control, a quiet
corner of my conscience reminds me. If you were Mo, and you knew
what was going on, what would you do?) “You sound very certain
that I’ll get an invite,” I speculate.
“Oh, I don’t think it’ll be too difficult.” Ramona
focuses on the road ahead. “You already got Billington’s attention
yesterday. After today, he’ll want another look at you.” She looks
pensive. “Just in case, I’ve got some ideas. We can go over them
later.”
I steel myself. “I get the feeling you’re trying
very hard not to tell me something that’s not related to the
mission,” I begin. “And you know I know but I don’t know what I’m
not supposed to know, and so—” I wind down, trying to keep track of
all the double-indirect pointers and Boolean operators before I
succumb to a stack crash.
“Not your problem, monkey-boy,” she says with a
false smile and a toss of her beautiful blonde hair, now coiling up
into tight ringlets as the seawater dries in the breeze over the
windscreen. “Don’t worry yourself about me.”
“What—” My skin crawls.
She looks at me, her eyes abruptly distant and
hard. “You just have to get aboard the yacht, figure out what’s
going on, and expedite a solution,” she tells me. “I’ve got to sit
it out back here.”
“But.” I shut my mouth before I can stick any of my
feet in it by accident. Then I point my head forwards, watching her
out of the corner of my eye. Thin-lipped and grim-faced, knuckles
gripping the steering wheel. The mermaid who clutched me to her
watery bosom is frightened. Ramona, who plays with her food and
never slept with a man who didn’t die within twenty-four hours, is
concerned. Driving me back to the hotel and the safe house and a
setup where she’ll have to hand me over to people she seems to
despise—Ramona, the spy who loves me? No, that dog won’t
hunt. It must be something else, but whatever it is, she isn’t
talking. So we drive the rest of the way to the hotel in lonely
silence, grappling with our respective demons.