7.
NIGHTMARE BEACH
I’M TWO KILOMETERS DOWN THE ROAD TO GRAND Case and
the coastal route to Marigot when I realize I’m being tailed. I’m
crap at this private eye stuff, but it’s not exactly rocket science
on Saint Martin—the roads are only two lanes wide. There’s a Suzuki
SUV about a quarter-kilometer behind me. I speed up, it speeds up.
I slow down, it slows down. So I pull over and park at a tourist
spot and watch it tool past. Just before the next bend in the road
it pulls over. How tedious, I think. Then I get on the ethereal
blower.
★★Ramona? You busy?★★
★★Powdering my nose. What’s up?★★
I stare at the car ahead of me, trying to visualize
it well enough to shove it at her as a concrete image. ★★I’ve got
company. The unwelcome kind.★★
★★Surprise!★★ I can feel her chuckle. ★★What did
you do to annoy them?★★
★★Oh, this ’n’ that.★★ I’m not about to go into my
snooping activities just yet. ★★Billington’s yacht is anchored off
North Point, and some of the locals aren’t too happy about
it.★★
★★Surprise indeed. So what’s with the car?★★
★★They’ve been tailing me!★★ I sound a bit peevish
to myself—petulant, even. ★★And Billington’s got the marina under
surveillance. He’s using seagulls as watchers. That makes me
nervous.★★ I couldn’t care less about the flying sea-rats, but I’m
not terribly happy about the fact that someone aboard that yacht
has got the nous to run the Invocation of Al-Harijoun on them, not
to mention having enough spare eyeballs to monitor the surveillance
take from several hundred zombie seagulls.
★★So why don’t you lose them?★★
I take a deep breath. ★★That would entail breaking
the traffic regulations, you know? I’m not supposed to do that.
It’s called drawing undue attention to yourself. Besides, there’s a
whole stack of documents to file, starting with a form A-19/B, or
they’ll throw the book at me. I could lose my license!★★
★★What, your license to kill?★★
★★No, my license to drive!★★ I thump the steering
wheel in frustration. ★★This isn’t some kind of spy farce: I’m just
a civil servant. I don’t have a license to kill, or authorization
to poke my nose into random corners of the world and meet
interesting people and hurt them. Capisce?★★
For a moment I feel dizzy. I pinch the bridge of my
nose and take a deep breath: my vision fades out for a scary
moment, then comes back with this weird sense that I’m looking
through two sets of eyes at once. ★★What the fuck?★★
★★It’s me, Bob. I can’t keep this up for long . . .
Look, you see that SUV parked ahead?★★
★★Yeah?★★ I’m looking at it but it doesn’t
register.
★★The guy who just got out of it and is walking
towards you is carrying a gun. And he doesn’t look particularly
friendly. Now I know you’re hung-up on the speed limit and stuff,
but can I suggest you—★★
There is one good thing about driving a Smart car:
it has a turning circle tighter than Ramona’s hips. I hit the gas
and yank the wheel and make the tires squeal, rocking from side to
side so badly that for a moment I’m afraid the tiny car is about to
topple over. The bad guy raises his pistol slowly but I’ve floored
the accelerator and it’s not that slow in a straight line.
My wards are prickling and tickling like a sandstorm and there’s a
faint blue aura crawling over the dash. Something smacks into the
tailgate—a stray pebble, I tell myself as I swerve back up the
coast road towards Orléans.
★★I knew you could do it!★★ Ramona enthuses like
she’s channeling a cheerleader. ★★What did you do to get them riled
up like that?★★
★★I asked about Marc.★★ I glance in the mirror and
flinch; my tail is back in the SUV and has gotten it turned around.
It’s kicking up a plume of dust as it follows me. I swerve wildly
to overtake a Taurus full of pensioners who’re drifting along the
crest of the road with their left turn signal flashing
continuously, then I overcompensate to avoid rolling the
Smart.
★★That wasn’t very fucking clever of you, was it?★★
she asks sharply. ★★Why did you do it?★★ Irrelevant distractions
nag at the edges of my perception: a twin-engine pond-hopper buzzes
overhead on final approach into Grand Case Airport.
★★I wanted to see if my suspicions were correct.★★
And if I was dreaming or not.
There’s a van ahead, moving slowly, so I pull out
to look past it and there’s an oncoming truck so I pull back in.
And behind me, closing the gap again, is the SUV.
★★I am going to have to lose these guys before they
phone ahead and get some muscle ahead of me on the road to
Philipsburg. Any ideas?★★
★★Yes. I’ll be on my way in about five minutes.
Just stay ahead of them for now.★★
★★Be fast, okay? If you can’t be safe.★★ I pull out
recklessly and floor the accelerator again, passing the van as the
driver waves angrily at me. There’s a kink in the road ahead and I
take it as fast as I dare. The Smart is bouncy and rolls
frighteningly but it can’t be any worse at road-holding than the
SUV tailing me, can it? ★★Just what are they doing with the
women?★★
★★What women?★★
★★The women Marc was kidnapping and selling to the
boat crew. Don’t tell me you didn’t know about that?★★
The Suzuki has pulled past the van and is coming up
behind me and I’m fresh out of side streets. From here, it’s a
three-kilometer straight stretch around the foothills of Paradise
Peak before we get to Orient Beach and the fork down to the sea.
After that, it’s another five kilometers to the next turnoff. I’m
doing eighty and that’s already too damn fast for this road.
Besides, I feel like I’m driving two cars at once, one of them a
sawed-off subcompact and the other a topless muscle-machine that
dodges in and out of the tourist traffic like a steeplechaser
weaving through a queue of pensioners. It’s deeply confusing and it
makes me want to throw up.
★★What do you know about—★★ pause ★★—the
abductions? ★★
★★Women. Young. Blonde. His wife owns a cosmetics
company and he looks too young. What conclusion would you
draw?★★
★★He has a good plastic surgeon. Hang on.★★ The
muscle car surges effortlessly around another bus. Meanwhile the
SUV has pulled even with me, and the driver is waving his gun at me
to pull over. I glance sideways once more and see his eyes. They
look dead and worse than dead, like he’s been in the water for a
week and nothing’s tried eating him. I recognize that look: they’re
using tele-operator-controlled zombies. Shit. My steering
wheel is crawling with sparks as the occult countermeasures cut in,
deflecting their brain-eating mojo.
I tense and hit the brakes, then push the cigarette
lighter home in its socket during the second it takes him to match
my speed. We come to a halt side by side on the crest of a low
hill. The SUV’s door opens and the dead guy with the gun gets out
and walks over. I sniff: there’s a nasty fragrant smoke coming out
of the lighter socket.
He marches stiffly round to my side door, keeping
the gun in view. I keep my hands on the steering wheel as he opens
the door and gets in.
“Who are you?” I ask tensely. “What’s going
on?”
“You ask too many questions,” says the dead man.
His voice slurs drunkenly, as if he’s not used to this larynx, and
his breath stinks like rotting meat. “Turn around. Drive back to
Anse Marcel.” He points the gun at my stomach.
“If you say so.” I slowly move one hand to the
gearshift, then turn the car around. The SUV sits abandoned and
forlorn behind us as I accelerate away. I drive slowly, trying to
drag things out. The stink of decaying meat mingles with a weird
aroma of burning herbs. The steering wheel has sprouted a halo of
fine blue fire and my skin crawls—I glance sideways but there are
no green sparks in his eyes, just the filmed-over lusterless glaze
of a day-old corpse. It’s funny how death changes people: I startle
when I recognize him.
“Drive faster.” The gun pokes me in the ribs.
“How long have you had Marc?” I ask.
“Shut up.”
I need Ramona. The smell of burning herbs is
almost overpowering. I reach out to her: ★★Phone me.★★
★★What’s the problem? I’m driving as fast
as—★★
★★Just phone me, damn it! Dial my mobile now!★★
Fifteen or twenty endless seconds pass, then my Treo begins to
ring.
“I need to answer my phone,” I tell my passenger.
“I have to check in regularly.”
“Answer it. Say that everything is normal. If you
tell them different I’ll shoot you.”
I reach out and punch the call-accept button,
angling the screen away from him. Then in quick succession I punch
the program menu button, and the pretty icon that triggers all the
car’s countermeasures simultaneously.
I don’t know quite what I was expecting. Explosions
of sparks, spinning heads, a startling spewage of ectoplasm? I get
none of it. But Marc the doorman, who managed to die of one of the
effects of terminal cocaine abuse just before Ramona’s succubus
could suck him dry, sighs and slumps like a dropped puppet.
Unfortunately he’s not belted in so he falls across my lap, which
is deeply inconvenient because we’re doing fifty kilometers an hour
and he’s blocking the steering wheel. Life gets very exciting for a
few seconds until I bring the car to rest by the roadside, next to
a stand of palm trees.
I wind down the window and stick my head out,
taking in deep gasping breaths of blessedly wormwood- and fetorfree
ocean air. The fear is just beginning to register: I did it
again, I realize, I nearly got myself killed. Sticking
my nose into something that isn’t strictly any of my business. I
shove Marc out of my lap, then stop. What am I going to do with
him?
It is generally not a good idea when visiting
foreign countries to be found by the cops keeping company with a
corpse and a gun. An autopsy will show he had a cardiac arrest
about a day ago, but he’s in my car and that’s the sort of thing
that gives them exactly the wrong idea—talk about circumstantial
evidence! “Shit,” I mutter, looking around. Ramona’s on her way but
she’s driving a two-seater. Double-shit. My eyes fasten on
the stand of trees. Hmm.
I restart the engine and reverse up to the trees. I
park, then get out and start wrestling with Marc’s body. He’s
surprisingly heavy and inflexible, and the seats are inconveniently
form-fitting, but I manage to drag him across to the driver’s side
with a modicum of sweating and swearing. He leans against the door
as if he’s sleeping off a bender. I retrieve the Treo, blip the
door shut, then start doodling schematics in a small application I
carry for designing field-expedient incantations. There’s no need
to draw a grid round the car—the Smart’s already wired—so as soon
as I’m sure I’ve got it right I hit the upload button and look
away. When I look back I know there’s something there, but it makes
the back of my scalp itch and my vision blur. If I hadn’t parked
the car there myself I could drive right past without seeing
it.
I shamble back to the roadside and look both
ways—there’s no pavement—then start walking along the hard shoulder
towards Orient Beach.
IT’S STILL MORNING BUT THE DAY IS GOING TO BE
baking hot. Trudging along a dusty road beneath a spark-plug sky
without a cloud in sight gets old fast. There are beaches and sand
off to one side, and on the other a gently rising hill-side covered
with what passes for a forest hereabouts—but I’m either overdressed
(according to my sweating armpits) or underdressed (if I
acknowledge the impending sunburn on the back of my neck and arms).
I’m also in a foul mood.
De-animating Marc has brought back the sense of
guilt from Darmstadt: the conviction that if I’d just been slightly
faster off the ball I could have saved Franz and Sophie and the
others. It’s also confirmed that my dreams of Ramona are the real
thing: so much for keeping a fig leaf of deniability. She was
right: I’m an idiot. Finally there’s Billington, and the
activities of his minions. Seeing that long, hungry hull in the
distance, recognizing the watcher on the quay, has given me an
ugly, small feeling. It’s as if I’m an ant chewing away at a scab
on an elephant’s foot—a foot that can be raised and brought down on
my head with crushing force should the pachyderm ever notice my
existence.
After I’ve been walking for about half an hour, a
bright red convertible rumbles out of the heat haze and pulls up
beside me. I think it’s a Ferrari, though I’m not much good at car
spotting; anyway, Ramona waves at me from the driver’s seat. She’s
wearing aviator mirrorshades, a bikini, and a see-through silk
sarong. If my libido wasn’t on the ropes from the events of the
past twelve hours my eyes would be halfway out of my head: as it
is, the best I can manage is a tired wave.
“Hi, stranger. Looking for a lift?” She grins
ironically at me.
“Let’s get out of here.” I flop into the
glove-leather passenger seat and stare at the trees glumly.
She pulls off slowly and we drive in silence for
about five minutes. “You could have gotten yourself killed back
there,” she says quietly. “What got into you?”
I count the passing palm trees. After I reach fifty
I let myself open my mouth. “I wanted to check out a hunch.”
Without taking her eyes off the road she reaches
over with her right hand and squeezes my left leg. “I don’t want
you getting yourself killed,” she says, her voice toneless and
over-controlled.
I pay attention to her in a way I can’t describe,
feeling for whatever it is that connects us. It’s deep and wide as
a river, invisible and fluid and powerful enough to drown in. What
I sense through it is more than I bargained for. Her attention’s
fixed on the road ahead but her emotions are in turmoil. Grief,
anger at me for being a damn fool, anxiety, jealousy.
Jealousy?
“I didn’t know you cared,” I say aloud. And I’m
not sure I want you to care, I think to myself.
“Oh, it’s not about you. If you get yourself killed
what happens to me?”
She wants it to sound like cynical self-interest
but there’s a taste of worry and confusion in her mind that
undermines every word that comes out of her mouth.
“Something big is going down on this island,” I
say, tacitly changing the subject before we end up in uncharted
waters. “Billington’s crew has got watchers out. Seagull monitors
controlled from, um, somewhere else. And then I ran into Marc.
Judging by the state of my wards every goddamn corpse on the island
must be moving—why the hell haven’t they chained up the graveyards?
And what’s this thing they’ve got about single female
tourists?”
“That might not be part of Billington’s core
program.” Ramona sounds noncommittal but I can tell she knows more
than she’s admitting. “It might be his crew carrying on behind his
back. Or something less obvious.”
“Come on! If his sailors are kidnapping single
females, you think he’s not going to know about it?”
Ramona turns her head to look me in the eye: “I
think you underestimate just how big this scheme is.”
“Then why won’t you tell me?” I complain.
“Because I’m—” She bites her tongue. “Listen. It’s
a nice day. Let’s go for a walk, huh?”
“A walk—why?” I get the most peculiar sense that
she’s trying to tell me something without putting it into
words.
“Let’s just say I wanna see your boxers,
okay?”
She grins. Her good humor’s more fragile than it
looks, but just for a moment I like what I can see. “Okay.” I yawn,
the aftereffects of the chase catching up with me. “Where do you
want to go?”
“There’s a spot near Orient Bay.”
She drives past tourists and local traffic in
silence. I keep my mouth shut. I’m not good at handling emotional
stuff and Ramona confuses the hell out of me. It’s almost enough to
make me wish Mo was around; life would be a lot simpler.
We hit a side road and drive along it until we pass
a bunch of the usual beachside shops and restaurants and a car
park. Ramona noses the Ferrari between a Land Rover and a rack of
brightly painted boneshaker bicycles and kills the engine. “C’mon,”
she says, jumping out and popping open the trunk. “I bought you a
towel, trunks, and sandals.”
“Huh?”
She prods me in the ribs. “Strip off!” I look at
her dubiously but her expression is mulish. There’s a concrete
convenience nearby so I wander over to it and go inside. I pull my
polo shirt off, then lose the shoes, socks, and trousers before
pulling on the swimming trunks. I have my limits: the smartphone I
keep. I go back outside. Ramona is just about hopping up and down
with impatience. “What are you doing with that phone?” she asks.
“Come on, it’ll be safe in the glove compartment.”
“Nope. Not doing.” I cross my arms defensively. The
Treo doesn’t fit nicely in the baggy boxer-style trunks’ pocket,
but I’m not handing it over. “You want my wallet, you can have it,
but not my Treo! It’s already saved my life once today.”
“I see.” She stares at me, chewing her lip
thoughtfully. “Listen, will you turn it off?”
“What? But it’s in sleep mode—”
“No, I want you to switch it right off. No
electronics is best, but if you insist on carrying—”
I raise an eyebrow and she shakes her head in
warning. I look her in the eye. “Are you sure this is
necessary?”
“Yes.”
My stomach flip-flops. No electronics?
That’s heavy. In fact it’s more than heavy: to compute is to be,
and all that. I don’t mind going without clothes, but being without
a microprocessor is truly stripping down. It’s like asking a
sorcerer to surrender his magic wand, or a politician to forswear
his lies. How far do I trust her? I wonder, then I remember
last night, a moment of vulnerability on a balcony overlooking the
sea.
“Okay.” I press and hold the power button until the
phone chimes and the signal LED winks out. No electronics.
“What now?”
“Follow me.” She picks up the towels, shuts the car
trunk, and heads towards the beach. While I wasn’t looking she’s
shed the sarong: I can’t keep my eyes from tracking the hypnotic
sway of her buttocks.
The sand is fine and white and the vegetation
rapidly gives way to open beach. There’s a rocky promontory ahead,
and various sunbathers have set up their little patches; offshore,
the sailboards are catching the breeze. The sea is a huge, warm
presence, sighing as waves break across the reef offshore and
subside before they reach us. Ramona stops and bends forwards,
rolls her briefs down her legs, and shrugs out of her bikini top.
Then she looks at me: “Aren’t you going to strip off?”
“Hey, this is public—”
There’s an impish gleam in her eyes. “Are
you?” She straightens up and deliberately turns to face me. “You’re
cute when you blush!”
I glance at the nearest tourists. Middle-aged
spread and a clear lack of concealing fabric drives the message
home. “Oh, so it’s a nudist beach.”
“Naturist, please. C’mon, Bob. People will stare if
you don’t.”
Nobody taught me how to say no when a beautiful
naked woman begs me to take my clothes off. I fumble my way out of
my trunks and concentrate very hard on not concentrating on her
very visible assets. Luckily, she’s Ramona. She’s strikingly
beautiful—with or without the glamour, it doesn’t matter—but I also
find her intimidating. After a minute or so I figure out I’m not
about to sprout a semaphore pole in public, so I begin to relax.
When in Rome, et cetera.
Ramona picks her way past the clots of slowly
basting sun-seekers—I notice with displeasure a scattering of heads
turning to track us—and detours around a battered hut selling ice
cream and cold drinks. The beach is narrower at this end, and
proportionately less populated as she veers towards the waterline.
“Okay, this’ll do. Mark the spot, Bob.” She unrolls her towel and
plants it on the sand. Then she holds out a waterproof baggie. “For
your phone—sling it around your neck, we’re going swimming.”
“We’re going swimming?” ★★Naked?★★
She looks at me and sighs. “Yes Bob, we’re going
swimming in the sea, bare-ass naked. Sometimes I despair of you . .
.”
Oh boy. My head’s spinning. I bag up my
phone, make sure it’s sealed, and walk into the sea until I’m up to
my ankles, looking down at the surf swirling grains of sand between
and over my toes. I can’t remember when I last went swimming. It’s
cool but not cold. Ramona wades into the waves until she’s hip-deep
then turns round and beckons to me. “What are you waiting
for?”
I grit my teeth and plod forwards until the water’s
over my knees. There’s an island in the distance, just a nub of
trees waving slowly above a thin rind of sand. “Are you planning on
wading all the way out there?”
“No, just a little farther.” She winks at me, then
turns and wades out deeper. Soon those remarkable buttocks are just
a pale gleam beneath the rippling waves.
I follow her in. She pitches forwards and starts
swimming. Swimming isn’t something I’ve done much of lately, but
it’s like riding a bicycle—you’ll remember how to do it and your
muscles will make sure you don’t forget the next morning. I splash
around after her, trying to relearn my breast stroke by beating the
waves into submission. Damn, but this is different from the old
Moseley Road Swimming Baths.
★★This way,★★ she tells me, using our speech-free
intercom. ★★Not too far. Can you manage ten minutes without a
rest?★★
★★I hope so.★★ The waves aren’t strong inside the
barrier formed by the reef, and in any event they’re driving us
back onshore, but I hope she’s not planning on going outside the
protective boundary.
★★Okay, follow me.★★
She strikes out away from the sunbathers and
towards the outer reef, at an angle. Pretty soon I’m gasping for
breath as I flail the water, trailing after her. Ramona is a very
strong swimmer and I’m out of practice, and my arms and thigh
muscles are screaming for mercy within minutes. But we’re
approaching the reef, the waves are breaking over it—and to my
surprise, when she stands up the water barely reaches her
breasts.
“What the hell?” I flap towards her, then switch to
treading water, feeling for the surface beneath my feet. I’m
half-expecting to kick razor-sharp coral, but what I find myself
standing on is smooth, slippery-slick concrete.
“No electronics, because someone might have tapped
into it. No clothing because you might be bugged. Seawater because
it’s conductive; if they’d tattooed a capacitive chart on your
scalp while you were asleep it’d be shorted out by now. No bugs
because we’ve got a high-volume white noise source all around us.”
She frowns at me, deadly serious. “You’re clean, monkey-boy, except
for whatever compulsion filters they’ve dropped on you, and any
supernatural monitors.”
“Shit.” Enlightenment dawns: Ramona has dragged me
out here because she thinks I’m bugged. “What’s down below us . . .
?”
“It’s a defensive emplacement. The French got
serious about that in the early ’60s, before the treaty
arrangements got nailed down. You’re standing on a discordance
node, one of a belt of sixteen big ones designed to protect the
east coast of Saint Martin against necromantic incursions. If you
swim through it, any thaumaturgic bugs they’ve planted on you will
be wiped—it’s a huge occult degaussing rig. Which is one of the
reasons I brought you here.”
“But if it’s a defensive emplacement, how come the
zombies up at—” I bite my tongue.
“Exactly.” She looks grave. “That’s part of what’s
wrong here, which is the other thing I want to check out. About
four months ago one of our routine geomantic surveillance flights
noticed that the defensive belt was—not broken, exactly, but showed
signs of tampering. One of Billington’s subsidiaries, a
construction company, landed the contract to maintain the concrete
ballast units. Do I need to draw you a diagram?”
Here we are surrounded by ocean, and my mouth is
dry as a bone. “No. You think somebody’s running a little import
/export business, right?”
“Yes.”
I take a deep breath. “Anything else?”
“I wanted to get you alone, with no bugs.”
“Hey, you only had to ask!” I grin, my heart
pounding inappropriately.
“Don’t take this the wrong way.” She smiles
ruefully. “You know what would happen if—”
“Only kidding,” I say, abruptly nervous. The
conversation is veering dangerously close to territory I’m
uncomfortable with. I look at her—correction: I force my eyes to
track about thirty degrees up, until I’m looking at her face. She’s
watching me right back, and I find I can’t help wondering what it
would be like to . . . well. Sure she’s attached to a level three
glamour so tight you’d need a scalpel to peel it off her, but I can
probably cope with whatever’s underneath it, I think. Her daemon is
something else again, but there are things we could do, without
intercourse . . . but what about Mo? My conscience finally catches
up with my freewheeling speculation. Well, what indeed? But
the thought drags me back down to Earth, after a fashion. I manage
to get my worst instincts under control then ask: “Okay, so why did
you really bring me out here?”
“First, I need to know: Why the fuck did you go
rushing off to Anse Marcel?”
The question hits me like a bucket of cold water in
the face. “I, I, I wanted to check something out,” I stutter. It
sounds lame. “Last night, I was inside Marc’s head. He was going
to—” I trail off.
“You were inside his head?”
“Yes, and it wasn’t a nice place to be,” I
snap.
“You were inside—” She blinks rapidly. “Tell me
what you picked up?”
“But I thought you knew—”
“No,” she says tightly. “I didn’t know it went that
far. This is as new to me as it is to you. What did you
learn?”
I lick my lips. “Marc had an arrangement. Every
couple of weeks he’d pick up a single female who wouldn’t be missed
and he’d—let’s not go into that. Afterwards he’d drop a geas on
her, a control ring he’d learned from the customer, and he’d drive
her up to Anse Marcel where a couple of guys would come in on a
boat to pick the victim up. They paid in coke, plus extras.”
“Ri-ight.” Ramona pauses. “That makes sense.” I can
feel it snapping into place in her mind, another part of a lethal
booby-trapped jigsaw puzzle she’s trying to solve. I realize in the
silence between heartbeats that we’ve stopped pretending. It feels
as if some huge external force is pushing us together, squeezing us
towards intimacy. She gave me an opening to pretend that I wasn’t
involved, and I didn’t take it. But why? I wouldn’t normally do
this kind of thing; maybe the tropical clime’s addled me.
“What part of the picture does it fit?” I meet her
gaze. I have the most peculiar feeling that I’m watching myself
watching her through two pairs of eyes.
“Billington’s diversified into a variety of fields.
You shouldn’t think of him as simply a computer industry mogul.
He’s got his tentacles into a lot more pies than Silicon
Valley.”
“But kidnapping? That’s ridiculous! It can’t
possibly be cost-effective, even if he’s selling them off for spare
parts.” I swallow and shut up: she’s broadcasting a horrible sense
of claustrophobic dread, fear rising off her like a heat haze. I
shuffle, grounding my feet against the concrete defense platform,
and for a moment her skin acquires a silvery sheen. “What is it? Is
he—”
“You know better than to say it aloud, Bob.”
“I was afraid that was what you were trying to tell
me.” I look away, towards the breakers foaming across the reef and
the open seas beyond. And it’s not just her sense of dread
anymore.
Some types of invocation need blood, and some
require entire bodies. Whatever lives in the back of Ramona’s head
is a trivial, weak example; the creature I ran across in Santa Cruz
and Amsterdam three years ago was a much more powerful one. Ramona
is afraid that we’re dealing with a life-eating horror that lives
off the entropy burst that comes from draining a human soul: I’m
pretty sure she’s right. Which means the next question to ask is,
who on Earth would summon such a thing, and why? And as I’m pretty
sure we know the answer to who . . .
“What’s Billington trying to do? What is he
summoning up?”
“We don’t know.”
“Any guesses?” I ask sarcastically. “The Deep Ones,
maybe?”
Ramona shakes her head angrily. “Not them! Never
them.” The sense of dread is choking, oppressive: she feels it
personally, I realize.
I stare at her. That flash of silver again, the
water lapping around her chest, drawing my eyes back towards those
amazingly perfect breasts—I fight to filter out the distraction.
This isn’t me, is it? It’s hard work, fighting the glamour.
I want to see her as she really is. Taking a deep breath I force
myself back to the matter in hand: “What makes you so sure the Deep
Ones aren’t behind him? You’re holding out on me. Why?”
“Because they don’t think that way. And yes, I
am fucking holding out on you.” She glares at me, and I can
feel her wounded pride and defensive anger fighting against
something else: Concern? Worry? “This is all going wrong. I brought
you out here so I could tell you why you’re being kept in the dark,
not to pick a fight—”
“And here I was thinking you wanted me for my
body.” I hold my hands up before she has time to swear at me: “I’m
sorry, but have you got any idea just how bloody distracting that
glamour is?” It’s amazing and frightening and beautiful, and it
makes it a real bitch to try to concentrate on a conversation about
subterfuge and lies without wondering what horrors she’s concealing
from me.
Ramona stares at me, until I can feel her inside my
head, watching herself through my glamour-ensnared eyes. “Okay,
monkey-boy: you want it, you got it.” Her voice is flat and hard.
“Just remember, you asked for it.”
She lets go of the anchor of the glamour she’s been
clinging on to. The constant repulsive force emanating from the
concrete countermeasure emplacement we’re standing on blows it
away, like a hat in a hurricane—and I see Ramona as she truly is.
Which gives me two very big surprises.
I gasp. I can’t help myself. “You’re one of
them!” I meet her clear emerald gaze. And, quietly:
“Wow.”
Ramona says nothing, but one perfect nostril flares
minutely. Her skin has a faint silvery iridescent sheen to it, like
the scales of a fish; her hair is long and green as glass, framing
a face with higher cheekbones and a wider mouth, rising from an
inhumanly perfect long neck, the skin broken by two rows of slits
above her clavicle. Her breasts are smaller, not much larger than
her nipples, and two tinier ones adorn her rib cage beneath them.
She raises her right hand and spreads her fingers, revealing the
delicate tracery of webbing. “So what do you think of me now,
monkey-boy?”
I swallow. She’s like a sculpture in quicksilver,
created by inhuman sea-dwelling aliens who have taken the essence
of human female beauty and customized it to meet their need for an
artificial go-between who can walk among the lumpen savages of the
arid continental surfaces. “I’ve met half—sorry, the
sea-born—before. At Dunwich. But not like, uh, you. Uh. You’re
different.” I goggle at her, my mouth open like a fish.
Different is an understatement and a half. The glamour she
customarily wears doesn’t make her look unnaturally beautiful to
human eyes; rather, it conceals the more exotic aspects of her
physiognomy. Strip it away and she’s devastating, as unlike the
weak-chinned followers of St. Monkfish as it’s possible to
imagine.
“So you’ve met the country cousins.” Her cheek
twitches. “Yes, I can understand your surprise.” She stares at me,
and I’m not sure whether she’s disappointed or surprised. “So do
you still think I’m a monster?”
“I think you’re a—” I grind to a stop, before I can
push my foot any further down my throat. “Um.” An inkling comes to
me. “Let me guess. Your people. Go-betweens, like the colony at
Dunwich. And you were given to the BC and they dropped the, your
daemon on you to control you. Am I right?”
“I can neither confirm nor deny anything to do with
my employers,” she says with the flat-voiced emptiness of a
necromancer’s answering machine, before snapping back into focus:
“My folks lived off Baja California. That’s where I grew up.” For a
moment her eyes overflow with a sense of loss. “The Deep Ones did .
. . well, they did what they did at Dunwich. My folks have been
go-betweens for generations, able to pass as human and visit the
depths. But we’re not really at home among either species. We’re
constructs, Bob. And now you know why I use the glamour!” she adds
harshly. “There’s no need for flattery. I know damn well what I
look like to you people.”
You people: Ouch! “You’re not a monster.
Exotic, yes.” I can’t look away from her. I try to pull my eyes
away from those perfect breasts and I keep looking down and there’s
another pair—“It just takes a little getting used to. But I don’t
mind, not really. I’ve already gotten over it.” Down in the Laundry
compound at Dunwich they’ve got a technical term for human
employees who start spending too much time skinny-dipping with a
snorkel: fish-fuckers. I’ve never really seen the attraction
before, but with Ramona it’s blindingly obvious. “You’re as
attractive without the glamour as with it. Maybe more so.”
“You’re just saying that to fuck with my head.” I
can taste her bitter amusement. “Admit it!”
“Nope.” I take a deep breath and duck under the
water, then kick off towards her. I can open my eyes here:
everything is tinged pale green but I can see. Ramona dodges
sideways then grabs me by the waist and we tumble beneath the
reflective ceiling, grappling and pushing and shoving. I get my
head above water for long enough to pull in a lungful of air, then
she drags me under and starts tickling me. I convulse, but somehow
whenever I really need air she’s pushing me up above water rather
than trying to pull me down. Weirdly, I seem to need much less air
than I ought to. I can feel the gills working powerfully in her
pleural cavity; it’s as if there’s some kind of leakage between us,
as if she’s helping oxygenate both our bloodstreams. When she
kisses me she tastes of roses and oysters. Finally, after a few
minutes of rubbing and fondling we settle to the bottom and lie,
arms and legs entangled, in the middle of the circuit-board tracery
of gold that caps the concrete table.
★★Fish-fucker!★★ She mocks me.
★★It takes two to tango, squid-girl. Anyway, we
haven’t. I wouldn’t dare.★★
★★Coward!★★ She laughs ruefully, taking the sting
out of the word. Silver bubbles trickle and bob towards the surface
from her mouth. ★★Y’know, it’s hard work breathing for both of us.
If you want to help, go up to the surface ... ★★
★★Okay.★★ I let go and allow myself to stand up. As
I pull away from her I feel a tightness in my chest that rapidly
grows: we may be destiny-entangled, but the metabolic leakage is
strictly short-range. I break surface and shake my head, gasping
for air, then look towards the beach. There’s a loud ringing in my
ears, a deep bass rattle that resonates with my jaw, and a shadow
dims the flashing sunlight on the reef. Huh? I find myself
looking straight up at the underside of a helicopter.
“Get down!” Ramona hisses through the deafening
roar. She wraps a hand around my ankle and yanks, pulling me under
the surface. I hold my breath and let her drag me down beside
her—my chest eases—then I realize she’s pointing at a rectangular
duct cover at one side of the concrete platform. ★★Come on, we’ve
got to get under cover! If they see us we’re screwed!★★
★★If who see us?★★
★★Billington’s thugs! That’s his chopper up there.
Whatever you did must have really gotten them pissed. We’ve got to
get under cover before—★★
★★Before what?★★ She’s wrestling with the iron duct
cover, which is dark red with rust and thinly coated with polyps
and other growths. I try to ignore the tightness in my chest and
brace myself to help.
★★That.★★ Something drops into the water nearby. I
think it’s rubbish at first, but then I see a spreading red stain
in the water. ★★Dye marker. For the divers.★★
★★Whoops.★★ I grab hold of the handles and brace
myself, then put my back into it. ★★How long—★★ the grate begins to
move ★★—do we have?★★
★★Fresh outa time, monkey-boy.★★ Shadows flicker in
the turbid waters on the other side of the coral barrier: barracuda
or small sharks circling. My chest aches with the effort of holding
my breath and I think I’ve ripped open the skin on my hands, but
the grate is moving now, swinging up and out on a hinged arm.
★★C’mon in.★★ The opening is about eighty by sixty, a tight squeeze
for two: Ramona drops into it feet first then grabs my hand and
pulls me after.
★★What is this?★★ I ask. I get an edgy, panicky
feeling: we’re dropping into a concrete-walled tube with hand-holds
on one side, and it’s black as night inside.
★★Quick! Pull the cover shut!★★
I yank at the hatch and it drops towards me
heavily. I flinch as it lands on top of the tunnel, and then I
can’t see anything but a vague phosphorescent glow. I blink and
look down. It’s Ramona. She’s breathing—if that’s what you call
it—like she’s running a marathon, and she looks a bit peaked, and
she’s glowing, very dimly. Bioluminescence. ★★It’s shut.★★
★★Okay. Now follow me.★★ She begins to descend the
tunnel, hand over hand. My chest tightens.
★★Where are we going?★★ I ask nervously.
★★I don’t know—this isn’t in the blueprints.
Probably an emergency maintenance tunnel or something. So how about
we find out, huh?★★
I grab a rung and shove myself down towards her,
trying to ignore the panicky feeling of breathlessness and the
weird sensations around my collarbone. ★★Okay, so why not let’s
climb down a secret maintenance shaft in an undersea occult defense
platform while divers with spear guns who work for a mad
billionaire wait for us up top, hmm? What could possibly go
wrong?★★
★★Oh, you’d be surprised.★★ She sounds as if she
does this sort of thing every other week. Then, a second later, I
sense rather than feel her feet hit bottom: ★★Oh. Well
that’s a surprise,★★ she adds conversationally.
And suddenly I realize I can’t breathe
underwater.