Chapter 30
I will never forget the next five minutes, no
matter how long I roam this earthly plane. As Maggie entered the
station house, Tyler Matthews nestled in her arms, she was spotted
by a handful of detectives and staff heading home for a few hours
sleep. They recognized Tyler and immediately reversed direction
without uttering a word, following her back upstairs. Calvano took
the lead, gallantly opening doors and clearing the way for what
quickly became a parade of people needing to be part of a happy
ending for once, wanting to witness the miracle after so many days
of nonstop effort and increasingly dark hours of despair.
It never ended like this. They wanted to be there
when it did.
By the time they reached the task force room, Tyler
still asleep in Maggie’s arms, they looked like a mini-platoon on a
rescue mission pushing through the doors. At first no one noticed.
But as Maggie strode wordlessly across the room, pockets of people
fell silent one by one, their conversations falling away in waves
until the room was as quiet as a library. Callie Matthews was the
only one who did not notice. She was still watching the footage of
her son, unable to stop.
Maggie walked straight to where Tyler’s mother sat,
leaned over, and placed her son in her arms. It took a good five
seconds for Callie Matthews to realize she was holding Tyler—her
living, breathing son. During that time, no one in the room moved,
not even the feds, who had turned as one at Maggie’s approach and
been stunned into open-mouthed silence. And then Callie Matthews,
who had lived so long with sorrow and loss that her mind could
barely comprehend the world around her, realized that Tyler was as
safe and content as the day he’d been born—that he had, it seemed
at first glance, slept through the whole ordeal—and an
extraordinary transformation took place in her heart, even if, from
the outside, she looked no different. It was as if Callie Matthews
was reborn. Where once there had been grief, there was joy. Where
once there had been a conviction that life was cruel—taking first
her husband and then her son—there was an almost electrifying
knowledge that, sometimes, miracles did happen. Most of all, her
conviction that life was nothing more than a life sentence was
instantly replaced with a sense of purpose and a determination to
protect her son that was so fierce I could feel the evolutionary
connection between human beings and other living creatures, a link
long since forgotten in our quest to be what we call civilized. She
had a reason to live.
Callie Matthews could not speak. It was too much,
and words would never be able to express what she was feeling as
she stared down at her child, safe in her arms. Tears poured from
her eyes, not in teardrops, but in tiny rivers that flowed down her
cheeks. She looked up at Maggie, opened her mouth to speak, and
still could not find the words. Maggie didn’t need words. She
understood. She knelt before mother and child and gently touched
Callie’s arm. “He’s fine,” Maggie whispered. “He’s going to be fine
and you’re going to be fine. It’s all over now.”
And with that, Maggie stood and left the room
without a word to anyone.
It was unbelievable.
She didn’t stay for her chance to be a hero. She
didn’t gloat to the feds. She didn’t even look at the coworkers who
had started to line the halls to see her pass by, the news being
passed on through the building phone call by phone call. She just
walked by them all with a quick glance at a terrified-looking
Calvano, a glance that meant, You handle it. I’m out of here.
Don’t screw it up, Calvano. It’s your turn to deal.
People need heroes. They need to be able to touch
glory. They want to believe in beings larger than themselves. But
there was no one left to worship other than the unlikely figure of
Adrian Calvano, who had only a few hours before been hunched
miserably in a chair in the waiting room, an abject failure who had
managed to shoot a critical witness and prime suspect in the back.
And now he was a hero. It was the fastest career resurrection in
the history of the department and would likely be passed down as
legend for generations to come. But for now, the others all
clustered around him, asking questions at the same time, childlike
and giddy with the unfamiliar feeing that something extraordinary
had happened to them for once. They had been part of a
miracle.
Maggie never even looked back. With each step that
took us down the stairs and out the front doors, I could feel the
determination in Maggie growing: “Fiona Harker has waited long
enough. Now it is Fiona’s turn.”
Her cell phone rang incessantly during the drive to
the hospital. She ignored it. It was Gonzales. He’d clearly been
wakened by a lackey and given the good news. But she had no time
for whatever triumphant gloating he had in mind now that one of his
own had trumped an entire task force and brought home the most
famous missing child since the Lindbergh baby, or so the papers
were likely to say by the time their next editions hit the
streets.
Oh, Gonzales would milk this to the max. And Maggie
wanted no part of it.
She muted her phone and slipped it into her jacket
pocket as she neared the hospital parking lot. There was no room
for thoughts of Christian Fletcher, not anymore, not when she had
pledged her fealty to Fiona Harker and could, at last, carry the
banner of her cause. Maggie pulled into a spot that had opened up
near the main entrance, her adrenaline so pumped she nearly jogged
into the building.
The first streaks of morning light were spreading
across the sky as she flashed her badge at the bored night
attendant. She was quickly directed to a room on the second floor
and took the stairs at a run, too impatient to wait for the
elevator.
I followed—and the moment I stepped out into the
hall that led to the critical care unit, I knew that something was
wrong. A dark vein of impending death snaked through the halls. I
could feel it as clearly as ice water flowing over me.
A soul was in torment, struggling for life.
This is what murder feels like.
A cop was sitting in a chair at the far end of the
hall and I was there in a millisecond. He was reading a magazine
about boats, oblivious to the malicious cloud that swelled around
the entrance to the room he was guarding.
The man who called himself Cody Wells lay writhing
in bed, his mouth open wordlessly like a gaffed fish as he gasped
for air from a tube that was no longer there. It had been ripped
from his mouth and dangled over the edge of the bed, bouncing each
time his body flailed. His arms would not obey him, but he was
still instinctively trying to grope for the tube, even as he tried
to fight off the effects of the anesthesia.
And then I saw him, inches from the dangling
mouthpiece—the apparition of the little boy who had followed me on
and off over the past four days. He was staring with his strangely
blank eyes at the man gasping for breath in the bed, and I could
not read the emotions welling up inside him. Had he done this? How
had he done this? What had the man done to him?
Cody Wells had started to turn blue and his
movements were growing weaker. I had to try to save him.
I rattled the medical chart clipped to the end of
his bed, but the sound was pitiful. It would bring no one.
The little boy turned to me then, staring at me
with his blank eyes, but he seemed frozen, unable to react, so tied
to the man lying in the bed that he could not even move.
Outside, I heard Maggie questioning the guard on
duty about the last few hours and asking for details of the latest
medical update.
Come on, Maggie. Your witness is dying. And
there is nothing that I can do about it.
For the first time, I realized the room smelled of
a fragrance, something flowery and dusty and slightly exotic.
Perfume, I thought. Perfume that I had smelled before.
Perfume that smelled like funeral flowers. Perfume
that smelled like death.
Cody Wells was suffocating. Unable to breathe on
his own yet, his air tube had been ripped from his mouth. His death
would be as cruelly silent as my own existence.
I had to do something. I concentrated on the tubes
that led from the oxygen tank, the limitations of my powers all too
prevalent in my thoughts. A spark, I thought. I just needed a
spark. I had done it several times before. What had I learned so
long ago in science class? Fire is a combination of oxygen and
what? What was it? Hydrogen? Carbon dioxide. Heat, that was it.
Heat and fuel. Would the contents of the oxygen tank serve as the
fuel? God, this was hopeless.
Just make the spark. The thought came to me
from somewhere—the little boy?
Just make the spark.
I managed three flickers, a bright flare, and then
more. A steady flame at the mouth of the breathing tube. The oxygen
grabbed at the spark and pulled it inside the pressurized tank.
Within an instant, the tank exploded and fire broke out in the
room. Pandemonium followed. Smoke filled the air, the ceiling
sprinklers activated, an alarm went off, and half a dozen people
burst through the doors, Maggie wisely running to a corner, out of
the way, as the medical staff responded in choreographed
efficiency. One grabbed a fire extinguisher from the wall and
attacked the flames; another bent over Cody Wells, administering
mouth-to-mouth resuscitation as two more nurses secured him in the
bed and began wheeling him from the room. The little boy followed,
unable to leave the man’s bedside. He was standing vigil—but over
the man’s life or his death, I could not tell. He looked at no one
but the man who called himself Cody Wells.
They wheeled Wells into a room four doors down the
hall and quickly reconnected him to a new respirator. When they
were done, some of the staff left to check on their other patients,
while others stood clustered around his bed, stunned at what had
just happened.
Maggie was furious.
“That was deliberate,” she announced. They all
recognized her anger and knew enough not to argue.
“The explosion may have saved his life,” the oldest
of the nurses finally had the nerve to say. She was in her early
fifties, plump with graying hair. Maggie did not frighten her. “His
breathing tube had been ripped out of his throat. He would have
died in another minute or so.”
Now Maggie looked stunned. She had been through a
lot in this long, long night. “Are you sure?” she asked.
“We moved the patient out of the recovery room and
into a private room earlier than usual because of security
considerations,” the nurse explained to Maggie. “He was having some
trouble coming out of anesthesia—that happens—and we had no way of
knowing what he may have eaten or had to drink prior to surgery, so
we had inserted a breathing tube to protect against aspiration.”
The nurse did not talk down to Maggie, and Maggie liked that. I
felt a bond form between them. “We were monitoring his vital signs
very carefully. His readouts indicated he was still at a stage of
recovery that would mean he did not have the motor coordination nor
the strength to take the breathing tube from his own mouth.” She
paused. “Or ring for help, especially if he was disoriented.”
“You’re sure?” Maggie asked.
“I’m sure.”
The other staff members were looking back and forth
between the two of them. I got the feeling the gray-haired nurse
was the Maggie of the ward. No one questioned her judgment.
“It looks as if the breathing tube was removed with
some proficiency, based on the condition of his throat,” the nurse
added. “It’s also possible he was administered something to hinder
breathing on his own.” She was thinking the same thing Maggie was
thinking: someone had tried to murder the man before he could talk
to Maggie.
“Can you test for that?” Maggie asked her.
“Yes. It would be one of three or four
drugs.”
“Do it,” Maggie said. The nurse set to work,
unfazed. She trusted Maggie and she knew as well as anyone, at
least anyone without blinders on, that Fiona Harker’s killer was
someone who worked at the hospital.
“You,” Maggie said, pointing to a younger nurse. “I
want you to stand beside him and not move until she can replace
you.” She touched the gray-haired nurse’s arm. “Can you leave your
other patients?”
“Yes,” the older nurse said at once. “My staff is
well trained.”
“Good, I need you.” Maggie spoke to the younger
nurse again. “No one comes near him but me and doctors I say can
get near him, understand?” She nodded. “You.” She pointed to a tall
man with dark skin who was a nurse’s aide. “You stand outside the
door and see that no one comes in. No one but me and medical staff
members I personally approve. If anyone else tries to get in, ask
the guard to hold them, and I want their names.”
He nodded solemnly.
“And you—” She pointed to the panic-stricken
patrolman who had been guarding the hospital room when the
breathing tube was removed. “I want a word with you. The rest of
you—out.”
They scurried away like mice with a cat on their
heels. The young nurse guarding the bed stared discreetly at the
floor as Maggie lit into the shamefaced patrolman. Behind her, the
strange little boy stood watch over the man in the bed, without any
recognition of what was happening around him.
“You want to explain?” Maggie asked.
“No one went in and out but medical staff,” the
patrolman protested. “I swear to God.”
“He was under danger from medical staff,” Maggie
hissed at him. “Did no one explain that to you?”
“He had to be treated,” the patrolman shot back.
“He just got out of surgery. How was I supposed to know who was
legitimate? They were all legitimate. I let in a tall doctor with
dark hair, a couple of nurses, two more doctors, a nurse’s aide,
and the same two nurses a couple more times. It wasn’t like I let a
parade of people come through.”
“Describe them,” Maggie ordered.
He did a credible job, considering he’d not known
how important it might turn out to be. His descriptions matched the
nurses on duty and the nurse’s aide now guarding the door. The pair
of doctors had included one taller man, possibly Indian or
Pakistani, and a female doctor. They had walked in together,
chatting as if they were a team, and then the male doctor had left
a few minutes before the other one. The guard did not know much
more about the remaining doctor. Her hair had been pinned up under
a surgical cap and a surgical mask had partially concealed her
face. In fact, both had been dressed in surgical wear. “It was
clear they were part of his recovery team,” the patrolman said. “I
think the man said he was the anesthesiologist or something.”
“And you are positive no one else entered that
room?” Maggie asked, staring blatantly at the boating magazine that
now lay in the middle of the hallway floor.
The guy was miserable. “Yes,” he said in a low
voice, but it sounded more like a question than anything
else.
Maggie was so frustrated that I could feel the
irritation growing in her. She was exhausted and she was hungry and
she was really tired of putting her case behind other priorities.
She wanted justice for Fiona Harker, and she wanted it now. It was
time for all this bullshit to stop.
“Guard the door,” she told the patrolman. “With
your life. No one goes in and out unless they’re with me.”
“Yes, ma’am,” he said meekly, and left the
room.
“Who was his surgeon?” she asked the gray-haired
nurse. She had returned after dropping off the blood sample and
relieved the younger nurse standing by the bed.
“Dr. Verrett. He’s new.”
“Page him,” Maggie ordered.
“Not Dr. Fletcher?” the nurse asked, and for the
first time her voice sounded tentative.
“Definitely not Dr. Fletcher,” Maggie answered
promptly.
“But Dr. Verrett was his surgeon, not his
attending,” she said. “He’s not really trained to—”
“He’s new to the hospital,” Maggie explained,
handing her own cell phone to the nurse. “Page him.”
“Got it.” The gray-haired nurse took the phone and
peered at the readout on it. “You have seven messages,” she said.
“All marked urgent.”
“Page him,” Maggie repeated.
She dutifully made the call but held on to the
phone. She looked at Maggie as if she could not quite decide
whether to speak up.
“What is it?” Maggie asked.
“If you really want the patient to be safe, let me
make one more phone call.”
“One phone call?” Maggie sounded skeptical.
“I’ll call my friend Claudette in obstetrics and
tell her the patient died. It’ll be all over the hospital in five
minutes. If they think he’s already dead, who’s going to try and
kill him?”
“You should be a detective,” Maggie told her. “Make
the call.”
The nurse obeyed and handed Maggie back her phone.
“Maybe I should be an actress?” she joked, and the two women smiled
at each other. I loved this sisterhood of competent women. It made
me feel like the whole world was safer.
“Verrett doesn’t sound Indian to me,” Maggie told
the nurse. “The guard said an Indian doctor was in here? Said he
was the anesthesiologist?”
“He might have been. Or the woman doctor was and he
was an attending looking over her shoulder,” the nurse explained.
“The hospital’s a little paranoid about lawsuits, especially with
Fiona being murdered. The big dogs are sniffing around a lot,
second-guessing everyone. He was probably an attending who was
checking up on staff and being very careful.”
“What’s his name?”
She looked apologetic. She wanted to help Maggie,
but she was also part of a bigger team and she wasn’t about to
unleash a witch hunt based on skin color. “I’m not sure who it was.
I didn’t see them. I had a patient code on me around that time, and
this man technically isn’t my responsibility.”
“He is now,” Maggie told her. The woman nodded. She
was willing to help Maggie any way she could.
“Did you recognize the female doctor the guard
described?” Maggie asked.
The nurse’s tone was apologetic. “About a third of
the doctors on staff now are women. The numbers grow every
year.”
Maggie’s sigh was eloquent. I almost pitied her.
When she was focused, no one could best her. No one. But she had
been going hard for days now, running on empty. Bulling through
alone wasn’t going to cut it.
“What’s going on?” a voice asked. “He was fine an
hour ago. What happened?”
“This is Dr. Verrett,” the nurse explained. “The
surgeon.”
Maggie introduced herself and explained why she was
there. The doctor was tall and thin with short-cropped dark hair
and intense eyes that he likely used to intimidate other people.
His energy was even more intense. He was as coiled as a cobra.
Maggie had no effect on him whatsoever. But then again, he had no
effect on Maggie in return. She was not intimidated by him at all.
I don’t think he was used to that, and it confused him.
“Christian Fletcher explained why you were here to
me earlier,” he said when Maggie was done. “Are you sure someone
tried to kill this man?”
The nurse nodded and said, “We’re sure.” Dr.
Verrett seemed to take her word a lot more seriously than
Maggie’s.
“Is he stable now?” he asked.
“Yes,” the nurse said. “If he was given something
to impair his breathing, it seems to be wearing off.”
“Then there’s nothing I can do.” He turned to
go.
“Wait,” Maggie said. “Every doctor in this hospital
is under suspicion except for you.”
“Every doctor?” he asked incredulously. “Did
Christian Fletcher not save this man’s life just a few hours ago?
Why would he do that if he wanted him dead?”
The nurse stared at Maggie, waiting for her answer.
She had definitely heard the rumors about them.
“Every doctor,” Maggie said firmly.
“There’s nothing I can do for him,” the doctor
explained impatiently. He looked at his watch. “I have another
procedure in an hour, and I’m hungry.”
“Can’t you bring him out of this faster?” Maggie
asked. “Give him a shot?”
“I could,” the doctor admitted. “But I won’t. It’s
medically contraindicated, we have no idea what else may be in his
system, and he’s been through enough as it is.” He stared at
Maggie’s gun pointedly. She got the meaning.
“I’m not the one who shot him,” she said in an
uncharacteristically defensive voice, perhaps realizing for the
first time that, because she had helped redeem Calvano, he was now
going to be her responsibility for a long time to come.
“Look,” the doctor said, less impatiently. “He
wasn’t deprived of oxygen long enough to cause brain damage, and
he’s going to come out from under soon enough.” He checked the LED
readouts on the medical equipment surrounding the bed and read
through the thin strips of paper containing the man’s vital signs
history. “You’ll be able to talk to him in about thirty to
forty-five minutes.”
“I can’t wait that long,” Maggie insisted.
“You’re not used to waiting, are you?” the doctor
asked.
“You’re not used to people arguing with you, are
you?” she countered.
The doctor sighed and gave the nurse some orders to
adjust the solution going into the IV inserted in the man’s arm.
“I’m not doing anything but hydrating him more quickly,” the doctor
told Maggie. “I can’t agree to anything more than that.”
“How long?” Maggie asked.
“Thirty minutes. Take it or leave it.”
Maggie said nothing, and he turned to go.
“Wait,” she told him. “You can’t go.”
“I can’t go?” the doctor repeated slowly.
“If something else happens to him, I want you
here.”
“All this for a witness?” he asked
impatiently.
“The only witness to whoever killed Fiona Harker,”
Maggie said angrily. “If we lose him, we’ll never know.”
“And Fiona Harker was a nurse in this hospital?” he
asked.
“Yes,” Maggie said.
“The best nurse we had,” the gray-haired nurse
interrupted. Her voice was fierce, and she had tears in her eyes.
“Fiona Harker was the best nurse this hospital ever had, and she
deserves justice.”
The doctor looked at her in surprise, but when he
spoke, his voice was kinder. “Okay, then,” he agreed. “I’ll stay
until you’re done questioning him.”
Maggie’s smile was transformative. Even Dr. Verrett
had to smile back.